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by Sawyer, Donna Drew


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  had known Del all of his life—she should hear about Hank

  from him.

  “I came to tell Del about your Daddy,” James said, his voice

  thick with sadness.

  “Did he tell you too?” Lance asked.

  “Tell me what?” James asked.

  “That he was a nigger.” It took James a single step to go

  from the doorway to where Lance sat in the middle of the room.

  He grabbed the boy by the shoulders, raised him to standing

  and pulled him to within inches of his face.

  “Don’t you ever,” James said struggling to remain calm,

  “call any man, woman or child, a nigger,” he spat out the last

  word. “Do you see Del sitting there? You show some respect.”

  “Did you know Daddy was passing?” Lance challenged

  James. He could see from James’s expression that he had no

  idea. James let go and the boy dropped back into his chair.

  James rubbed his forehead and shook his head.

  “I didn’t know anything about this,” James said, sounding

  dazed. “All I know is that your father is a good man, did the

  best he could by you and your mother. He did the best by all

  of us. My God,” James whispered as he leaned against the

  table for support—first Hank’s death, now this revelation – it

  was all too much.

  Hank had helped James understand that no one should

  prosper from discrimination. He had been adamant about

  adding colored men to their work crews.

  “Every man deserves a chance to feed his family,” Hank told

  James, when he expressed concern about how their customers

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  might react. “You let me know who has a problem and I’ll

  talk to them,” he’d said. Now he better understood why Hank

  begged him to buy into the company. If anyone had found

  out about Hank passing, James could take over and keep the

  company alive.

  “The secrets we keep from each other,” James said, col aps-

  ing into a chair, his head in his hands.

  “Born a Negro, lied and lived as a white man, and in the

  end, died a Negro all the same,” Lance said, his anger growing.

  “If your father is any example, there are a lot worse things to

  be in life than a Negro. You carry his blood in your veins. You

  shame him, you shame yourself.” James said, without looking

  up. At that moment, Lance realized that to James Stephens

  and every other white person in Richmond, his father’s blood

  made him a Negro, too.

  Getting up from the table, Del said, “James, you go on home

  now. We be all right here. The boy’s upset, he don’t mean no

  harm.” She helped James to his feet and walked him out to the

  back porch where they talked for a few minutes in low voices.

  When Del came back inside, wiping her eyes with the

  corner of her apron she said, “Your father would never allow

  disrespectful talk, Lance. Never heard a harsh word come out

  of his mouth about a person’s color.”

  “And now we know why,” Lance said.

  “Don’t you go forgettin’ who you are, Mr. Lance Henry

  Whitaker,” Del said using his full name the way she used to

  when he earned her wrath as a boy.

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  “Who am I, Del? You tell me, because I’ll be damned if I

  know. How can someone you think you know be so, be such

  a—,” Lance searched for a word.

  Before he could say something he would regret, Del said,

  “Tonight be raw with emotion ‘cause you loved your Daddy.

  I loved him too. That ain’t never gonna change. He is who

  he always was, the father who loved you, more’n anything or

  anyone and the man who did right by us all. A truth told don’t

  change that. Learn the reasons why he was passin’. With the

  knowledge, come understanding, and then forgiveness.”

  “Why couldn’t he just die with the secret, instead of leaving

  me and my mother to deal with it?” Lance said.

  “Secrets like that don’t stay secrets forever, Lance. The

  truth—it shows up in unpredictable ways. Like when a baby’s

  born,” Del said, remembering how frantic Hank had been

  the night Lance was born—worried about Miss Maggie for

  sure—but after she found out Mr. Hank was passing, Del

  knew he was also worried whether their child would be born

  with color. Now his son would have that same worry. Fate had

  finally forced Mr. Hank to give his son his birthright—one

  that the boy was unprepared to deal with.

  “Your father asked me to keep some things for you,” she

  said. “Didn’t want your Grandmamma gettin’ into them. Wait

  here and I’ll fetch them for you.” Del left the kitchen and

  returned a few minutes later with three leather-bound journals

  tied together with a maroon ribbon.

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  “These here belonged to your Daddy,” Del said with rev-

  erence. “In his own hand he put down some of the things he

  wanted you to know, ‘bout the past and how he reasoned things.”

  “He gave these to you to read?”

  “No, he gave them to me to hold, should something ever

  happen to him,” Del said, choking on the words. “He said he

  wrote these just for you, just for his son, and I would never

  betray his trust by reading what was not meant for my eyes.

  Your Daddy told me he tried to explain it all here,” she said,

  patting the stack of journals and handing them to Lance.

  Lance got up from his chair; took the journals from Del

  and walked toward the open back door. Del reached for him

  but he pulled away, so immersed in his own pain that he was

  blind to her suffering.

  “Del, you pretty much taught me everything I know about

  life, maybe now you can teach me how to be a Negro,” Lance

  said as he went through the door, “‘cause I sure as hell am not

  white after tonight.”

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  • 9 •

  (I)

  She had Frances change the sheets but the scent of

  her husband’s bath soap, shaving cream and hair pomade

  combined to bring him back into the bed they had shared

  for twenty years.

  “How could you, you bastard?” she cursed him. “Oh, Hank,”

  she cried clutching his pillow as she loved, hated, feared and

  missed him until she was final y exhausted enough to sleep. By

  dawn, she had accepted her husband’s death but had not forgiven

  him. She had talked herself into believing that Richmond would

  ignore the inconvenient truth about her late husband. After al ,

  she was Margaret Bennett Whitaker; the celebrated hostess of

  Richmond’s prestigious West End. President of the Richmond

  Women’s League and the West End Garden Society, and a

  member of the social committee for the Virginia Historical

  Society. The city of Richmond, the West End community and

  her friends could not do without her.

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  The next morning, she carefully did her hair and m
akeup

  and dressed in black. With dark circles under her red eyes, she

  planted herself in the drawing room to await the arrival of her

  society friends. Surely they would come offering condolences

  and baskets of home cooked food prepared by their household

  help. She deluded herself into believing it would not matter

  to them what Hank had revealed—she was still Margaret

  Bennett Whitaker, her friends would understand that she and

  her son had been done an injustice. They would help her go

  on with her life.

  While Maggie waited, Charlotte paced the room. She

  knew the sympathetic callers Margaret expected would never

  come. She was pragmatic enough to know that with the news

  of Hank’s heritage, her daughter and her grandson would feel

  the full savagery of Richmond’s very civilized society. She didn’t

  get to where she was today by underestimating the insincerity

  of their social class.

  Where is Lance? Charlotte wondered. She did not want to

  upset Margaret by telling her the boy had not come home last

  night. She swept aside the fear that some racist hothead had

  hurt him to atone for his father’s deception the same way she had

  swept up the glass from the rock that had been hurled through

  the kitchen window early this morning with the message, Get

  Out Niggers wrapped around it. She was afraid to leave Margaret in the house alone with Frances. If something happened, in

  her current state, Margaret couldn’t deal with it and Frances

  wouldn’t know what to do unless someone told her. Charlotte

  was not going to let fear paralyze her family. She would remain

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  calm, wait for Lance to come home and then go downtown to

  Hank’s office to talk with James Stephens about how Colonial

  Enterprises would provide for her family.

  As much as she derided Hank about being a janitor,

  Charlotte knew the significant financial value of Colonial

  Enterprises. Without Hank at the helm, Charlotte would have

  to take control—other women in Richmond were heading busi-

  nesses bigger than Hank’s. Adeline Detroit Atkinson presided

  over the Hotel Richmond and even Maggie Walker, a Negro,

  ran a newspaper and was president of a colored savings bank in

  town. Margaret was in no condition to take over Colonial and

  Lance was too young and racially compromised. They would

  have to send him north to school, immediately.

  When a car pulled into the drive, Maggie sat up in

  anticipation.

  “Frances, the door,” she called. But before the maid could

  reach it, Lance burst into the room.

  “Good morning, Ladies,” he shouted, “guess what I found

  out last night?

  “Excuse us, Frances,” Charlotte said, dismissing her just as

  Lance blurted out, “In addition to the fact that I’m a nigger –

  pardon me, a Negro. I found out that Del already knew about

  Daddy! Damned if Daddy told her but didn’t tell us! Not a

  word to his wife or his son, but damned if Del knew! Birds of

  a feather and all that shit.”

  Maggie gasped at Lance’s crudely delivered revelation.

  Charlotte’s only thought was, who else knows? Does the whole of Jackson Ward know now?

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  Lance staggered to the couch, fell onto the cushions next

  to his mother, and dropped Hank’s journals on the table in

  front of them.

  “I got all the answers to our questions in these little volumes

  right here,” Lance punched at the books with his index finger.

  Charlotte moved in to retrieve them.

  “No, no, no, these are for my eyes only,” Lance said, snatch-

  ing the books from the table and stuffing them under his jacket.

  “Daddy and Del say so.”

  “You’re drunk,” Charlotte said.

  “Yes I am, thank you. Seemed the appropriate thing to do

  under the circumstances,” Lance said.

  “Where were you all night?” his mother asked.

  “Over on the East End, my side of town. I need to start

  getting used to my new status as a Ne-gro,” he said, accentuating

  each syllable of the word. “Oh,” he said putting his hand to his

  mouth. “I probably shouldn’t even be sitting here all familiar

  with you fine white ladies. I best know my place—”

  “Stop it,” Charlotte cut him off.

  “Stop what?” Lance asked. “Telling the truth? Just like my

  Daddy did last night. Whether you want to accept it or not,

  Miss Charlotte, my life has changed forever!”

  “Go get cleaned up,” Maggie said softly, as she pulled a

  handkerchief from her sleeve and dabbed at her eyes. “I don’t

  want any of the ladies from the League to see you like this.”

  Charlotte looked at her daughter,

  “Margaret, no one from the League is coming. We are on

  our own now,” she said.

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  “They’ll be here,” Maggie protested.

  “No, they will not,” Charlotte, insisted as she walked to

  the door. “We are no longer the kind of people the League

  ladies talk to; we’re the kind they talk about. Lance, please do

  as your mother asks; I’m going out, I have to make plans for

  our future.”

  (II)

  “Where’s Mr. Stephens?” Charlotte asked the weeping

  woman at the front desk of Colonial Enterprises.

  “I’m sorry ma’am,” she said, “We’re closed today. Our

  founder died last night.”

  “Is James Stephens here?” Charlotte asked again, as if she

  had not heard the woman.

  “Well, yes, but we’re closed today. Mr. Stephens isn’t—”

  Before the woman could finish her sentence, Charlotte walked

  toward the back offices.

  “Which office is he in?” she asked. The young woman

  pointed toward the office with the name “Henry Whitaker”

  on the door. Charlotte opened the door without knocking.

  James was sitting at the desk, his leather chair turned

  toward the window. He slowly turned around to face his unan-

  nounced visitor. The only time he’d met Maggie’s mother was

  last night, yet there was something familiar about her. Now

  he was certain he knew her, but from where?

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  “Morning, Mrs. Bennett,” he said, “I wasn’t expecting you;

  I’m still trying to grasp what happened yesterday. I was planning

  to come over later today to see if Maggie needed my help—”

  “I see you haven’t wasted any time. You’ve already made

  yourself quite comfortable in Hank’s office, rifling through

  everything,” she said, looking at the open wall safe and papers

  scattered on the desk.

  James stood up and handed Charlotte an envelope.

  “Something to tide the family over until we have a chance to

  get everything here sorted out. I thought this might be helpful,”

  he said, ignoring Charlotte’s suspicions. Charlotte snatched the

  envelope from James. He watched as she removed her gloves,

  dropped them on the desk, opened the en
velope and carefully

  leafed through the bil s, mouthing the numbers as she counted

  the cash. He had seen her do that before; he remembered a

  white envelope, her long, tapered fingers opening the flap and

  leafing through the bills, mouthing the numbers.

  It all came back to him in an instant. Now he knew when

  and where. He remembered her dark hair, long and luxurious,

  today restrained in a tasteful bun. Her body, though concealed

  by a fashionable high-collared dress, was still voluptuous. Her

  face was unlined after almost four decades and just as beauti-

  ful. Her hazel eyes were as fierce as he remembered them. He

  could see that she had no memory of him at all, but he knew

  her; a man never forgets the first woman he ever made love to.

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  (III)

  Albemarle County, Virginia - 1892

  He stood in the doorway, not quite sure what to do next.

  After a night of drinking with friends from the University,

  it had been easy to talk James Stephens into going to Sally’s

  Cathouse, for the express purpose of losing his virginity.

  “You must be the college boy,” she said, looking up from

  her book. “Come in, close the door. Don’t be afraid, I don’t

  bite. Unless, of course, that’s what you want,” she laughed as

  she closed her book. “Cut off, I mean, turn off the lights over

  there,” she said, indicating the switch for the overhead light

  near the door. “What’s your name, college boy?” she asked as

  she stood up and draped a sheer red scarf over the lamp giving

  the room a rosy glow. She wore her silk robe open, revealing

  her naked body.

  James swallowed hard; his mouth so dry that his lips stuck

  to his teeth making it hard to speak. She waited for him to

  say something but after a few seconds—that seemed like an

  eternity to James—she said, “I’m Little Cora. You don’t have

  to tell me your name if you don’t want to.”

  “James,” he finally managed. “I’m James.”

  “Hello, James. You want something to drink before we

  get started?”

  “Yes, please.”

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  She walked over to a table where there was a bottle of

  whiskey, a decanter of sherry, and a pitcher of water. “Other

  than me,” she said coyly, “what’s your pleasure?”

  “Just water, please.”

  “Some of my older gentlemen need a little something to

 

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