by Mary Hope
And she did.
Daddy stopped talking, and kissed her back in the parked car. He put his hand on her knee and slid it up her skirt until his finger was grazing the edge of her clean diaper.
“Mmm…” she moaned. She spread her legs a little. She wanted daddy’s fingers inside her again.
Or maybe something else, inside of her.
She put her hand on his belt, and her little fingers nuzzled their way into his pants.
“Okay,” he took her wrist, “that’s enough for now.” He adjusted his pants and his penis at the same time so that it was tucked away.
“Daddy knows you need pleasure, sweetie, but he wants to get all the other things you need, too.”
Nina sat back in the seat and pouted.
“Enough of that or daddy will put you over his knee.”
She knew that he would, and she did her best not to protest his judgement, but her privates were tingling again and the plug inside of her rectum made her want her other places filled. It wasn’t fair.
She crossed her arms.
“You cross your arms all you want,” he said, and he got out of the car and rounded to the passenger door. He opened it, then helped her unbuckle her seatbelt.
Once they were on the sidewalk, he locked the car and they began to walk hand-in-hand.
The first store they stopped at was a clothing store. Nina put her hands to her cheeks when she was what was inside.
“It’s like they made all these clothes just for me, daddy.”
“Because they did.”
All the way down the store were rows of ruffles and sparkles and pretty colors, beads and fabrics of every kind. There were cute skirts and dresses made for princesses, tiaras and adorable collars, bright and tiny shirts with cute cartoons on them, and every kind of adorable flat shoe and heel Nina could imagine.
The options overwhelmed Nina quickly, and daddy helped her pick out her outfits. He bought her a beautiful pink princess dress, and several skirts, shirts and matching shoes. Then he told her to pick out a tiara, and when they left the store, he let her wear it on main street.
Nina was greeted by others who passed them, and each time, the little girl and her daddy just smiled at them, accepting them just the way they were.
She looked up at her own daddy, and smiled.
One store after the next, they bought things for her little self. Story books and toys, stuffed animals and coloring books. At one point, daddy even re-parked the car so that he could load her crib in the back.
At last they finished their day, and daddy took her to the candy store.
“Daddy promised, little girl,” he squeezed her hand gently as they entered the store, “daddy keeps his promises.”
She gushed as the sweet air swept past them.
Near the front there was a large display case made of bronze and glass, holding candy and cupcakes of every size. Tiny placards were clipped next to them so patrons knew which flavor was which. And in the back of the long room were several long rows of hand-made candy, fashioned into delicate, feminine shapes and wrapped in different colors of plastic.
Nina squeezed her daddy’s hand and her mouth made the shape of a tiny o.
The store was bright and she could feel it brighten her own eyes. Everything seemed to gleam, and everywhere Nina looked there was something new to discover.
“It is so lovely.”
Daddy leaned in, squeezing her hand, and he whispered, “I’m glad that you like it”
A short, round woman with very large breasts stepped through the shabby curtain of the small door frame behind the display case.
“Dr. Merrin!”
“Mornin’ Mrs. Cherry,” daddy said. “I’d like you to meet a very special little lady.”
Mrs. Cherry clasped her hands together and smiled. “Ah,” she said, “hello, hello! I am Mrs. Cherry. What’s your name?”
Nina giggled that she repeated her name, and she said, “Nina.”
“That’s a very pretty name.”
“What do you say?” daddy coaxed her.
“Thank you, Mrs. Cherry.”
“You’re very welcome, my sweet child.”
She smiled and waddled around the display case with her arms wide open. “OH! Oh dear...what wonderful news!” she came right up to Nina and hugged her.
Nina giggled, and returned the friendly woman’s hug. She was soft and warm and smelled like cookies and her breasts felt very comforting.
“What kind of candy do you like, deary?” Mrs. Cherry said, “please, pick anything you’d like. It’s on us dear.”
“Oh, no we couldn’t—”
“Oh yes, you can!”
Nina looked up shyly at daddy, wanting to gauge his reaction and if it was okay.
Daddy smiled at her, then led her to the display case. “What would you like, little girl?”
Nina stuck her finger in her mouth, trying to decide what looked best. They all looked so yummy and it was hard to choose. “Caramel?” she said, and pointed to the wrapped candies near the top.
Mrs. Cherry waddled back around the display case and pulled the caramel candy from the shelf.
"Add that chocolate one too, Mrs. Cherry," daddy said.
He looked down at Nina. Winked.
“Pick a few more, sweetie.”
There were so many wonderful flavors to choose from. It was tough, but Nina picked out several lollipops. They all looked so yummy.
“Mrs. Cherry, throw in a few flavored pacifiers.”
“Pacif…” Nina looked up at daddy.
“For when you get stressed, little one. They will help soothe and calm you.”
She smiled. Nina liked that daddy anticipated needs she didn’t even have yet. It made her feel so cared for and safe.
"Thank you Mrs. Cherry," Nina said.
"Oh your welcome dearie," she said, as she packed the goodies into a pretty pink box.
Daddy paid Mrs. Cherry, and picked the box up with one hand.
“Alright, time for us to go see this little girl’s cousin, Tina. Wish us luck,” he said, motioning to Mrs. Cherry. “You have a good evening.”
“Will do, Dr. Merrin,” she beamed, and waved them goodbye. “Tell little Tina I said hello!”
“Will do.”
“And Dr. Merrin, you don’t need me to wish you luck,” Mrs. Cherry said, and her warm face lit up when she looked at Nina, “you are already carrying your luck.”
BLAKE MERRIN was not looking forward to taking his little girl to her cousin’s house.
He had no objections to Nina playing with other littles in the community, and with her cousin, no less. If anything he wanted her to enjoy that side of living as a little. He looked forward to it, and he knew that it would be healthy for her development.
But she had just gotten here. He wasn’t so excited to let her go.
What if she didn’t want to go home with him after she visited her cousin?
“Daddy?”
Nina’s sweet voice snapped him out of his head. He turned to her, then looked back at the road.
“We’ll be at your cousin’s house soon. What is it sweetie?”
“They clouds...they’re getting so dark,” she said. Her big brown eyes stared up at the skies helplessly.
Damn. He should have set aside one of her candy flavored pacifiers for exactly this kind of thing. He knew it would help to soothe her and he silently berated himself for not anticipating it. He told himself that he was a new daddy, and he would learn with time.
But that assurance did not take away the guilt he felt when he looked at her dismayed little figure. She put her thumb to her mouth.
“It’s alright, sweetheart,” he said, putting his hand on her knee, “we’ll be there soon. Nothing will happen. There won’t be a storm like there was last night. You’re safe. You’re with daddy. I won’t let anything happen to you.”
She placed her small hand on his, and he held to her knee caressing her skin. “If you need to go
potty while we’re at Tina’s, you just let me know okay?”
“Okay,” she said, and she let out a deep sigh. “Thankyou for the wonderful day daddy… it was so much fun!”
“I’m glad that you are happy, sweetie,” he said. Then he pulled into James’s driveway. “We’re here.”
He knew that he was excited to see her cousin because as soon as he parked the car, she unhooked her own seatbelt, popped the door open and ran to Tina’s front door.
He got out a little slower, and then went to the trunk to pick up his medical bag. He always kept it in the back in case of an emergency, and he didn’t know if Tina’s toe would need attention, but if it did he would be ready.
At least she had forgotten about the storm, he thought. He was glad that her mind was on better things and that consoled him in his own worries.
Blake was almost to the front deck when James Black opened the door. His large frame filled the doorway, and he smiled as soon as he saw Nina. He hugged her, and his eyes went to Blake’s. He seemed to understand the relationship dynamic immediately, though he had to be wondering how it had happened.
“Nina, it's so good to see you!” he said, and he picked her up. “Tina and I didn’t know when you were going to be in. What a wonderful surprise.”
James sat her down, then stepped through the doorway to take Blake’s hand. As they shook, he said, “Glad to see you too, Dr. Merrin. Tina’s toe is healing up nicely, but if you don’t mind, I’d sure appreciate it if you take another look and make sure it’s okay.”
“Of course James,” Blake said.
Just then a very lively and exuberant blond little appeared in the doorway. It was Tina and she was smiling from ear to ear. “Nina! Oh, I’m so glad you’re here!” she hugged her cousin and they jumped up and down in eachother’s arms. They were so happy to see eachother.
Nina tucked her brown hair behind her ear, and took a step back self-consciously as her excited cousin took in her new outfit. “Do you like it?” she asked timidly.
“Oh, Nina…” Tina put her hands to her mouth as she stared at her cousin’s transformation. “I need to know everything! How did it happen? Last time we talked, you were wanting a change. But I don’t ever remember telling you about our lifestyle!”
Tina looked at Blake and she gushed. “You must be Nina’s new daddy!” she said and she clapped. “Oh, this is so exciting! I want to know all about it, if you’ll tell me. To think that my cousin is being taken care of by my very own doctor… Nina, you are in such, such good hands.”
“Tina,” Blake nodded respectfully. “How is your big toe feeling?”
“It feels fine,” she said, “it doesn’t hurt at all.”
“Okay, that’s good,” Blake said.
“Honey, daddy wants Dr. Merrin to unbandage it and take a look to make sure it’s still healthy. Then we’ll get a fresh bandage for your foot.”
“Ok daddy.”
James helped Tina back up the steps and into the house. Blake followed with Nina’s hand in his.
“But then can we go play?” Tina asked.
“Yes, now sit down and let Dr. Merrin take a look honey.”
Tina sat down, and Nina sat down beside her to both watch and to wait for her cousin to be able to play. She cradled her head in her hands.
“Tina and Nina,” Tina said as she wrapped her arm around Nina’s shoulders, and began to giggle. Nina couldn’t help it and she giggled along too. They swayed back and forth.
“Girls,” Blake said sternly. Both of them stopped moving, but they were still laughing.
He had unwrapped Tina’s bangade and was cheking for any sign of infection. He did not see any, and by the sound of the girls’ laughing, she didn’t seem to be in any pain. He cleaned the wound and wrapped it up with a fresh bandage. When he was finished, then cleaned his tools and put them away as James put Tina’s shoe back on.
“Okay, girls,” James said. “Are you ready to play?”
“Yea!” they both said in unison.
James took them to Tina’s playpen, and opened the door so they could both go inside. The tall oak wood and a sleek finish, with a tight fishnet surrounding it.
He came back to sit with Blake on the couch.
“Just picked up a playpen for Nina today. It’s got solid wood bars, but I like the netting too. Might be harder to slip through than the wooden one,” Blake said.
“I decided to go with netting to give Tina a sense of privacy, but something thin enough that I could still keep a good eye on her when she was playing.”
Blade did like the netting, but he also liked that he could see Nina clearly through the bars. And, he could reach through if she needed something like a bottle or toy if she somehow got it out of the pen, but he didn't say anything to James about it.
They watched their littles play and whisper inside the pen. James had provided her with everything Tina could imagine, and it made him realize that he would need to make more trips to town for his Nina.
“So how’s it going… any different than taking care of others’ littles?” James asked.
“It’s… a lot more demanding,” Blake admitted, “already I feel worn out trying to keep up with her. But you know? I don’t have any regrets. This makes my life have so much more meaning… having someone to care for all the time. A reason to make my main goal in taking care of their needs.”
James nodded knowingly. “Yes it’s an amazing feeling, isn’t it?”
“A bit scary, if I’m honest. Being responsible for her; I just hope I don’t mess up, you know?”
“You will,” James was blunt. Then he turned to Blake.
“But she’ll forgive you,” he said, “and it will make it all worth it. Will make you try harder the next time. Be better.”
Blake set his jaw, thankful for his friend’s advice and considering it.
They sat in a few moments of silence, just watching their girls. The only sound came from the two whispering and giggling as Tina showed Nina her toys. They had scooted close together so that their arms were touching and they leaned on eachother.
“It’s still hard to believe I have a little now…” Blake’s voice trailed off as he thought deeply. “I don’t even know if she’s going to come home with me tonight. But I guess it’s strange to think that way?”
The girls continued to whisper and giggle.
James turned to him and said, “Brother, she wouldn’t be giggling like that,” he paused to point at the two in the pen, “if she wasn’t giddy and excited about going home with you tonight.”
Blake leaned back in the chair, watching Nina’s behaviour and contemplating his friend’s words.
James was nodding in his peripheral vision. “Yea,” he continued, “and she’s very curious, if you know what I mean.”
“HOW DOES IT WORK?” Nina whispered, cupping her hand over Tina’s ear.
“How does what work?” Tina whispered back to her in the same cadence.
“Well, all of it,” Nina thought seriously, “but, how does the… sex part work?”
“How ever you want it to,” Tina said. “You just have to tell your daddy what you want, and he will give it to you. And if he doesn’t, it’s because it’s not good for you. You have nothing to worry about, you’re always safe with your daddy… that’s how it really works.”
Nina giggled hard then, and she whispered, “Daddy took me to the hospital today to make sure I was healthy.” She scooted closer to her cousin so that their arms and thighs were touching, “Then… he changed my diaper and when I was clean, he put a plug into my bum so I would have to tell him when I had to go.”
“I have one too,” Tina giggled, putting her hand to her mouth. Then she lifted her skirt and pointed to her diaper. Daddy sometimes gives me one when he doesn’t want me to forget a lesson. He will teach me, and then put it in. And every time I feel it, I remember what daddy told me.”
“You know?” Nina whispered back, “I think that’s why my daddy did that.
He doesn’t want me to forget to tell him when my diaper is messed.”
“Did you not tell him before?”
“I… I didn’t think he would want to do that for me.”
“What, clean you?”
“Yea.”
“Oh, don’t be silly,” Tina teased her, “that’s what daddies are for. He wants to do everything for you. Promise. He really does, that’s why he has to teach you the lesson.”
“Well,” Nina was still whispering, but thoughtful, “I’m sure not going to forget to tell him next time… I mean I’ll have to tell him, so I can go… I don’t get mine out until I have to go.”
“But Tina?”
“Yea?”
“Is it normal that… that the plug is making me… warm down there for him?”
“Oh yes, quite normal,” Tiny whispered. “One time I even started crying because I was so… hungry down there… like wanting a bottle, but a different pain, in a different place… all because of the plug that daddy refused to remove. And I couldn’t stop crying until he fed me there with his…” Tina leaned in and cupped her hand on Nina’s, “his penis.”
“What?” Nina was shocked. “And he gave it to you, even when you were in trouble?”
“Pleasure is like milk. Just because I get in trouble doesn’t mean daddy will let me go without either. I need them, and that’s not the same as punishment.”
Nina nodded, taking in what her cousin told her.
“I’m so hungry,” she said, “I could go for a bottle.”
“Just ask your daddy… he’ll feed you whether it’s his body or a bottle.
“I haven’t been fed by a bottle yet, but I’m so hungry I could go for one right about now.”
Tina turned back to her own daddy. James was sitting on the couch with Blake, but the moment she turned she got his attention. What is it babygirl?” he asked from across the living room.
“We’re both hungry, daddy, can we eat?” Tina asked.
“Are you done playing for now?”
“Yes,” they said in unison.
Nina was starving, but she wondered if Blake would really feed her with a bottle like Tina said he would. If he would really care for her in that way.