by Cynthia Eden
“You…had to live.”
So did he. Dammit, so did he.
His eyes began to close. “Don’t…watch me…”
Her fingers clenched around his. “We’re gonna get out of here.” They were trapped in a damn tin can, but she’d get them out.
Crushed. Smashed in by the two vehicles and left trapped. The bastards would pay.
“Promise…don’t watch…me—”
His eyes were closed as he finished, “Die.”
No. “Simon?” The chill was back, raising the hairs on her arms and numbing her flesh. “Simon?” She squeezed his hand and realized what he’d done.
His life, for her. Bastard.
Dee dropped his hand and shoved against the metal. Shoved and pushed and jerked and twisted and—
Tears trekked down her cheeks as the sunlight poured onto her.
“You’re not leaving me!” A scream.
Not like her father.
Her sister.
Her mother.
No one else would die for her. No one.
Dee screamed her fury into the light and kicked up with her knees.
Bones snapped, flesh tore, but she fought through the pain and tried to tear her way out of the hell that held them in its hungry grasp.
When he saw the SUV, saw the metal tossed away on the side of the road, Zane’s heart seemed to stop.
“Holy fuck.” From Jude. The shifter had found him at the motel and helped him to kick the shit out of those vampires.
You won’t find her. The bitch’ll be dead before you even get close.
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Last words from one of the vamps.
Zane slammed on the brakes.
“She could still be alive!” The fierce whisper came from Erin Jerome, Jude’s lover. Of course, the woman had been at Jude’s side when he’d stormed up to the motel. Not like she was ever going to miss a good fight.
Zane jumped from the car, ran as fast as he could, and heard the thunder of Jude and Erin’s footsteps behind them. Be alive. She had to be.
Dee couldn’t—
“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” Her scream. Dee.
His heart started beating again. He hurried around the side of the beaten metal pile, ready to rip and fight his way to her.
The passenger door flew at him.
Zane hit the ground. What the hell?
“Simon! You open those eyes, you understand me? Open them!” Then he saw Dee, crawling out of the car and dragging her vampire with her.
Blood covered her, him, and the woman was snarling and swearing as she jerked out her man.
She stumbled, slipping, and Simon’s weight hit her, knocking her flat.
Zane shoved up to his knees. “Dee!” He should have known the woman wasn’t dead. The ambush the vamps had set on her—yeah, he’d gotten the full details on that one, courtesy of some threats and the skillful use of Jude’s claws—hadn’t succeeded. She was still alive, still fighting and
—
She rolled her vampire until he lay on the ground. Her hand smoothed over his cheek. “Simon?”
And Zane realized she didn’t know he was there.
Didn’t know any of them were there.
“We’re out,” she whispered and her fingers left a bloody trail on Simon’s cheek. “Everything’s okay now, we’re out.”
“Oh, sweet hell.” Erin tried to shove past him, but Jude caught her arms and held tight.
“No,” he told her softly, “not when she’s like this. The bloodlust—”
Dee’s head snapped toward them. Zane expected to see the black stare of a vampire driven to desperation, instead, he saw Dee’s warm brown eyes, swimming with tears. “Help him.” A demand, a plea. “Help him.”
Zane reached a hand out to her.
She grabbed him. Damn, but the woman was fast, even with the sun out.
And strong.
Stronger than she should have been.
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Her fingers clamped around his wrist. “He needs blood.”
Clenching his jaw, Zane gave a nod. Not what he’d ever do for anyone but her.
Dee used her claws to cut a thin line on his wrist. He held his hand over Simon’s mouth.
“You need blood, too,” Erin said, her voice steady and strong. Zane’s stare jumped to her and he saw that she had her wrist up. “Take what you need.”
Shifters didn’t normally offer up their blood to vamps, but Zane knew there was a friendship between the two women. More than that.
Dee had risked death for Erin on one of the Night Watch cases. When you went to the line for someone like that, a bond formed.
Dee hesitated, but her fangs were already out.
Too much blood loss for both of them.
Chase’s fangs weren’t out yet, a bad sign. With the blood at his mouth, he should have responded by now.
“You saved my life,” Erin reminded her. “It’s my turn.”
Dee took Erin’s wrist. Bit.
Another link. Zane’s attention moved to Jude. He already had his wrist up. The first time that the shifter had ever offered blood to a vamp.
But Dee wasn’t just any vamp. She was one of their own.
After this day, they’d be tied to one another, through Dee, forever.
His breath hissed out as a hot pain sliced his wrist. A quick glance showed that Simon’s fangs were out now.
He just had to make sure the guy didn’t take too much. After all, they had one hell of a fight waiting on them all.
A real bloodbath.
Simon awoke to darkness. Quiet, total darkness. No pain wracked his body. No cold chilled his soul.
Alive.
Or as alive as he could be.
“You scared the hell out of me.” Dee’s voice. Soft, shaking, and coming from right next to him.
His nostrils flared and he inhaled her scent. Rich, sensual. His Dee.
When he concentrated, he heard the drum of her heart. Strong and steady.
He rolled and realized he was in a bed. In a bed with Dee. Don’t need anything else. Simon reached for her and touched warm flesh.
Her lips crushed down on his. A hard, angry kiss. Fury and passion.
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“Don’t ever do that to me again,” she ordered and kissed him again. Harder.
His mouth opened beneath hers and her tongue swiped inside. Yes.
His arms rose and locked around her body.
Her nipples stabbed into his chest. Naked. He felt every inch of her sweet flesh against him. Every single inch.
She shifted against him, straddling his thighs, and she rose above him.
“You nearly died.”
His eyes had adjusted perfectly to the darkness so that he could see that fierce tilt of her jaw. “You were going to live.” The choice had been easy for him.
“Bastard.” Her nails raked down his chest. He didn’t know how they’d both gotten naked, but he sure wasn’t going to complain about it right then. “What the hell gives you the right to make that kind of choice?” she demanded.
He caught her hand. Brought it to his mouth and pressed a kiss to her palm. Because I love you.
Monsters could love. Vampires who stalked the night could feel.
They weren’t soul-less devils. They yearned. They wanted.
They loved.
The woman had worked her way right under his skin and into his soul.
He hadn’t even seen the threat coming until it was too late.
But then her heart had trembled and he’d known she was slipping away—my life for hers, in an instant.
Love.
Hell, he knew he’d really fallen for her long before. When he’d first started to watch her. To see how bravely she fought. How fiercely she protected the ones she thought were Innocents.
He blew lightly against her fingers and saw the shiver that worked the length of her body. “I wasn’t going to let you die, not when I could save you.” And she would have died. One look at her inj
uries and he’d known they were much, much worse than his.
“You do that again…” She lifted onto her knees and glared at him, but had to swallow before she could mumble, “I-I’ll kill you.”
Sweet. He almost smiled. Almost. “Why don’t you fuck me instead?”
His cock was up, so stiff it hurt, and the memory of her cold flesh seared his mind.
Warmth.
Life.
Sex.
He wanted it, her—and he wanted to claim her right then.
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Where they were, what the hell had happened to them, how they’d both survived—those details could come later.
Now, he just needed her.
Her fingers wrapped around his cock. Her grip, warm and strong, tightened around him. Simon’s breath hissed out as she guided him to her sex.
Wet—warmer. Hot.
Flesh to flesh. Sex to sex.
His cock pushed past the quivering lips that guarded her core. He felt the brief resistance of her inner muscles, the strain to accommodate his length. With a flex of his hips, he drove deep in a long, steady glide.
Her eyes held his. The brown bled away until only darkness remained.
A darkness to match his own.
She rose above him, slowly at first, letting him feel the wet retreat of her sex, the soft silk of her body. His fingers clenched around her hips and he pushed her back, arching up with a hard thrust.
Still her eyes stayed on his.
He could see the edge of her fangs, but she made no move to drink from him.
Her sex squeezed him, and she rose again. A long-torture-him move.
Sweat beaded his brow as he watched her. The heat and fury of their previous lovemaking was gone. This was different.
He pushed up and his mouth closed over her nipple. He sucked her, licked, laving with his tongue. Such tender flesh.
Her fingers sank into his hair and she held him close as she rose again, then sank back down, taking his cock balls-deep in her slick heat.
The need to thrust, to shove deep and take control, pounded through him, but he yanked the lust back on its leash.
She needed this. So did he.
Softness, restraint. Control.
For once.
Because death had been too close.
Her fingers tugged at his hair and his mouth freed her breast. He looked up at her.
“Kiss me,” she whispered.
Like he had to be asked.
Her head lowered and her mouth took his. No fury this time. Only need.
Only need.
Her hips rocked against him, the slow motions driving him out of his 185
mind.
Not yet. Can’t come yet.
Her tongue licked across his lips. “You scared me.”
Rise. Fall.
The hot fist of her sex milking his cock.
His thighs clenched beneath her and his spine stiffened.
“I thought…” She drove down on him, a bit harder now, a little more desperate. “Th-that you’d die on me.”
That had been the plan.
Her fingers slipped down his neck. Caught his shoulder and her nails dug into the skin. “Why?”
She’d stilled on him. Her sex was so tight and hot and she’d stilled.
His breath heaved out. All he could smell was her. All he could taste was her. Feel—her. “Don’t you know?” he gritted, his cock ready to burst.
One more glide, just one.
Her nails dug deeper and her slender hips didn’t move. “Tell me.”
He looked up at her. Nowhere to hide. “Because I would fucking die for you. I nearly did.”
The bloodlust, no the lust for her, only her, broke free. He grabbed her hips and shoved up, deep and hard, and she came around him, choking out a cry as her eyes widened and the ripples of her release contracted around his cock.
He climaxed on a long, hot wave of pleasure and he held her, as tight as he could, and knew that no way, no fucking way, was he gonna let Sandra Dee go.
He’d die for her, and, hell, yeah, he’d kill for her. In a heartbeat.
Because the truth was the woman held his heart in her hand. In the same hand that she usually held her beloved stakes.
When her heartbeat slowed down and the tremors finally left her body, Dee sucked in a deep breath. Probably shouldn’t have jumped him right away.
But she’d needed him. Too close to death.
Her nails raked down his chest. Paused over the heart that raced beneath her touch. He watched her, with eyes gone smoky again.
“We were out for two days,” she told him, aware that her voice was too husky. A good orgasm did that to her, though, and with Simon, the orgasms were always good.
Her sex clenched with a little aftershock of pleasure and she saw his pupils flare.
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Move. Before she took him again. No, before he took her. His cock was swelling again, growing and stretching and pressing just where she needed him to—
Dee pushed up on her knees and carefully separated their bodies.
They’d have company soon, and as much as she’d like another ride, the pleasure would have to wait.
Dealing with the psychotic undead came first.
Simon’s gaze dropped to her sex and he licked his lips.
Dee swallowed and rolled away from him. “We’re at a motel, about three hours away from Hueco.” They’d retreated. Well, not them so much as Zane and Jude had retreated for them. Because when the hunters had first found her and Simon, she hadn’t exactly been in a frame of mind to help out and plan much.
But Jude and Zane had been right. Retreat was the only option.
They’d been too weak for anything else.
“Why do I feel so good?”
She glanced over her shoulder and saw him staring down at his unmarred chest. No wounds. The horrible gashes were gone now. Grabbing her shirt, she told him quietly, “Shifter blood.” Plus a helping of demon blood.
But it was the shifter blood given freely by Erin and Jude that had really healed them. There was power in a shifter’s blood. Shifters were beings that some believed carried two spirits and with two spirits, the strength influx was double.
Without that shifter blood, they’d both still be unconscious, their bodies struggling to heal from their wounds.
“It was a fucking ambush, wasn’t it?”
Dee found a pair of panties and shimmied into them before yanking up her—
“I love your ass.”
She glanced back at him. Yep, his gaze was on her butt. She hiked up the jeans.
His gaze rose to her face. “Your Night Watch hunters got us out?”
“Yes.”
“I figured the demon would be coming. I knew he’d get you out of that metal hell. Just had to make sure you survived long enough.”
The rage stirred then, and she’d tried so hard to keep the fury in check. “It didn’t matter how long you survived, huh?”
He blinked.
“You left me in that trap, alone, and I could hear you dying—” Her 187
voice broke at the end. Weak. Hell.
A muscle flexed in his jaw. “And before I forced you to drink, I saw you dying. My choice, Dee. Mine. You can bet that I’ll do anything to save you. Anything.”
The emotion was there, swimming in his eyes.
She wanted him again. Wanted his arms around her and his flesh against hers. Clearing her throat, she managed to say, “When this is over…”
“I’ll fucking love you forever.” Bald. Flat. No hesitancy. Just stating a fact.
Her lips parted.
“Remember that, okay? When the shit comes down on us again, or when you learn that my past isn’t nearly as pretty as it should be, just remember. You come first for me, and you always will.” A hard shake of his head. “It just took me a while to realize it. What can I say? Sometimes, my priorities are shit.”
I’ll fucking love you forever.
No one had ever said that to her before. No one and she—
She didn’t know how she felt. There was no ready response on her tongue. She could only stare at him and realize that the curve of his lips looked sad.
Because he understood. He knew her better than any of the others ever had.
A rap sounded at their door. “Playtime’s over,” Zane called out.
But Simon’s stare didn’t waver.
She should say something. Anything. Her hands shook as she pressed the snap of her jeans. Her sex—inside, she could still feel him. “The plan…”
she cleared her throat and tried again. “The plan’s to attack tonight. We go in under the darkness and we hit them fast and hard. They—they won’t expect us.” Thanks to Erin and some magic strings she’d pulled, the story of their “death” had made the local headlines. “If luck’s on our side, they won’t even know we’re attacking until it’s too late.”
“Grim will know.” Certain.
Her jaw locked. “And he’ll die.” Because this madness was ending.
Revenge—hell, why did it seem so empty now? Why, when she looked at Simon, did she just want to run to him and—
To run away with him.
No. Grim wouldn’t stop if they fled. If he found out they were alive, he wouldn’t stop until they were dust.
She couldn’t walk away with a monster like him out there. Because there would be other families. Like hers. Like Nina’s.
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Nina.
Was she still alive? Where was she? Dee had thought of her when the pain eased and the bloodlust lessened. Zane had gone out scouting, but he’d found no sign of the woman.
Maybe she hadn’t gone after Grim. Maybe she’d just run.
Couldn’t blame her. Not a bit.
A harder knock shook the door. “If we’re taking Grim out, we need to move.”
Yet Simon stood, as still as a statue before her.
Because he was waiting on her to say something.
I’ll fucking love you forever.
But she didn’t know what to say. Her throat was tight. Her heart nearly ripping through her chest.
And she was afraid.
When she loved, people got hurt.
So Dee swallowed back the words that wanted to rise up and she held his stare, so scared of what he made her feel.