As for Josephine herself, she had a good farm, a comfortable house, a plump bank account, and was an independent, unworried woman. And yet, in the face of all this, Mrs. Tom Sentner could bewail the fact that Josephine had no husband to look out for her. Josephine shrugged her shoulders and gave up the conundrum, merely saying ironically, in reply to her sister’s remark:
“And go to live with Zillah Hartley?”
“You know very well you wouldn’t have to do that. Ever since John Hartley’s wife at the Creek died he’s been wanting Zillah to go and keep house for him, and if David got married Zillah’d go quick. Catch her staying there if you were mistress! And David has such a beautiful house! It’s ten times finer than yours, though I don’t deny yours is comfortable. And his farm is the best in Meadowby and joins yours. Think what a beautiful property they’d make together. You’re all right now, Josephine, but what will you do when you get old and have nobody to take care of you? I declare the thought worries me at night till I can’t sleep.”
“I should have thought you had enough worries of your own to keep you awake at nights without taking over any of mine,” said Josephine drily. “As for old age, it’s a good ways off for me yet. When your Jack gets old enough to have some sense he can come here and live with me. But I’m not going to marry David Hartley, you can depend on that, Ida, my dear. I wish you could have heard him rhyming off that poetry last night. It doesn’t seem to matter much what piece he recites — first thing that comes into his head, I reckon. I remember one time he went clean through that hymn beginning, ‘Hark from the tombs a doleful sound,’ and two years ago it was ‘To Mary in Heaven,’ as lackadaisical as you please. I never had such a time to keep from laughing, but I managed it, for I wouldn’t hurt his feelings for the world. No, I haven’t any intention of marrying anybody, but if I had it wouldn’t be dear old sentimental, easy-going David.”
Mrs. Tom thumped a plucked goose down on the bench with an expression which said that she, for one, wasn’t going to waste any more words on an idiot. Easy-going, indeed! Did Josephine consider that a drawback? Mrs. Tom sighed. If Josephine, she thought, had put up with Tom Sentner’s tempers for fifteen years she would know how to appreciate a good-natured man at his real value.
The cold snap which had set in on the day of David’s call lasted and deepened for a week. On Saturday evening, when Mrs. Tom came down for a jug of cream, the mercury of the little thermometer thumping against Josephine’s porch was below zero. The gulf was no longer blue, but white with ice. Everything outdoors was crackling and snapping. Inside Josephine had kept roaring fires all through the house but the only place really warm was the kitchen.
“Wrap your head up well, Ida,” she said anxiously, when Mrs. Tom rose to go. “You’ve got a bad cold.”
“There’s a cold going,” said Mrs. Tom. “Everyone has it. David Hartley was up at our place to-day barking terrible — a real churchyard cough, as I told him. He never takes any care of himself. He said Zillah had a bad cold, too. Won’t she be cranky while it lasts?”
Josephine sat up late that night to keep fires on. She finally went to bed in the little room opposite the big hall stove, and she slept at once, and dreamed that the thumps of the thermometer flapping in the wind against the wall outside grew louder and more insistent until they woke her up. Some one was pounding on the porch door.
Josephine sprang out of bed and hurried on her wrapper and felt shoes. She had no doubt that some of the Sentners were sick. They had a habit of getting sick about that time of night. She hurried out and opened the door, expecting to see hulking Tom Sentner, or perhaps Ida herself, big-eyed and hysterical.
But David Hartley stood there, panting for breath. The clear moonlight showed that he had no overcoat on, and he was coughing hard. Josephine, before she spoke a word, clutched him by the arm and pulled him in out of the wind.
“For pity’s sake, David Hartley, what is the matter?”
“Zillah’s awful sick,” he gasped. “I came here because ’twas nearest. Oh, won’t you come over, Josephine? I’ve got to go for the doctor and I can’t leave her alone. She’s suffering dreadful. I know you and her ain’t on good terms, but you’ll come, won’t you?”
“Of course I will,” said Josephine sharply. “I’m not a barbarian, I hope, to refuse to go to the help of a sick person, if ’twas my worst enemy. I’ll go in and get ready and you go straight to the hall stove and warm yourself. There’s a good fire in it yet. What on earth do you mean, starting out on a bitter night like this without an overcoat or even mittens, and you with a cold like that?”
“I never thought of them, I was so frightened,” said David apologetically. “I just lit up a fire in the kitchen stove as quick’s I could and run. It rattled me to hear Zillah moaning so’s you could hear her all over the house.”
“You need someone to look after you as bad as Zillah does,” said Josephine severely.
In a very few minutes she was ready, with a basket packed full of homely remedies, “for like as not there’ll be no putting one’s hand on anything there,” she muttered. She insisted on wrapping her big plaid shawl around David’s head and neck, and made him put on a pair of mittens she had knitted for Jack Sentner. Then she locked the door and they started across the gleaming, crusted field. It was so slippery that Josephine had to cling to David’s arm to keep her feet. In the rapture of supporting her David almost forgot everything else.
In a few minutes they had passed under the bare, glistening boughs of the poplars on David’s lawn, and for the first time Josephine crossed the threshold of David Hartley’s house.
Years ago, in her girlhood, when the Hartley’s lived in the old house and there were half a dozen girls at home, Josephine had frequently visited there. All the Hartley girls liked her except Zillah. She and Zillah never “got on” together. When the other girls had married and gone, Josephine gave up visiting there. She had never been inside the new house, and she and Zillah had not spoken to each other for years.
Zillah was a sick woman — too sick to be anything but civil to Josephine. David started at once for the doctor at the Creek, and Josephine saw that he was well wrapped up before she let him go. Then she mixed up a mustard plaster for Zillah and sat down by the bedside to wait.
When Mrs. Tom Sentner came down the next day she found Josephine busy making flaxseed poultices, with her lips set in a line that betokened she had made up her mind to some disagreeable course of duty.
“Zillah has got pneumonia bad,” she said, in reply to Mrs. Tom’s inquiries. “The Doctor is here and Mary Bell from the Creek. She’ll wait on Zillah, but there’ll have to be another woman here to see to the work. I reckon I’ll stay. I suppose it’s my duty and I don’t see who else could be got. You can send Mamie and Jack down to stay at my house until I can go back. I’ll run over every day and keep an eye on things.”
At the end of a week Zillah was out of danger. Saturday afternoon Josephine went over home to see how Mamie and Jack were getting on. She found Mrs. Tom there, and the latter promptly despatched Jack and Mamie to the post-office that she might have an opportunity to hear Josephine’s news.
“I’ve had an awful week of it, Ida,” said Josephine solemnly, as she sat down by the stove and put her feet up on the glowing hearth.
“I suppose Zillah is pretty cranky to wait on,” said Mrs. Tom sympathetically.
“Oh, it isn’t Zillah. Mary Bell looks after her. No, it’s the house. I never lived in such a place of dust and disorder in my born days. I’m sorrier for David Hartley than I ever was for anyone before.”
“I suppose he’s used to it,” said Mrs. Tom with a shrug.
“I don’t see how anyone could ever get used to it,” groaned Josephine. “And David used to be so particular when he was a boy. The minute I went there the other night I took in that kitchen with a look. I don’t believe the paint has even been washed since the house was built. I honestly don’t. And I wouldn’t like to be called upon to swear wh
en the floor was scrubbed either. The corners were just full of rolls of dust — you could have shovelled it out. I swept it out next day and I thought I’d be choked. As for the pantry — well, the less said about that the better. And it’s the same all through the house. You could write your name on everything. I couldn’t so much as clean up. Zillah was so sick there couldn’t be a bit of noise made. I did manage to sweep and dust, and I cleaned out the pantry. And, of course, I saw that the meals were nice and well cooked. You should have seen David’s face. He looked as if he couldn’t get used to having things clean and tasty. I darned his socks — he hadn’t a whole pair to his name — and I’ve done everything I could to give him a little comfort. Not that I could do much. If Zillah heard me moving round she’d send Mary Bell out to ask what the matter was. When I wanted to go upstairs I’d have to take off my shoes and tiptoe up on my stocking feet, so’s she wouldn’t know it. And I’ll have to stay there another fortnight yet. Zillah won’t be able to sit up till then. I don’t really know if I can stand it without falling to and scrubbing the house from garret to cellar in spite of her.”
Mrs. Tom Sentner did not say much to Josephine. To herself she said complacently:
“She’s sorry for David. Well, I’ve always heard that pity was akin to love. We’ll see what comes of this.”
Josephine did manage to live through that fortnight. One morning she remarked to David at the breakfast table:
“Well, I think that Mary Bell will be able to attend to the work after today, David. I guess I’ll go home tonight.”
David’s face clouded over.
“Well, I s’pose we oughtn’t to keep you any longer, Josephine. I’m sure it’s been awful good of you to stay this long. I don’t know what we’d have done without you.”
“You’re welcome,” said Josephine shortly.
“Don’t go for to walk home,” said David; “the snow is too deep. I’ll drive you over when you want to go.”
“I’ll not go before the evening,” said Josephine slowly.
David went out to his work gloomily. For three weeks he had been living in comfort. His wants were carefully attended to; his meals were well cooked and served, and everything was bright and clean. And more than all, Josephine had been there, with her cheerful smile and companionable ways. Well, it was all ended now.
Josephine sat at the breakfast table long after David had gone out. She scowled at the sugar-bowl and shook her head savagely at the tea-pot.
“I’ll have to do it,” she said at last.
“I’m so sorry for him that I can’t do anything else.”
She got up and went to the window, looking across the snowy field to her own home, nestled between the grove of firs and the orchard.
“It’s awful snug and comfortable,” she said regretfully, “and I’ve always felt set on being free and independent. But it’s no use. I’d never have a minute’s peace of mind again, thinking of David living here in dirt and disorder, and him so particular and tidy by nature. No, it’s my duty, plain and clear, to come here and make things pleasant for him — the pointing of Providence, as you might say. The worst of it is, I’ll have to tell him so myself. He’ll never dare to mention the subject again, after what I said to him that night he proposed last. I wish I hadn’t been so dreadful emphatic. Now I’ve got to say it myself if it is ever said. But I’ll not begin by quoting poetry, that’s one thing sure!”
Josephine threw back her head, crowned with its shining braids of jet-black hair, and laughed heartily. She bustled back to the stove and poked up the fire.
“I’ll have a bit of corned beef and cabbage for dinner,” she said, “and I’ll make David that pudding he’s so fond of. After all, it’s kind of nice to have someone to plan and think for. It always did seem like a waste of energy to fuss over cooking things when there was nobody but myself to eat them.”
Josephine sang over her work all day, and David went about his with the face of a man who is going to the gallows without benefit of clergy. When he came in to supper at sunset his expression was so woe-begone that Josephine had to dodge into the pantry to keep from laughing outright. She relieved her feelings by pounding the dresser with the potato masher, and then went primly out and took her place at the table.
The meal was not a success from a social point of view. Josephine was nervous and David glum. Mary Bell gobbled down her food with her usual haste, and then went away to carry Zillah hers. Then David said reluctantly:
“If you want to go home now, Josephine, I’ll hitch up Red Rob and drive you over.”
Josephine began to plait the tablecloth. She wished again that she had not been so emphatic on the occasion of his last proposal. Without replying to David’s suggestion she said crossly (Josephine always spoke crossly when she was especially in earnest):
“I want to tell you what I think about Zillah. She’s getting better, but she’s had a terrible shaking up, and it’s my opinion that she won’t be good for much all winter. She won’t be able to do any hard work, that’s certain. If you want my advice, I tell you fair and square that I think she’d better go off for a visit as soon as she’s fit. She thinks so herself. Clementine wants her to go and stay a spell with her in town. ’Twould be just the thing for her.”
“She can go if she wants to, of course,” said David dully. “I can get along by myself for a spell.”
“There’s no need of your getting along by yourself,” said Josephine, more crossly than ever. “I’ll — I’ll come here and keep house for you if you like.”
David looked at her uncomprehendingly.
“Wouldn’t people kind of gossip?” he asked hesitatingly. “Not but what—”
“I don’t see what they’d have to gossip about,” broke in Josephine, “if we were — married.”
David sprang to his feet with such haste that he almost upset the table.
“Josephine, do you mean that?” he exclaimed.
“Of course I mean it,” she said, in a perfectly savage tone. “Now, for pity’s sake, don’t say another word about it just now. I can’t discuss it for a spell. Go out to your work. I want to be alone for awhile.”
For the first and last time David disobeyed her. Instead of going out, he strode around the table, caught Josephine masterfully in his arms, and kissed her. And Josephine, after a second’s hesitation, kissed him in return.
Aunt Philippa and the Men
I knew quite well why Father sent me to Prince Edward Island to visit Aunt Philippa that summer. He told me he was sending me there “to learn some sense”; and my stepmother, of whom I was very fond, told me she was sure the sea air would do me a world of good. I did not want to learn sense or be done a world of good; I wanted to stay in Montreal and go on being foolish — and make up my quarrel with Mark Fenwick. Father and Mother did not know anything about this quarrel; they thought I was still on good terms with him — and that is why they sent me to Prince Edward Island.
I was very miserable. I did not want to go to Aunt Philippa’s. It was not because I feared it would be dull — for without Mark, Montreal was just as much of a howling wilderness as any other place. But it was so horribly far away. When the time came for Mark to want to make up — as come I knew it would — how could he do it if I were seven hundred miles away?
Nevertheless, I went to Prince Edward Island. In all my eighteen years I had never once disobeyed Father. He is a very hard man to disobey. I knew I should have to make a beginning some time if I wanted to marry Mark, so I saved all my little courage up for that and didn’t waste any of it opposing the visit to Aunt Philippa.
I couldn’t understand Father’s point of view. Of course, he hated old John Fenwick, who had once sued him for libel and won the case. Father had written an indiscreet editorial in the excitement of a red-hot political contest — and was made to understand that there are some things you can’t say of another man even at election time. But then, he need not have hated Mark because of that; Mark was not even born whe
n it happened.
Old John Fenwick was not much better pleased about Mark and me than Father was, though he didn’t go to the length of forbidding it; he just acted grumpily and disagreeably. Things were unpleasant enough all round without a quarrel between Mark and me; yet quarrel we did — and over next to nothing, too, you understand. And now I had to set out for Prince Edward Island without even seeing him, for he was away in Toronto on business.
When my train reached Copely the next afternoon, Aunt Philippa was waiting for me. There was nobody else in sight, but I would have known her had there been a thousand. Nobody but Aunt Philippa could have that determined mouth, those piercing grey eyes, and that pronounced, unmistakable Goodwin nose. And certainly nobody but Aunt Philippa would have come to meet me arrayed in a wrapper of chocolate print with huge yellow roses scattered over it, and a striped blue-and-white apron!
She welcomed me kindly but absent-mindedly, her thoughts evidently being concentrated on the problem of getting my trunk home. I had only the one, and in Montreal it had seemed to be of moderate size; but on the platform of Copely station, sized up by Aunt Philippa’s merciless eye, it certainly looked huge.
“I thought we could a-took it along tied on the back of the buggy,” she said disapprovingly, “but I guess we’ll have to leave it, and I’ll send the hired boy over for it tonight. You can get along without it till then, I s’pose?”
There was a fine irony in her tone. I hastened to assure her meekly that I could, and that it did not matter if my trunk could not be taken up till next day.
“Oh, Jerry can come for it tonight as well as not,” said Aunt Philippa, as we climbed into her buggy. “I’d a good notion to send him to meet you, for he isn’t doing much today, and I wanted to go to Mrs. Roderick MacAllister’s funeral. But my head was aching me so bad I thought I wouldn’t enjoy the funeral if I did go. My head is better now, so I kind of wish I had gone. She was a hundred and four years old and I’d always promised myself that I’d go to her funeral.”
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