Oh, the hunchbacked steward of the caravanserai had dreamed of a pretty prank to play on this high-born pilgrim daughter from another world. He must have been well aware of what he would guide her into.
Hybrids, more human than herself, formed a menacing circle around Meh'Lindi.
On his throne, nostrils flaring, the patriarch bared his fangs. Through the midst of the deadly cordon, strode the magus, cloak swirling.
'I…,' Meh'Lindi hissed, 'seeeeking sanctuary… with my kiiind.'
Issuing from a distorted larynx, over a twisted tongue, her voice was far from human. Yet the magus must be well accustomed to such voices.
'Where coming from?' he demanded, fixing Meh'Lindi with his mesmeric gaze.
'Hiiiding on starship,' she replied. 'Imperials destroying my brood, all of my clan but meeee. Craving sanctuareee—'
'How finding us here?'
'Wrapping myself in robe… skulking by night… checking temples. Temples being where maybe finding my distant kin.'
The magus scrutinized Meh'Lindi searchingly. 'You being first generation hybrid… Excellent stealer body, mostly…' He locked his gaze with hers, and she felt… swayed; but was trained to resist ordinary mesmeric enchantments.
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The magus chuckled. 'Of course we are not compelling one another… We are only compelling the human cattle. Our own bond being one of mutual devotion. Of heeding the calls, which you cannot heed, being not of our brood.' He turned. 'As I am now heeding… our Master. Be coming with me.'
The patriarch was gesturing with a claw.
'Escort her carefully, brothers and sisters,' the magus told the guards with a radiant yet twisted smile.
And so Meh'Lindi approached the monster on the throne: a leering, fang-toothed, armoured hog of a grandsire alien. Its eyes glared at her from under ridged bony brows. One of its lower, humanoid hands, adorned with topaz and sapphire rings, contemplatively stroked a fierce claw-hand that rested on its knee. One of its hooves tapped the floor. Loaves of armour-bone jutted from its curved spine, and it rubbed these against the carved back of its throne grindingly, as if to dispel an itch. Its spatulate tongue stuck out, tasting.
Meh'Lindi bowed lower than her stoop dictated, thrusting from her mind any hint of assassin thoughts, soaking up and re-radiating as best she could the ambience of grotesque, evil worship.
'Craving sanctuary, greatest father,' she hissed.
This was the crucial moment.
The patriarch's nostrils flared, sniffing the faintly oily odours of her spurious body. Its violet, vein-webbed eyes, at once odious and alluring, scrutinized her intently. Its gaze caressed her and pried intimately like some dulcet scalpel blade smeared with intoxicating, aphrodisiacal mucus. The grandaddy of evil clicked its claws together contemplatively. One of its hooves drummed the flagstone which was worn, at that spot, into a rut.
No, not evil… That was no way to be thinking of this fine patriarch!
Empathy was the key to impersonation.
Identification.
How Meh'Lindi's yearned to flee from this den of monsters and demi-monsters! - though of course it was far too late to flee.
Flee? Ha! While the very same monstrosity resided within herself? In such circumstances, fleeing made no sense whatever. For she was monstrous too.
So therefore she must perceive the patriarch as the incarnation of… Benevolence. Fatherliness. Wisdom. Maturity.
The armoured monster that confronted her personified love. A profound depth of love. Love which quite transcended the passions and affections of mundane men and women - whatever such sentiments might feel like to the possessors.
Meh'Lindi had certainly mimed such emotions in the past. With an assassin's eye she had studied the victims of amorousness, lust, infatuation, and fondness, even if she herself had not been vulnerable…
This genestealer patriarch radiated such a powerful, protective, brooding love - of its true kin, and of itself, of the monster that it could not help but be: the perfect, passionately dedicated, self-sanctified monstrosity.
Yes, love, fierce, twisted love.
And utter, biological loyalty.
And a dream that possessed it, almost like some daemon: an inner vision of its mission.
The mission was to perpetuate its kind. Human beings seemed to manage this same feat almost incidentally and accidentally - all be it that the result was a thousand times a thousand human worlds, many pulsing to bursting point with the festering pus of the human species.
Genestealers were compelled to try harder. They couldn't simply writhe in copulation with their own species and produce a litter of brats.
Genestealers would willingly - nay, compulsively - infiltrate any species. Human. Ork. It didn't matter which. Eldar. To bring about, incidentally, the corruption and downfall of those species.
In a sense, a genestealer almost represented cosmic love. A love that knew no boundary of species. That heeded no distinction between male and female. Between human and abhuman, human and alien.
So this patriarch was love incarnate! Hideous, enslaving love. Almost…
Its mission also demanded hair-trigger, homicidal fury in defence of its own destiny.
And, at the same time, cunning restraint - intelligence.
Its intelligence knew naught of machines, of starships or bolt pistols, of dynamos or windmills. Tools? Our broodkin can use those things for us! Yet its mind kenned much of glands and feelings, of hormonal motives, of genetic and hypnotic dictates.
The patriarch's rheumy, violet, magnetic eyes, set in that hideous magenta countenance, considered Meh'Lindi in her hybrid guise… Seeing… true kindred?
Or seeing through her? About to turn down its claw? Loving you, she thought. Revering you. Admiring you utmostly. In the same fashion as she revered Callidus. As she honoured her omega-dan director… (No! Not that one. Not Tarik Ziz!)
In the same way as she reverenced… the Emperor on Terra. This clever, loving patriarch was her Emperor here. Her great father-of-all.
Did it possess a personal name? Did any genestealer? The patriarch grunted wordlessly.
Beside her, the magus rocked to and fro, heeding the alien monster's mental sendings. A hybrid from another star system need not be similarly attuned to those.
'Granting refuge,' murmured the magus at last. 'Embracing you in our tabernacle, and in our crusade.'
The patriarch closed its eyes, as if to dismiss Meh'Lindi. It folded its humanoid hands across its jutting, carapace-banded belly, and seemed to drift into a reverie. Its claws twitched rhythmically. Perhaps it was numbering its children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren. Of whom, Meh'Lindi of course was not one. So though it accepted her into the fold, or at least into the fringe of the fold, she was hardly a total communicant, as were all others in this subterranean stronghold.
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And how many there were! Brutishly deformed broodkin rubbed shoulders and preened and sang praise. They hissed intimacies to one another. They went about their cult duties. They kept watch and ward. They nurtured the juveniles of the clan, some of whom were marked with the taint, others of whom almost appeared to be sweet, comely children, save perhaps for bumpy brows and the eerie light in their eyes.
As Meh'Lindi gazed at a nursery area, she wondered how many of the deadly, infected children she might need to kill before she could leave this place.
If the patriarch - in the wisdom of its alien glands - had chosen to tolerate her presence, the quasihuman magus retained an edge of scepticism.
'Most welcome refugee from far planet,' he said, 'how being speaking Sabulorbish so readily?' He stroked one of the butterflies -
of saffron and turquoise hue - upon his knobbly forehead, as if deep in thought.
'After hiding on ship? After skulking in city? What opportunity of learning? Seeming remarkable to me! Knowing
of the plurality of languages in the galaxy. Many worlds; many lingos and dialects, hmm?'
The magus was sufficiently persuaded by her body; that passed muster. How could he disbelieve the evidence of the hybrid body that he saw before him? He could not. Yet he had come up with a question which she had hardly expected from a fanatic posing as high priest of a somewhat dodgy provincial cult devoted to miraculous Imperial fingernails.
His question was cool and logical.
Ought she to have burst in upon the genestealer clan inarticulately, unable to express herself at all? Incoherently? Babbling in some off-world tongue, without explanation?
In that event, she might now be caged behind bars strong enough to hold even a genestealer, while her hosts investigated her at their leisure.
Meh'Lindi's mind raced.
She was Callidus, wasn't she?
'My human mother beeeeing a Psittican,' Meh'Lindi hissed. 'You hearing of planet Psitticusss? Itsss lingo-mimes?'
No such planet as Psitticus, the parrot-world, existed. In an Imperium of a million worlds, no one individual, however well informed, could know much about more than a tiny fraction of planets. Better, by far, to name a world which didn't exist, than one which did, concerning which she might conceivably be faulted…
'Ah,' said the magus. 'You enriching my knowledge. Being a fertile world for our kind, that Psitticus?'
'Inishhhially. Then the killersss coming, in the cursed name of their Emperor… The ruthlessss Space Marinesss… blasting my famileeee, missssing only meee.'
'Condolences. Have you been seeing inside our temple up above?'
'Only from a dissstance,' lied Meh'Lindi.
'We are using theatrical skills to ensorcel the superstitious pilgrims. We are confusing their image of the God-Emperor with that of… Old Four Arms.' The magus nodded towards the throne, his tone humorously affectionate in that moment. Oh how the magus basked in an embracing, patriarchal love… of the foulest breed. How he relished the monster's wisdom. What a twisted parody of fondness the man exhibited. A fondness that did not make him exactly a fool, however…
The patriarch had nodded off. Its claws and fingers spasmed fitfully as, bathing in adoration, it dreamt… of what? Of mating with human beings gulled here or dragged here by its broodkin? Of the glory and ecstasy of disseminating its genes, carving its own image into the tormented flesh of the galaxy?
'After we are expanding here enough and consolidating our hold enough,' the magus declared, 'we shall be smuggling missionaries out to other worlds to stage religious pageants - to spread the cult of the true, four-armed ruler of existence. We shall be subverting other temples, other pilgrims, other worshippers of that moribund god on Terra - of that brittle stick, that rag-doll locked in his golden commode.'
His eyes glowed. 'How vivid, how alive a four-arm being! How truly superhuman. What other species truly uniting all the strife-torn stars? What other breed of being physically making men and aliens into cousins? And nurturing and preserving the myriad worlds for its breeding ground forevermore? Nor ever casting aside the heritage of men or aliens - those being like nourishing milk to the four-armed ones!'
'You being wisssse,' hissed Meh'Lindi.
'Oh yes, myself studying reports and rumours of other worlds that we might be making our own. But, dear refugee, you being tired and famished. Was I speaking of mere milk? Ha! You be coming this way…'
Meh'Lindi was indeed ravenous. Soon she was feasting on imported grox steaks and offworld truffles and sweetmeats bought with donated shekels. She and the brood tore into the dainties with their fangs. She fed, but took no gourmet satisfaction in the costly foods.
What of the hunchbacked proprietor of the caravanserai? He had to be in league with the stealer clan. Or at the very least he had to be aware of their existence, in relatively friendly fashion. Would he otherwise have mischievously told the lone lady traveller of the tunnel?
If Meh'Lindi remained long amongst the broodkin, and the hunchback noted her absence - then decided to pry into her room, and into her belongings - might he report his puzzlement to the temple guards?
If Meh'Lindi died here, would she care? If she was torn apart by the enraged kin of that vile form which possessed her, would that matter? Would the genestealers, in the act of destroying their own semblance, symbolically annul what desecrated her, as no other death could, thus bringing her a moment's blessed balm before the long dreamless sleep of nullity?
Yes, by Callidus it mattered!
And by Him on Terra it mattered.
Yet had not Callidus… betrayed her?
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How long dared she remain here? Alternatively, did she dare to try to leave?
Brooding, Meh'Lindi picked her fangs clean with a claw. She lay that night in the torch-lit vault among monsters and demi-monsters, a monster herself.
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SHE WOKE EARLY.
She woke into a nightmare - and almost cried out in horror. A convulsive spasm racked her. She flinched from… …from herself.
For she was the nightmare. She herself. None other.
Oh there were times in the past when she had woken in metamorphosed bodies. In comely bodies. In ugly bodies. Even in an alien, eldar body - ethereally beautiful, that one had been, radiantly lovely…
But she had never woken as a monster.
An assassin was trained to respond instantly, to come wide awake at once and attack instantly, if need be. Yet in that brief instant of awakening Meh'Lindi was almost impelled by the nightmare of reality to attack her own altered person.
She rolled over, rose to a crouch, and stretched… casually, attempting now in alien body language - should any eyes be scrutinizing her - to express relief at finding herself amongst monster kin. Her spasm had merely been the instinctive reflex of the fugitive, the supposed former stowaway amidst hostile human beings. Had it not? Had it not?
A snouty hybrid guard had indeed been eyeing her, she noted. A couple of young whelps of the brood, as well. Another hybrid raised its head, darting a look in her direction. Here was family, hypersensitive to an occult, sticky web of relationships, to hormonal bonds of gossamer that were nevertheless as strong as the steel of a coiled spring.
She was now a fly in that web, permitted to conduct herself as a guest spider. It was a web that would spin outward from here, and from other genestealer lairs - so the magus dreamed - to entrap all sentient creatures of the galaxy in its domineering, adhesive embrace.
As any sensible being - honed to survival - would, in a new environment, she roamed.
The brats and the guard ambled after her as she sauntered, stooped, hooves clicking flagstones, through crypt and vault lit with aromatic oil burning in golden lamps, hung with tapestries depicting abstractly the deserts of Sabulorb, its seas of sand. Here was a librarium full of tomes about worlds, worlds, worlds.
What a hunger for worlds a genestealer must feel. What a blind, frustrated hunger - until a captured species of breeders gave it the means to sate its greed. How appropriate that next to the librarium was a great kitchen and larders piled with extraterrestrial imports.
Here, behind a gaol-like barred door was a treasury, banded chests a-brim with shekels. Behind other bars, an armoury storing different treasure: stun guns, stub guns, bolt pistols, lasrifles.
In a birthing chamber, adjacent to a well-equipped surgery, several hugely pregnant females lay in silk upon the softest feather beds - human-seeming females, bestial females side by side.
Meh'Lindi noted stone stairways leading upward; vaulted tunnels that vanished away darkly. She memorized the subterranean layout, matching it against her recollection of the temple above.
Here, a long stone ramp led up to a great trapdoor that would rise on chains. Garaged below: a long purple limousine with toughened, reflective, curtained windows, its radiator grille a great grin of brass teeth, its armoured panels studded elegantly with chromium-plated r
ivets. The magus's personal transport, no doubt. Could it be that the patriarch itself ever rode unseen through the dusty streets of Shandabar, leering out at its… pasture of people, its great paddock of prey?
She trotted lithely back from her tour, to the main family chamber. All these tunnels and chambers below the temple were a sewer of alien evil - of an evil compelled by a foul, cunning, imperative joke of nature to be none other than just that; evil that even wore a mask of ultimate community. However, Shandabar City was also plumbed in the sanitary sense. In a privy, Meh'Lindi defecated her transformed supper of the previous night and before flushing that away with a push of her claw wondered whether her excrement had been doubly metamorphosed, the food transformed not only into dung, but into identifiably genestealer dung.
Perhaps her bowels remained her own. Perhaps her dirt was the talisman of her identity.
If so - considering the keen senses of genestealers - thanks be for plumbing. In the Callidus part of her she made a mental note to mention this aspect of her mission. Could an assassin, transformed into an alien, be tripped up… by an all too human stool?
THE BROOD HAD stirred. The brood fed - she too - and dispersed about their duties, though the throne room was always well visited, as if kin loved to bask regularly in the presence of their patriarch.
That vile eminence, which had snoozed nightlong in its horned throne, stirred at last.
Immediately its violet eyes, rheumy from slumber, sought out Meh'Lindi. It beckoned with a claw.
Its hybrid guards were alert now. The magus hastened to its side as Meh'Lindi approached, sidling deferentially. Not bowing, no.
Straightening herself somewhat, indeed. She had decided by now that a frontal stoop might be misconstrued as the attack-crouch.
The magus rocked gently to and fro, heeding.
'We being the dreamers of bodies,' he said to Meh'Lindi. 'We kissing the dream of ourselves into the bodies of human beings, a dream that is enrapturing them. Our grandsire was dreaming of your body, New One.'
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