Dedication
For my children, for leading me to write this book.
We dedicate it to all immigrant families who continue to be cruelly separated and, especially, to all the brave children who are forced to live this story.
Epigraph
Now the Star-bellied Sneetches
had bellies with stars.
The Plain-bellied Sneetches
had none upon thars.
The stars weren’t so big;
they were really quite small.
You would think such a thing wouldn’t matter at all.
—DR. SEUSS
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Dedication
Epigraph
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Fourteen
Fifteen
Sixteen
Seventeen
Eighteen
Nineteen
Glossary
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Praise
Copyright
About the Publisher
One
Once again, Efrén Nava woke up to a chubby pajamaed foot in his face. He squinted at the bright yellow rays peeking in through the broken window blinds and looked to his left. But it wasn’t Mía’s foot. She was fast asleep, cuddled at the edge of their mattress with the same naked plush doll whose clothes she’d taken off and lost a long time ago.
He looked to his right . . . sure enough, the foot belonged to Max. How Max managed to roll over Efrén during the middle of the night was beyond him. Efrén shook his head and sighed. But then he caught sight of a tiny hole on the right foot of his little brother’s flannel onesie. Smiling, Efrén licked the tip of his pinky and gave a wet willy to Max’s pudgy toe.
Efrén covered his mouth and stifled his laughter as a sleeping Max pulled away his leg. However, the victory didn’t last long. Max spun around in his sleep and planted his other foot in Efrén’s face.
There was no way to win. Efrén yawned himself fully awake before turning toward his parents’ side of the room. Once again, Apá was gone. No sign of his heavy jacket or scuffed-up work boots by the front door either. It seemed no matter how early Efrén tried getting up, he just couldn’t catch Apá getting ready for work.
Amá was the same way and never slept in. Any minute now, she’d wake up, unwrap her blankets, and go right to the kitchen to make breakfast. There was a potful of leftover frijoles from last night’s dinner, and that meant she would for sure be making fresh sopes this morning—Efrén’s favorite.
But before that, Efrén had something important to do. He lifted Max’s leg by the pajamas and got up, careful not to disturb Mía, who now snuggled close to Max.
Efrén stepped over the pair of pint-sized legs and arms blocking his path. He wasn’t sure which was worse, sharing a mattress with two kindergartners or sharing the bathroom. Their apartment was really one big room, so the only place he could find peace and quiet was the bathroom.
Efrén looked in the mirror, wincing as he removed the tiny strips of tape pinning his ears back against the sides of his head—an idea he came up with after repeatedly hearing Amá warn the little ones against making funny faces.
“Sus caras se les van a quedar así,” she’d say.
Their faces freezing . . . That’s exactly what Efrén counted on.
It was only a theory . . . but if it were even slightly true, he guessed the same would apply to his ears. If he could manage to tape back his ears often enough, they too would eventually freeze and finally stop sticking out. All he had to do was make sure they folded in just the right way for a few more weeks and presto! Normal ears that didn’t stick out like the knobs on Frankenstein’s neck.
After taking care of business, Efrén climbed inside the empty bathtub with a library copy of There’s a Boy in the Girls’ Bathroom, by one of his favorite authors, Louis Sachar. Efrén loved reading books—even when he’d read them before. It was like visiting an old friend. The main character, Bradley Chalkers, was the best. And it wasn’t just that he had a really sweet side to him that his classmates didn’t get to see. Nope. The boy was super tough and no matter how rough things got for him, he continued to show up and fight. Like Efrén’s best friend, David. Another misunderstood kid.
Some kids at school only saw this white kid who likes to dress flashy and flaunt his latest piece of jewelry. But Efrén knew the real David. The same boy who once took off the sweatshirt he was wearing and donated it for a clothing drive in the neighborhood.
Normally, Efrén would lie in the tub reading and laughing until a stampede of feet came running toward the door. But this morning, his eyelids were extra heavy and the need for sleep was too powerful. He couldn’t fight it, not after staying up so late waiting for Amá to return from working overtime hours at the factory.
For the last couple of weeks, there’d been a whole lot of talk, a whole lot of chisme (especially around the laundromat) about various raids and stop points happening around town. Efrén tried not thinking about what he’d seen on the news, all the stories about families being separated, kids put in cages. But that was easier said than done.
Efrén couldn’t help but worry. Despite numerous lectures from Amá—and repeated threats of being on the receiving end of her chancla—he stayed up really late until she got home.
He’d done the best he could to piece together the information he heard, but it wasn’t easy. It seemed like anytime he caught adults talking about it, someone in the room would nod toward him and the topic would shift to something else—usually the final minutes of the previous night’s telenovela.
After an unplanned nap in the tub, Efrén heard rattling in the kitchen and headed over. By the stove stood Amá, wearing her fuzzy blue robe that according to Max made her look like the Cookie Monster. Efrén stood and admired how easily Amá formed perfect little saucers from the doughy masa de maíz and then pinched the steaming edges to form a tiny wall to keep the beans from seeping off.
Her hands were tough and hummingbird-fast as she tested the griddle’s temperature by touching it with her bare fingers. How did she manage not to burn herself? Efrén wondered.
Amá’s sopes were delicious. And even though they weren’t much more than a thick corn tortilla topped with beans and fresh Ranchero cheese, Efrén didn’t think of them as a poor person’s meal. To him . . . to Max . . . to Mía, they were a special treat. Just one of the many milagros Amá performed on a daily basis—something super.
Super sopes . . . Sopers!
That made Amá Soperwoman. Efrén laughed to himself. The word fit her perfectly.
Before long, Max and Mía were up and climbed onto their usual seats at the table. “¡Sopes!” They turned to each other and sprang out into song: “Frijoles, frijoles, de las comidas más ricas, ¡lo más que comes, lo más que pitas!”
Efrén shook his head. “You guys should be practicing your English. My fifth-grade teacher, Mrs. O’Neal, used to say that’s the only way to master the language.”
“Aquí están.” Amá set the breakfast spread on the kitchen table, her exhausted eyes creasing as she smiled. “Mijo, most of the world speaks more than one language. And Spanish is a part of who we are.” She moved toward Efrén and ruffled his hair. “You’ll understand when you’re older.”
Max and Mía reached in first, each picking up a bean-and-cheese-topped sope.
Efrén eyed the last one while Amá filled the glasses with chilled or
ange juice.
“Amá, where is yours?”
“Ay, amor . . . a cup of cafecito is all I need.”
Efrén’s stomach grumbled, but it was his heart giving the orders. “Amá, why don’t you take mine? I can have breakfast at school anyway. There’s no point letting all that school food go to waste.”
“And have them think I can’t provide for my own children? No, gracias.”
Efrén inhaled. “Ay, Amá,” he said, knowing that she was simply being, well . . . Amá.
She pulled out a nopal she’d cut yesterday from the cactus plant peeking over the neighboring fence and matter-of-factly scraped off the thorns with a knife. Then she held it over the stovetop bare-handed. When it was well roasted, she scooped up the remainder of the beans with a wooden spoon and created a sort of cactus taco. “See? I’m fine,” she said, taking a bite.
Being Soperwoman wasn’t just about checking teeth, flattening down cowlicks, and making sure Max wore only one pair of underwear at a time. It included making sure that everyone wore perfectly creased pants and that any holes made the day before were creatively sewn or patched over.
“It’s one thing to not have a lot of money,” Amá reminded them just about every morning, “it’s another to look the part.”
Of all the things Amá did, this baffled Efrén the most. How could a person who sometimes spent seventy-plus hours a week locked in a factory behind a steaming iron go anywhere near one at home? Then again, this probably explained her talent for bare-handedly flipping tortillas and carrying them to the kitchen table without even a wince.
“Okay, mijos. Time to get ready for school.”
Everyone knew the drill. Put on the clothes neatly laid out last night by Amá, brush teeth, comb hair, and then grab backpack with lunch inside.
Amá was about to hand out “well-done” kisses when out of nowhere, a helicopter hovered and roared uncomfortably close overhead. Amá waved a fist. “Ay, this is the second time in three weeks!” Unfortunately, sometimes the nighttime activities from the neighborhood carried over into the daytime hours. Home raids, car chases, and suspects at large were all as familiar as paletero trucks selling ice-cream bars outside of church.
Amá marched to the front door and locked the metal screen. Going into lockdown mode, Max and Mía shut and locked the sliding glass door in the back of the apartment before Amá could even ask.
No one spoke a word, listening for screaming, sirens, or worse . . . gunfire.
Amá peeked through the layered curtains she’d sewn together last year. “It was just passing by.”
Amá had barely unlocked the door before the twins rushed past her and ran outside.
“Niños, don’t run down the . . . stairs.” She turned to Efrén, who was busy strapping on his backpack. “What am I going to do with those two?”
“Adoption?”
Amá playfully slapped the back of his head before stepping outside.
The twins waited by Don Ricardo’s food truck parked curbside. “Can we get some chet-tos?”
Efrén rolled his eyes. “Guys, for the last time, they’re called CHEETOS.”
Amá smiled and waved off Don Ricardo (or Don Tapatío, as most of the neighborhood called him because of the huge mustache and sombrero that he wore). “No, gracias,” she said. “Tal vez después de la escuela.”
Don Ricardo returned the smile and nodded as she steered the twins away by their arms.
“. . . if you are good,” she added.
Amá and Efrén followed the twins into the kindergarten playground. Even though the school was only a sprint away, Amá never let them go alone—not even Efrén, whose middle school was only blocks away.
Between the swings and patch of dirt used for playing marbles, Max and Mía bear-hugged their favorite teacher, Ms. Solomon. She was an older lady, dressed in a gray business suit and clashing white sneakers. Eventually, they let her go and ran off to play on the jungle gym.
Amá approached the teacher for a hug herself.
“Señora Nava,” Ms. Solomon asked. “¿cómo está?”
“Excelente, Maestra. Excelente.”
Ms. Solomon turned to Efrén. “And you, Señorito, are getting almost too big to hug—almost.” She leaned in and hugged him too.
Even with the air inside him being squeezed out, Efrén continued to smile.
Ms. Solomon paused to examine him once more. “I can’t believe how big you’re getting. Reminds me of how old I’m getting.”
“You’re not old, Ms. Solomon,” Efrén answered. “You look exactly the same as when you taught me.”
And of course, that made her laugh.
“Buenos días,” Amá chimed in. “How have my little ones been behaving?”
Ms. Solomon turned and scrunched her lips to one side. “Just one tiny problema,” she said, following with a short chuckle. “Yesterday, Max decided to hide underneath the sink and Mía would not stop crying until we found him.”
That was typical Max. Unlike Mía, Max was born with his umbilical cord wrapped around his neck. Sadly, all the minutes Max went without oxygen hurt his brain. Made it hard for him to learn. Something he would have to deal with all of his life. Amá said it was a milagro that he survived at all. Efrén couldn’t help but wonder what Max would’ve been like had the doctors caught the problem in time.
“Yeah, it’s amazing how much Mía worries about him.”
“I think it’s super sweet.” Suddenly, Ms. Solomon’s face lit up. “Oh, before I forget. I already submitted your name for this year’s Christmas gift baskets. I know it’s still November, but I wanted to make sure that you were included. Especially after all the help you gave me putting together the costumes for last month’s play.”
“Gracias, Maestra,” said Amá, “but we already got our turn. It’s best if somebody else gets it this year.”
Ms. Solomon pressed her lips together. “Oh, all right,” she said. “But I do have a favor to ask.”
“Ms. Solomon, after everything that you have done for my children, no favor is too big. Consider it done.”
“Well,”—she leaned in closer to Amá—“I have a date. He’s really cute,” she said, giddy with excitement.
Efrén made a face and turned toward the playground.
“And he’s a doctor!” she added. “I promised to cook dinner for him and was hoping to get the recipe for that fabulous mole you make.”
Amá turned to Efrén. “Efrén, mijo. You’ve been asking me for weeks now. How would you feel about walking to school by yourself?”
“¿Solo?” he asked.
“Solito,” she added.
Efrén fist pumped the air and shuffled his feet in a celebratory dance. “Can I go home and pick up my bike?”
“Only if you take your helmet.”
He scowled at the thought of showing up to school wearing the turtle-shaped helmet Amá bought him from the swap meet.
“No, thanks. I’ll walk instead.”
With that, Efrén darted past the portable classroom by the kindergarten side of campus and onto Highland Street. He passed Doña Chana’s lime-colored duplex and paused to look at her guayaba tree where he scanned the branches.
Guayabas were his favorite, but that wasn’t the kind of fruit he could picture any of his teachers eating. He figured teachers wouldn’t accept anything coming from grubby-kid hands unless it came with a thick peel. Guayabas were definitely out. That was the thing about Highland Street: some people just saw the worn apartments and graffiti-tagged walls, but it offered good things too—like the fruit trees as far as the eye could see. According to Amá, it had to do with people her age being used to growing their own food.
That was one of the beautiful things about walking this street—even though people on the block didn’t have much, everyone still shared and looked out for each other.
Efrén strolled a bit further, stopping at the apartment complex sandwiched in the middle of the block. Up high in an avocado tree, a litter of
black kittens competed for his attention.
“Hey, kitties. You guys might be cute, but I’m allergic to you.”
Only the kittens didn’t pay any mind to what he said and continued looking down at him and purring in their kitty language.
“No . . . it’s not going to work. I have to get going or I’m going to be late for school. So stop it, I don’t care how cute you guys are.”
A few minutes later, Efrén found himself with red, itchy eyes, sitting up in the branches with two kitties nestled on his lap.
That’s when a familiar whistle caught his attention.
Efrén looked down. Sure enough, it was David on his bike. Even though he was the only white kid living on this block, it wasn’t his skin color that made him stand out—it was his hip-hop style. Kids on the block called him el Periquito Blanco because of the bright colors and baggy, oversized clothes he wore. That and his parrot-like nose. It’d been this way since he moved into the neighborhood.
Efrén carefully handed off the kittens to David and climbed on down.
“Whatcha doing up there?” asked David, kneading the kittens’ backs.
“I was going to take some avocados to my teachers, but they’re still kind of hard. They look like grenades.”
“You ever held a real grenade?”
Efrén scratched the tip of his nose. “Not a real one. You?”
“Nope”—David pointed to his ears—“How about real diamonds, though?”
Efrén leaned in for a better look. “Man,” he exclaimed. “Sweet earrings.”
David smiled, showing off his new fake diamond-stud earrings large enough to cover his entire earlobes.
“Yeah . . . and they’re real too.”
Efrén leaned in even closer. “Real fake, you mean.”
David crumpled his forehead. “No way. Not these. Don Tapatío wouldn’t have charged me ten bucks if they were fake.” He pointed at his ear. “Puro bling-bling,” he said with a grin.
“Well, they’re way cool.”
“I know, right?” David surveyed the street. “Dude, where’s your mom?”
Efrén shrugged. “Oh, I finally complained. Told her that I’m too old to be walked to school.”
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