“That’s what it’s like for me.” She went on in an urgent rush. “But I don’t just feel like that when we’re in bed together. I feel like that all the time. Every morning, my heart overflows with joy when I see you. I miss you when you’re not with me. I hardly have a thought that doesn’t relate to you in some way. It’s like you’ve become a part of me. Every day my sense of the two of us joined heart and soul grows stronger and stronger.”
Heart and soul? His own yearning heart slammed to a halt, then set off on a wild gallop.
“Have I made ye happy, Fiona?” he asked unsteadily, as fragile hope stirred inside him that against all his expectations, the impossible might have come to pass.
“So happy. I never thought I could be so happy.” A stray tear trickled down her cheek, as she seized his hand. “You saved me, Diarmid.”
Damn it all to hell.
Like that, his optimistic expectations shriveled to nothing, and he snatched his hand back from hers. What a fool he was. Would he never learn?
“Havenae we passed beyond gratitude yet, Fiona?”
She frowned. “But I am grateful.”
“I ken that,” he said with grim finality. He heaved to his feet and wondered at how quickly a perfect afternoon could turn sour. “Do ye still want to go on to the beach?”
She didn’t take the hand he held out to her. “I’ve made you angry.”
He sighed. “I’m no’ angry.”
She accepted his hand and rose. “You always hate it when I try to thank you.”
“I do.”
“But gratitude can be part of…love.”
He went as still as the tree trunks ranged around him, and his hand tightened on hers. “What did ye say?”
He didn’t mean to bark out the question, but hearing her speak that one word “love” left him floundering.
She stared at him with a trace of her old uncertainty. “I said love.” Before he could respond, she rushed on. “I feel like we share one soul. What else can that mean but that I love you?”
“Fiona…”
She still wouldn’t let him interrupt her. “You said you loved me once. Perhaps you don’t anymore. I can hardly blame you. I’ve been so unforgivably slow to understand my heart. I’ve felt like this for months. I loved you when I married you, but I didn’t know enough of love to recognize that. Even then, you’d become the center of my thoughts. When Allan shot you and I feared you were dead, God forgive me, I wanted to die, too. Despite knowing Christina needed me.”
He reached out and caught her arms in shaking hands. “Fiona, sweetheart, for pity’s sake…stop.”
“I shouldn’t be saying all this, should I? Now I know how you felt when I told you I didn’t love you.” The tears came faster. So did the words. “How could I have done that to you?”
Diarmid silenced her in the only way he knew. He swept her into his arms and kissed her.
On her lips, he tasted the salt of her tears. She moaned into his mouth, before she kissed him back with a desperation that heated his blood and fed his hungry soul.
When at last he drew away, they were both breathing in great gusts. Her expression was dazed as she stared up at him.
“You do still love me.” It wasn’t a question.
He laughed with sheer elation and kissed her quickly, because he couldn’t resist. And because it seemed that all was well in his world after all.
He loved Fiona, and Fiona loved him. That truth, so profound yet so simple, sank deeper into him with each second.
“Of course I do, ye daft lassie. I told ye long ago that I’ll love ye to the day I die.”
With wondering tenderness, she reached up to caress his jaw. Her eyes sparkled like the stars he’d promised to show her. “And I’ll love you all my life, Diarmid. Our child will be born of love.”
Diarmid had imagined he was immune to shocks, now his wife had done the unbelievable and fallen in love with him. He was wrong. “Our…child?”
In an age-old gesture of maternal protection, Fiona placed one hand over her midriff. “Yes. Sometime in February, Mags says.” She sent him a searching look. “Are you pleased?”
A bairn? The woman he loved was telling him that she carried his baby?
Shaking he caught her up against him, while he struggled to come to terms with an announcement as overwhelming in its way as her declaration of love. “Och, I’m reeling.”
“That’s why I asked you to come for a walk, so I could tell you.” She smiled with a smugness he admitted she had every right to feel. “But you distracted me from my purpose, you wicked man.”
A bairn. In February. He would soon become a father.
And his wife loved him. That astonishing fact still had the power to knock him flat. Could life offer him any greater happiness?
“Is it all right that we…”
“Mags says marital relations are no danger to the baby.”
He caught her around the waist, already looking forward to seeing her grow round with his child as the months went on. “Just in case, I’ll restrict myself to a bed from now on.”
“Must you?” The look she shot him was pure temptation. “What we did today was so very thrilling.”
“Aye, it was thrilling. But so is this news.” He shook his head in dazed confusion. In the space of half an hour, his whole life had changed. “A bairn…”
“Yes.”
“And ye love me.”
“More than I can say.”
“Well, devil take me for an Englishman.” A slow smile curved his lips as giddy joy took possession of his heart. “That’s what I call a bonny outcome for this tale of a mermaid and a laird.”
“I agree.” Still smiling, she stepped closer and slowly slid her hands up his chest. “Not to mention a damsel in distress and a knight in shining armor, my beloved.”
Feeling as though his wife had invited him to step through the gates of heaven, Diarmid curled his arms around her and stared into her unforgettable face. “Kiss me, my darling.”
“With the utmost pleasure, laird of my heart.” Rising on her toes, Fiona pressed her lips to his in a kiss that promised a lifetime together of dreams come true.
***
I hope you’ve had a wonderful time visiting the world of The Lairds Most Likely. If you’ve missed out on them, the first two books in the series are The Laird’s Willful Lass and The Laird’s Christmas Kiss. Continue reading for short excerpts from both stories.
Excerpt from The Laird's Willful Lass
An untamed man as immovable as a Highland mountain…
Fergus Mackinnon, autocratic Laird of Achnasheen, likes to be in charge. When he was little more than a lad, he became master of his Scottish estate, and he’s learned to rely on his unfailing judgment. So has everyone else in his corner of the world. He sees no reason for his bride—when he finds her—to be any different.
A headstrong woman from the warm and passionate south…
Marina Lucchetti knows all about fighting her way through a wall of masculine arrogance. In her native Florence, she’s become a successful artist, no easy feat for a woman. Now a commission to paint a series of Highland scenes promises to spread her fame far and wide. When a carriage accident strands her at Achnasheen for a few weeks, it’s a mixed blessing. The magnificent landscape offers everything her artistic soul could desire. If only she can resist the impulse to smash her easel across the laird’s obstinate head.
When two fiery souls come together, a conflagration flares.
Marina is Fergus’s worst nightmare—a woman who defies a man’s guidance. Fergus challenges everything Marina believes about a woman’s right to choose her path. No two people could be less suited. But when irresistible passion enters the equation, good sense soon jumps into the loch.
Will the desire between Fergus and Marina blaze hot, then fade to ashes? Or will the imperious laird and his willful lass discover that their differences aren’t insurmountable after all, but the spice that will flavor a lifeti
me of happiness?
Chapter One
Achnasheen, Western Highlands of Scotland, September 1817
The smart yellow carriage careered wildly along the steep, rutted track that snaked down into the glen. Fergus hauled Banshee to a stop on the bend of the road. Horror churned in his gut, as he watched the vehicle speeding toward the burn, swollen to river size after the rainy summer.
“Bloody hell,” he muttered, digging his heels into Banshee’s sides. The mare set off through the twilight at a gallop, while his dogs Macushla and Brecon ran barking at her heels.
The coach horses were running in a blind panic, out of control. As the carriage veered closer, he saw that the coachman had lost his grip on the reins. There was no way that the driver would negotiate the sharp corner at the base of the mountainside to keep the vehicle on the bridge and clear of the water.
Fergus had reached the stone bridge when the inevitable happened. The horses swerved at the sudden appearance of the burn in front of them. There was a crack as an axle broke, then another louder crack followed by the tinkle of shattered glass as the carriage rammed into the sturdy pillar supporting the end of the bridge.
The coachman screamed as he hurtled through the air to land on the grassy verge of the road. For a sickening moment, Fergus was sure not only that the driver was dead, but that the carriage must overturn into the burn. His heart lodged in his throat, as the vehicle teetered on the crumbling bank above the rushing brown water.
Fergus flung himself from the saddle and rushed over to the prostrate man. Banshee shifted uneasily, agitated by the other horses’ terrified whinnying, but bless her, she stayed put. As if things weren’t bad enough already, it started to rain.
“Are ye all right, laddie?”
Praise heaven, the man already started to stir. By the time Fergus got to him, he was sitting up and groggily rubbing his skull. His high-crowned hat lay upside down on the wet grass beside him. “Ma heed, ma heed.”
Even through the shrill neighs of the carriage horses and the thunder of the rushing burn, Fergus noted the Glasgow accent. “Can you move?”
The man’s resentful look told Fergus that any injuries he’d sustained weren’t too serious. What a miracle. “Aye, if I must.”
“Then do something about the horses.” They’d both broken free and shied all over the bridge, trailing tack on the ground and showing the whites of their eyes. “Before they kill themselves or someone else.”
Fergus helped the man up, made sure he was in fact unhurt, then turned his attention to the wrecked carriage. With each second, it appeared more unstable, Fergus guessed because the passengers moved around inside it.
“For God’s sake, stay still,” he called out, as he dashed toward the vehicle. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the coachman stagger across to the jittery horses.
When Fergus reached to tug the door, a woman in a rich crimson cape poked her head out of the shattered window. “Good. You can help.”
Could he indeed? He bristled at her imperious tone, while common sense insisted that he had no time for pique, if he meant to save these travelers from a dousing. “Are you hurt?”
She raised one slender, gloved hand and pushed back the hood on her stylish cape. He found himself under the regard of calm, dark eyes in a face that was striking for its hauteur.
Not at all his sort of woman, he could already tell. Too high-handed by far. Nonetheless, despite the urgent circumstances, he couldn’t help taking a split second to admire her. While the lassie mightn’t be to his taste, she was a prime article.
And by heaven, she was brave. Most women he knew would be in hysterics after that crash.
“No. Just a little shaken,” she said steadily. “But I fear Papa has broken his leg.”
To confirm this, a groan and a stream of curses in Italian emanated from the coach’s shadowy interior.
“He’ll end up in the drink if we don’t get him out. So will you. Is there anyone else in the carriage?”
“No, only the two of us.”
For a brief moment, Fergus wondered why she wasn’t traveling with a maid. The carriage was expensive, and so was that cape. Discreet jewels sparkled at her ears and throat. Whoever the lady was, someone had spent money on her appearance and comfort.
After months of rain, the bank was all mud and not the most reliable foundation. To anchor the carriage, he stood on the step. “Can you get out alone, or should I lift you?”
When she shoved uselessly at the door handle, the coach gave an ominous creak and tipped closer to the rushing brown water. “I think—”
“For pity’s sake.” Fergus wrenched open the jammed door with a grunt of effort, and hoisted her free.
He had a brief impression of lily fragrance and a tall, nicely curved body, before he set her on her feet on the road. She clutched a worn leather satchel that seemed too big for a lady.
“Well, that was decisive.” In the rain, she looked as ruffled as a wet hen, but he didn’t have time for politeness.
“Stay there and don’t move.”
He turned to shout at the coachman who was hauling the horses up the bank, away from the bridge. “Are the horses hurt?”
“No, my lord, only frighted.” The man edged away from Macushla and Brecon who approached him, more out of canine curiosity than aggression, Fergus knew.
“Then get down here and help me,” he said, blinking the rain away from his eyes.
“But the horses, my lord—”
“They willnae wander far, if they wander at all.”
Fergus returned to the step and stuck his head into the carriage. The lady’s father turned out to be a portly gentleman huddled in the far corner, just where he was most likely to tip the vehicle. The light inside was dim, but not too dim to hide the unnatural angle of the man’s left leg as it dangled in the well between the seats.
“Maledizione. I told Marina this viaggio was cursed, but does she ever listen to her papa?” the man said in a thick Italian accent. “No, not that one. She always knows best.”
“Papa, stop complaining and come forward so we can pull you free,” the woman—she was no ingénue, but at least in her middle twenties—said from beside Fergus’s shoulder.
He stifled a growl of annoyance. No wonder she hadn’t objected to his orders. She’d decided to ignore them instead. At least when she added her weight to his on the step, it helped counterbalance the tilting carriage. Even if things were a wee bit cozy for strangers, with the two of them sharing the narrow metal platform.
“My leg, she hurts,” her father groaned, shifting further away.
Fergus bit back a curse. If the coach slipped now, all three of them would end up in the burn.
“The rest of you will hurt if you fall into the river,” the woman said, edging closer to Fergus. The scent of lilies mixed with the fresh smell of the rain. When she reached inside for her father, the carriage gave another alarming creak.
“Get out of the way, lassie. This is no place for a woman,” Fergus snapped, catching her by the waist again. He’d already rescued her once. He shouldn’t have to do it twice. “And mind the broken glass.” Jagged shards littered the seats and floor.
“Oofff,” she gasped as, with little ceremony, he hauled her off the step.
“And stay there, ye wee besom,” he said, plopping her back on the road with no great expectation she’d heed him. She hadn’t yet.
If he had time, he might call her unwomanly. If he had time, his appreciation for those fine eyes might convince him she was very much a woman after all. “You’re getting in the way.”
“My father isn’t a small man,” the woman said breathlessly, as she staggered to keep her feet. He noted that, unlike her father, she spoke English with the clipped accents of the upper classes. Perhaps once they were out of this blasted mess, he’d find out why. “You’ll need help.”
“I’m sure I can manage, madam.” He didn’t delay to make sure she was all right. Using his sleeve to brush the
glass shards from the seat, he leaned in to assess what he needed to do. “Can you slide across to the door, signore? It will be easier on your leg that way.”
“I can’t move,” the man moaned, pressing against the far door. When the shift in weight set the carriage rocking, Fergus’s stomach twisted in dread.
“Si, you can,” the lady said. She was back peering over Fergus’s shoulder. Just his luck to be stuck with a woman unable to recognize the voice of authority, not to mention good sense. “I know it hurts, Papa, but if you use your good leg, you can do it.”
The man’s terrified eyes sought out his daughter, and Fergus recognized paralyzing fear. So far, the older man showed considerably less fortitude than his daughter. “You’re una ragazza crudele, and the angels despair of you.”
“We don’t have time for this,” Fergus said between his teeth.
“Papa, if you don’t come out, I’m coming in to get you. Then it will be your fault if we both drown.”
“Per pietà, this won’t work.”
“Try, Papa. Per favore. You don’t want to be buried in Scotland.”
“Certo, I do not! Even for a dead man, this country is too cold.”
“In that case, you have to move.”
Fergus was about to tell the woman to be a bit gentler with her father’s fears, when to his surprise, he saw determination seep into the plump features. “For you, then, figlia mia.”
“Take my hand,” Fergus said on a surge of hope, reaching in, while still trying to use his weight to keep the carriage level.
“You, Coker, come and hold the broken shaft to keep the coach steady,” the woman said sharply behind Fergus. Coker must be the blockhead of a coachman.
Grunting in pain, the Italian began to shift gingerly in Fergus’s direction. Halfway along the leather seat, he stretched out a shaking hand. Fergus lurched forward to grab the man’s wrist as he felt the carriage settle further into the mud. Coker must have at last decided to lend his aid.
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