Nicolas took her gasping plea as an invitation. He lowered his head between her thighs, one arm, an iron band, thrown across her to hold her down for his assault.
Dahlia's wits scattered in all directions, a sob escaping, her body rising up off the bed, writhing against the sheets. "I can't breathe." She was going to shatter into a million pieces. The entire room was going to go up in flames. The sparklers were bursting into colors overhead and raining down. She heard her own cry, a raw shout of pure passion she couldn't suppress as tremors shook her, and the lightning now seemed to sizzle through every vein, ever cell and nerve ending.
Nicolas slid over her, his wide shoulders blocking out everything in the room as he pushed her thighs wider to accommodate him. She pushed forward desperate to feel him inside her. Every single part of her body was throbbing for him.
"I'll be careful, Dahlia. I'll do my best to stay in control and make sure there's little chance you'll get pregnant."
"You don't have to worry about getting me pregnant," Dahlia said, her hands bunched in his hair. She wanted him deep inside her more than she wanted anything. He just stayed there, pressing part way into her and driving her wild. "I'm on birth control."
His head reared back, his black eyes moving over her face. Edgy. Almost angry. "Why the hell would you be on birth control if you aren't sleeping with anyone? Who, Dahlia? Calhoun?"
She stared back at him for a long moment. "Are you insane? You're going to get jealous because I'm on birth control when it's obvious I've never been with a man?"
Nicolas groaned. His entire body was on fire, was as hard as it could be, and he was arguing with her over something utterly ridiculous. Of course she hadn't been with anyone, and what difference would it make if she had? He hardly recognized his own primitive reactions. The sexual energy surrounding them had to be stimulating every reaction and heightening his senses and emotions. "Yes, I am insane," he admitted. "I want you so much I don't even know what the hell I'm saying anymore."
"Then shut up and kiss me. And for God's sake, Nicolas, get inside of me before this entire island goes up in flames."
He leaned down as she strained upward to find his mouth with hers. He kissed her with every fiber of his being, a hot blend of passion and possession. Their mouths clung together until she fell back, her hips rising to meet the slow thrust of his. He was stretching her, pushing through her hot, slick folds, burying his body deep to join them together. He felt thick and hard and too big for her body. The burning increased as he thrust deeper.
"Nicolas." She didn't know if it was a protest or a plea. Lights were dancing behind her eyelids and flames licked at her skin like tiny tongues. Real or imaginary, was beyond her determination. She wanted to lift her hips, to drive herself onto him, yet at the same time, she wanted to run from the waves of sensations she couldn't stop. The world as she'd always known it seemed to come crashing down around her in splashes of color and sparks and waves of intense pleasure that rocked her body.
She clung to him, digging her fingers into his arms to anchor herself in some reality. The sexual energy crackled and danced around them, through them, building the pleasure almost to the point of pain. He moved. She cried out. He caught her hands and pulled them over her head, gripping her tightly while he surged in and out of her.
Nicolas knew he was losing control, that the energy invading them was beginning to consume them both, but they were so caught up in the throes of making love, so completely lost in each other's body, it didn't matter. He let himself go with it, burying himself deep in the haven of her body, allowing the hot, tight slickness of her to carry him away.
He felt her body tightening around his, the small muscles gripping and clamping as he increased the pace, adding to the friction and the wealth of heat and fire. He didn't want it to end. He never wanted it to end, but her body was already rippling with life, a strong orgasm that rushed over her like a tidal wave and carried him with her.
Nicolas heard his own voice, a harsh, hoarse cry torn from his throat. His fingers tightened around hers as he emptied himself into her, thrusting hard, wanting to be as deep inside her as he could get. He lay over her, not wanting to move, wanting to feel her body pinned beneath his. He bent his head to capture her breast in his mouth, feeling the exquisite clamping of her muscles around him in another explosive shock wave.
Strangely, he didn't feel completely sated. His body was, for the moment, although he was still semihard. He wanted to eat her up. He felt on the edge of violence, a primitive possessive darkness that welled up out of nowhere and took hold of him. He lifted his head and looked warily around the small cabin, as if seeking someone, or something, that might try to take her from him. The sheer intensity of his feelings shocked him. It was as if he was driven to possess her. To leave his mark on her skin, on her breast, inside her body. His tongue stroked caresses over her, lapping at the valley between her breasts. "I don't want to stop."
It was a small admission, and it didn't tell her of the terrible driving need he couldn't seem to get back under control, but she felt it. Felt his tension rising instead of dissipating. The energy was relentless, demanding every ounce of force it could get from their union.
Dahlia had to tug her hands loose to frame his face. She forced her body to relax beneath his, accepting the way his hands immediately began to stroke her, to claim her body for his own. He was everywhere, touching her, kissing her, scattering her thoughts in all directions while he explored her body with a voracious appetite. He didn't leave a single spot untouched, bringing every nerve ending to life, tasting and caressing. His touch was so tender she felt close to tears, and then he was almost rough. To her astonishment and pleasure, her body responded to his with rushes of hot liquid. She felt as if she could never get enough of his body, of his touch or his kisses, always wanting more.
He took her a second time, riding her hard, needing everything she could give him so he could find peace in the midst of the whirling energy. It seemed elusive, impossible, as the pressure built inside of him, even stronger than the first explosion had been. Flames danced on the windowsill, and he wasn't certain which of them was generating the fire this time, but he couldn't seem to get enough of her. He couldn't touch her enough, or kiss her enough. He wanted his mark on every inch of her body. It was imperative to know she was there under his body, accepting his possession of her, needing it in the same way he needed to bury himself inside of her.
He built the heat fast and hot, reveled in her urgent moans, kept her hungry for him, wanting him long into the night. He took her the third time with tenderness, so gently, so reverently, she climaxed almost immediately, bringing him finally to some sense of peace, as if they had finally used up all the energy engulfing them from sheer exhaustion. Nicolas pulled her body into the shelter of his and held her tightly. The air around them was blessedly still and a tranquil sense of harmony settled over him. He kissed the top of her head, rubbed her rich hair with his chin. "Are you all right?"
Dahlia looked around the room to see if they'd done any major damage. The windowsill looked a little singed, but there were no fires. She closed her eyes. "We didn't burn anything down. I'd say that was a major plus."
"Did I hurt you?" He nuzzled her neck. "I couldn't seem to get enough of you no matter what I did." He could see the marks on her breasts, her throat, even on her hip, strawberries that proclaimed she belonged to him.
She laughed softly, but didn't open her eyes, drifting on a wave of pleasure. "I noticed. Is it supposed to be like that?"
He tunneled his fingers into her hair. "I may have gotten carried away."
"I was always told a man couldn't, you know, go more than once."
"Me too. Guess we proved that myth wrong. Or maybe it was the energy pouring through the room. It can be quite useful." The drowsy note in her voice tugged at his heart-strings. She seemed perfectly content, not questioning his darker reaction.
Nicolas stroked a finger down her cheek. She was so fragile
and vulnerable lying beside him, yet he knew there was tremendous power in her small form. "Do you know how different my life is, how much you've changed everything in just a few short days? I never dreamt I'd be lying beside a woman and know that's where I was supposed to be."
Her fingers tangled with his. "It's because I'm so restful."
The faint twinge of humor in her voice was every bit as potent as her sultry tone. "I'm sure that's it," he agreed. "Go to sleep, Dahlia. I doubt if I'll be able to wait very much longer to have you again."
"Well restrain yourself. I'm very tired. Too tired to find my own space." She yawned and burrowed closer to his body. "I never thought I could ever sleep like this, with someone wrapped around me. I read about it in books, and now I know why they do it. They're so worn out they can't move. It isn't an option."
Dahlia drifted to sleep with his soft laughter in her ear. She dreamed of him. Dreamed of a life with him. The sound of children laughing mingled with his laughter. She felt his arms around her, the warmth of his body close to hers, and she knew she loved him. That she would always love him. That without him, she would never feel alive again. Dahlia woke choking, her heart pounding, a cry torn from her throat.
Nicolas flung himself over her, his gun tracking around the room. "What is it, Dahlia?" He could feel her heart, wild and frenzied. His hand found hers and he pulled it to his own heart in a vain attempt to calm her. "There's nothing here. We're safe."
She tried to withdraw, to tug away her hand, to roll into a ball out from under him. Nicolas was too heavy and there was too much of him. He seemed to surround her, his arms and legs everywhere.
The gun slid back beneath the pillow and he shifted to blanket her body, his hands stroking silken strands of midnight black hair from her face. "It was a bad dream, Dahlia, nothing more. We're perfectly safe here." Her eyes were wide with terror and he glimpsed the wounds there, raw, never healed, the wounds of a child without love or family. One that had suffered far too much. Lights flickered and shadows moved. He glanced toward the source, a window a few feet from the bed. Tiny flames danced around the wood.
He framed her face with his hands. "Calm down. Look at me, Dahlia. Tell me what's wrong or I can't help."
"You! Us! What was I thinking? Let me up. I have to get up." She pushed at his chest frantically, but without any real strength. It was more of a gesture of despair.
"Dahlia." He said her name sharply, waited until she focused on him. "You have to tell me what's wrong." He bent his head to brush kisses across her eyelids, the tip of her nose. To feather coaxing little kisses along the corners of her mouth and chin. All the while he ignored the crackling of the flames along the windowsill. Dahlia had to calm her mind or the fire would spread.
"Don't do that. Don't make me care about you." She pushed at him with frantic hands, her dark eyes very black and liquid with sorrow. "I can't care about you and survive."
"Breathe with me. Calm down so we can just sort this out together." He kept a tight rein on his emotions, the burst of fear that he might lose her. Dahlia. Slipping through his fingers like water once again.
She calmed beneath his touch and the soothing tone, lying there looking up at him with utter terror on her face. "I can't need anyone, Nicolas."
"Of course not," he replied. "We're the same. We don't need anyone. We're choosing to share our time together. There's a difference."
Dahlia dragged air into her lungs, heard the crackle of flames and swore softly. "I have to put that out. I'm going to end up burning this cabin down yet."
"Let it go. It will go out if you stay calm. You had a bad dream, that's all."
She shook her head. "I had a good dream. It scared me more than all the bad dreams in the world ever could."
He brushed back her hair, his fingers lingering against her skin. "Do you think this is usual for me? I've never spent the entire night in a woman's bed. I never wanted to. I didn't like sharing my space with anyone until I met you. I'm not using you, Dahlia. I'm not going to say I don't love your body, because I do. I could spend a lifetime making love to you and I'd never get enough." Before she could answer him he bent to take possession of her mouth. Her beautiful, perfect mouth. He'd had a few dreams himself and they all had revolved around her sultry lips. His hand buried deep in her hair anchored her head so he could explore the rich taste of her. For a moment the room spun as if she were so enticing she made him dizzy.
He lifted his head. "Better?"
Dahlia touched her lips with her fingertips. "I honestly don't know." She glanced at the windowsill. The tiny flames were gone, leaving behind only black scorch marks. "How do you put out fire with fire?"
"One consumes the other?"
"Maybe, but why didn't I ever discover that? I've tried a hundred ways, maybe a thousand ways, to neutralize the energy, but it never occurred to me that I might mix it with another kind of energy. I thought it would just grow in strength."
Nicolas fell back against the pillow laughing. Dahlia sat up and glared at him. "What's so funny?"
"You. You're so funny. We just shared hot sex, awesome sex, the kind of sex a man can only dream about, and you're analyzing it all like a scientist. So much for my manly male ego." He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her down onto his chest. "I think you're good for me."
She found herself raining kisses over his face, teasing the corners of his mouth and sliding her tongue along the seam of his lips just to watch desire flare in his eyes. There was a lot of power in being a woman, she decided as her hands caressed his chest and slid a little lower just so she could feel him catch his breath. Immediately she felt the hard, rigid length of him growing along her thigh where she wrapped her leg over his. It was happening all over again. She started out in control and then she was melting inside, wanting to please him, wanting to watch his eyes grow from icy cold to fiery inferno.
Gasping, she pulled back, sitting up, her thigh still over his. Her hair was wild, spilling around her shoulders and tumbling down her back. "I don't want to feel this way about you."
"What way?" He reached out and cupped the weight of her breasts in his palms, his thumbs brushing her nipples gently. "I want you to want me."
"If it was just that . . ." she trailed off with a small gasp of pleasure as he dropped one hand to the enticing triangles of curls, his fingers burrowing into intriguing crevices and hollows. She shifted, her bare bottom rubbing over him deliberately so that he responded with a soft groan.
"You're doing that woman thing, Dahlia. The thing you didn't want to do." Nicolas felt more relaxed than ever, leaning back, his head on the pillow, his body coming to life and Dahlia sitting so close to his groin he could feel the damp heat beckoning to him. She looked beautiful sitting there with her hair all over the place and her skin gleaming at him, looking soft enough to eat. He stroked her breast and ran his finger along her ribs to the indentation of her waist. "While you're sitting there, maybe you could just reposition yourself a little to the left."
"What woman thing?" she demanded, tossing her head, sending the curtain of silky hair swinging along with the tantalizing sway of her breasts. Her fist curled around his erection, tightened, loosened, fingers dancing and teasing, robbing him of his ability to think for a moment.
He watched her through half-closed eyes as she lifted her hips and with painstaking slowness, lowered her body over his. He didn't move, allowing her to be in control while she mounted him, while she took him into her body. He could feel the way he pushed through her tight folds, the way her body was tight and slick and hot, welcoming his. He lay there, wondering why he had found her after all this time, why she connected to him, and how she was capable of sending such sensations of pleasure forking through his body when she began a slow, sexy ride.
He ran his hands over her skin. Her unbelievably soft skin. He traced the curve of her breast, the tuck of her waist, and the small curve of her hip and leg. When it wasn't enough to watch her, to see her body sliding up and down his, he
caught her small hips and took over, relentlessly driving them both to the brink and then slowing down to allow them to catch their breath. She was flushed, her eyes bright, her head thrown back. Dahlia loving sex with him. The sight of her like that sent an explosion welling up from somewhere deep inside him, gathering with a great force and pushing through his body like a wall of fire. She cried out as her muscles gripped and squeezed, and rippled with shock from her own release.
Dahlia bent over his chest to lay her head on him. He wrapped her in his arms and held her while their hearts raced and their lungs burned for air. Nicolas wanted her to stay there, right on top of him, her body still a part of his while he held her close. There was something comforting in having her so close to him, skin to skin. An intimate connection.
"I want you to take notice, Nicolas," she pointed out, not bothering to lift her face from the warmth of his neck, "I refrained from whatever woman discussion thing you were accusing me of. You can't throw it in my face."
"Yes I can," he objected, capturing her hand as it smoothed over his skin. He nibbled on her fingers. "You were definitely headed toward a relationship discussion. See? As a woman you couldn't help yourself."
"Is it in the manual?"
"Yes, page ninety-two I think. Right there in bold print, it warns men about the relationship discussion all women," he bit on the end of her finger for emphasis, "that would be you, must have with their poor unsuspecting man."
"I see. This relationship manual certainly has a lot of information in it."
"It's thick," he agreed.
"I'll bet it took you a long time to read it and commit it to memory."
Her tone was mild, but he sensed a trap. He looked at her carefully, but she had her eyes closed and was nearly purring while she laid on top of him, her hair spilling around them like a silken waterfall. "I knew it would come in handy one day." He couldn't help the smile in his voice or his mind.
Outside the bedroom window, an alligator began to bellow with love, calling loudly for a mate. The sound reverberated through the room, making Nicolas nearly jump out of bed. As it was he brought up his gun and swept Dahlia onto the side of the bed with one arm. She collapsed into a small heap, laughing at him. "You're saving me from an alligator."
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