"Fuck me," I groaned.
And he did. Boy, did he fuck me. Mateo grabbed onto the back of my knees and rammed his dick inside me. He fucked me deep and his balls slapped against my hairy ass. My rock hard cock slapped against my belly, dripping precum everywhere. That's when the pain subsided and turn into a feeling of ecstasy. The deeper he fucked me, the more I wanted. The harder he fucked me, the louder I groaned. I reached around and grabbed his ass, and pulled him deeper inside me.
Sweat dripped down my forehead, and the windows and mirrors in the room fogged up from the heat of our bodies.
He quickened his pace even faster and I felt myself coming close to the edge. I stroked myself and precum leaked continuously out of my cock like I had never seen before. Then I felt myself start to orgasm, one that was more intense than any other. I felt the muscles in my ass begin to contract. My cock squirted many rounds of cum all over my chest and even hitting the base of my chin.
Mateo looked so turned on. I felt him thrust hard inside me then he moaned and I felt his warm semen coat the walls inside me. The warmth of his cum deep in me felt amazing. Mateo collapsed onto me with his cock still inside.
"That. Was. Incredible." He said with the side of his face pressed on my chest. I could tell he was exhausted.
I smiled and stroked the base of his neck and massaged his head.
"I can't believe I've never done that before," I said. "It felt amazing."
"Will you let me do it again?" He asked.
"I don't know, I still like fucking you more," I said.
He looked disappointed.
"Okay, maybe we can alternate and take turns," I said. "If it makes you happy, I'll be happy too."
And he smiled.
I pulled his hand up and admired the ring on his delicate finger, and then kissed his palm.
"I love you," I said.
"I love you, too."
Epilogue
Mateo – One Year Later
I was accepted to study creative writing at a local university in Halifax. I was just finishing up my first semester there and I loved every moment of it. I met people from different parts of the world and it was the most focused I had ever been.
It was rainy like most days in April. The fog had rolled in and it made the evening bike ride back home from my last exam was refreshing. I could barely see the streetlights above in the whiteness of the fog.
Biking in this weather was particularly dangerous because cars couldn't see me. I couldn't see them until they were a few feet in front. But I guess everyone on the road were used to these conditions and drove particularly slow.
It was hard to be in the moment, my mind was filled up with thoughts about tomorrow. Thoughts of seeing Remy again for the first time in two months. Exactly one year ago was when the accident occurred.
Even though he's already worked two seasons, I could never get over the thoughts of it happening again. I knew the chances were low and that he had many more safety precautions on this new ship. But the feeling of dread still crept up on me whenever he was away.
I was working part-time at the library to earn some money. During my free-time, I ran a travel blog documenting some of the trips I've gone on. The most recent one was a seven-day hike in Iceland with Remy.
My goal was to save money to buy Remy a ring even though he insisted that there was no pressure to do so. But I knew he was just being nice about it. He had given me so much and I just wanted to reciprocate his love.
He was always talking about how he wanted to do something special for our wedding. We talked about getting married on his ship. It would be something special with just the closest family and friends.
We saw Jay and Dylan often. I didn't know how close Jay and Remy were. Sometimes Jay would be drinking with Remy so late into the night that he would sleep on the couch. I thought it was so cute when they hung out together, talking about Jay's kids and memories they've shared.
One time, I overheard Jay talking about how much he was into Dylan even though it was past their honeymoon stage. Then, Remy talked about how much I was on his mind.
Sometimes, it was a bit lonely that I didn't get to see him every day. But I felt our relationship was stronger because of it. We cherished every moment together when he returned from work, and when he was away, it let me focus on school.
I arrived back to the house and carried my bike up the steps and wheeled it on the porch leaning it against the wall. I noticed that there was a light on in the kitchen and I didn't remember leaving it on when I left. I began to panic.
Maybe there was an intruder inside. I was worried about Pablo. I peered in the window and couldn't see him anywhere in sight. Usually, Pablo waited by the door until I got home rushing out to greet me.
I put my key in and the door was unlocked. I knew something was wrong in that moment, but then Remy's smiling face popped up from the doorway to the kitchen.
I sighed in relief.
"Holy shit, Rem. You scared me. I thought you were coming home tomorrow!" I said.
He jogged up towards me and gave me a kiss on the lips before he said anything.
"Sorry babe, we got lucky and filled our quota a few days ago so we got to return early. I should have told you but I wanted to surprise you," he smiled.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face in his chest. I could never get over his musky scent.
Remy bent down and picked me up off the ground carrying me to the couch.
"Are you hungry?" He asked.
I nodded.
"I brought home some of the biggest crab we caught and I made a stew."
My stomach grumbled at the idea of a home cooked meal after eating T.V. dinners for so long. Remy brought two glasses of wine from the kitchen and two bowls of hearty stew that warmed my hands.
On evenings like these when Remy was back, not much had to be said. These nights were perfect the way they were. Just us in a warm room together enjoying each other's company with Pablo.
"Now that you're done exams, I was thinking we could do something fun to kick off the start of your break," Remy said.
"What do you want to do?" I asked.
"There are some islands east of here that's a few hours away. I've been wanting to camp there for quite some time now. There's one that's always quiet and empty. Are you up for it?"
"Hell, yeah. I miss being deserted on an island with you," I said.
Remy smiled.
"When do you want to go?" He asked.
I thought for a second then smirked back.
"Tomorrow?" I suggested.
"What? That's insane we won't have enough time to pack the car," Remy said.
"We don't need much, just you, me, and Pablo," I winked.
"Let's do it. Why not?"
"Another day, another adventure," I smiled.
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Jay to December: Men of the Atlantic (Book 1)
“Should I stay or should I go?”
Dylan moved to the east coast to attend school at a notable architecture program. Life is not easy for a nineteen-year-old freshman who’s trying to find his own identity. When he meets Jay, his handsome and rugged professor, Dylan finds the only person who believes in him. Their student-professor relationship blossoms into something much more than he intended. When Dylan's classmates find out how talented he is, they are quick to outcast him. With all this pressure, Dylan wonders if it’s better to leave it all behind to go back to the comfort of his hometown.
“Passion or profession, what do I choose?”
At the age of forty-four, Jay has built his own way to fame and fortune. Jay
's name is a staple in the architecture world. His work is featured in countless magazines. He is also a well-respected professor in the architecture school. With his recent divorce and custody battle, all he has left is his love for inspiring young minds. That is until he meets Dylan. In all his years of teaching, Jay has never been more impressed by a student’s talent. When they enter in a design competition together, Jay can’t help but fall hard for him.
“Against all odds, can we make it together?”
With the pressure put on by his classmates, is Dylan willing to push past the pain to stay and be with Jay? And with his career in jeopardy because of this forbidden love affair, is Jay willing to risk it all to be with Dylan?
Jay to December is the first book in the Men of the Atlantic series about sexy men searching for love in the stormy coastal landscape. This standalone novel has a May-December theme with no cheating, no cliff-hangers, and a guaranteed HEA.
Lost in Nomad’s Land
“If you ask me, I’d tell you that the universe is twice as big as we think it is… and you’re the only one who makes that idea less devastating.”
Eric: As an aspiring videographer, I travel around the world to capture beauty through the lens of my camera. But the most beautiful thing I captured was with my very own eyes one afternoon in Paris. His name is Mike Sutherland, a young Californian surfer with long lean muscles and silken golden skin.
As a man who controls and dominates every aspect of my life, I find myself losing all sense of control when I am around Mike. I would have never imagined myself falling for another man. When it’s time to part ways, I find myself paralyzed at the idea that I may never see him again. Why am I letting myself fall for someone who lives thousands of miles away?
“I miss you like a plane ticket screams 5:30 at 5:34.”
Mike: Loneliness has a way of creeping up on me. Traveling to different cities as a vegan blogger leaves me feeling like a ghost, aching and empty. From past relationships, I’ve learned that loneliness trumps getting hurt by guys who take advantage of my big heart. But when I meet Eric Cooper, a tall and rugged New Yorker with a seductive charm, just one glance into his feverish dark-brown eyes left me wondering if it can be different…
After a crazy evening in Paris, I decide to tell him that we should be just friends so that I don’t run the risk of getting hurt again. But when we return to our hometowns, why do I regret saying goodbye forever?
*Warning: Lost in Nomad’s Land is a standalone m/m romance novel with no cheating, no cliff-hangers, and a happy ending.*
You Here Tonight: Book 1 & Book 2 Anthology
Duke University. Star quarterback Ryan Dawson never thought he needed to pass a sculpture course to pull up his GPA and stay on the team but if he wants to make it to the big leagues, he needs at least a 4.0 on his final project. But the class Ryan assumed would be an easy A turns out to be more challenging than he thought. Not least because he's partnered with tender and free-spirited Luke Julien who refuses to let him slack off - and refuses to get out of his head.
Aspiring artist Luke Julien is only a freshman but he's already generating esteem in the art world. He was so excited to finally take a sculpture class at Duke but he wasn't counting on being paired with Ryan, a jock without a hint of artistic inclination. And sure, the rugged, handsome champion may have been featured in some of Luke’s fantasies in the past - but that was before his success this semester was riding on Ryan to care enough about school for them to both pass.
When a looming deadline forces them to spend Christmas vacation in Wisconsin with Luke’s family, both of the guys are dreading it. Ryan's suppressed his bisexuality all through his life - why the hell does Luke have to make him feel things he'd rather ignore? And Luke has worked hard to keep himself focused on his craft to distract himself from falling for the wrong guys - how's he supposed to trust that Ryan's feelings are real? Are Luke and Ryan doomed to stay in their separate worlds or can they pull through to make a masterpiece, together?
In the Grotto: An m/m paranormal merman erotica
One windy evening after the death of his mother, Guy, a rugged and successful CEO of the world’s largest tech security firm, stood at the top of Half Moon Bay's highest point contemplating to end his life. He jumps but a handsome young man named Coy with a magnificent merman’s tail saves him. From the very moment they touched, Guy lusts for him. After Guy regains composure, he sets out into the ocean in search for the majestic young man. He finds Coy near a secret grotto in the middle of the ocean where they begin their love story.
Guy, clouded by his dark depression hides his true emotions in fear of being too vulnerable. Coy, haunted by his father’s abandonment, cannot fully trust Guy’s generous acts of love. Will they get past their darkness and insecurities to realize how raw their love is for each other?
ALPHA MALES: Volume #1 Bundle
Special bundle that includes three stories – Cheating Professor, The Landlord (and the Boy Next Door), and Bicurious (Stepbrother Domination)…
Cheating Professor
A delinquent freshman, Brad, who was once a good student has gone completely out of control with his new found freedom – turning from modest small town lad to a rebellious submissive in the big city. His tall, rugged, and married Professor notices Brad’s behavior in his class. He tries to help Brad focus to realize his full potential with his best intentions in mind. But after a terrifying night caught in a brutal storm, Professor Reynolds has to fight his strong morals to justify his passionate lust for Brad. Can the Professor keep his hands off this forbidden fruit, or will he risk it all to get a taste of what every Tom, Dick, and Harry is after?
The Landlord (And The Boy Next Door)
Young and impressionable Cody just landed his first job and is looking for an apartment in the big city. After weeks of searching he finds the perfect place. He goes for a viewing and meets Harry, the rugged blue collar landlord. Sexual tension fills the small apartment, and Cody is invited to Harry’s office after to make a deposit…
Bicurious (Stepbrother Domination)
Kyle and Bryan could not be more opposites. Submissive Kyle, white blonde hair and blue eyes, was often found buried in a textbook. He was skinny but toned with a swimmer’s build. Assertive Bryan, dark eyes, tanned freckled skin, often running his rugged hands through his chestnut brown hair had just served his time on house arrest from dealing drugs. His forearms and biceps are thick from working at his dad’s multi-million dollar winery. They are on a trip to Hawaii with their newly married parents. On the outside, it appears as though the two stepbrothers will never be friends. Under the table though… well, that’s a different story.
Wild and Willing (Wyoming Cowboys)
Growing up on a secluded farm, Kevin's exploration of his sexuality began with fantasies of the sexy dominant ranchers who stopped by to adopt puppies for herding cattle. He meets Paul, a rugged and handsome rancher, who needs a little help training one of the new defiant pups. Paul brings Kevin away on horseback to the majestic Wyoming mountainside where he takes more than just his innocent breath away…
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