“I begin to understand now,” I answered slowly as soon as I could conquer something in my throat. “Long ago, when I hardly knew you, I hurt your woman’s pride; and since that you have plotted — —”
“No, you have tricked yourself!”
“And schemed to bring me to your feet that you might have the pleasure of trampling on me. Miss Guest, your triumph is complete, more complete than you are able to understand. I loved you this morning above all the world — as my own life — as every hope I had. See, I tell you this that you may have a moment’s keener pleasure when I am gone.”
“Don’t! Don’t!” she cried, throwing herself into a chair and covering her face.
“You have won a man’s heart and cast it aside to gratify an old pique. You may rest content now, for there is nothing wanting to your vengeance. You have given me as much pain as a woman, the vainest and the most heartless, can give a man. Good-by.”
And with that I was leaving her, fighting my own pain and passion, so that the little hands she raised as though they would ward off my words were nothing to me. I felt a savage delight in seeing that I could hurt her, which deadened my own grief. The victory was not; all with her lying there sobbing. Only where was my hat? Let me get my hat and go. Let me escape from this room wherein every trifle upon which my eye rested awoke some memory that was a pang. Let me get away, and have done with it all.
Where was the hat? I had brought it up. I could not go without it. It must be under her chair, by all that was unlucky, for it was nowhere else. I could not stand and wait, and so I had to go up to her, with cold words of apology upon my lips, and being close to her and seeing on her wrist, half hidden by fallen hair, the scar she had brought home from Norway, I don’t know how it was that I fell on my knees by her and cried:
“Oh, Bab, I loved you so! Let us part friends.”
For a moment, silence. Then she whispered, her hand in mine: “Why did you not say Bab to begin? I only told you that Miss Guest had not learned to value your love.”
“And Bab?” I murmured, my brain in a whirl.
“Learned long ago, poor girl!”
And the fair, tear-stained face of my tyrant looked into mine for a moment, and then came quite naturally to its resting place.
“Now,” she said, when I was leaving, “you may have your hat, sir.”
“I believe,” I replied, “that you sat upon this chair on purpose.”
And Bab blushed. I believe she did.
THE DRIFT OF FATE.
On a certain morning in last June I was stooping to fasten a shoelace, having taken advantage for the purpose of the step of a corner house in St. James’ Square, when a man passing behind me stopped.
“Well!” said he aloud, after a short pause during which I wondered — I could not see him — what he was doing, “the meanness of these rich folk is disgusting! Not a coat of paint for a twelvemonth! I should be ashamed to own a house and leave it like that!”
The man was a stranger to me, and his words seemed as uncalled for as they were ill-natured. But being thus challenged I looked at the house. It was a great stone mansion with a balustrade atop, with many windows and a long stretch of area railings. And, certainly it was shabby. I turned from it to the critic. He was shabby, too — a little red-nosed man, wearing a bad hat. “It is just possible,” I suggested, “that the owner may be a poor man and unable to keep it in order.”
“Ugh! What has that to do with it?” my new friend answered contemptuously. “He ought to think of the public.”
“And your hat?” I asked, with wining politeness. “It strikes me, an unprejudiced observer, as a bad hat. Why do you not get a new one?”
“Cannot afford it!” he snapped out, his dull eyes sparkling with rage.
“Cannot afford it? But, my good man, you ought to think of the public.”
“You tom-cat! What have you to do with my hat? Smother you!” was his kindly answer; and he went on his way muttering things uncomplimentary.
I was about to go mine, and was first falling back to gain a better view of the house in question, when a chuckle close to me betrayed the presence of a listener, a thin, gray-haired man, who, hidden by a pillar of the porch, must have heard our discussion. His hands were engaged with a white tablecloth, from which he had been shaking the crumbs. He had the air of an upper servant of the best class. As our eyes met he spoke.
“Neatly put, sir, if I may take the liberty of saying so,” he observed with a quiet dignity it was a pleasure to witness, “and we are very much obliged to you. The man was a snob, sir.”
“I am afraid he was,” I answered; “and a fool too.”
“And a fool, sir. Answer a fool after his folly. You did that, and he was nowhere; nowhere at all, except in the swearing line. Now might I ask,” he continued, “if you are an American, sir?”
“No, I am not,” I answered; “but I have spent some time in the States.”
I could have fancied that he sighed.
“I thought — but never mind, sir,” he began, “I was wrong, It is curious how very much alike gentlemen, that are real gentlemen, speak. Now, I dare swear, sir, that you have a taste for pictures.”
I was inclined to humor the old fellow’s mood. “I like a good picture, I admit,” I said.
“Then perhaps you would not be offended if I asked you to step inside and look at one or two,” he suggested timidly. “I would not take a liberty, sir, but there are some Van Dycks and a Rubens in the dining room that cost a mint of money in their day, I have heard; and there is no one else in the house but my wife and myself.”
It was a strange invitation, strangely brought about. But I saw no reason for myself why I should not accept it, and I followed him into the hall. It was spacious, but sparsely furnished. The matted floor had a cold look, and so had the gaunt stand which seemed to be a fixture, and boasted but one umbrella, one sunshade, and one dog-whip. As I passed a half-open door I caught a glimpse of a small room prettily furnished, with dainty prints and water-colors on the walls. But these were of a common order. A dozen replicas of each and all might be seen in a walk through Bond Street. Even this oasis of taste and comfort told the same story as had the bare hall and dreary exterior; and laid, as it were, a finger on one’s heart. I trod softly as I followed my guide along the strip of matting toward the rear of the house.
He opened a door at the inner end of the hall, and led me into a large and lofty room, built out from the back, as a state dining room or ballroom. At present it rather resembled the latter, for it was without furniture. “Now,” said the old man, turning and respectfully touching my sleeve to gain my attention, “now you will not consider your labor lost in coming to see that, sir. It is a portrait of the second Lord Wetherby by Sir Anthony Van Dyck, and is judged to be one of the finest specimens of his style in existence.”
I was lost in astonishment; amazed, almost appalled! My companion stood by my side, his face wearing a placid smile of satisfaction, his hand pointing slightly upward to the blank wall before us. The blank wall! Of any picture, there or elsewhere in the room, there was no sign. I turned to him and then from him, and I felt very sick at heart. The poor old fellow was — must be — mad. I gazed blankly at the blank wall. “By Van Dyck?” I repeated mechanically.
“Yes, sir, by Van Dyck,” he replied, in the most matter-of-fact tone imaginable. “So, too, is this one;” he moved, as he spoke, a few feet to his left. “The second peer’s first wife in the costume of a lady-in-waiting. This portrait and the last are in as good a state of preservation as on the day they were painted.”
Oh, certainly mad! And yet so graphic was his manner, so crisp and realistic were his words, that I rubbed my eyes; and looked and looked again, and almost fancied that Lord Walter and Anne, his wife, grew into shape before me on the wall. Almost, but not quite; and it was with a heart full of wondering pity that I accompanied the old man, in whose manner there was no trace of wildness or excitement, round the walls; visiting in
turn the Cuyp which my lord bought in Holland, the Rubens, the four Lawrences, and the Philips — a very Barmecide feast of art. I could not doubt that the old man saw the pictures. But I saw only bare walls.
“Now I think you have seen them, family portraits and all,” he concluded, as we came to the doorway again; stating the fact, which was no fact, with complacent pride. “They are fine pictures, sir. They, at least, are left, although the house is not what it was.”
“Very fine pictures!” I remarked. I was minded to learn if he were sane on other points. “Lord Wetherby,” I said; “I should suppose that he is not in London?”
“I do not know, sir, one way or the other,” the servant answered with a new air of reserve. “This is not his lordship’s house. Mrs. Wigram, my late lord’s daughter-in-law, lives here.”
“But this is the Wetherbys’ town house,” I persisted. I knew so much.
“It was my late lord’s house. At his son’s marriage it was settled upon Mrs. Wigram; and little enough besides, God knows!” he exclaimed querulously. “It was Mr. Alfred’s wish that some land should be settled upon his wife, but there was none out of the entail, and my lord, who did not like the match, though he lived to be fond enough of the mistress afterward, said, ‘Settle the house in town!’ in a bitter kind of joke like. So the house was settled, and five hundred pounds a year. Mr. Alfred died abroad, as you may know, sir, and my lord was not long in following him.”
He was closing the shutters of one window after another as he spoke. The room had sunk into deep gloom. I could imagine now that the pictures were really where he fancied them. “And Lord Wetherby, the late peer?” I asked, after a pause, “did he leave his daughter-in-law nothing?”
“My lord died suddenly, leaving no will,” he replied sadly. “That is how it all is. And the present peer, who was only a second cousin — well, I say nothing about him.” A reticence which was well calculated to consign his lordship to the lowest deep.
“He did not help?” I asked.
“Devil a bit, begging your pardon, sir. But there — it is not my place to talk of these things. I doubt I have wearied you with talk about the family. It is not my way,” he added, as if wondering at himself, “only something in what you said seemed to touch a chord like.”
By this time we were outside the room, standing at the inner end of the hall, while he fumbled with the lock of the door. Short passages ending in swing doors ran out right and left from this point, and through one of these a tidy, middle-aged woman, wearing an apron, suddenly emerged. At sight of me she looked greatly astonished. “I have been showing the gentleman the pictures,” said my guide, who was still occupied with the door.
A quick flash of pain altered and hardened the woman’s face. “I have been very much interested, madam,” I said softly.
Her gaze left me, to dwell upon the old man with infinite affection. “John had no right to bring you in, sir,” she said primly. “I have never known him do such a thing before, and — Lord ‘a’ mercy! there is the mistress’s knock. Go, John, and let her in; and this gentleman,” with an inquisitive look at me, “will not mind stepping a bit aside, while her ladyship goes upstairs.”
“Certainly not,” I answered. I hastened to draw back into one of the side passages, into the darkest corner of it, and there stood leaning against the cool panels, my hat in my hand.
In the short pause which ensued before John opened the door she whispered to me, “You have not told him, sir?”
“About the pictures?”
“Yes, sir. He is blind, you see.”
“Blind?” I exclaimed.
“Yes, sir, this year and more; and when the pictures were taken away — by the present earl — that he had known all his life, and been so proud to show to people just the same as if they had been his own — why, it seemed a shame to tell him. I have never had the heart to do it, and he thinks they are there to this day.”
Blind! I had never thought of that; and while I was grasping the idea now, and fitting it to the facts, a light footstep sounded in the hall and a woman’s voice on the stairs; such a voice and such a footstep, that, as it seemed to me, a man, if nothing else were left to him, might find home in them alone. “Your mistress,” I said presently, when the sounds had died away upon the floor above, “has a sweet voice; but has not something annoyed her?”
“LORD ‘A’ MERCY! THERE IS THE MISTRESS’S KNOCK.”
“Well, I never should have thought that you would have noticed that!” exclaimed the housekeeper, who was, I dare say, many other things besides housekeeper. “You have a sharp ear, sir; that I will say. Yes, there is a something has gone wrong; but to think that an American gentleman should have noticed it!”
“I am not American,” I said, perhaps testily.
“Oh, indeed, sir. I beg your pardon, I am sure. It was just your way of speaking made me think it,” she replied; and then there came a second louder rap at the door, as John, who had gone upstairs with his mistress, came down in a leisurely fashion.
“That is Lord Wetherby, drat him!” he said, on his wife calling to him in a low voice; he was ignorant, I think, of my presence. “He is to be shown into the library, and the mistress will see him there in five minutes; and you are to go to her room. Oh, rap away!” he added, turning toward the door, and shaking his fist at it. “There is many a better man than you has waited longer at that door.”
“Hush, John! Do you not see the gentleman?” interposed his wife, with the simplicity of habit. “He will show you out,” she added rapidly to me, “as soon as his lordship has gone in, if you do not mind waiting another minute.”
“Not at all,” I said, drawing back into the corner as they went on their errands; but though I said, “Not at all,” mine was an odd position. The way in which I had come into the house, and my present situation in a kind of hiding, would have made most men only anxious to extricate themselves. But I, while listening to John parleying with someone at the door, conceived a strange desire, or a desire which would have been strange in any other man, to see this thing to the end; conceived it and acted upon it.
The library? That was the room on the right of the hall, opposite to Mrs. Wigram’s sitting room. Probably, nay I was certain, it had another door opening on the passage in which I stood. It would cost me but a step or two to confirm my opinion. When John ushered in the visitor by one door I had already, by way of the other, ensconced myself behind a screen, that I seemed to know would face it. I was going to listen. Perhaps I had my reasons. Perhaps — but there, what matter? I, as a fact, listened.
The room was spacious but somber, wainscoted and vaulted with oak. Its only visible occupant was a thin, dark man of middle size, with a narrow face, and a stubborn feather of black hair rising above his forehead; a man of Welsh type. He was standing with his back to the light, a roll of papers in one hand. The fingers of the other, drumming upon the table, betrayed that he was both out of temper and ill at ease. While I was still scanning him stealthily — I had never seen him before — the door was opened, and Mrs. Wigram came in. I sank back behind the screen. I think some words passed, some greeting of the most formal, but though the room was still, I failed to hear it, and when I recovered myself he was speaking.
“I am here at your wish, Mrs. Wigram, and your service, too,” he was saying, with an effort at gallantry which sat very ill upon him, “although I think it would have been better if we had left the matter to our solicitors.”
“Indeed!”
“Yes. I fancied you were aware of my opinion.”
“I was; and I perfectly understand, Lord Wetherby, your preference for that course,” she replied, with sarcastic coldness, which did not hide her dislike for him. “You naturally shrink from telling me your terms face to face.”
“Now, Mrs. Wigram! Now, Mrs. Wigram! Is not this a tone to be deprecated?” he answered, lifting his hands. “I come to you as a man of business upon business.”
“Business! Does that mean wringing
advantage from my weakness?” she retorted.
He shrugged his shoulders. “I do deprecate this tone,” he repeated. “I come in plain English to make you an offer; one which you can accept or refuse as you please. I offer you five hundred a year for this house. It is immensely too large for your needs, and too expensive for your income, and yet you have in strictness no power to let it. Very well, I, who can release you from that restriction, offer you five hundred a year for the house. What can be more fair?”
“Fair? In plain English, Lord Wetherby, you are the only possible purchaser, and you fix the price. Is that fair? The house would let easily for twelve hundred.”
“Possibly,” he retorted, “if it were in the open market. But it is not.”
“No,” she answered rapidly. “And you, having the forty thousand a year which, had my husband lived, would have been his and mine; you who, a poor man, have stepped into this inheritance — you offer me five hundred for the family house! For shame, my lord! for shame!”
“We are not acting a play,” he said doggedly, showing that her words had stung him in some degree. “The law is the law. I ask for nothing but my rights, and one of those I am willing to waive in your favor. You have my offer.”
“And if I refuse it? If I let the house? You will not dare to enforce the restriction.”
“Try me,” he rejoined, again drumming with his fingers upon the table. “Try me, and you will see.”
“If my husband had lived — —”
“But he did not live,” he broke in, losing patience, “and that makes all the difference. Now, for Heaven’s sake, Mrs. Wigram, do not make a scene! Do you accept my offer?”
For a moment she had seemed about to break down, but her pride coming to the rescue, she recovered herself with wonderful quickness.
“I have no choice,” she said, with dignity.
“I am glad you accept,” he answered, so much relieved that he gave way to an absurd burst of generosity. “Come!” he cried, “we will say guineas instead of pounds, and have done with it!”
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