by M. A. Innes
“Yes.”
“We’re just trying to understand, Bastian.” Gavin could see that they weren’t going to get anywhere with Lucas steering the discussion.
“Then act like normal people and ask. If we’re comfortable answering it we will, but if it’s not something that we’re ready to talk about we’ll let you know.” He shouldn’t have to spell it out. They were usually two of the most supportive and open minded men he’d ever met.
“Okay, then. Mark, what do you think of the lifestyle?” He wasn’t sure if Gavin was going for a hard question right off the bat on purpose or if he thought it was an easy one.
Mark jerked, unconsciously wiggling closer to Sebastian. Sebastian couldn’t resist teasing his boy. He leaned down and whispered softly in Mark’s ear, “We talked about that, Boy; no using your diaper to play with yourself.”
His sweet boy let out a bark of laughter, totally unprepared for Sebastian’s naughty humor. Mark leaned up and kissed his cheek and whispered back, “Yes, Daddy. I’m sorry I was being a naughty boy again.”
Gavin and Lucas both just stared at them in surprise. Sebastian ignored them and leaned down to Mark. “You can answer if you like but you don’t have to.”
“It’s okay, Daddy. I don’t mind.” Then, turning to Lucas, he smiled and answered. “I like it. I find it interesting.”
Sebastian just wanted to smile. They forgot his boy dealt with difficult people all day long.
Lucas just sighed and rolled his eyes, “Why? This is something totally new for you, isn’t it?”
Sebastian took that one. “Nope, try again.”
Gavin just looked at Lucas and frowned before turning back to Mark. “We’re glad you find the lifestyle interesting. We were worried when Bastian first started talking about wanting to date again that he wouldn’t find anyone around here that was interested in it.”
“I can understand that.” Mark relaxed a bit and leaned back in Sebastian’s arms.
Gavin was silent for a moment, obviously trying to compose his next thought. However, when he didn’t speak right away Lucas opened his mouth to talk. Obviously fearing what would come out of his partner’s mouth, Gavin stuck his foot out and kicked him. “Shh.”
Lucas frowned, but Mark just laughed, “I would never have guessed you two had a daddy/little relationship by the way you act.”
“We’re not in those roles all the time. For the most part, when we have the time I’m little Friday through Monday morning. During that time, Lucas is Daddy and our roles work for us. When we’re not in our roles then we’re like any other married couple.” Clearly using it as a way to turn the discussion around to them again Gavin asked, “How have you two decided to do things?”
Sebastian tensed for a moment, concerned that he would need to step in again, but Mark seemed to be feeling more confident because he answered after only a short pause.
“When we’re working we’re Sebastian and Mark, a regular couple that is dating, I guess you could say. The rest of the time, he’s Daddy and takes care of me. I’m not little in the way that you are on the weekend but Daddy tends me.”
“The rest of the time meaning 24/7?” Lucas managed to get in a question before Gavin could stop him.
“Well, depending on the day and how much work needs to be done but, yes.”
He was so proud of his baby. Mark just rested his head on Sebastian’s chest and didn’t seem embarrassed at all.
“A lot of people who have been interested in the lifestyle for years would have trouble with that much commitment and control. This seems like such an easy transition for you.” Gavin cocked his head curiously.
It wasn’t a question but you could read between the lines and see what he wanted to know. The question was, how would Mark answer?
Very carefully, obviously. “Well, I had more concern over some parts of the lifestyle than others, but overall I like the way it feels when Sebastian is Daddy and taking care of me.”
“Well, that was really vague.” Lucas couldn’t resist making the comment and Gavin couldn’t resist kicking him again.
Acting like nothing had happened, Gavin tried to smoothing things over, “We’re just trying to get a better picture of things. Sebastian, you’re family to us and you’ve always said wonderful things about Mark, but—”
Mark smiled up at Sebastian and interrupted Gavin. “You did?”
“Evidently, I’ve talked about you quite a bit for the past year or so.”
“How sweet, Daddy.”
“For the love of GOD! Will you two just answer our ques—OWW. Will you stop doing that?”
“Not until you stop acting like an ass.”
“Guys?” Mark interrupted their fighting. “What do you really want to know? What would make you more comfortable with us?”
Sebastian hoped that Mark understood what he was asking for. His boy was smart, though and had a handle on things, so maybe he was more ready than Sebastian thought.
Lucas and Gavin just looked at one another before Gavin turned to address Mark. “Sebastian’s said several times, in mostly off-hand comments, that he wanted someone who was very into diaper play and who wouldn’t mind a more intense lifestyle. That would be hard for a lot of people who were already involved in the age-play community. If Sebastian is ‘Daddy’ almost all the time, is this something you can live with? We just don’t understand and we don’t want him to get hurt when you get overwhelmed and leave.”
“First of all, I resent the fact that you think he’s going to leave me like that. That you think I would be that blind to his problems or concerns about our life to the point that he would leave is incredible. Secondly—”
“No Daddy, it’s all right. They don’t understand. If I was normal, their concerns would make sense.”
“You are normal and I don’t want to hear that come out of your mouth again, baby boy. Do you understand me?” Sebastian was not going to let his boy talk about himself like that. “One more comment about normal or broken and it's over my knee.”
Mark smiled sweetly and shook his head, “Yes, Daddy. No more comments like that.”
“Normal?” Lucas looked confused but he didn’t seem to mean any harm this time.
“Don’t you get started with ‘normal’. I don’t like that word.”
“Okay, we’re not trying to make anyone feel…wrong but we don’t understand the way Mark worded his statement.” Gavin was desperately trying to fix the discussion that was rapidly spinning out of control.
Mark tried several times to start his story but every time he opened his mouth, nothing would come out. Finally, after the third attempt, he simply looked up at Sebastian, “Daddy?”
“Are you sure? There’s nothing wrong with you but it’s your private business until you say otherwise.” He loved his boy and he wasn’t going to let anything hurt him ever again.
“I’m sure. You tell. I can’t.”
Hiding his face in Sebastian’s neck, Mark closed his eyes and did his best to disappear as Sebastian started to tell his story. Tightening his arms around Mark, Sebastian did his best to comfort his boy as he told Lucas and Mark almost everything.
He told them about Mark’s early physical issues and the damage to his kidneys and bladder. Even the need for the diapers and how Mark had struggled over the years. He left out the personal things from their first date and some of their more private moments. But he told them everything they needed to know to really understand how he had come to love Mark and how Mark had come to be his special boy.
Mark slowly relaxed again, his breathing slowing down and the tense panic in his muscles relaxing as he realized that Lucas and Gavin weren’t shocked and horrified at his condition, just at their own behavior.
“No wonder you didn’t want to share much about your relationship with us. You really couldn’t without letting us really invade Mark’s privacy. I’m so sorry.” Gavin looked horrified as he realized how their insistence to know what was going on had hurt the two me
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Even Lucas looked upset as he thought about everything Sebastian had said. “I’m sorry guys, no wonder you can adapt to this lifestyle so well, Mark. I’m so sorry that you felt that isolated and I’m starting to understand what Sebastian sees in you.”
The rest of the evening when much more smoothly after that. There had been a tense moment the first time Mark had asked Sebastian to change him, his subtle, whispered words to Sebastian completely a waste as Sebastian picked him up and announced that they would be right back because he had to go change Mark. His only reply to Mark’s astonished expression was that they weren’t going to hide in their own house.
Chapter 12
Lucas and Gavin would have stayed late into the night but Sebastian chased them out early. Promising another dinner soon, Sebastian walked them out and came back to find Mark cleaning up the kitchen.
“Baby, we’ll do that tomorrow. For now, there is something else we need to take care of.”
“What? I thought we’d gotten the backyard cleaned up?”
“I’m not talking about the yard. I’m talking about a certain naughty boy’s punishment. If I’m remembering correctly, I said that we were going to deal with your naughty behavior later. Well, it’s later.”
Sebastian watched as Mark froze. “Were you a naughty boy? Did you break Daddy’s rules?”
There was a long pause before Mark stammered, “I broke the rules, but Daddy…”
“No, baby boy. You were naughty. You not only tried to change your diaper but you also didn’t come to me when you were hurting. That’s what I want you to remember when you’re being punished.”
Mark looked down at the floor, “Yes, Daddy.”
Taking his boy by the hand, Sebastian led him upstairs to the nursery. Walking over to the corner, Sebastian pulled out the sturdy wooden chair that he’d ordered especially for just this occasion. Sitting down in the chair, Sebastian reached to unbutton Mark’s pants. Of course, his boy would have to start wearing clothes that fit now. Two weeks ago, Sebastian would have had his old pants off with one tug.
As his boy’s pants dropped down to his ankles, he looked at his sweet, red-faced boy and asked, “Are you ready for your punishment?”
It was hesitant and low but finally Mark managed a simple, “Yes.”
Pulling Mark down over his lap, Sebastian reached under his boy and unfastened the tapes that held the diaper on.
“Daddy?”
“You were changed about half an hour ago, it will be fine. I won’t take it off all the way. Besides, I told you that naughty boys get spanked on their bare bottoms. Now tell me again why we’re here.”
“Because I need a spanking, Daddy.”
Caressing his boy’s firm round ass, Sebastian pressed for a better answer, “Why do you need a spanking, baby?”
Mark shook, but from the feel of his hard little cock pressed against Sebastian’s legs it wasn’t from fear. “I need a spanking to remember to come to my daddy when I need to be changed or when I’m afraid.”
“Good boy. I want you to remember your punishment if you think about disobeying your daddy again. Do you understand me?”
“Yes, Daddy. I promise.”
Lifting his hand, Sebastian delivered the first swat to his boy’s beautiful bottom. His boy was so beautiful. Watching Mark’s bottom turn pink as Sebastian brought his hand down over and over was almost as erotic as the sounds and pleas that escaped his boy. Mark shuddered and strained as Sebastian’s hand came down. He was so responsive and so incredible. As Sebastian’s hand came down for the last time, Mark begged and pleaded, “Daddy, please, Daddy, please.”
Rubbing his hand over Mark’s beautiful pink bottom, Sebastian couldn’t help but rub at his boy’s tight pink pucker. Teasing the tight ring of muscles with this thumb, he watched as Mark arched up, desperate for more.
“What does Daddy’s boy need? You did such a good job with your punishment. What does my boy need?”
“Please, Daddy. Please, Daddy. Please…I don’t know…Daddy!”
Mark’s voice broke as Sebastian pressed against the tight ring of muscles with his thumb, almost breaching his tight passage. His boy shuddered and pleaded, arching up again trying to get more.
“No, be a good boy and Daddy will give you what you need, baby. Are you going to be Daddy’s good boy?”
“Yes, Daddy. I’ll be good. I’ll be good, Daddy. Daddy, I need you…”
“What do you need, baby?”
“You, Daddy. I need you.”
“Where do you need Daddy? Here? In your tight, pretty little hole? Do you need Daddy to make love to you, baby boy?”
Watching the desperate passion and love that filled his boy’s face had him falling in love all over again.
“Please, Daddy. Make love to me.”
Standing up, Sebastian stripped their remaining clothes and carried him to their bedroom. Laying his naked boy down on their bed, Sebastian knew they were ready. Reaching for the lube next to the bed, he slicked up his fingers and gently slid a finger into his boy. He’s been teasing and playing with Mark’s tight hole enough lately that within minutes his boy was open and ready.
Stretching out over Mark, he leaned down and kissed his sweet boy as he entered him for the first time. Feeling the heat of Mark’s body, Sebastian was so glad that they’d decided they didn’t need to use protection because nothing would ever feel as amazing as claiming his boy for the first time.
He started out slow and gentle but soon that dissolved into frantic and desperate. Both racing to come, he reached down and gave Mark’s hard cock one rough jerk sending him right over the edge. Watching his boy come and feeling the orgasm as it sent waves of pleasure through Mark had Sebastian coming in seconds.
Leaning down over Mark, Sebastian couldn’t hold back the emotions that welled up in him. “I love you baby boy. You’re mine now. Never going to let you go.”
With a sweet smile and tears in his eyes, Mark looked up at Sebastian, “I love you, Daddy. Don’t ever let me go.”
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As Sebastian got his sleepy boy ready for bed that night, he thought back to where they had been only weeks before with the mess over the receipts. He couldn’t imagine living without Mark. Everything came from that one box of receipts, the box that he knew he hadn’t misplaced.
He laid his sleeping boy down and tucked his sweet baby into bed. Kissing him gently Sebastian walked over to the window. Looking out at the stars, he spoke to them softly. “Thank you, Ally.”
M.A. Innes is the pseudonym for best-selling author Shaw Montgomery. While Shaw writes femdom and m/m erotic romance. Michael is the side of Shaw that wants to write about topics that are more taboo. If you liked the book, please leave a short review. It is greatly appreciated.
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His Little Man, Book 2
His Little Man, Book 3
His Little Man, Book 4
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