An Autobiography or the Story of My Experiments with Truth

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by M K Gandhi

M1 In the morning I first talked over the matter

  M2 whether they were white or black

  M3 in the wilderness, and whether all would agree to withdraw an equal amount sufficient for food and clothing was the other question

  M4 poured his soul

  M5 a nephew of mine

  M6 partnered

  M1 was that of a daily. This place did not have the facility to repair a large machine immediately. That also would have stopped the publication. The size therefore was changed to that of an ordinary weekly.

  M2 we

  M3 pleading

  M4 how are we to be considered human

  M1 we desire something and what happens is something else altogether.

  M2 created family

  M3 Simplicity was in his bones, far from feeling the life at Phoenix in any way strange or hard, it seemed natural and to his liking.

  M1 The children came. My third son, Ramdas, was among them. He had become quite friendly with the steamer’s captain while on board, and broke his arm while playing with the captain.

  M2 What else could I do for Ramdas?

  M3 ‘Would you be afraid if I were to dress your wound?’

  M4 he allowed me to conduct the experiment

  M5 experimenting

  M6 I made it my business to get

  M7 or procreation

  M1 Changes in the Home and Children’s Education

  M2 Sarvodaya

  M3 The real simplicity, that of the mind, increased.

  M4 have always done for me tremendous work

  M5 education of letters

  M6 an education of letters

  M7 walking with me. In the office they would talk with the clients and clerks, read whatever was put in their hands, run errands or do shopping for the house.

  M8 education of letters

  M9 did not insist on its adherence

  M10 I do not regret this lack

  M11 education of letters

  M1 It has been my lot never to settle down to a steady life after setting up a home.

  M2 was beneficial to the world. My loyalty was heartfelt. I did not desire the withering of the Empire. The consideration of morality and immorality of the use of force

  M3 patients

  M1 it was an imperative for service

  M2 I could not ride two horses.

  M3 this service

  M4 The absence of brahmacharya would result in the enlargement of the family, which would run contrary to one’s endeavour for uplift of society. The observance of brahmacharya in marriage would enable one to render service to the family in a form consistent with the service to society.

  M5 rumour

  M6 rebellion had been quelled

  M7 The humanity of man lies in voluntary self-restraint.

  M8 so long as the desire persists in dreams, consider that brahmacharya imperfect

  M9 Great men

  M10 which guide our path. They are not perfect.

  M11 most subtle

  M12 In concluding this chapter I would only say that

  M1 Before the word ‘satyagraha’ was invented, the thing itself had come into being.

  M1 from the point of view of health

  M2 have been able to take some work from it

  M3 functions for the body and through the body to come face-to-face with the soul

  M4 many

  M5 In order that the experiments in dietetics that I propose to discuss at length are understood, it was necessary to set forth their object and the train of thought that was followed.

  M1 Wife’s Determination

  M2 I was wonderstruck by her forbearance.

  M3 conduct

  M4 I will give her the necessary meat or anything else that is required

  M5 She was very weak. To ask her anything was painful.

  M6 lap

  M7 We had a ‘hammock’ at Phoenix. Hammock means a bed made of rope mesh or canvas, supported by bamboos on all ends, a patient can rest easily in it. West was asked to meet us at the Phoenix station.

  M8 our obstinacy

  M9 What was she, poor woman, to know of the authority of the scriptural texts? To her the traditions of her forefathers was religion.

  M10 , saying thus, ‘Swamiji, whatever

  M11 I would be grateful if you do not give me a headache.

  M12 the father of my sons

  M1 but solely from the point of view of self-restraint, both were desirable

  M2 both these things.

  M3 was not averse to them either. There was no insistence upon getting other medical treatment.

  M4 vaidya

  M5 She was filled with deep remorse. She exclaimed: ‘Pray forgive me. Despite knowing you, I said this somehow. I will not eat pulses and salt henceforth. But, please take back your words. This punishment is harsh for me.’

  M6 from the view of self-restraint, the exclusion of both these articles is beneficial

  M1 from the perspective of brahmacharya

  M2 An unclean mind is not purified by fasting.

  M3 meditation on

  M1 In this too Mr. Kallenbach

  M2 mortification of the body

  M3 beneficial effects of such vows

  M4 Generally people

  M5 the Muslim youngsters

  M6 generosity and the feeling of love among them increased

  M7 from the perspective of health as well as control over desires

  M8 That is, fasting can have beneficial effect only if accompanied by an incessant desire for self-restraint and control over the palate. It is a folly to believe that a bodily fast done without a purpose and involvement of the mind would result in the control of passions.

  M1 birth

  M2 boys and girls

  M3 cultivation

  M4 farming

  M5 farms

  M6 while doing

  M7 elementary literacy

  M1 hours

  M2 mother-tongue

  M3 My helpers knew even less than I.

  M4 orally

  M5 when I myself, through fatigue or some other reason, was not dull or uninteresting

  M1 students

  M2 acquire knowledge of God and of the Self. And children need a great deal of help in acquiring this knowledge.

  M3 experience

  M4 watchful

  M5 how is a debauched teacher to impart self-restraint?

  M6 alarmed

  M7 pupils

  M8 beating him with a ruler

  M9 I have doubts regarding the propriety of this punishment

  M10 think further about

  M11 quality

  M1 Among them were three of my sons. There were other children too, similarly raised. But Mr. Kallenbach’s attention was on how those loafers and my sons could live together.

  M2 There is no rule that our children locked up in iron safes remain pure and are contaminated when brought out.

  M1 After putting the remaining Ashramites of the Tolstoy Ashram at Phoenix, I went to Johannesburg. I had been in Johannesburg a few days when I received the news of the terrible fall of two persons. News of an apparent failure in the great satyagraha struggle never shocked me, but this incident came upon me like a thunderbolt. I was wounded.

  M2 as it was he who had told me about the fall

  M3 finally

  M4 I hold, however, that under certain circumstances such fasts as penance have a definite place. But it requires discernment and fitness.

  M5 bereft of meaning

  M6 The seven-day fast and subsequent one-meal-a-day fast did not prove difficult for any one of us.

  M7 fourteen-day

  M8 fourteen-day fast

  M9 fourteen-day fast

  M10 etc.

  M1 this third-class and our third-class.

  M2 and no nuts at all

  M3 this

  M4 led to a pungent argument

  M5 ‘Rather than quarrel, will it not be good if we were to throw the binoculars into the sea and not talk about it
at all?’

  M6 inauspicious

  M1 would refuse to help

  M2 civil

  M3 deliberations

  M4 England

  M5 as many of them as possible

  M1 ‘Is your action not inconsistent with your profession of ahimsa?’

  M2 how could I

  M3 is not false

  M4 sin

  M5 untouched by

  M6 committed by society

  M7 that is,

  M8 certain views regarding the British Empire

  M9 not obstinately hold on to his opinion

  M1 Just as the ways of a son can be seen even while he is in the cradle, we discerned a different look in the eyes of the officer on the first day.

  M2 what Sorabji had told me

  M3 honeyed

  M4 and so bring us all to grief

  M5 our work is certain to break down

  M6 leader of our group of volunteers

  M7 accepted

  M8 I had come to be well acquainted with Mr. Roberts. He came to see me and insisted on me sending the others as well.

  M9 , grinding my teeth

  M1 At the time of this illness Gokhale had already returned to England.

  M2 at the tip of his tongue

  M3 The complaint was taken to Gokhale.

  M4 search the inner voice

  M5 in all other matters

  M6 cruel practice perpetrated on cows and buffaloes in Calcutta

  M7 therein lies my duty

  M1 What Was Done for the Disease?

  M2 I showed him my body.

  M3 dry

  M4 We were well acquainted.

  M1 Departure

  M2 beautiful

  M3 tried to secure

  M4 I returned after ten years to a country that I had hoped to return to in 1905, which gave me great joy.

  M5 I had reached Bombay in the ardent hope of meeting him, merging with his life and of freeing myself of all burden.

  M1 has become

  M2 lawyers might learn something from it

  M3 what I had earned for my work

  M4 acquired

  M5 appealed for the arbitrator’s award to be set aside

  M6 verification of the error

  M1 But the judges were not inclined to set aside the award of the arbitrators on account of such an evident slip

  M1 despite the difference between an advocate and an attorney, both could appear before all courts without any distinction. While in the Transvaal, they were distinct like in Bombay. There an advocate may deal with his client only through an attorney.

  M2 strange circumstances

  M3 did not know

  M1 theft was caught. He

  M2 sin

  M3 Parsi’s face withered

  M4 my head is in your lap

  M5 satisfied

  M6 love of truth

  M7 he gave me the testimonial

  M8 Parsi Rustomji was not prosecuted.

  M9 that this was not true contrition. It was the detachment of the one in a crematorium. I do not know how far they were right.

  M1 but I stayed back in London on account of the war.

  M2 praising these three. Of the many memories of our loving companionship in South Africa, what is vivid before my eyes is how the names of these three great men were always in his heart and on his lips.

  M3 my children

  M4 my

  M5 sons and daughter

  M6 this family

  M7 In Bombay, while accepting the honours I had to offer a little satyagraha.

  M1 went to meet him

  M2 a promise

  M3 abide by the ideals of others and work in harmony with them

  M4 But how would his love let him be?

  M1 a cable letter

  M2 you can summon us to join your army and we shall enlist

  M3 the educated and puts us to shame

  M4 men considered big

  M5 akin to animals

  M6 experienced

  M7 custom

  M8 victory as fundamental to

  M9 A people who seek freedom must possess the means to their ultimate defence.

  M1 and with whom I was well acquainted

  M2 He liked this very much.

  M3 all at once

  M4 dragged me away forcefully

  M5 for one year

  M6 I will speak on a question only when it is important for me to do so.

  M1 At Burdwan we had to secure third-class tickets. We faced hardships in doing so.

  M2 but who would let me approach him?

  M3 At last I got the tickets.

  M4 here too the strong ones forced themselves in

  M5 We the civilized have not cared for it.

  M6 But the husband’s attachment in the form of the golden lid hid the truth.

  M1 My Effort

  M2 I had a large burden to bear.

  M3 effort

  M4 I could see the love of both for me

  M5 another meeting

  M6 They were saved from a moral dilemma

  M7 sourness

  M1 The place for bathing was so dirty that one could hardly stand there

  M2 I

  M3 The passengers through their filth made the deck worse.

  M4 The Phoenix party

  M5 being squeezed between two stones of a quern

  M6 as a third-class passenger. When I alighted, the love of darshan-seekers troubled me.

  M7 eat malpua and kheer

  M8 Kumbh

  M9 It was a blessed day for me.

  M10 been enamoured

  M11 in the kingdom of God

  M12 If there was no sin in coming here and staying on the day of Kumbh, I must take a difficult vow and atone for the sin prevalent here and seek self-purification. My life is based on vows, hence I decided to take some difficult vows.

  M13 prolonged

  M1 who resembled a mountain

  M2 teachers

  M3 Hrishikesh

  M4 had a strong religious inclination

  M5 body

  M6 Brahmins in Porbandar

  M7 my infatuation had gone or not

  M8 external practice not customary in our family

  M9 nephew

  M10 to adopt the sacred thread is to be born again

  M11 Today Hinduism and India are in a fallen state. Do we have the right to wear the sacred thread?

  M12 got rid of the irreligion and fraud that have made home in it. I therefore cannot swallow your argument

  M13 Discarding the shikha was a matter of shame for me, and

  M14 But human creations did not give peace to the mind.

  M15 At Lakshman Jhula I saw an iron suspension bridge.

  M16 Of the rope-bridge I have no idea

  M17 Nor did those who were in the main building produce a favourable impression on me.

  M18 a great deal

  M1 My eyes had come to rest on Ahmedabad.

  M2 work related to the spinning-wheel

  M3 settle down

  M4 it was decided to hire the Kochrab Bungalow of Sjt. Jivanlal Desai, a barrister of Ahmedabad, who was the principal man in persuading me to settle in Ahmedabad.

  M5 Tapovan could not be chosen as a name because though tapas was dear to us, the name seemed pretentious. We wished to worship truth, seek truth and insist upon it.

  M1 who still crawled and was fed at the breast

  M2 The Ashram’s limits were clearly drawn

  M3 those who consider themselves Sanatani

  M4 cheerfully faced

  M1 Indenture System

  M2 the system of indenture

  M3 In 1914

  M4 But the system had not yet been abolished.

  M5 The Emperor

  M6 I clearly felt that a decision should be taken for the immediate abolition of the system.

  M7 that people had been sufficiently awakened for the system to be abolished

  M8 taken an opportunity to explain

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  M10 crowd in our trains

  M11 I remembered the saying: ‘Sweet are the fruits of patience.’

  M12 but say that behind this was pure satyagraha

  M1 we were a pair, both looked like peasants.

  M2 From Patna I took the reins in my own hands.

  M1 Simple

  M2 and took me there

  M3 take up

  M4 By taking such cases

  M5 The argument being that

  M6 thousands

  M7 remedy

  M8 acumen

  M9 acquire fitness for

  M1 in a moment

  M2 to the court

  M3 But they also understood that from that day their authority had vanished.

  M4 and yet the power of the Congress became evident

  M5 fitness

  M6 life. It was a day of festivity for the peasants and me.

  M1 not anticipated this result

  M2 Not just that, but

  M3 I knew that the planters were very angry; I also knew that the officials could not be pleased with this.

  M4 made their arrows futile

  M5 encourage in the least the reporters to come nor did I

  M1 and the translation brought out by the ‘Yugadharma’ Press.

  M2 five hundred to a thousand

  M3 mode of life

  M4 and it helped me understand their feelings

  M5 hold

  M6 This had a beneficial effect; people became more fearless.

  M7 The fear that if they were to lie, the officials would entrap them, made them cautious in their statements.

 

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