Shit. He’s right.
“Oh shit, I’m so sorry. I think I fucked up.” My mind whirled as I tried to calculate where I was in my cycle but his soft laugh stopped me in my tracks.
“I don’t give a fuck, baby. If I’ve just put my baby inside my old lady I’ll be the happiest fuck on the planet. The only thing that would cut through that happiness is if you don’t want it. Or if it impacts your health right now.” His voice was so gentle and quiet and hopeful as he explained.
My mind raced as I stared up into his eyes so like the ocean in winter and suddenly I knew that I wanted a little boy with those eyes with all my heart. I wanted a bit of him and me to mingle and make something beautiful, something that would be mine until the world stopped turning. Something that I would share with the man who had conquered my heart.
“I would love to carry your son inside my body.” I whispered.
He froze and I felt his cock go rock hard inside me and I writhed a little under him.
“And I would love it if you carried my son in your body. Are you ready for that to happen now though, baby?”
Drawing in a deep breath I took my courage in both hands and said the words I had been holding inside for what felt like far too long.
“I love you, Nathan, and I’m ready to carry your child. And even if you don’t love me right now, we’ve got time.”
God! I had taken such a huge leap that I froze as I waited for his answer that seemed to take an age before he gave it. It came in the form of a kiss, hard and deep and filled with his groans and my moans as he slid in and out of me. Lifting his head he looked deep into my eyes and made me melt.
“I have loved you for a while now, my angel-eyes. I was just too stubborn to tell you when I should have. I love you, baby, so fucking much. When Rock came to tell me you were hurt I almost lost my fucking mind and seeing you lying in that hospital bed was horrible. But here we are, you are getting better and if what we just did put my baby inside you I’ll be the happiest fucker on the face of the planet.”
My smile was wide and it hurt but I didn’t care, I had just been given the world. He kept moving inside me soft and slow and never lost eye contact as he made love to me. My orgasm swept through me unexpectedly and he groaned as I clenched around him and instantly climaxed. I had my hands up around his face, holding him when he dropped his head and kissed me deeply. Raising his head he looked at me and smiled.
Heavens he was so pretty when he smiled!
“I love you, angel-eyes, so fucking much.”
He kissed me softly then withdrew to our combined groans. Sitting back on his haunches he stared down at my very happy vagina and reached out to swipe his fingers through our combined juices then pushed them back inside me. I gasped at the sensation.
“I want to fucking plug this little pussy to keep my seed inside it to ensure we make a baby. I’ve never felt like this in my life and I have to admit, baby, it fucking scares me. It scares me that I want to go to such lengths to ensure I create a child with you. But then the fear just disappears and all that is left is this compulsion to get you pregnant and keep you that way until we’ve got our own little tribe of badasses.” He shook his head then looked up at me. “I wish we could get in our bed and make love for the rest of the day but we can’t.”
Getting off the chaise he walked to the basin and took one of the facecloths and held it under the hot water, rinsed it and wrung it out then came back to me. Slowly and gently he cleaned me up, took the cloth back, rinsed and came back again. This time he wiped my entire body before returning the cloth to the basin and cleaning himself up before he came back to me.
“Why can’t we stay in bed all day?” I asked as he helped me up.
Drawing me into his arms he held me, his head resting against the side of mine. I put my arms around his waist and stroked my hands over his back. His big hands stroked me from my shoulders down to my butt and I sighed with contentment.
“I’m sorry, Noe. I came home to take you back to the clubhouse with me. Hawk arrived this morning and he wants the Murchison situation handled today. I’ve been fighting with him all morning to allow you to attend and he finally agreed. And then I walk in here and see my girl playing with herself and I lost my fucking mind. Now we don’t have much time left to get to the clubhouse before Hawk loses his shit.”
And instantly I went from contentment to readiness.
“Okay. Let’s get dressed and you can fill me in on the way to the clubhouse.”
We shared one last kiss, got ready and walked out of my room to thunderous applause. Bloody bikers. But also very intuitive bikers, they took one look at Kid’s face and stood.
“Where are we going, brother?” Rock asked quietly.
“It’s time. Hawk and the Crow arrived this morning and we’re getting it done today.”
“Are we invited?” Burn had his phone in his hand as he asked.
Kid was silent for a beat then nodded. “Yes, you are my family and I’ll vouch for you. But only the two of you and War. You may bring four brothers along as protection but they will have to stay in the common room or outside until it’s done.”
Burn nodded as he dialled while walking over to the far parapet. His voice didn’t carry to us as he spoke quietly before shutting his phone down and walked back.
“War will be waiting for us. Wheels, Ram, Brick and Tubs will be accompanying us.”
“Good, let’s get going so we can get this shit done.” Kid growled and then he scooped me up and carried my protesting ass all the way down the stairs to the garage.
“I’m not getting in a bloody car to go and do this. I’ll be on the back of your bike for all to see that not only am I your old lady but I’m a badass bitch who won’t let anything get her down.”
Kid shook his head as Cuba laughed. “Baby, not only are the vibrations going to hurt but it won’t be a soft ride. I’d rather we take the cage.”
“No, we’re not going in the car. I’m on the back of your bike or I’m not going.”
Kid dropped his head back and looked up at the ceiling in exasperation. “Why? Why would you give me a woman who won’t listen to her man when he’s only concerned with her welfare?”
Cuba sniggered and I bit my lip to hide my grin. I turned to look at her and my side ached. Shit. After our activities I wasn’t sure I could even lift my bloody leg over the saddle of his bike. I had to agree with him, the car was the best option.
“Fine. We’ll go in the car, but we’re taking my car, not the SUV.”
His head whipped my way and he frowned as he looked me over. “I’m good with that.”
Cuba handed him the keys after clicking open the locks then opened the door and slid into the back seat.
“Where the hell do you think you’re going?”
“If you think you’re taking my girl out of here without me you need to think again. Where she goes I go.” Cuba folded her arms across her chest and pointedly looked forward.
After growling like an angry bear my man helped me into the car then got in himself and drove us out of the gate to where the Sinners were waiting for us outside their gates.
They surrounded the car and escorted us all the way to my man’s clubhouse, earning us several interested eyes along the way.
Kid parked and came around the car to help me out and I had to bite the inside of my cheek to stop myself from wincing when my side pulled painfully. Shit.
Luckily his attention was pulled away by the men standing around on the wide front veranda of the clubhouse. Several of whom did not look happy at all. I made a note of those faces and where I could I memorised names as well. I wasn’t able to see all the names but I got quite a few.
Putting his arm around my shoulders Kid led me inside and I frowned at the amount of half naked women who were lounging around on the couches. Leading me to the bar he settled me on a barstool and Cuba sank down on the chair next to me.
“I’ll be back for you, baby. I have to take War throu
gh to the office. Stay here and don’t get into any trouble, okay?” He warned with a small grin.
I pulled an innocent face and looked at Cuba who did the same. “We’ll be good as gold.”
Shaking his head but not losing the grin he turned and nodded towards the back of the building and War, Rock and Burn followed him out of the room.
“Can I get you anything to drink, ladies?”
I turned slowly and smiled at the young guy behind the bar. “A bottle of water would be great if you’ve got.”
“The same for me.” Cuba said as she rested her elbows on the bar.
He nodded and rushed to the side of the bar and pulled two bottles of water from the fridge and brought it over to us.
After thanking him we sat sipping on our waters and watched the comings and goings in the room. The women who weren’t lounging on the couches were busy with some of the men, sucking them off or even getting fucked right in front of everyone. No one seemed to take any notice.
“This is not as hot as Ram and the bitch on the bike.” Cuba said with a snort of boredom.
“Nope, they look sort of desperate and worn out. Nothing like the bitches who hang out with the Sinners.” I had to agree.
“Ooh, we got trouble coming our way.” Cuba suddenly sing-songed.
I glanced over to where she was looking and watched the woman get up off an old man’s lap and come stalking our way. She was really pretty, stacked with shoulder length hair that was a mix of dark and golden highlights and blue eyes. Her mouth was a red slash in her face and her eyes heavily made up. She wasn’t dressed like the other women who wore short excuses for skirts. She wore dark jeans that looked like they had been painted on with a cut-off support tank straining across her huge tits and leaving most of her midriff bare. Several silver necklaces were around her neck and she had bracelets from wrist to almost elbow on both arms. Every single finger sported a ring of some sort and she had long red painted talons.
I watched her approach with disinterested eyes. And surprise, surprise, she came right to me.
“You need to get your civilian ass out of my territory. I’m with Kid, have been for years and put my mark on him. I fucked him last night and I’ll be fucking him again tonight. Had his cock in my mouth earlier today and will have it again later before I let him fuck me in front of the club to prove his claim.” She smirked at me and batted her fake eyelashes.
I ignored her and looked at Cuba. “Why do you think it is that whores think they can say what they want to whoever they want? She has no idea who I am and yet she confronts me. Is she stupid or what?”
“Definitely stupid and about the other thing? No fucking idea. Are you going to kill her?” She asked conversationally.
“Only if she keeps on lying about fucking my man. For the rest I don’t give a fuck, she’s a whore, nothing special at all. It’s pathetic how she let’s all these ugly old men stick their dicks in her hoping they’re going to give her more than their dicks. They won’t, she’s just another hole to them.” I shrugged as I sipped my water, staring at the whore with dead eyes.
She must have missed the look in my eyes because she came at me, hands in claws with her fake talons aimed at my face. I dodged her easily, grabbed an arm and flung her away from me. She crashed to the floor and for a few seconds lay there in stunned shock, but not for long. Getting up off her ass she wobbled upright and stormed my way again. I slid off my barstool and waited with my hands hanging loosely by my sides. When she got close I moved to the side then punched her twice, hard as hell, in the face. I felt her nose break under my fist, but I wasn’t done. Before she could collapse I grabbed her tank in my fist and sank two quick punches to her midriff then shoved her away to crumple in a shrieking and wailing mess to the floor.
Crossing my arms over my chest I stood and waited. I didn’t have to wait long for the old fart she had been with to come storming my way.
He didn’t reach me because suddenly I had a wall made up of Sinners in front of me.
“Touch one fucking hair on her head and you’re dead.” Wheels said very, very quietly and the old bastard froze in his tracks. It didn’t freeze his bloody mouth though.
“That bitch touched club property, you know what it means. She has to pay for the insult.” He blustered.
Wheels snarled at him. “You better watch your mouth, motherfucker or I’ll be closing it for you, permanently.”
At his words a heavy silence fell over the room but it was broken by Kid’s furious bellow.
“What the fuck is going on here?”
And instantly the whore started howling and pointing at me. “She attacked me for no reason, baby. She...” But she didn’t get any further.
“Shut your fucking lying mouth, whore. You and the motherfucker over there planned the entire thing. I watched you.” Ram burst out.
Wheels stepped back until he stood right beside me and rested his hand on the gun strapped to his back. “Anyone take one step towards these two women and we’ll take your useless fucking asses out. I don’t care how many of you I have to kill, I really don’t.”
Kid raised his hands and whistled loudly to cut through the noise that erupted after Wheels’ icy statement.
“Enough! What the fuck happened here? And I want the fucking truth.” His voice thundered through the silence.
And what do you know? The whore was up and wobbling on her stripper shoes and pointing a finger at me while blood ran down her face. “She hit me! I told her the truth and she hit me!”
I waited silently but inside I was seething.
“And what was that truth, bitch?” Kid asked in a soft voice.
“The truth about us. That I’ve been yours for years and we’re getting back together and that you’re going to claim me in front of the club, like you promised.” She wailed.
He frowned and tilted his head to the side. “What the fuck are you talking about? I don’t fucking know you and I’ve never fucked you nor have you sucked my dick because you’re a nasty fucking whore. And no way in hell would I ever give my patch to a whore. You’re done, get your lying whore-ass out of here.”
She tried to speak but he held a hand up. “Prospect! Get over here and take the trash out, right the fuck now.”
Looking around the room he pointed at the older guy who had stormed over to get at me. “You, we’ll be talking once I’ve taken care of business. The rest of you, listen and listen very fucking carefully. This woman over here belongs to me, touch her and die. Do you get me?”
“Yes, VP.”
“Yes, Boss”
“Yes, VP.”
It rang out from all around and still none of the Sinners budged, they kept the wall between me and the men and women in the room.
“It’s a sad day when another club has to protect a woman in our clubhouse from my men, a sad day indeed. We’ll be addressing this in a special session tomorrow at nine. Attendance is mandatory for every patch and prospect. If you don’t attend I suggest you start looking into transferring to another chapter. But know one thing, I will ensure every single chapter in this fucking country knows why you’re looking to transfer which means no one will take you in. And that means you’ll be losing your patch.”
With that he turned his back on his men and came to me and gently drew me into his arms and held me tight against him. I slid my arms around his waist with a pained wince.
“You’re sore, aren’t you?” He asked with his mouth against my ear.
I gave a small nod.
“Okay, let me get shit moved on so I can take you home and put you to bed. Stay with Wheels and Ram, baby, no one will try shit with you again, I swear.”
I nodded against his shoulder and he tightened his arms around me before he let me go and pushed me down on the barstool.
“I’ll be back.” Turning he held a hand out to Wheels and they shook.
“Thank you, brother. I owe you one.” He said and then he stalked out of the room, his boots thundering against t
he wooden floors.
“Well that was interesting.” Cuba said very quietly and I could only nod.
I knew Kid was having problems with some of the men but I hadn’t known that it was this bad. He had a discipline and loyalty problem on his hands. Shit.
Murmurs could be heard from all sides but I ignored them as I waited.
It wasn’t long before he reappeared and took me back in the direction he had come from.
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN
Face
Cuba stayed behind with the Sinners who had elected to wait outside the clubhouse. None of them trusted the men in the common room and that did not bode well for the alliance Kid wanted.
He was silent and tense as he led me down a passage and into a small office where he pushed against a bookcase and slid it out of the way. A set of stairs going down into the dark was revealed and I gave him a quick grin.
“My stairs are prettier than yours.” I tried to tease but he didn’t react other than stepping through the door and pulling me onto the landing with him then sliding the door closed behind us. It clicked as it locked, at the same time lights came on and we descended down into a bricked room. Three doors were set into the walls and he led me to the one on the left, opened it and revealed yet another set of stairs leading down. The stairs were wooden and creaked under our weight as we descended. The bricks looked old and damp and there were green streaks all over them. A shiver ran up my spine as we got the bottom and walked past several small dark and dank cells.
It was like being in one of those dungeons you saw in horror movies, exactly like it. Creepy as hell.
When we passed the last cell in the row he opened a heavy steel door and suddenly bright light flooded out making me blink rapidly as I stared into the large room it revealed.
A room that was sloped to the centre where a grate covered a drain. Heavy steel beams were bolted to the ceiling and chain hung down from pulleys along the beams. There were more chains with wide iron cuffs set into a wall, obviously to chain some poor asshole up. Another wall had a wide shelf bolted to it and on that shelf lay an assortment of tools. Those tools were new, very new, all shiny and menacing under the lights.
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