“Yes, I think so.”
Patty gave a sigh of content.
“I’m so glad! Aunt Emma always hurts me when she brushes my hair — she is in such a hurry. You’re so gentle, Marcella, you don’t make my head ache at all. But oh! I’m so tired of being sick. I wish I could get well faster. Marcy, do you think I can be sent to the country?”
“I — I don’t know, dear. I’ll see if I can think of any way to manage it,” said Marcella, striving to speak hopefully.
Patty drew a long breath.
“Oh, Marcy, it would be lovely to see the green fields again, and the woods and brooks, as we did that summer we spent in the country before Father died. I wish we could live in the country always. I’m sure I would soon get better if I could go — if it was only for a little while. It’s so hot here — and the factory makes such a noise — my head seems to go round and round all the time. And Aunt Emma scolds so.”
“You mustn’t mind Aunt Emma, dear,” said Marcella. “You know she doesn’t really mean it — it is just a habit she has got into. She was really very good to you when you were so sick. She sat up night after night with you, and made me go to bed. There now, dearie, you’re fresh and sweet, and I must hurry to the store, or I’ll be late. Try and have a little nap, and I’ll bring you home some oranges tonight.”
Marcella dropped a kiss on Patty’s cheek, put on her hat and went out. As soon as she left the house, she quickened her steps almost to a run. She feared she would be late, and that meant a ten-cent fine. Ten cents loomed as large as ten dollars now to Marcella’s eyes when every dime meant so much. But fast as she went, her distracted thoughts went faster. She could not send Patty to the country. There was no way, think, plan, worry as she might. And if she could not! Marcella remembered Patty’s face and the doctor’s look, and her heart sank like lead. Patty was growing weaker every day instead of stronger, and the weather was getting hotter. Oh, if Patty were to — to — but Marcella could not complete the sentence even in thought.
If they were not so desperately poor! Marcella’s bitterness overflowed her soul at the thought. Everywhere around her were evidences of wealth — wealth often lavishly and foolishly spent — and she could not get money enough anywhere to save her sister’s life! She almost felt that she hated all those smiling, well-dressed people who thronged the streets. By the time she reached the store, poor Marcella’s heart was seething with misery and resentment.
Three years before, when Marcella had been sixteen and Patty nine, their parents had died, leaving them absolutely alone in the world except for their father’s half-sister, Miss Gibson, who lived in Canning and earned her livelihood washing and mending for the hands employed in the big factory nearby. She had grudgingly offered the girls a home, which Marcella had accepted because she must. She obtained a position in one of the Canning stores at three dollars a week, out of which she contrived to dress herself and Patty and send the latter to school. Her life for three years was one of absolute drudgery, yet until now she had never lost courage, but had struggled bravely on, hoping for better times in the future when she should get promotion and Patty would be old enough to teach school.
But now Marcella’s courage and hopefulness had gone out like a spent candle. She was late at the store, and that meant a fine; her head ached, and her feet felt like lead as she climbed the stairs to her department — a hot, dark, stuffy corner behind the shirtwaist counter. It was warm and close at any time, but today it was stifling, and there was already a crowd of customers, for it was the day of a bargain sale. The heat and noise and chatter got on Marcella’s tortured nerves. She felt that she wanted to scream, but instead she turned calmly to a waiting customer — a big, handsome, richly dressed woman. Marcella noted with an ever-increasing bitterness that the woman wore a lace collar the price of which would have kept Patty in the country for a year.
She was Mrs. Liddell — Marcella knew her by sight — and she was in a very bad temper because she had been kept waiting. For the next half hour she badgered and worried Marcella to the point of distraction. Nothing suited her. Pile after pile, box after box, of shirtwaists did Marcella take down for her, only to have them flung aside with sarcastic remarks. Mrs. Liddell seemed to hold Marcella responsible for the lack of waists that suited her; her tongue grew sharper and sharper and her comments more trying. Then she mislaid her purse, and was disagreeable about that until it turned up.
Marcella shut her lips so tightly that they turned white to keep back the impatient retort that rose momentarily to her lips. The insolence of some customers was always trying to the sensitive, high-spirited girl, but today it seemed unbearable. Her head throbbed fiercely with the pain of the ever-increasing ache, and — what was the lady on her right saying to a friend?
“Yes, she had typhoid, you know — a very bad form. She rallied from it, but she was so exhausted that she couldn’t really recover, and the doctor said—”
“Really,” interrupted Mrs. Liddell’s sharp voice, “may I ask you to attend to me, if you please? No doubt gossip may be very interesting to you, but I am accustomed to having a clerk pay some small attention to my requirements. If you cannot attend to your business, I shall go to the floor walker and ask him to direct me to somebody who can. The laziness and disobligingness of the girls in this store is really getting beyond endurance.”
A passionate answer was on the point of Marcella’s tongue. All her bitterness and suffering and resentment flashed into her face and eyes. For one moment she was determined to speak out, to repay Mrs. Liddell’s insolence in kind. A retort was ready to her hand. Everyone knew that Mrs. Liddell, before her marriage to a wealthy man, had been a working girl. What could be easier than to say contemptuously: “You should be a judge of a clerk’s courtesy and ability, madam. You were a shop girl yourself once?”
But if she said it, what would follow? Prompt and instant dismissal. And Patty? The thought of the little sister quelled the storm in Marcella’s soul. For Patty’s sake she must control her temper — and she did. With an effort that left her white and tremulous she crushed back the hot words and said quietly: “I beg your pardon, Mrs. Liddell. I did not mean to be inattentive. Let me show you some of our new lingerie waists, I think you will like them.”
But Mrs. Liddell did not like the new lingerie waists which Marcella brought to her in her trembling hands. For another half hour she examined and found fault and sneered. Then she swept away with the scornful remark that she didn’t see a thing there that was fit to wear, and she would go to Markwell Bros. and see if they had anything worth looking at.
When she had gone, Marcella leaned against the counter, pale and exhausted. She must have a breathing spell. Oh, how her head ached! How hot and stifling and horrible everything was! She longed for the country herself. Oh, if she and Patty could only go away to some place where there were green clover meadows and cool breezes and great hills where the air was sweet and pure!
During all this time a middle-aged woman had been sitting on a stool beside the bargain counter. When a clerk asked her if she wished to be waited on, she said, “No, I’m just waiting here for a friend who promised to meet me.”
She was tall and gaunt and grey haired. She had square jaws and cold grey eyes and an aggressive nose, but there was something attractive in her plain face, a mingling of common sense and kindliness. She watched Marcella and Mrs. Liddell closely and lost nothing of all that was said and done on both sides. Now and then she smiled grimly and nodded.
When Mrs. Liddell had gone, she rose and leaned over the counter. Marcella opened her burning eyes and pulled herself wearily together.
“What can I do for you?” she said.
“Nothing. I ain’t looking for to have anything done for me. You need to have something done for you, I guess, by the looks of you. You seem dead beat out. Aren’t you awful tired? I’ve been listening to that woman jawing you till I felt like rising up and giving her a large and wholesome piece of my mind. I don’t know how you kept your patien
ce with her, but I can tell you I admired you for it, and I made up my mind I’d tell you so.”
The kindness and sympathy in her tone broke Marcella down. Tears rushed to her eyes. She bowed her head on her hands and said sobbingly, “Oh, I am tired! But it’s not that. I’m — I’m in such trouble.”
“I knew you were,” said the other, with a nod of her head. “I could tell that right off by your face. Do you know what I said to myself? I said, ‘That girl has got somebody at home awful sick.’ That’s what I said. Was I right?”
“Yes, indeed you were,” said Marcella.
“I knew it” — another triumphant nod. “Now, you just tell me all about it. It’ll do you good to talk it over with somebody. Here, I’ll pretend I’m looking at shirtwaists, so that floor walker won’t be coming down on you, and I’ll be as hard to please as that other woman was, so’s you can take your time. Who’s sick — and what’s the matter?”
Marcella told the whole story, choking back her sobs and forcing herself to speak calmly, having the fear of the floor walker before her eyes.
“And I can’t afford to send Patty to the country — I can’t — and I know she won’t get better if she doesn’t go,” she concluded.
“Dear, dear, but that’s too bad! Something must be done. Let me see — let me put on my thinking cap. What is your name?”
“Marcella Langley.”
The older woman dropped the lingerie waist she was pretending to examine and stared at Marcella.
“You don’t say! Look here, what was your mother’s name before she was married?”
“Mary Carvell.”
“Well, I have heard of coincidences, but this beats all! Mary Carvell! Well, did you ever hear your mother speak of a girl friend of hers called Josephine Draper?”
“I should think I did! You don’t mean—”
“I do mean it. I’m Josephine Draper. Your mother and I went to school together, and we were as much as sisters to each other until she got married. Then she went away, and after a few years I lost trace of her. I didn’t even know she was dead. Poor Mary! Well, my duty is plain — that’s one comfort — my duty and my pleasure, too. Your sister is coming out to Dalesboro to stay with me. Yes, and you are too, for the whole summer. You needn’t say you’re not, because you are. I’ve said so. There’s room at Fir Cottage for you both. Yes, Fir Cottage — I guess you’ve heard your mother speak of that. There’s her old room out there that we always slept in when she came to stay all night with me. It’s all ready for you. What’s that? You can’t afford to lose your place here? Bless your heart, child, you won’t lose it! The owner of this store is my nephew, and he’ll do considerable to oblige me, as well he might, seeing as I brought him up. To think that Mary Carvell’s daughter has been in his store for three years, and me never suspecting it! And I might never have found you out at all if you hadn’t been so patient with that woman. If you’d sassed her back, I’d have thought she deserved it and wouldn’t have blamed you a mite, but I wouldn’t have bothered coming to talk to you either. Well, well well! Poor child, don’t cry. You just pick up and go home. I’ll make it all right with Tom. You’re pretty near played out yourself, I can see that. But a summer in Fir Cottage, with plenty of cream and eggs and my cookery, will soon make another girl of you. Don’t you dare to thank me. It’s a privilege to be able to do something for Mary Carvell’s girls. I just loved Mary.”
The upshot of the whole matter was that Marcella and Patty went, two days later, to Dalesboro, where Miss Draper gave them a hearty welcome to Fir Cottage — a quaint, delightful little house circled by big Scotch firs and overgrown with vines. Never were such delightful weeks as those that followed. Patty came rapidly back to health and strength. As for Marcella, Miss Draper’s prophecy was also fulfilled; she soon looked and felt like another girl. The dismal years of drudgery behind her were forgotten like a dream, and she lived wholly in the beautiful present, in the walks and drives, the flowers and grass slopes, and in the pleasant household duties which she shared with Miss Draper.
“I love housework,” she exclaimed one September day. “I don’t like the thought of going back to the store a bit.”
“Well, you’re not going back,” calmly said Miss Draper, who had a habit of arranging other people’s business for them that might have been disconcerting had it not been for her keen insight and hearty good sense. “You’re going to stay here with me — you and Patty. I don’t propose to die of lonesomeness losing you, and I need somebody to help me about the house. I’ve thought it all out. You are to call me Aunt Josephine, and Patty is to go to school. I had this scheme in mind from the first, but I thought I’d wait to see how we got along living in the same house, and how you liked it here, before I spoke out. No, you needn’t thank me this time either. I’m doing this every bit as much for my sake as yours. Well, that’s all settled. Patty won’t object, bless her rosy cheeks!”
“Oh!” said Marcella, with eyes shining through her tears. “I’m so happy, dear Miss Draper — I mean Aunt Josephine. I’ll love to stay here — and I will thank you.”
“Fudge!” remarked Miss Draper, who felt uncomfortably near crying herself. “You might go out and pick a basket of Golden Gems. I want to make some jelly for Patty.”
Margaret’s Patient
“DID DR. FORBES THINK SHE OUGHT TO GIVE UP HER TRIP?”
Margaret paused a moment at the gate and looked back at the quaint old house under its snowy firs with a thrill of proprietary affection. It was her home; for the first time in her life she had a real home, and the long, weary years of poorly paid drudgery were all behind her. Before her was a prospect of independence and many of the delights she had always craved; in the immediate future was a trip to Vancouver with Mrs. Boyd.
For I shall go, of course, thought Margaret, as she walked briskly down the snowy road. I’ve always wanted to see the Rockies, and to go there with Mrs. Boyd will double the pleasure. She is such a delightful companion.
Margaret Campbell had been an orphan ever since she could remember. She had been brought up by a distant relative of her father’s — that is, she had been given board, lodging, some schooling and indifferent clothes for the privilege of working like a little drudge in the house of the grim cousin who sheltered her. The death of this cousin flung Margaret on her own resources. A friend had procured her employment as the “companion” of a rich, eccentric old lady, infirm of health and temper. Margaret lived with her for five years, and to the young girl they seemed treble the time. Her employer was fault-finding, peevish, unreasonable, and many a time Margaret’s patience almost failed her — almost, but not quite. In the end it brought her a more tangible reward than sometimes falls to the lot of the toiler. Mrs. Constance died, and in her will she left to Margaret her little up-country cottage and enough money to provide her an income for the rest of her life.
Margaret took immediate possession of her little house and, with the aid of a capable old servant, soon found herself very comfortable. She realized that her days of drudgery were over, and that henceforth life would be a very different thing from what it had been. Margaret meant to have “a good time.” She had never had any pleasure and now she was resolved to garner in all she could of the joys of existence.
“I’m not going to do a single useful thing for a year,” she had told Mrs. Boyd gaily. “Just think of it — a whole delightful year of vacation, to go and come at will, to read, travel, dream, rest. After that, I mean to see if I can find something to do for other folks, but I’m going to have this one golden year. And the first thing in it is our trip to Vancouver. I’m so glad I have the chance to go with you. It’s a wee bit short notice, but I’ll be ready when you want to start.”
Altogether, Margaret felt pretty well satisfied with life as she tripped blithely down the country road between the ranks of snow-laden spruces, with the blue sky above and the crisp, exhilarating air all about. There was only one drawback, but it was a pretty serious one.
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p; It’s so lonely by spells, Margaret sometimes thought wistfully. All the joys my good fortune has brought me can’t quite fill my heart. There’s always one little empty, aching spot. Oh, if I had somebody of my very own to love and care for, a mother, a sister, even a cousin. But there’s nobody. I haven’t a relative in the world, and there are times when I’d give almost anything to have one. Well, I must try to be satisfied with friendship, instead.
Margaret’s meditations were interrupted by a brisk footstep behind her, and presently Dr. Forbes came up.
“Good afternoon, Miss Campbell. Taking a constitutional?”
“Yes. Isn’t it a lovely day? I suppose you are on your professional rounds. How are all your patients?”
“Most of them are doing well. But I’m sorry to say I have a new one and am very much worried about her. Do you know Freda Martin?”
“The little teacher in the Primary Department who boards with the Wayes? Yes, I’ve met her once or twice. Is she ill?”
“Yes, seriously. It’s typhoid, and she has been going about longer than she should. I don’t know what is to be done with her. It seems she is like yourself in one respect, Miss Campbell; she is utterly alone in the world. Mrs. Waye is crippled with rheumatism and can’t nurse her, and I fear it will be impossible to get a nurse in Blythefield. She ought to be taken from the Wayes’. The house is overrun with children, is right next door to that noisy factory, and in other respects is a poor place for a sick girl.”
“It is too bad, I am very sorry,” said Margaret sympathetically.
Dr. Forbes shot a keen look at her from his deep-set eyes. “Are you willing to show your sympathy in a practical form, Miss Campbell?” he said bluntly. “You told me the other day you meant to begin work for others next year. Why not begin now? Here’s a splendid chance to befriend a friendless girl. Will you take Freda Martin into your home during her illness?”
“Oh, I couldn’t,” cried Margaret blankly. “Why, I’m going away next week. I’m going with Mrs. Boyd to Vancouver, and my house will be shut up.”
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