From my stand behind the palms in a corner I eagerly scanned the guests as they arrived. Suddenly my heart gave a bound. Marian Lindsay had just come in.
I recognized her at once from her photograph. It had not flattered her in the least; indeed, it had not done her justice, for her exquisite colouring of hair and complexion were quite lost in it. She was, moreover, gowned with a taste and smartness eminently admirable in the future Mrs. Eric Curtis. I felt a thrill of proprietary pride as I stepped out from behind the palms. She was talking to Aunt Grace; but her eyes fell on me. I expected a little start of recognition, for I had sent her an excellent photograph of myself; but her gaze was one of blankest unconsciousness.
I felt something like disappointment at her non-recognition, but I consoled myself by the reflection that people often fail to recognize other people whom they have seen only in photographs, no matter how good the likeness may be. I waylaid Edna, who was passing at that time, and said, “Edna I want you to introduce me to the girl who is talking to your mother.”
Edna laughed.
“So you have succumbed at first sight to our Croyden beauty? Of course I’ll introduce you, but I warn you beforehand that she is the most incorrigible flirt in Croyden or out of it. So take care.”
It jarred on me to hear Marian called a flirt. It seemed so out of keeping with her letters and the womanly delicacy and fineness revealed in them. But I reflected that women sometimes find it hard to forgive another woman who absorbs more than her share of lovers, and generally take their revenge by dubbing her a flirt, whether she deserves the name or not.
We had crossed the room during this reflection. Marian turned and stood before us, smiling at Edna, but evincing no recognition whatever of myself. It is a piquant experience to find yourself awaiting an introduction to a girl to whom you are virtually engaged.
“Dorothy dear,” said Edna, “this is my cousin, Mr. Curtis, from Vancouver. Eric, this is Miss Armstrong.”
I suppose I bowed. Habit carries us mechanically through many impossible situations. I don’t know what I looked like or what I said, if I said anything. I don’t suppose I betrayed my dire confusion, for Edna went off unconcernedly without another glance at me.
Dorothy Armstrong! Gracious powers — who — where — why? If this girl was Dorothy Armstrong who was Marian Lindsay? To whom was I engaged? There was some awful mistake somewhere, for it could not be possible that there were two girls in Croyden who looked exactly like the photograph reposing in my valise at that very moment. I stammered like a schoolboy.
“I — oh — I — your face seems familiar to me, Miss Armstrong. I — I — think I must have seen your photograph somewhere.”
“Probably in Peter Austin’s collection,” smiled Miss Armstrong. “He had one of mine before he was burned out. How is he?”
“Peter? Oh, he’s well,” I replied vaguely. I was thinking a hundred words to the second, but my thoughts arrived nowhere. I was staring at Miss Armstrong like a man bewitched. She must have thought me a veritable booby. “Oh, by the way — can you tell me — do you know a Miss Lindsay in Croyden?”
Miss Armstrong looked surprised and a little bored. Evidently she was not used to having newly introduced young men inquiring about another girl.
“Marian Lindsay? Oh, yes.”
“Is she here tonight?” I said.
“No, Marian is not going to parties just now, owing to the recent death of her aunt, who lived with them.”
“Does she — oh — does she look like you at all?” I inquired idiotically.
Amusement glimmered but over Miss Armstrong’s boredom. She probably concluded that I was some harmless lunatic.
“Like me? Not at all. There couldn’t be two people more dissimilar. Marian is quite dark. I am fair. And our features are altogether unlike. Why, good evening, Jack. Yes, I believe I did promise you this dance.”
She bowed to me and skimmed away with Jack. I saw Aunt Grace bearing down upon me and fled incontinently. In my own room I flung myself on a chair and tried to think the matter out. Where did the mistake come in? How had it happened? I shut my eyes and conjured up the vision of Peter’s room that day. I remembered vaguely that, when I had picked up Dorothy Armstrong’s picture, I had noticed another photograph that had fallen face downward beside it. That must have been Marian Lindsay’s, and Peter had thought I meant it.
And now what a position I was in! I was conscious of bitter disappointment. I had fallen in love with Dorothy Armstrong’s photograph. As far as external semblance goes it was she whom I loved. I was practically engaged to another woman — a woman who, in spite of our correspondence, seemed to me now, in the shock of this discovery, a stranger. It was useless to tell myself that it was the mind and soul revealed in those letters that I loved, and that that mind and soul were Marian Lindsay’s. It was useless to remember that Peter had said she was pretty. Exteriorly, she was a stranger to me; hers was not the face which had risen before me for nearly a year as the face of the woman I loved. Was ever unlucky wretch in such a predicament before?
Well, there was only one thing to do. I must stand by my word. Marian Lindsay was the woman I had asked to marry me, whose answer I must shortly go to receive. If that answer were “yes” I must accept the situation and banish all thought of Dorothy Armstrong’s pretty face.
Next evening at sunset I went to “Glenwood,” the Lindsay place. Doubtless, an eager lover might have gone earlier, but an eager lover I certainly was not. Probably Marian was expecting me and had given orders concerning me, for the maid who came to the door conveyed me to a little room behind the stairs — a room which, as I felt as soon as I entered it, was a woman’s pet domain. In its books and pictures and flowers it spoke eloquently of dainty femininity. Somehow, it suited the letters. I did not feel quite so much the stranger as I had felt. Nevertheless, when I heard a light footfall on the stairs my heart beat painfully. I stood up and turned to the door, but I could not look up. The footsteps came nearer; I knew that a white hand swept aside the portière at the entrance; I knew that she had entered the room and was standing before me.
With an effort I raised my eyes and looked at her. She stood, tall and gracious, in a ruby splendour of sunset falling through the window beside her. The light quivered like living radiance over a dark proud head, a white throat, and a face before whose perfect loveliness the memory of Dorothy Armstrong’s laughing prettiness faded like a star in the sunrise, nevermore in the fullness of the day to be remembered. Yet it was not of her beauty I thought as I stood spellbound before her. I seemed to see a dim little valley full of whispering pines, and a girl standing under their shadows, looking at me with the same great, greyish-blue eyes which gazed upon me now from Marian Lindsay’s face — the same face, matured into gracious womanhood, that I had seen ten years ago; and loved — aye, loved — ever since. I took an unsteady step forward.
“Marian?” I said.
When I got home that night I burned Dorothy Armstrong’s photograph. The next day I went to my cousin Tom, who owns the fashionable studio of Croyden and, binding him over to secrecy, sought one of Marian’s latest photographs from him. It is the only secret I have ever kept from my wife.
Before we were married Marian told me something.
“I always remembered you as you looked that day under the pines,” she said. “I was only a child, but I think I loved you then and ever afterwards. When I dreamed my girl’s dream of love your face rose up before me. I had the advantage of you that I knew your name — I had heard of you. When Peter wrote about you I knew who you were. That was why I agreed to correspond with you. I was afraid it was a forward — an unwomanly thing to do. But it seemed my chance for happiness and I took it. I am glad I did.”
I did not answer in words, but lovers will know how I did answer.
The Gossip of Valley View
It was the first of April, and Julius Barrett, aged fourteen, perched on his father’s gatepost, watched ruefully the low descendi
ng sun, and counted that day lost. He had not succeeded in “fooling” a single person, although he had tried repeatedly. One and all, old and young, of his intended victims had been too wary for Julius. Hence, Julius was disgusted and ready for anything in the way of a stratagem or a spoil.
The Barrett gatepost topped the highest hill in Valley View. Julius could see the entire settlement, from “Young” Thomas Everett’s farm, a mile to the west, to Adelia Williams’s weather-grey little house on a moonrise slope to the east. He was gazing moodily down the muddy road when Dan Chester, homeward bound from the post office, came riding sloppily along on his grey mare and pulled up by the Barrett gate to hand a paper to Julius.
Dan was a young man who took life and himself very seriously. He seldom smiled, never joked, and had a Washingtonian reputation for veracity. Dan had never told a conscious falsehood in his life; he never even exaggerated.
Julius, beholding Dan’s solemn face, was seized with a perfectly irresistible desire to “fool” him. At the same moment his eye caught the dazzling reflection of the setting sun on the windows of Adelia Williams’s house, and he had an inspiration little short of diabolical. “Have you heard the news, Dan?” he asked.
“No, what is it?” asked Dan.
“I dunno’s I ought to tell it,” said Julius reflectively. “It’s kind of a family affair, but then Adelia didn’t say not to, and anyway it’ll be all over the place soon. So I’ll tell you, Dan, if you’ll promise never to tell who told you. Adelia Williams and Young Thomas Everett are going to be married.”
Julius delivered himself of this tremendous lie with a transparently earnest countenance. Yet Dan, credulous as he was, could not believe it all at once.
“Git out,” he said.
“It’s true, ‘pon my word,” protested Julius. “Adelia was up last night and told Ma all about it. Ma’s her cousin, you know. The wedding is to be in June, and Adelia asked Ma to help her get her quilts and things ready.”
Julius reeled all this off so glibly that Dan finally believed the story, despite the fact that the people thus coupled together in prospective matrimony were the very last people in Valley View who could have been expected to marry each other. Young Thomas was a confirmed bachelor of fifty, and Adelia Williams was forty; they were not supposed to be even well acquainted, as the Everetts and the Williamses had never been very friendly, although no open feud existed between them.
Nevertheless, in view of Julius’s circumstantial statements, the amazing news must be true, and Dan was instantly agog to carry it further. Julius watched Dan and the grey mare out of sight, fairly writhing with ecstasy. Oh, but Dan had been easy! The story would be all over Valley View in twenty-four hours. Julius laughed until he came near to falling off the gatepost.
At this point Julius and Danny drop out of our story, and Young Thomas enters.
It was two days later when Young Thomas heard that he was to be married to Adelia Williams in June. Eben Clark, the blacksmith, told him when he went to the forge to get his horse shod. Young Thomas laughed his big jolly laugh. Valley View gossip had been marrying him off for the last thirty years, although never before to Adelia Williams.
“It’s news to me,” he said tolerantly.
Eben grinned broadly. “Ah, you can’t bluff it off like that, Tom,” he said. “The news came too straight this time. Well, I was glad to hear it, although I was mighty surprised. I never thought of you and Adelia. But she’s a fine little woman and will make you a capital wife.”
Young Thomas grunted and drove away. He had a good deal of business to do that day, involving calls at various places — the store for molasses, the mill for flour, Jim Bentley’s for seed grain, the doctor’s for toothache drops for his housekeeper, the post office for mail — and at each and every place he was joked about his approaching marriage. In the end it rather annoyed Young Thomas, He drove home at last in what was for him something of a temper. How on earth had that fool story started? With such detailed circumstantiality of rugs and quilts, too? Adelia Williams must be going to marry somebody, and the Valley View gossips, unable to locate the man, had guessed Young Thomas.
When he reached home, tired, mud-bespattered, and hungry, his housekeeper, who was also his hired man’s wife, asked him if it was true that he was going to be married. Young Thomas, taking in at a glance the ill-prepared, half-cold supper on the table, felt more annoyed than ever, and said it wasn’t, with a strong expression — not quite an oath — for Young Thomas never swore, unless swearing be as much a matter of intonation as of words.
Mrs. Dunn sighed, patted her swelled face, and said she was sorry; she had hoped it was true, for her man had decided to go west. They were to go in a month’s time. Young Thomas sat down to his supper with the prospect of having to look up another housekeeper and hired man before planting to destroy his appetite.
Next day, three people who came to see Young Thomas on business congratulated him on his approaching marriage. Young Thomas, who had recovered his usual good humour, merely laughed. There was no use in being too earnest in denial, he thought. He knew that his unusual fit of petulance with his housekeeper had only convinced her that the story was true. It would die away in time, as other similar stories had died, he thought. Valley View gossip was imaginative.
Young Thomas looked rather serious, however, when the minister and his wife called that evening and referred to the report. Young Thomas gravely said that it was unfounded. The minister looked graver still and said he was sorry — he had hoped it was true. His wife glanced significantly about Young Thomas’s big, untidy sitting-room, where there were cobwebs on the ceiling and fluff in the corners and dust on the mop-board, and said nothing, but looked volumes.
“Dang it all,” said Young Thomas, as they drove away, “they’ll marry me yet in spite of myself.”
The gossip made him think about Adelia Williams. He had never thought about her before; he was barely acquainted with her. Now he remembered that she was a plump, jolly-looking little woman, noted for being a good housekeeper. Then Young Thomas groaned, remembering that he must start out looking for a housekeeper soon; and housekeepers were not easily found, as Young Thomas had discovered several times since his mother’s death ten years before.
Next Sunday in church Young Thomas looked at Adelia Williams. He caught Adelia looking at him. Adelia blushed and looked guiltily away.
“Dang it all,” reflected Young Thomas, forgetting that he was in church. “I suppose she has heard that fool story too. I’d like to know the person who started it; man or woman, I’d punch their head.”
Nevertheless, Young Thomas went on looking at Adelia by fits and starts, although he did not again catch Adelia looking at him. He noticed that she had round rosy cheeks and twinkling brown eyes. She did not look like an old maid, and Young Thomas wondered that she had been allowed to become one. Sarah Barnett, now, to whom report had married him a year ago, looked like a dried sour apple.
For the next four weeks the story haunted Young Thomas like a spectre. Down it would not. Everywhere he went he was joked about it. It gathered fresh detail every week. Adelia was getting her clothes ready; she was to be married in seal-brown cashmere; Vinnie Lawrence at Valley Centre was making it for her; she had got a new hat with a long ostrich plume; some said white, some said grey.
Young Thomas kept wondering who the man could be, for he was convinced that Adelia was going to marry somebody. More than that, once he caught himself wondering enviously. Adelia was a nice-looking woman, and he had not so far heard of any probable housekeeper.
“Dang it all,” said Young Thomas to himself in desperation. “I wouldn’t care if it was true.”
His married sister from Carlisle heard the story and came over to investigate. Young Thomas denied it shortly, and his sister scolded. She had devoutly hoped it was true, she said, and it would have been a great weight off her mind.
“This house is in a disgraceful condition, Thomas,” she said severely. “It would
break Mother’s heart if she could rise out of her grave to see it. And Adelia Williams is a perfect housekeeper.”
“You didn’t use to think so much of the Williams crowd,” said Young Thomas drily.
“Oh, some of them don’t amount to much,” admitted Maria, “but Adelia is all right.”
Catching sight of an odd look on Young Thomas’s face, she added hastily, “Thomas Everett, I believe it’s true after all. Now, is it? For mercy’s sake don’t be so sly. You might tell me, your own and only sister, if it is.”
“Oh, shut up,” was Young Thomas’s unfeeling reply to his own and only sister.
Young Thomas told himself that night that Valley View gossip would drive him into an asylum yet if it didn’t let up. He also wondered if Adelia was as much persecuted as himself. No doubt she was. He never could catch her eye in church now, but he would have been surprised had he realized how many times he tried to.
The climax came the third week in May, when Young Thomas, who had been keeping house for himself for three weeks, received a letter and an express box from his cousin, Charles Everett, out in Manitoba. Charles and he had been chums in their boyhood. They corresponded occasionally still, although it was twenty years since Charles had gone west.
The letter was to congratulate Young Thomas on his approaching marriage. Charles had heard of it through some Valley View correspondents of his wife. He was much pleased; he had always liked Adelia, he said — had been an old beau of hers, in fact. Thomas might give her a kiss for him if he liked. He forwarded a wedding present by express and hoped they would be very happy, etc.
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