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by C A Jonelle


  Kendall knows how to lure me in. I’m already hard. I can’t let her get inside my head like this.

  “Stop.” I place my hands on her shoulders and shove her away. “Go to the fucking press if you want. I don’t care.”

  The devious smile on her face tells me she’s not about to back down. “Kendall, I gotta go. Let me know when you figure shit out. I want proof.”

  Just as I’m about to turn back to my car she charges at me and presses me up against it. Her lips smash into mine and her hands are already making quick work of my zipper.

  I push her off. “Jesus, Kendall. What the fuck?” She jumps at me again. This time I shift so I can pin her back against my car. “Chill the fuck out! What the hell is wrong with you?”

  “Fuck me, Zaryk. You know you want to.” Her creepy smile is freaking me out. What’s gotten into her? Why’s she acting so erratically? This isn’t like her at all and deep down I’m beginning to worry about her.

  “You’re acting fucking crazy.” I let go of her and back up. “You’re with Seth now, Kendall. You made that clear when you cheated and left me. If this baby’s mine, I’ll take care of him or her, but I don’t want anything to do with you or Seth.”

  “Kendall?”

  I whirl around to see Seth walking up the path to us.

  ******

  Holy Moses, Seth has gotten huge. He’s my height, but his arms most likely have their own fucking zip code. I take a tentative step back toward my car. Kendall races around me to his arms.

  “What’s going on here? I figured you’d have shit straightened out by now.”

  She kisses his cheek and puts on her innocent face. “Nothing babe, just chatting with Zaryk.”

  He narrows his eyes in my direction. “So, Zaryk, long time no see buddy. How’ve ya been?” He has a mocking smirk on his face. I wonder again what happened with him.

  I back up slowly to my car, intent on getting the hell out of there. He wasn’t supposed to show up. The last thing I need is for him to lose his fucking temper on me; he’d pound me straight into the ground for sure. If it comes down to it, I’ll let my rage do the fighting, and hopefully not get killed in the process.

  He turns to Kendall. “Zaryk’s the one who got you pregnant? Really? Shit, I still can’t wrap my head around it.” Seth laughs.

  “Fuck you, Seth.” Oh shit.

  He takes a step toward me and I straighten my body. This is not going to end well. Good-bye cruel world. He’s in front of me now and I feel like such a wussy for wanting to run for it.

  “I don’t want to fight, Seth. I just came here to get some information about this baby that might be mine.”

  “You think the kid might be yours? I know it’s yours and I should beat the fucking daylights out of you for fucking my woman.” He shoves a finger against my chest.

  “I fucked your woman? She was engaged to me, you fucking dumbass!” Stop. Stop now before he kills you. He moves closer and our bodies touch. Please don’t kill me. Please don’t kill me.

  “You better watch your back, bean-pole. I’ll be watching you.” His nose is touching mine and I smell pizza breath. “If you touch Kendall again I’ll fucking bury you. Got it?”

  I push my body back at him. “You better tell your woman to stay the fuck away from me. She’s the one making the passes, fucktard. And probably because you’re sorry ass can’t satisfy her.”

  He slams me back against my car and wraps his giant hand around my neck. “You son of a bitch! I’ll fucking …”

  “Hey!” I hear Zayden’s voice from behind us.

  Seth frees his hand from my neck and I gasp for air. I bend down, place my hands on my knees and take a few deep breaths. Thank you God for Zayden, I silently pray. I look up, still hunched over, and see Zayne, Deklan, and Kreed with him. I can always count on these guys.

  “What’s going on here?” Deklan asks.

  Seth holds his hands up. “It’s all good here, nothing going on.”

  “You alright, Z?” Zayden kneels down in front of me.

  I let out a cough. “Yeah, I’m fine.” Still hunched over, I lift my head and glare at Seth.

  I straighten my body and run my fingers over my neck. Damn, he has one hell of a grip. I hate that asshole now more than ever. Rage fills me and I lunge toward him.

  “Z! What the hell! You fucking idiot!” Zayden grabs my arm and yanks me back.

  Seth laughs and shakes his head. “See you dumbasses later.” As he walks away, dragging Kendall along, he gives me the finger. Kendall looks back at me and I scowl. A slight sneer plays on her lips before she ducks into her car. I free myself from Zayden’s grip, run to her car and pound on the window. She rolls it down halfway.

  “Is this baby really mine, Kendall?” I ask, my breathing heavy.

  “Yes, Zaryk. I’m positive.”

  She backs the car up and follows Seth. I stand there, my heart violently pounding in my chest.

  “Fuck.” I turn to the guys. “How’d you guys know where I was?”

  “Zayden knows all, man.” Zayne waves his hands in circles, like he’s performing a magic trick.

  “Thanks guys.” I shove my hands in my front pockets and smile.

  “You going to be okay, Z?” Kreed pats my shoulder.

  I sigh heavily and shake my head. “I don’t know what to make of all this. I really don’t.”

  I look off into the distance. How could this be happening? Lyndsay’s finally warmed up to me and now this creeps up and threatens to take her away from me. I want to hide under a fucking rock.

  ~ Thirteen ~

  Lyndsay

  I look at the clock and it’s almost 10pm. I hope they’re okay. I hope Kendall isn’t trying to … oh god. A wretched feeling fills the pit of my stomach.

  “Whoa, Lynds, you okay? You just got ghost pale all of a sudden,” Jessica says.

  “Yeah, um, yeah. Just thinking.”

  “I bet she thinks Zaryk’s fucking Kendall right now,” Amberlynn says as she flops down on the couch beside me.

  “Thanks Amberlynn.” I roll my eyes. She has no filter sometimes.

  “I’m pretty sure he’s not. She is a damn slut though. I wouldn’t be surprised if she tried to fuck him.” Amberlynn says casually.

  My head whips in her direction. “What?” Amberlynn’s said something she shouldn’t have, and she knows it. She shrinks back into the couch.

  “What do you mean she would try to fuck him?” I’m really getting worried now. Would Zaryk just go along with it? I want to know what happened between them.

  “I, uh … oh boy.” Amberlynn cowers even more.

  “I want to know more about this girl and what happened, so out with it.”

  Amberlynn and Jessica exchange glances. “Zaryk ran into Kendall the day you stormed out on him,” Jessica begins, and I cut her off.

  “Yeah, I saw that part.” I don’t want to be reminded of it.

  Jessica continues. “Well, he brought her back here and well, um...you can kind of guess.”

  I roll my eyes.

  “Anyway. They became inseparable. She came to all of his gigs, but after about six months into their relationship she started disappearing. She’d come back, and us girls always thought something was up. But when we would tell Zaryk he would just blow us off like we were crazy. Six months later he proposed to her, and she said yes. The fucking bitch strung him along until the night before they left on tour. Their wedding was a month away when she confessed to sleeping with Seth.”

  “Wow.”

  “Lynds, he thought about you a lot while he was with her. We think he was just moving on for the sake of moving on.” Amberlynn pats me on the knee. “He wanted to text you or call you so bad, but he’s a faithful guy. He wasn’t going to do that while he was with her. The poor guy just missed his best friend.”

  My heart sinks. I shouldn’t have stopped myself from coming back when I wanted to, then he wouldn’t have gone through this crap with Kendall.

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sp; Just then the guys walk through the door. Zaryk glances at me and smiles. I smile back, but I’m curious about what happened, if anything. The girls leave me alone and he seizes the opportunity to sit next to me. He tucks his right leg under him and sits so he’s facing me. The look on my face must give me away because his eyebrows push together, causing his forehead to wrinkle in worry.

  “What’s wrong?” He takes my hand and kisses my knuckles. Those lips. That little gesture makes my body tingle with desire for him.

  I peer into his eyes, just wanting to hug him tight and never let him go. He’s been through so much and I can see the pain when I stare into those radiant, blue pools. The ripple effect of all that’s happened to him glimmers in his eyes. I don’t want to hurt him.

  “H-how’s Kendall?” I ask.

  His eyes never leave mine. “Still the same bitch she’s always been.” He sits there, silent for a moment. A disheartened sigh hisses from his lips. He pulls his hand from mine and faces forward, toward the TV. He stares up at the screen for a moment, watching the news.

  He looks back at me. An odd expression fills his face and I realize I’m still staring at him. Oh shit. The frustration is back in his face. How was I looking at him?

  “You know, Lyndsay, I’ve been through hell and back with that woman and now I’m in hell with her again. Just because she’s pregnant with my child doesn’t mean I still have the desire to be with her. Do you have any idea how stressed out I am over this? I’m losing my damn mind. I have no idea what I’m going to do if this kid is mine.” Zaryk looks away as if he’s thinking. “I’m not ready to be a father, but I’ll step up … or at least try to. Losing you over it will shatter me. I’ve lost one important person in my life, don’t make me lose another.” His eyes are on mine again and my breath catches at the indignation in them.

  “So tell me, do you want to be together or are you looking for a friend with benefits kind of deal? Back and forth shit won’t fly with me, so if you want to be with me then be with me. If not, well, I guess that’s it then.”

  I don’t know what to say. The words won’t form.

  “So, what’s it gonna be, Lynds?”

  ******

  I watch her for a moment and wonder what the hell’s going on in that beautiful head of hers. I know this is a lot to take in, but it’s not like I’m going to go out and betray her. Kendall’s a nightmare and now I could be stuck with her no matter what. I won’t abandon my kid though. Lyndsay has to understand that.

  “Lyndsay?” I wave my hand in front of her face to break the spell she’s in.

  She looks down. “Zaryk, I don’t think …”

  “Are you serious? We haven’t even been together for,” I look at my watch, “twenty-four fucking hours.”

  “It’s too much. I can’t deal with this. I want you to myself. I don’t want to share you with your ex-girlfriend, ex-fiancé, whatever she is.” She grabs her purse and heads toward the door.

  I jump up from the couch and grab her arm, twirling her around. I push her back against the door more roughly than I intend to. A tear trickles down her cheek and I gently swipe it away with my thumb. I hold her face steady with my hands so she doesn’t break eye contact.

  “Listen to me. Kendall means nothing to me, but I have to take care of the baby.” Lyndsay looks into my eyes and another tear falls. “I want to be yours and only yours. Don’t for one second think I’m going to go back to her.”

  I lower my mouth close to hers and linger for a moment. The sweet smell of cinnamon escapes her lips when they part a little. My hands are still cupping the side of her face when I lock my lips with hers. I can feel the tension leave her body as her arms reach around my neck. I start to kiss her deeper when a cough interrupts, causing us both to look behind me.

  “I don’t wish to see my brother naked, so before you two start peeling each other’s clothes off, go upstairs,” Zayden says as he drops onto the couch.

  My eyes come back to hers. “Do I have to beg you to stay?” She hesitates. “Lyndsay, please.” I close my eyes and press my forehead against hers. “Please.” The pain I feel at the thought of losing her clenches my heart and I’ll do anything to make her see that we can be together no matter what’s thrown at us.

  She wraps her arms tighter around my neck and stands on her tip-toes to whisper in my ear. “I think we should go upstairs before your brother sees you naked.”

  A wicked grin is on her lips and my dick is ready to push its way between them. I cup her ass and lift her up, her legs wrapping around my waist. I turn and start up the steps as Zayden yells, “Thank you!”

  I slam the door to my room shut and push her up against the wall; her deep green eyes are staring me down. I reach up and grab a fistful of her burgundy hair and tip her head back.

  Leaning into her ear, I whisper, “I want to put my mouth here.” I slide my hand under her skirt and move her thong aside. I slide a finger into her slick heat and she closes her eyes.

  “Put it anywhere you want to Zaryk.”

  “I will, but first, we need to talk.” I drop her legs and make sure she’s steady before I walk over to my bed and sit. When I look at her again she’s gaping at me. I pat the empty space beside me. “Sit.

  “Tell me what’s up. What’s got you so scared of me? After our first time, I remember you saying you were scared to love me.” I look over at her. She’s staring straight ahead at the door. She wants to run. “Lyndsay? Please talk to me. Don’t shut me out.”

  She sighs and slumps her shoulders. “I just …”

  I reach over and cover her hand with mine to reassure her that I’m listening. That I’m here.

  “I felt so scared of our future. I didn’t know what was going to happen and it scared me to the point that I felt like I had to leave.” She meets my eyes. “The lifestyle. You guys made it to the big time and the fear of you cheating on me or whatever else that could happen had me feeling scared to death.”

  “You know I’d never do that right?”

  “But, what about Kendall, and the baby?” She looks down toward the floor.

  “Lyndsay, look at me.” Her eyes move to mine. “I know this sucks. This isn’t how I pictured things and I know it’s hard to wrap our heads around it. If the baby is mine, I’ll step in and be a father. One thing I will not do is go back to Kendall. You’re the only woman who has my heart Lyndsay, and that’s how I intend to keep it. I love you, only you. You make me feel alive.”

  She pushes her lips against mine. She bites my lower lip and my mind goes haywire. The wheels are disengaging and my brain threatens to completely shut down. That one little move drives me crazy.

  I lace my fingers with hers and I lead her over to the desk, spinning her around so she’s facing away from me. My hands lightly skim down her arms, making their way to that glorious ass. I grab each cheek and squeeze. Her head falls back against my chest as she sighs.

  I place a hand on her back and bend her forward. “Zaryk? What are …?”

  Leaning over her I whisper, “Shhh, don’t think, just feel.”

  I lower myself so my face is level with her sex. The smell of her fills my nose and I smile. She’s ready for me. I lift her skirt to expose the smooth flesh underneath.

  My hands travel up her legs and I feel her body shudder from my touch. I tuck my fingers under the top of her pink thong, pulling it down her legs and then tossing it to the side. I bring my hands back up and knead each ass cheek. Her breathing picks up and when I run my tongue along her slit she moans. I bury my face into her, licking and sucking at her clit. Her scent alone could make me lose my mind.

  I pull back for a moment and watch as her pussy clenches with need. She wants more. “You taste so sweet, Lyndsay. I don’t think I could ever get enough.” I shove my tongue inside her waiting heat and devour her like she’s my favorite candy. Hell, she just may be.

  She pushes back against me and I smile. That’s my girl. “Zaryk, I’m going to come.”

  �
�Don’t hold back, love. Let it go.” I suck harder on her clit and she cries out as she releases into my mouth. My tongue quickly licks up every drop.

  “Oh … my … god. That tongue does amazing things.” She looks back at me and smiles.

  “I’m not done with you yet. And as much as I’d like to keep my face buried in that sweet pussy of yours I need to feel you wrapped around me again.” Her eyes widen when she hears the sound of my belt coming undone. I strip my clothing off and position myself behind her again.

  “Zaryk,” she moans.

  “Relax, Lyndsay.” I ease myself into her, letting out a low growl as I sink all the way inside. Her pussy’s still quivering from her orgasm and she clenches around me nicely. I could stay like this forever. “You love it when I’m inside you, don’t you?”

  “Yes, Zaryk, yes,” she sighs.

  I grab her shoulders and thrust into her hard and deep. She moans and screams as she grips the edge of the desk in front of her. I stop and pull out, making her whimper and push back against me.

  “Easy there, sweetness. I’m not done.”

  Gripping her waist I spin her around and lift her onto the desk. I pull her ass to the edge and plunge back into her. Her head drops back and I grab a fistful of her hair, bringing her eyes back to mine.

  “I want to see your face when you come, Lyndsay.” I thrust into her quick and hard, completely losing myself to the gorgeous woman spread before me. Losing her would be the death of me and I’m not going to let that happen … ever.

  “Fuck, Zaryk, fuck!” she cries out as she clenches down around me.

  I release myself inside her and collapse against her heaving chest. She grabs my hair and pulls my head back, pressing her lips against mine. I lift her and cradle her in my arms; her head falls against my chest as I carry her to my bed. Gently, I lay her down and climb up behind her, bringing her body against mine. This is where I want to be. This is where I belong.

 

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