"Yes."
"Then knock yourself out, babygirl," he said with a shrug. When the waitress came back, I snagged cash from my purse and slipped it inside the book after he signed (an obnoxious amount of money because, first, I had no idea what the bill was and, second, to make up for the fucking in the bathroom comment.) Paine stood and waited for me to shrug into my jacket. "I tell my sisters to make that move too."
"What move?" I asked as his hand landed at my lower back again.
"To insist on contributing," he said, pushing open the door. The January air hit me hard, knocking my breath out of my lungs for a second.
"Why?"
"Hard for a guy to think you owe him shit when you put money in too. Not a lot of men around these days," he went on as he opened the car door for me. "Got a lot of bitch ass guys who think that fifty bucks for dinner means they got a right to demand pussy as payment."
I smiled as he slammed my door and made his way around the car, deciding that I was only ever going to date men who grew up with single mothers and little sisters from that point on.
"All that being said, we both came outta pocket tonight. So when I get you back to your place and finally get the fuck inside you, I don't have to worry you feel like it's some bullshit obligation."
"Oh, gee. I dunno," I said, trying not to smile. "I don't know what kind of girl you think I am, but I don't put out on the first date."
I think I caught him off-guard because he let out a strange snort sound before he threw his head back and laughed. It was so open and, at once, boyish and masculine that it warmed up my insides way better than the heat cranking in the car.
"Well, baby," he said, recovering, leaning across to my seat and grabbing me at the back of my neck, "maybe you're a good girl, but I'm pretty sure I can make you bad for the night," he promised.
My lady bits thrilled at the idea and I pressed my thighs together to calm the chaos there. "Well when you put it that way..."
He smirked, turning back to the windshield. He got a one-hand feel at the twelve o'clock position of the steering wheel. He did this because his other hand was occupied snaking up my thigh to rest just under the hem of my skirt which had slid almost indecently high when I scooted into my seat.
It took every bit of control I had to keep myself from squirming the whole drive home.
Judging by his small smile as he watched the road, he knew exactly what he was doing to me.
Oh yeah. I was definitely open to having Paine turn me bad for the night. Or week. Or the rest of our time on Earth.
TWELVE
Elsie
Never before had I been quite the combination of aroused and nervous as I was on the impossibly long drive back to my house. It wasn't like me to be shy about sex. And besides, he'd seen me mostly naked. And I'd seen him fully naked. Just not all at one time. That was always the most insecurity-inducing part. I had no doubts that the sex was going to be good. Maybe the nervousness was the fear that having sex would get me 'out of his system' and he would be ready to move on.
Because, fact of the matter was, I liked Paine.
True, I didn't know him that well. But I knew him well enough to know I enjoyed his company. I liked his strange mix of old school manners, modern respect for my ability to handle myself, street smarts, alpha manliness, and well... sexiness. Let's face it, that was a huge factor. The man was hot. And he had a mouth on him that was positively pantie-melting.
I liked him.
And I was pretty sure I wanted more than one night with him.
So yeah, by the time we pulled up to my drive and made it to the front door, I was a ball of nerves and definitely over-thinking everything.
This stopped, oh, say, five seconds after the front door closed. That was because as soon as my finger hit the last number on my alarm code, a strong arm was around my belly and I was being pulled back against his broad chest. His hard cock pressed against my ass and I felt myself wiggle against it slightly. His other hand went up to my neck for a second, brushing my hair to the other side before his lips landed there, kissing a slow trail up toward my ear. The hand then made no pretense at taking things slow because he was stroking his fingers up my thigh, moving inward, forcing them to part just enough for his palm to cup my sex, drawing a ragged moan for me.
My brain might have been a million places on the drive home, but my body had a one-track mind.
I was already hot, wet, and ready.
Paine's low, appreciative growl in my ear sent a shiver through my body.
His hand moved up then slid down into my panties, his finger circling my clit once before tracing a path downward and slipping inside me, thrusting slow and constant until my legs started to feel wobbly. Just when I was close, he pulled out, turned me, pressed me against the wall, and took my lips.
It wasn't the hard, hungry kiss he had given me before.
It was deep and thorough but slow, intimate, unhurried. I circled his neck with my arms and his hands slid down my back to cup my ass, lifting me up until I wrapped my legs around his waist. Then, like it was nothing, he wrapped his arms around me and carried me up the stairs.
While I was fit, I was tall and leggy; I wasn't the kind of woman who found herself carried around by a man. In fact, this was the first time it had happened since I was a teenager. I found that, like a lot of things Paine did, I really liked it.
My back hit the bed gently, but Paine's weight didn't follow me down. He pulled up, untangling from my arms and legs. He had placed me at the edge of the bed and he stood at the foot. His hands went to my knees, pressing them open, as he lowered himself down to his knees between my legs. He looked up at me for a minute, eyes hungry, before he dipped his head. His hand yanked my panties to the side, seemingly too impatient to bother taking them off, and his mouth was on me.
His lips closed around my clit, sucking in a pulse-like rhythm, his tongue moving out to stroke over me in unpredictable intervals. My legs shifted, one moving up beside his head, the other slipping over his shoulder. His hand landed on one of my knees, fingers digging in.
Every ounce of me was poised for the coming waves, my back arched up off the bed, hands grabbing the back of his head, fingers digging in as my hips thrust upward, begging for fulfillment.
He pulled hard against my hold, taking his finger out of me, reaching down, grabbing my panties and dragging them roughly down my legs. I suppressed the disappointment, reminding myself that the sooner I felt him inside me, the better, and pushed up on the bed, putting my feet on the floor. Paine reached behind his back, snagging his shirt the way I had fantasized that one time, and dragged it off, revealing his strong chest and abdomen, his perfect dark tattoos. My hands went to his belt, fumbling a little with clumsy fingers before I finally got the hook free and pulled it from its loops. My head tilted to look up at him as my fingers pushed his button through and pulled his zip down. His light green eyes were heavy lidded, sexier looking than ever before, needy, and I knew he found a similar look in mine. My hands grabbed his slacks and boxer briefs, pulling them down to his knees and letting them fall the rest of the way.
My gaze left his, but only because my focus went to his cock, hard, straining, heavy-looking. My hand moved to hold him at the base as my head moved outward and my lips opened around him, taking in just the head, lavishing my tongue over it. His hand went into the hair at the base of my neck, curling in, as his breath rushed out of him in a hiss.
"Fuck," he growled. "Elsie, baby... fuck. Okay," he said, his voice rough from arousal and still somehow amused. "Don't have the control for that right now," he told me, pulling me backward by my hair. I sucked hard as he slipped away from me and angled my head up with a smirk. "Christ, woman," he said with a smile of his own.
He reached downward, grabbing me at my ribs and pulling me up onto my feet. His hands sank into my ass before slowly drifting upward, tracing my spine until he found the zip for my dress and ever-so-slowly dragging it downward. He pulled the material at the shoulders and moved it do
wn, exposing me inch my inch. My skin prickled at his touch, making a small shiver course through me. When the material got free of my hips, I shimmied until it fell to my feet, stepping out of it.
"Nope," Paine said as I moved to step out of my heels. "Heels stay on," he demanded as his hands traced back up my spine. "Garter and stockings too," he added, unclasping my bra and pulling it down my arms. My nipples were already straining and as soon as they were free, he pulled me tight against his chest, the contact sending a thrill down my belly and between my thighs. I would have let out a groan, but his lips stole mine, pressing in hard and hungry. His tongue moved right in, rough, demanding. His hand moved back up into my hair, grabbing, turning, and pulling slightly. The stinging in my scalp only intensified my need for more, for everything.
His teeth sank into my lower lip hard, hard enough to bruise if he didn't release it as quickly as he snagged it. "Paine, please," I groaned, too overwhelmed to not beg.
His head pulled back slightly. A slow, sexy smirk spread that screamed he was up to something. Before I could wonder what, he grabbed me at my waist and threw me backward on the bed. I landed with a slight bounce and before my body had even settled, he was over me, kissing a line from my navel upward.
Everything about him was unexpected. One moment he was soft and gentle, the next he was rough. I had no idea what was coming and the fluttering in my belly told me I liked that.
His fingers traced up the silky material of my stockings, stopping at the garters, snagging the bands, pulling backward, and snapping them against my skin. My body jolted and he smiled as he pressed upward and pushed back so he was standing again. "Legs up," he commanded as he looked down at me for a moment. I put my legs up, crossing my ankles. "Great fucking view," he commented before he leaned down, snagged his pants, grabbed his wallet, pulled out a condom, and made short work of protecting us.
The bed depressed as he climbed in, kneeling right behind my legs, pulling my ankles onto one of his shoulders where he turned to bite the outside of one. A surprised yelp escaped me, followed by a gasp as he grabbed each ankle spreading them, and pushing them toward my body. My knees pressed into my chest as I felt him thrust hard and deep.
"Fuck," I cried out, hands slapping down on top of the ones he had on my knees, holding them against my chest. It was part surprise, part pleasure, and just the tiniest twinge of pain. I was right when I said he would fill me like no one had before. I felt a pressure in my lower belly he was so deep, my walls stretching to accommodate him, holding him tight.
"You good?" he asked, voice deep and rough as he stilled inside me. I felt my head shake. "No?" he asked, stiffening a little.
"Not good. Great," I said wiggling my hips a little, moaning at the friction.
"Thank fucking Christ," he said with a smirk as he released my knees.
He kept them in place with his torso as he leaned slightly over me, his arms going under my back and grabbing my shoulders from behind, fingers digging into my clavicles.
And then all there was was wild, hard, fast fucking.
He slammed into me, using my shoulders to drag my body down as he thrust up, making me take him to the hilt, hitting me so deep there was a slight pinch that was the most erotic kind of pain I had ever experienced.
Paine had a dirty mouth when talking about what he wanted to do to me, but as he fucked me, there was only the sound of my moans getting louder by the second, his ragged breathing, and the sounds of our bodies slamming together. I'd take that over any words he could give me. It was raw, primal, animalistic.
I clamped down tight around him, feeling myself get closer as he fucked me up the bed he was so rough. Until my head slammed up against the headboard and there was nowhere else to go.
"Paine... I..." I groaned, fingers digging into his arms hard enough to cut as his pace didn't so much as falter.
"Come babygirl. Come," he demanded again.
And then I did.
And I swear it shot through every inch of my body, a wave of pleasure so intense I couldn't even cry out for a long minute. Then when I did, it was his name. And like he had promised, it was a scream louder than I had ever made before, louder than I thought was possible.
He thrust until every last wave washed over me. Then he buried deep and jerked slightly upward, coming on a curse, his fingers crushing my clavicles so hard I worried he could have actually broken them for a second before the pressure let up.
"Fuck baby," he growled into my neck, his breathing ragged and warm on my skin.
My legs fought against his body weight and he lifted up just enough for me to slide them out and wrap them around him. My arms went around his shoulders and I held him to me as he rested over my hammering heartbeat.
My fingers drifted slowly down his back, snagging slightly on the occasional scar that I knew must have come from knives with their perfect, straight lines. He'd been stabbed. It shouldn't have come as a shock, but it did. Everything about Paine seemed fierce and capable. It was hard to imagine someone besting him, hurting him. But, then again, even the most skilled of fighters lost sometimes. I found my mind wandering, wondering if they had been bad enough to land him in the hospital, what his mother and sisters must have thought, if he sought retribution.
"Like my scars," he mumbled against me.
"What?"
"You like my scars," he said, pressing up, balancing his weight on his forearms. "You're tracing them," he told me and I realized he was right. My mind had drifted and I hadn't noticed that both of my hands had found different scars and were stroking over them almost lovingly.
"I guess," I said, self-consciously moving my hands away.
"You don't have any."
"Huh?"
"Scars. Not one. Every inch of your skin is fucking perfect. If it wasn't so fucking gorgeous, it would be obnoxious. No one should be completely fucking flawless."
"I'm not," I objected.
"Tell me one flaw."
"My eyes suck," I supplied.
"Best shade of blue I've ever seen."
"Maybe," I allowed, "but they don't work right. Contacts and glasses every day."
"Glasses are cute as fuck. Doesn't count."
"I have a birth mark..." I started, then stopped when I realized what I was about to say.
"Just inside the crease where your thigh meets your pussy," he supplied with a smirk.
"God, you're observant."
"It's shaped like a fucking heart. Doesn't count."
I thought for a second, then let out a short laugh, waving a hand out a little. "Then what can I say... I'm flawless," I said with a smile.
"Damn straight," he agreed, leaning down and pressing a hard, but quick kiss to my lips. "As much as I'd like to stay inside you all night, I gotta get up and deal with this condom. Unwrap me," he demanded and my legs and arms fell begrudgingly. He slid out of me and I let out a small, objecting noise that made him chuckle quietly. "Don't worry, I'm getting all up in there again as soon as I can," he promised as he disappeared into the bathroom and closed the door.
Alone, unseen, a huge, satisfied smile spread across my face. My hand slapped over my mouth to cover it, knowing it was a bad idea to let myself feel that way. True, the sex was freaking phenomenal. And, yes, he said he wanted a repeat. But we were on shaky ground and I needed to tamp down the 'I feel happy when I'm around him' thing before it got out of hand.
I heard the water run and quickly relaxed my face and shifted up on the bed, crawling under the covers. Paine came out and climbed under, moving over me slightly and I was sure he was going to kiss me. But at the last second, his head moved quickly downward and he bit into one of my still-hardened nipples, making me squeal in surprise and pain and amusement all at once.
He settled onto his side, facing me so I moved onto my side as well, hands in prayer position under my cheek. "You're very unpredictable."
"Gotta keep you on your toes. Can't have you getting sick of me."
"If anyone gets sick of
sex like that, they're not human."
"Oh, babygirl, that was nothing," he said with a smile.
"All talk," I said, suppressing a small yawn. What can I say? It was a long day that included work, the gym, a nice dinner, and a solid fucking. I was beat.
He smiled sweetly, his eyes softening. "I'll prove it to you once you've gotten some sleep. Deal?"
"Deal," I agreed, wanting to snuggle in toward him, but unsure of the protocol. Usually snuggling followed lovemaking, not screwing like animals.
But then the uncertainty was taken from me as he slid one arm under my pillow and the other around my waist, pulling me into his body. My head rested on his arm, my face pressed slightly against his chest as he tucked my head under his chin. One of his thighs moved slightly over mine, making it slide between his.
And just like that, cuddled against his chest, I drifted off to sleep.
--
I woke up tucked in again and took a long minute to smile up at my ceiling, snuggling up in the warmth and enjoying the soreness in my thighs from the activities of the night before. Figuring he was downstairs making coffee or whipping up another food-coma inducing breakfast, I climbed out of bed. As soon as my feet were off the side, I saw them.
I kept a small square memo pad on my nightstand, always worried I was going to remember a chore I needed to do or an idea for a work project when I was in bed at night. I wanted something close just in case. Two pages had been ripped off and used, laid out on the surface. I reached for them with a smile. They were sketches. It was easy to forget that Paine was a tattoo artist. I'd never actually seen him at work and it wasn't something he talked about much. But he was. And to be a tattoo artist, you first had to be an artist.
One was a drawing of animated sushi: a block of rice with blushing cheeks, a sushi roll with a smirk, and chopsticks kissing. The other was a simple picture of a barbell. I took that to mean that he got up and went to the gym as was his usual early morning activity.
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