He smiled. Right before he kissed her, he gave an arrogant, self-satisfied male smirk. And then she couldn't think anymore, not even to reprimand him. She was lost in the hot urgency of his mouth. They merged, fused together, burned up in each other's arms. And the strange thing was, only their mouths were touching. His body remained so close she felt the heat of it arcing through her, around her, but he was careful to keep their bodies apart. And it was the only thing that saved her from melting into a puddle at his feet.
She went weak in the knees and light in the head. The earth shifted and moved. Colors danced behind her eyes, and a strange purring was in her mind. She wanted to climb inside of him and take refuge, take shelter in the cool pools she saw in his mind. How he could be so cool inside and heat up her world so rapidly, she didn't know. And she didn't care. Only his mouth and the magic it made mattered.
CHAPTER NINE
Nicolas lifted his head with more reluctance than self-control. He should never have initiated a kiss with her on the street. His body reacted immediately with urgent demands. Worse, his head seemed to be spinning along with his surroundings. He dropped a brief, hard kiss on her upturned mouth and turned his head slightly to get a view of the watcher on the rooftop across the street from them.
"I think my vision's blurred," he murmured.
She responded with a hesitant laugh. "If that's all that happened, you're a heck of a better kisser than I am. I can't stand up."
"I'm afraid to touch you. We might both go up in flames."
She sighed. "The story of my life. What's our friend doing?"
"He's climbing off the roof. People will be all over the streets soon. He can't afford to get caught up there. He would have done better to be on a balcony watching like everyone else is."
"If you ever decide to get out of the business, you might want to write a manual." She couldn't take her gaze from his face, not even to look at the man they needed to follow. She felt mesmerized by Nicolas. The pad of his thumb was caressing her chin, stroking back and forth in a small rhythmic movement that both fascinated her and sent a shiver down her spine. "Have you ever been anyone's obsession?"
The faintest trace of a grin softened his mouth. "Only those who want to kill me."
"Are there many?"
"Not alive." He shifted and scooped up his pack. "I don't like people trying to kill me, obsessed or not. I have a rule about that. Come on." He took her arm. "He's on the move. Just walk with me, flirt a bit and hold my hand. We'll catch an early cup of coffee."
"You want me to blend." She sighed and tossed back her abundance of hair. "I've never been much of a blender. I prefer the dark corners myself."
"I don't want him to get a look at you."
"They don't know me. I was trained under another name. Even if they manage to find that information, it won't do them any good."
He glanced down at her. "The name you trained under was Novelty White. Which of course translates to Dahlia Le Blanc. Not very clever."
She shrugged. "It wasn't my idea. How would you like to be called Novelty?" She wrinkled her nose in disgust. "I was a teenager, for heaven's sake."
"You have a point. I would have thought you would strenuously object."
"At the time, I gave very little input. I was going through my silent stage." She glanced at him with a small smile. "You know the 'I'm the superior teen and you're just lint' stage. Mostly I wanted to defy and irritate Whitney. I took great pleasure in making him angry. Did he really get rid of everyone but Lily? Because if Lily is real, so are the others."
"Do you remember them? The other girls?"
"Some of them. Most are vague, but there are a couple of the others like Lily I remember. Flame. She had another name, but I'm not certain I remember it."
"Iris," he supplied. "Whitney really hated anyone calling her Flame."
"Whitney hated us all, period. We didn't do what he wanted, when he wanted. He needed robots, not children."
"Well, if it's any consolation, Dahlia, he didn't do much better when he recruited us. We were a failure to him as well. All military trained. Good backgrounds. Strong and disciplined, yet we didn't fare much better than all of the little girls he gave away."
"Poor Lily. It must have been such a blow to her finding out the truth about him. I remember her as being gentle and kind. She was smart, really smart. I remember sitting up with her at night talking about planets and the Earth's rotation, but it may just have been a dream, after all, we couldn't have been more than four or five. If I ever snuck out of my room and Whitney caught me, I was punished."
"How?" Nicolas was intrigued with the conversation, but his attention remained on the man they were shadowing along the street. "How did he punish you?"
Dahlia looked up at his face. She had told him more about herself in the small space of time they'd known one another than she'd ever told anyone. She wondered if he really had cast a spell. How else could she explain the way she felt and acted around him?
He tilted his head and raised an inquiring eyebrow.
There was no point in fighting it. She was going to tell him. "I had this old ratty blanket. I used to pretend my mother made it for me and that she sent it with me when she gave me up. More than likely he bought it along with purchasing me, but still, it was a fantasy that helped me keep calm on the days I thought I'd go mad and my head would explode."
"You kept it, didn't you?"
Her gaze shifted from his. "Sure. It was one of the few things I had of my past. It's not like I had grandparents and uncles and aunts. I treasured the small things." She pushed her free hand through her hair. "I try not to think about them too much--Milly or Bernadette or my home, or my things. If I do, this terrible sorrow and rage wells up and mixes together until I know I'm dangerous." She glanced at him. "It's probably a good thing I met you. I'd be accidentally starting fires all over the place."
"I saved the blanket for you." He wanted to gather her into his arms when she talked about her past. Hold her against him where he knew he could keep her safe and shelter her from the pain of not having the most simple of necessities . . . a family. What had Whitney been thinking, sending the little girls into the world with no one to protect them? He'd given them money and thought that would be enough.
She looked up at him from under long lashes. "You're angry."
"I'm sorry. Are you feeling it?" She was pressing her hand to her stomach. It was the third time she'd done it, almost without thought.
"No, your energy level is very low. I'm getting to know you better. You do this thing with your eyebrows."
"I do not. I worked at learning how to keep my face perfectly without expression."
"It is," she assured, "all except the eyebrow."
His hand tightened around hers, and he drew her fingers to his hip, holding her hand there as they boarded the ferry to take them across the river to Algiers. Nicolas kept her a good distance from their quarry, keeping the early morning crowd between them for a screen and making his body language shout possession and jealousy. Few men were going to approach them when he was keeping Dahlia so close to him.
"Thanks for saving the blanket. It means a lot to me." She felt absolutely silly admitting it. A raggedy blanket from her childhood. Her only memento of her fantasy mother. It was a pathetic thing to have to admit to him . . . to herself.
His fingers brushed her face in a gentle caress. "I managed to snag a few of your books and a sweater as well. I wish I could have gotten more for you."
"I didn't have all that much that mattered, Nicolas. Better that you got out alive." She peeked under his arm. The wind was cool coming off the water in the early morning hours. Dahlia lifted her face to feel the breeze. "He's coming this way."
"Is he looking at us?" Nicolas sounded calm, almost bored. He shifted his body slightly to better protect her.
"No, at the water. But he's coming right toward us."
Nicolas concentrated on connecting with the man as he approached the railin
g of the ferry. He wanted to get a feel for him, to "read" him in the way of the GhostWalkers. Sometimes it was easy to read thoughts if they carried a strong enough emotion, but oftentimes, it was very difficult to find the right path for one person in a crowd. Most of the time he caught a jumble of impressions, rather than clear thoughts, when there were many people around.
Nicolas caught Dahlia's arm and forcibly turned her around to look out over the river, shifting his body from her left side to her right. Stay calm, Dahlia. The man we're looking for is on your right side, just a few feet from us.
What do you mean? He'd set her heart pounding again. She was getting tired of pounding hearts. She was really getting tired of being in the vicinity of so many people. Even with Nicolas touching her, she was on the receiving end of strong energy.
The man in the blue shirt must have been hired to watch the building, probably for a woman somewhere in the crowd. He's reporting to the man in the dark shirt.
Dahlia didn't turn her head, but continued to stare out over the water. Small whitecaps foamed on the river. A barge slid past them. Her stomach lurched and her fingers dug into Nicolas's arm. "He's going to kill him." She said the words so softly it was impossible to hear, yet she knew immediately that Nicolas was aware of it as well.
Dahlia was already on overload from the earlier violence.
Another wave of it might bring on a seizure. Nicolas forced a laugh and swept her up in his arms. Two tourists having fun on their vacation. She settled her arms around his neck and buried her face against his throat as he swung her around and carried her to the other side of the ferry. "You are not going to get sick, Dahlia." He made it a command.
There was a small silence, and he felt her lashes flutter against his skin. "I'm not? Why is that?"
In spite of the gathering force already battering at her defenses, there was the smallest note of amusement in her voice. He could feel the way her skin heated as if she were burning from the inside out. A fierce need to protect her welled up in him. It was so strong it shook him. "Hang in there, Dahlia, we'll get you through this. And you're not going to get sick because I told you not to."
He felt the brush of her lips against his throat. His insides did some sort of curious melting thing that annoyed the hell out of him. Why was it she turned him inside out? He lived his life able to walk away from anything or anyone, yet he knew his life was tangled up with hers and he'd never be able to extract himself. At the touch of her mouth on his bare skin, his groin tightened. It would have been so much easier if it was just the explosive chemistry between them, but he knew it was far more. He wanted to carry her off, just keep going. He could take her into his beloved mountains and no one would ever find them. Not even the other GhostWalkers. He could keep her safe there and away from the things that were so hard on her body and mind.
Dahlia leaned into him, pulled his head down to press her mouth against his ear. "Your energy level is coming up, and it isn't sexual. You're allowing yourself to be upset over me. This is who and what I am, Nicolas. If you're going to spend any time at all with me, you have to accept it." She pulled back to look up at him, her dark eyes very serious. "I want you to really know what it's like being with me. I'm never going to be the type of woman you go out to dinner with or sit in a theatre with. I don't have that kind of control. Think about what life would really be like with me, not some fantasy that is so far from reality it would never last more than a day or two."
"My fantasy is to have you to myself, not in a restaurant or a movie theatre. I'd like you to myself. I'm not someone who needs a lot of people around me, Dahlia."
She felt the burst of violence blossoming over her, through her. She took a tighter grip on Nicolas, pressing herself into him, the only sanctuary left to her against the aftermath of a killing. The breath left her lungs in a rush. She closed her eyes, knowing the body was in the water and no one had seen it go in. The man in the blue shirt had been stabbed and shoved overboard, but he wasn't dead as the water slipped over his head and took him below where no one could see his last struggles for life. But she could feel it. And she could feel his last energy rising up to scream for acknowledgment and justice.
Her throat swelled, closed, so that she was gasping for air. The violent energy slammed into her body hard, driving her to her knees in spite of Nicolas's grip on her. She couldn't see, couldn't think, the pressure building in her head, in her brain.
Nicolas pulled her to his chest, and she was helpless to stop him. Helpless to warn him that she had to get rid of the energy or the seizures would start, Dahlia stared at the water in desperation. Too many emotions churned in her stomach, adding to the terrible washing of energy over her.
"Look at me, Dahlia."
"No!" She hissed the word at him, clenching her teeth, fighting off the need to claw and scream. Her body was on fire, burning from the inside out.
Nicolas's fingers bit into her arms. He gave her a small shake. "Share it with me. He's a pro, Dahlia. He killed with everyone around and no one saw it," Nicolas said grimly. "If fireballs start hitting the deck or you start vomiting, he's going to notice."
She swore, doubling over with the pain. Sweat broke out. She detested Nicolas in that moment. Seeing her so vulnerable, always at her worst. Damn the man for insisting on coming with her, and damn him for witnessing her breakdown. If she seized in front of him she would never be able to look at him again. Desperately she tilted her head, not an easy thing to do when every movement sent knives stabbing through her skull. Her eyes met his.
Nicolas bent his dark head until his mouth was inches from hers. "Share with me, Dahlia. Let it out."
He terrified her with his courage. He had no idea what could happen and neither did she. She opened her mouth to protest, to warn him, but it was too late. His lips met hers. An arc of electricity sizzled between them, zapped through her body to his. Heat poured through her to him. She gasped, her fingers digging into his chest. The temperature soared between them. Dahlia made a small sound of protest, of fear, but his hand skimmed over her breast and circled her throat. She heard him groan, the sound husky and very male. The energy immediately became charged with sexual tension, heightening her every awareness, her every sense.
Nicolas pressed his body against hers, his arms, steel bands. His hands lifted her, pressed his raging erection tightly against her feminine mound. "Wrap your legs around my waist, damn it," he ordered desperately. He wanted to tear the thin cotton pants from her body and the jeans from his. He needed them to be skin to skin. He wanted the satisfaction of driving into her hard and deep, pounding flesh against flesh. . . .
"Stop!" Dahlia pressed her hand to his mouth. "Nicolas, stop."
He heard the sob in her voice. It shook him enough to push past the red haze of sexual need. Nicolas fought down the terrible hunger tearing at his gut, pounding in his head, and roaring through his body. The force of the energy shook him as it enveloped him with the same greed it used on Dahlia. Slowly he allowed her legs to drop to the ferry. He took a deep calming breath, rested his forehead against hers, and breathed with her. His body was as hard as a rock, so painful, he was certain his skin might split open. And the heat was unlike anything he'd ever experienced. The most frightening thing of all was the desire to throw her to the deck and tear the clothes from her body. For a single heartbeat, everything in him, mind, body, and soul, urged him to do just that. He shook with the need to possess her.
"It's the energy," she whispered. Dahlia was fully aware of the danger she was in. She could read Nicolas's eyes, blazing with heat and hunger. He was half-mad with it.
"I know that," he snapped. Immediately he regretted his reaction. The idea was to ease the energy level for her, not make it worse. She didn't react to sexual energy in the same way as she did to violence, but he hadn't counted on the two energies mixing until he had to fight himself just to maintain control. "Are you feeling any better?"
Dahlia nodded. "Yes, I'm not so sick. I'm sorry, Nicolas." She w
anted to get away from him. Away from herself. It was one of the worst moments she had ever endured. Nicolas Trevane was a man of honor, yet she had shown him a monstrous part of himself no man should ever have to face.
Nicolas allowed the energy to slowly disperse, as its natural form required. He breathed it away, willed it away, accepted the wash of heat and let it go. Cautiously he looked around. They were in a secluded corner, but anyone close couldn't have failed to feel the heightened sexual energy flowing around them. "Dahlia, maybe this isn't such a good idea. He isn't going to be easy to follow." He had no idea what to say to her, how to apologize. He shoved at his hair with an unsteady hand.
"You mean with me along."
"He knows the territory and we don't."
"I know most everywhere around here. I don't sleep much at night so I wander around. It's safer than in the daytime. I can avoid the heavily populated areas but still feel as if I'm part of the human race." Why was she telling him these things? Dahlia couldn't believe she was telling him every little detail of her life. She sounded pathetic, even to her own ears. Worse, each time she revealed a piece of information, she felt his inner struggle not to react to it. "I can guide us sufficiently and maybe even take a reasonable guess at his destination."
"I'm tall and you're short. He'll have noticed everyone on this ferry. I've tried using a 'push' on him to look the other way, but he isn't susceptible. He wouldn't have missed our fireworks just now. We can't be seen following him."
"I'm very good at not being seen." Dahlia wanted to drift into unconsciousness, to slip away from the battering she had taken from the violent swirl of energy. It was a normal reaction, much like after having a seizure. Her body and brain needed to shut down for a while. She blinked rapidly to keep from closing her eyes and fought to stay on her feet. Her insides hurt from the punch she'd taken. Her internal organs felt swollen and bruised, and her mind felt battered by the continual assault of energy coming from being in close proximity with so many people along with the violence of murder.
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