by Peyton Banks
My brow rose. “A family?”
“Aiden, it’s not about if I am ready for a life together. Are you?” she smirked. “Excuse me.” She walked into the bedroom.
Telling her I couldn’t follow through with the possibility of us was on the tip of my tongue.
My PTSD was kicking in. I snatched up the AK forty-seven then stalked out the front door.
Breathe. Breathe, Aiden.
I couldn’t let her see me like this. I stumbled through the dark woods. A tree branch to my left shook.
Someone’s coming.
I raised my rifle eye level. Gawking through the scope. Sweat poured down my face. I blinked twice to focus.
Slowly I side stepped between the trees. “Show your face. Don’t let me find you. I’ll blow your head off.”
“Aiden!” my name echoed in my ears.
“Aiden, it’s Nadia. Please don’t hurt me,” she cried.
I peered to my left then right. “Nadia? Don’t…don’t come any closer.”
Aiden, you have to protect her.
“Nadia, I can’t see you. Duck behind a tree. The enemies are here.”
“Aiden! Aiden, it’s only me. Come to me.” Her voice still echoed.
I have to get out of my head. I shook my head, dropping on the side of the tree, I gripped the rifle.
“No. No. Stay back. I can’t hurt you. Please turn back.” I couldn’t catch my breath.
“No, I won’t leave you. Focus on my voice. Don’t run from what we are trying to build.” Her voice evened out. I closed my eyes.
“Aiden.” Her voice was clear and present.
A sense of calm washed over me.
Soft hands squeezed my face. “Open your eyes and look at me.”
My eyes flew open. “Nadia.”
She smiled. “That’s right. Place the rifle on the ground.” I sat my weapon at my side.
“Focus on me and breathe, Aiden.”
Nadia straddled me. “Everything will be fine. I am not going anywhere. Ever.”
I crushed her petite frame against mine, never wanting to let her go.
“Nadia, sorry you had to see me like this.”
Her soft eyes remained on mine. “All the fighting and blood shed caused at your hands brought this on. You have nothing to be sorry about. Aiden, you have to see a psychiatrist before you return to active duty.”
“If my men knew I struggled with PTSD…”
“They’d do what, Aiden? You carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. You brought so many Sailors back home to see their families. If they want the best Commander Wilder leading them into the next war, then they’d want you to seek help. I will be right there with you.”
I crushed her lips. “I am so thankful for you.”
I pressed my hands against my hair under the scolding shower. My breathing was back to normal thanks to Nadia. Placing my hands on the wall in front of me, I welcomed the water running down my skin. Felt good.
“Aiden.”
“Yeah?”
“The kitchen is clean.”
I turned off the water and opened the shower curtain. Nadia’s eyes widened and her hand flew over her mouth.
“Oh, my god.” Her eyes were locked on my cock.
“Could you pass me that towel please?”
“What towel?” Her eyes were still focused on my dick.
“The one to your left.”
She blinked. “Oh yeah, that towel.” Nadia grabbed it and stepped closer.
I retrieved the towel from her hand. She visibly swallowed.
“So, really no sex for three years and you were planning to make that a forever plan?”
I laughed, running the towel over my hair then chest.
“Yeah, I was,” I stated, stepping out of the tub and onto the mat. I continued drying my body.
She stepped back.
I turned Nadia toward the mirror, clutched her waist, and walked forward.
She licked her lips staring at us.
I released her long enough to wrap the towel around my waist. My teeth clenched her neck.
“Oh fuck,” she breathed. I caught her before she hit the floor.
“Aiden,” she panted.
“Hey, it’s ok, Nadia.”
“Are you sure? I don’t want you to do anything you don’t want to.”
“I’ve wanted you for a while now. That little robe you walked down the drive way in haunted my dreams for a long time.” I slid my big hands under her T-shirt, capturing her breasts.
“Nadia, remove your jeans.” I sucked her earlobe.
Her shaky fingers fiddled with the button. “I-I can’t.” She darted out of the bathroom.
I stepped into the bedroom. Nadia sat on the bed staring out the window.
“You might wake up tomorrow and change your mind. I’m trying to come to terms with that possibility. Neither of us have had sex in a long time. I don’t want it to be just sex. I know it wouldn’t be making love.” She dropped her head in her hand. “I’m rambling. I am so nervous. My big bad brooding neighbor is standing before me. I day dreamed we’d sit in your backyard, talk and drink beer.” Her gorgeous worried eyes gazed into mine.
I chuckled. “So, it was actually a day dream?”
“Yes, I’d stare into your backyard and imagine I was with you.”
Nadia was so beautiful and perfect for me. I peeled the white bath sheet from my waist.
She gasped as the towel fell to the floor. “Your body is a chiseled masterpiece.”
Slowly she rose to her feet and pushed her tight jeans down her legs. She kicked them to the side. I tugged her fitted T-shirt over her head.
“This is my first time seeing you naked. Two times you’ve seen my half-dressed body.” Her smile rose and fell.
I smiled. “I want to see it all.”
She unhooked her bra it fell midway down her arms. Nadia massaged my chest.
“Nope, hands off until you're completely naked.”
She placed her hand over her face.
“I want to see those beautiful breasts and that soaked pussy.”
She gasped and her eyes widened. Nadia allowed her bra to fall to the floor. “How do you know I’m wet?”
“Baby, if you’ve day dreamed about us. I hope you were wet then and damn sure hope you are wet now. You have to be to take this big cock.” I stroked my shaft.
She pulled her sexy lower lip into her mouth then stood on her tippy toes and pressed her lips against mine. “I am so wet for you, Aiden. I want you to touch my pussy and feel how wet I am.”
Nadia peeled her dainty pink panties from her waist, over that round ass, and down her thick thighs. She stepped out of her panties and flicked them aside with her toe.
“Aiden, touch me.”
I slid my fingers within her wet folds. Nadia held my large biceps and moaned as her lips swept across my pecs. She stepped back and slid her hand up and down my long cock. Nadia leaned over and slid her tongue under the head of my dick. I dropped my head back.
“That feels good, Nadia.”
She sat on the bed and slipped her lips down my cock gagging as the tip hit the back of her throat. I tugged her hair.
“Look at me, Nadia. I want to watch you swallow all of this big dick.”
She kneaded her nipples as her head bobbed up and down.
“That’s a good girl, hum while you suck my cock.”
Her moans were heaven to my ears. So many times, in Yemen and other countries I had my dick sucked. There was a large box of condoms in our tent. Whenever the guys and I traveled into a town for a night of fun, we were ready.
Nadia was right. I didn’t want our first time or any other time to be a quick anything. This was the woman who’d be mine. My woman.
Never thought I’d see the day; I’d eat a woman’s pussy. Hope I wouldn’t fuck this up. I slid my cock out of her mouth, then tossed her on the bed.
11
Nadia
Aiden towered over me s
troking his huge cock. I hoped he wouldn’t rip me apart. “Aiden, don’t hurt me.”
His eyes softened. “I wouldn’t dare.”
He intertwined our lips. Aiden sat back on his knees, grabbed my leg and kissed my calf muscle. “Your pussy will be the first I’ll taste.”
“And it will be your last, Aiden.” My eyes narrowed.
His eyes darkened. “Bet your sweet ass it will.”
Aiden slid his tongue down my thigh, he widened my legs. His tongue dipped into my hole.
“Shit, Aiden.” My back arched as I tugged his hair. My ass rose off the bed, I pushed my pussy against his tongue again and again.
“Fuck, Aiden, lick my clit.”
His tongue swirled around my slippery knob. “Baby, I can’t hold on much… much longer,” I whimpered.
“You taste so fucking good, Nadia.” The second my name fell out of his mouth, my body shuddered.
He clamped my shaky legs down and continued assaulting my quivering hole with his tongue.
“Oh god, baby. Oh fuck. I never came before.”
“Good. I know you will always come for me. I want your pussy to squeeze all the cum from my cock.” His thick forearms laid on my stomach while he flicked my nipples.
“I don’t want to lose you!” I cried. My hands flew over my mouth.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to say that.” I shook my head, and the tears poured down my face.
“I’m sorry.”
His lips softly sucked my stomach. I was in heaven. I wasn’t sorry, but I knew he’d worry about me if he ran into trouble on a mission. I pulled him over me.
“Aiden. I’m…” He pressed his finger against my lips.
“It’s ok. I understand. You want to be with me.”
“I want to be your woman and hopefully one day…” I closed my eyes.
“My wife,” he whispered.
My eyes popped open. “I want to only belong to you. Remembering the first time we made love will always stay with me. Shit, I’m moving too fast.”
“Be quiet, baby.” He pinned my hands against the bed.
I dropped my legs open.
Aiden and I agreed we wouldn’t use protection. Neither of us had sex unprotected before. This was our special time together. One of many I hoped.
“I thought you didn’t want to say we would make love.” He wiggled his eyebrows.
“Aiden.”
“Not to worry because if another man thought about touching you, I’d rip his head off.”
“Aiden, that’s so sweet.”
His eyes darkened. “Oh, I fucking mean that.”
Aiden gripped his big cock and slid inside me inch by pleasurable inch. My smile was wide as the sky.
“Nadia, you feel…good…shit.”
He released my hands and gripped my cheeks as his lips crashed against mine. I ran my fingers over his sculpted back.
“This dick is mine, Aiden.”
“Baby, there’s no doubt about that.”
He thrust inside me again and again. “Come inside me, Aiden.”
“There was no way I was pulling out of this good pussy. Your tight pussy is choking my dick.”
“Don’t stop, Aiden.” I kissed his lips as I circled my hips.
“Nadia, don’t move.” He gripped my hip and I clenched his ass cheek as he plunged inside me. Stroke after mind blowing stroke.
I didn’t obey. He felt so good snug in my pussy. My orgasm was rising again.
“Aiden, I’m coming.”
“Oh fuck, Nadia.” Aiden’s face contorted. His rhythm quickened then he stilled inside me. “Fuck!” He growled as he came.
Our sweaty bodies stuck together. I tried to catch my breath.
“Aiden, that was the best.” I grinned from ear to ear.
He bit my earlobe. “This is the best pussy. Fuck, we can’t make love all night because we have the big problem.”
“Oh yes. The getting my life back problem.”
“Yeah.” He slid his fact cock out of my pussy.
I pouted. “We have to make love one more time.”
Aiden smiled, then slid his tongue around my nipple.
I rubbed his neck. “Your tongue is amazing.”
He sucked one breast then the other.
“I need to grab a towel and dry the bed.”
He slapped my ass. “Right back.”
A smile was plastered across my face. My sexy, brooding neighbor was now all mine. So many times, I wondered what it would feel like to run my fingers through his hair, to stare into those emerald eyes up close and kiss the most delicious lips I’d ever seen. I still couldn’t believe Mr. Grizzly was mine. I wanted to swipe my finger over his chiseled jaw.
“Nadia.”
“Hm.”
“You know I caught you daydreaming at the store the other night?”
Great.
“You did, huh? Well, my day dreams have nothing on the real thing.”
My eyes poured over Aiden’s body as he slid the warm, wet towel over my pussy. He tossed the soiled towels to the floor. I rolled Aiden on his back and climbed on top of him.
He smiled. “Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?”
“Thank you.” My lips melted against the tattoo. I slipped my tongue across the flag and the dip in his chest. I sat up sliding my finger over his skin. “What happened here?” I pointed to his chest.
“I was shot while on a mission in Pakistan.”
My mouth dropped open. “Oh, baby.”
“It’s ok. It happened four years ago. I requested not to be sent home. I was patched up and continued to fight.”
My lips fell upon his. “You’re so fucking brave.”
His large hands gripped my ass.
“Do you think your pretty brown ass can ride my cock?”
“There’s only one way to find out.” I slipped my tongue past his lips as I eased down his dick.
“If I am wounded again, I am requesting to be sent home so my woman can take care of me.”
“That’s right Commander, I’ll take care of you,” I moaned as I bounced up and down his cock, gripping his shoulders.
“You’re so fucking big!” I screamed.
He squeezed my thick thighs, then slid his hands over my waist and slammed into me. Aiden sat up. Standing on my knees, I leaned into him, resting my arms on his shoulders. We stared into each other’s eyes.
“You’re everything I didn’t know I wanted, Nadia. You’ve turned my world upside down.” His lips took mine.
I dropped my head against his. Nadia, don’t fall apart. He’ll think you’re an emotional basket case.
I clenched my eyes shut and dropped my head on his shoulder. Tears seeped from my eyes. Finally, I found the right man, and I didn’t want to let him go.
“Don’t let me go, Aiden.”
“Baby, I won’t.”
Each time I slid up and down his cock, I neared the brink of my next orgasm. I bit his shoulder as my body shook in his grip. Vibrations shot through every inch of my body. I’d say that was my best orgasm tonight.
“Nadia!” He roared. His warm cum spewed the walls of my pussy. Aiden fell back against the pillows, chest heaving, pulling me with him. He kissed my nose.
“Can we stay like this for a little while longer? Connected?”
“Yeah, baby. We can.” He took my lips, then I laid upon his chest, caressing his face.
“Always remember me.”
My head rose and my eyes widened. “What?”
His sad eyes gazed into mine. “I’m yours. And I’m not going anywhere. I just meant if something ever happened to me don’t forget me.”
“Aiden, I wouldn’t dare.” I wailed, pressing my lips against his tanned chest.
Now I’d learn first hand what it was like to be in a relationship with a service man and never know if he’d return partial, whole, or not at all.
AIDEN
“Nadia, look at me, sweetheart.”
The ste
am rose around us as the water danced on my back. She stared through me as she washed my chest.
“Yeah.”
I grabbed her beautiful brown face forcing her worried eyes on mine. “Talk to me.”
“Why?”
“Nadia, I understand what happened yesterday evening. I am not having second thoughts about us. You have every right to be worried. I freaked out. Part of the reason why I didn’t want a woman in my life was because I didn’t want to be cared for or loved. Or endure someone possibly breaking my heart. I didn’t want to be faced with that outcome. Just my luck, I never had to worry about being discarded, because I was away too long. Now, I have to worry about your heart breaking if I die.”
“God, Aiden, I-I’m trying to be strong. I don’t want to go a day without seeing you.”
“Shit, baby, the feeling is mutual. Nadia, we have to make this work. We will find our own way to make every day special like it's our last. What do you say?”
She smiled so fucking bright. My heart ached with a horrible feeling I never felt before, need. I needed to see her face every day. I needed to make her happy. I needed to show her she was the only woman who could ever have my heart.
I grabbed my cell out of my pocket, strolled out of the front door, then dialed Valen.
Hey, brother.
Valen, how are you?
I’m doing.
I have a problem.
What’s up?
Remember Lt. Commander Thompson?
He chuckled. How could I forget that asshole?
Yeah, well, it appears he’s turned into a private hit man. Whoever he’s working for hired him to handle my neighbor.
I need your help. Can you bring in Sebastian to consult with the situation?
Sure.
Meet me at my cabin in Bonners Ferry.
Ok.
Valen, we need to flush them out. This will be a dangerous mission.
Brother, you know I live for danger.
I chuckled. Don’t I. See you at O800.
Valen disconnected the call.
I exhaled walking toward the cabin. Time to bring Nadia up to speed.
“Nadia.”
She rubbed her eyes as the door slammed. “I dosed off.”