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by Becca Puglisi


  Attributes: Ambitious, cautious, courageous, easygoing, efficient, empathetic, generous, industrious, loyal, pensive, persistent, private, quirky, socially aware, spontaneous, uninhibited

  Flaws: Abrasive, childish, disorganized, flaky, forgetful, hostile, impatient, insecure, irrational, needy, pessimistic, scatterbrained, self-destructive, temperamental, uncooperative, volatile

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Hospitals and doctors

  Trying something and being reminded of one’s limitations

  Seeing someone younger or less experienced surpass one’s ability in a certain area

  Reminiscing with friends and being unable to remember certain events

  Seeing an old recording of one excelling in an area where one now struggles

  Failing even with a compensation in place (e.g., forgetting something despite writing it down)

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Facing the end of a dream, one must decide between succumbing to despair or redefining success

  The death or incapacitation of a caretaker that puts one in a position of having to care for oneself

  Getting a chance to do something one loves even it means the possibility of failing at it

  Struggling to achieve something and having to decide whether to keep trying or give up

  Realizing success is attainable in an area, though it means starting over or doing things differently

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  BATTLING A MENTAL DISORDER

  EXAMPLES

  Anxiety disorders

  Bipolar mood disorder

  Schizophrenia

  Personality disorders, such as anti-social, narcissistic, and dissociative disorder (formerly known as multiple personality disorder)

  Chronic depression

  Eating disorders

  Impulse control disorders (kleptomania, pyromania, compulsive gambling, etc.)

  Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)

  Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)

  Debilitating phobias (agoraphobia, social anxiety phobia, etc.)

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Physiological needs, safety and security, love and belonging, esteem and recognition, self-actualization

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  I can’t care for others or myself.

  I’m so messed up, no one would ever love me.

  Everyone is out to get me.

  I don’t need medication or treatment.

  My dreams are out of reach now.

  I am broken and beyond repair.

  I’m the only person struggling in this way.

  I’m just a burden to others. It would be better if I didn’t exist.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Losing their independence

  Specific fears related to the disorder (crowds, germs, being touched, etc.)

  Taking medication or treatments that change their personality or have negative side effects

  Needles, doctors, or hospitals

  Passing the disorder on to their children

  Becoming like their parent in other ways (if the disorder is genetic)

  Accidentally hurting themselves or a loved one during an episode

  Being unable to support those in their care

  Permanently losing their grip on reality

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Hiding one’s disorder

  Making excuses when one’s symptoms become clear to others

  Making light of one’s shortcomings instead of acknowledging the disorder

  Abusing drugs or alcohol; adopting self-harming behaviors to cope

  Avoiding people (family, friends, or therapists) who would hold one accountable

  Becoming depressed

  Pessimism and negative thoughts that are difficult to turn off

  Isolating oneself from others

  Frequently calling in sick to work or school

  Being unable to keep a job due to the specifics of one’s disorder

  Living life according to the short term rather than taking a long-distance viewpoint

  Going off one’s medication once it starts working, thinking it’s no longer necessary

  Emotional volatility

  Suicidal thoughts or attempts

  Feeling confused and disoriented at times

  Uncontrolled thoughts and impulses

  Being suspicious of people; questioning the motives of others

  Engaging in compulsions that shape one’s actions and routine

  Difficulty coping with day-to-day problems

  Feeling drained, exhausted, and hollowed out

  Attending therapy; joining a support group

  Adjusting one’s goals to account for the disorder

  Fighting to raise awareness of one’s disorder

  Renewed confidence as one makes progress and realizes how strong one really is

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Affectionate, diplomatic, discreet, empathetic, enthusiastic, friendly, generous, idealistic, independent, innocent, kind, passionate, private, quirky, resourceful, spontaneous

  Flaws: Childish, compulsive, devious, disorganized, forgetful, hostile, ignorant, impulsive, inattentive, irrational, needy, obsessive, paranoid, reckless, rowdy, scatterbrained, superstitious

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Seeing another mentally ill person being taken advantage of

  A disappointment or loss that deals an emotional blow (like a friend moving or a pet running off)

  Struggling to make an important decision due to one’s disorder

  A sudden change that disrupts one’s routine (a cousin moving in, one’s doctor closing his practice, etc.)

  Being rejected or abandoned because of one’s condition

  A change in insurance that doesn’t cover one’s medication or treatment options

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Going off meds and endangering a loved one, which leads to a decision about what one is willing to do to get better

  Meeting someone special and deciding whether to do life together or go it alone

  Having a passion that requires focus and commitment, and needing to choose whether or not to take on the challenge

  Someone offering support, giving one the courage to fight for happiness and accept the disorder as part of who one is

  RETURN TO THE TABLE OF CONTENTS

  BEING SO BEAUTIFUL IT’S ALL PEOPLE SEE

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Safety and security, love and belonging, esteem and recognition, self-actualization

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  My only worth is in my looks.

  I will never be respected for my hard work, brains, or skills.

  People only want to be close to me because of how I look and what my beauty can do for them.

  What I think or believe doesn’t matter.

  I can only be what others want me to be; I can’t live for myself.

  I must choose a career in the beauty industry because people expect me to.

  Friendships always contain jealousy, so only “surface” relationships are safe.

  People who want to date me only see me as eye candy.

  If I open up about my fears or struggles, I’ll be scorned.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Stalking, violence, and sexual assault (especially women)

  Being taken advantage of

  Being trapped by their own beauty (via life choices, careers, opportunities, etc.)

  Aging or losing their beauty

  Illness and disease

  Being unfairly judged by others because of how they look

  Trusting the wrong person

  Retribution or sabotage by a jealous peer

  Never experiencing a relationship that has true depth

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Metic
ulous health and beauty regimes

  Constant dieting and working out

  Fighting the aging process (through plastic surgery, buying expensive products, enduring painful treatments, etc.)

  Questioning and second-guessing one’s choices out of a deep need for approval

  Being a people pleaser

  Avoiding close relationships (due to doubt over whether they’re “real” or not)

  Not complaining because people will react with a lack of empathy

  Acting the way people expect one to act (proper, sophisticated, self-absorbed, etc.)

  Acting the opposite of what people expect as a way of proving them wrong

  Fighting or hiding one’s low self-esteem behind smiles and forced confidence

  Keeping secrets; rarely divulging one’s deepest feelings and desires

  Having body issues but being unable to express them

  Struggling with depression and adopting behaviors to cope with it (self-medicating, choosing to be alone, cutting one’s body in areas that won’t been seen, etc.)

  Downplaying one’s beauty (and possibly other attributes and skills) to try and fit in

  Often feeling like a decoration or object when out with a partner

  Working hard to be likable and negate resentful feelings from same-gender friends

  Being very safety conscious; avoiding dangerous places

  Practicing kindness and acceptance of others

  Improving one’s character so people focus on that rather than appearances

  Pursuing activities one can excel in that have nothing to do with physical appearance, such as playing a sport, learning a foreign language, or getting a degree

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Cautious, charming, cooperative, courteous, disciplined, flirtatious, friendly, generous, kind, loyal, mature, obedient, private, protective, sensual, sophisticated, uninhibited

  Flaws: Addictive, catty, cocky, cynical, extravagant, hypocritical, impulsive, inhibited, insecure, jealous, macho, materialistic, promiscuous, rebellious, self-indulgent, spoiled, vain, workaholic

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Being overtly hit on in an over-sexualized way

  Being called a slut or whore by someone who is jealous of one’s appearance

  Catching someone staring with a judgmental or assuming expression

  Entering a conversation and having the topic change from intellectual to superficial

  Being backstabbed by a friend and knowing that the root cause is resentment over one’s looks

  Someone taking control of a project due to prejudice or stereotypes (assuming one is incapable of fixing something, performing manual labor, etc.)

  Having people assume that one’s successes are based on looks

  Seeing a person use their good looks to get what they want, reinforcing the stereotype that has caused one such trouble

  Aging over time and realizing that friends are taking malicious joy at the leveling of the playing field

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Experiencing an accident or illness that mars one’s good looks

  Wanting to start a family and needing to come to terms with how one’s body will change

  Having an opportunity to reveal one’s intelligence, talent, or passion but fearing the rejection and derision one has experienced in the past

  Seeing one’s child use their beauty to manipulate others

  Developing an eating disorder and knowing one must get help before it’s too late

  Losing a friend to suicide who also struggled with self-worth and lack of fulfillment

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  FALLING SHORT OF SOCIETY’S PHYSICAL STANDARDS

  EXAMPLES

  Being much shorter or taller than the perceived norm

  Having skin that is marred by acne, rashes, psoriasis, pigmentation variances, or the like

  Being perceived as too thin or overweight

  Being hairier than most people

  Being perceived as having disproportionate features (a short neck, too-long arms, etc.)

  Having an unattractive feature like an oddly shaped nose, buck teeth, or cauliflower ears

  Having a deformity (one leg being shorter than the other, a club foot, scoliosis of the spine, etc.)

  Missing a limb

  Being scarred or physically disfigured in some way

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Love and belonging, esteem and recognition

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  When people look at me, they only see what’s different.

  I’ll never be accepted or have what others have.

  I’m not worthy of hanging with the pretty people.

  No one will ever want to be with someone like me.

  If someone expresses interest, they’re only doing it to set me up.

  People befriend me out of pity.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Misplacing their trust in others and misreading their motives

  A physical shortcoming being pointed out

  Being rejected by their peers

  Being made fun of, stared at, or pitied

  Romantic relationships and intimacy

  Being limited in life because of how they look

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Low self-esteem

  Trying to hide the feature that others consider atypical or abnormal

  Becoming self-deprecating to gain acceptance or avoid ridicule

  Avoiding activities that place one in the limelight

  Taking offense even when none is intended; being overly sensitive

  Avoiding social situations

  Staying on the outskirts when one is in a crowd

  Not engaging with others unless they engage first

  Seeking revenge against those who have made one’s life difficult

  Isolating oneself from others

  Always focusing on one’s flaws; being overly self-critical

  Engaging in relationships with toxic people because of low self-worth

  Pushing people away before one can be hurt by them

  Downplaying one’s strengths if they will make one stand out or draw unwanted attention

  Taking on jobs that allow one to be more invisible

  Embracing anonymous activities, like visiting online chat rooms or using personas on social media

  Not touching others or wanting to be touched

  Maintaining an emotional distance from others

  Seeking medical help to correct or minimize the difference

  Bankrupting oneself through procedures and treatments in hopes of “fixing the problem”

  Taking refuge in a form of art (writing, painting, or music) to express one’s feelings

  Becoming very accepting of others and seeing the qualities that others may miss

  Befriending other “outcasts”

  Honing a skill or talent to build confidence

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Alert, analytical, cautious, charming, courteous, diplomatic, empathetic, funny, gentle, humble, imaginative, kind, merciful, pensive, perceptive, private, spunky, talented

  Flaws: Confrontational, frivolous, hostile, insecure, jealous, melodramatic, needy, nervous, oversensitive, paranoid, resentful, temperamental, timid, uncommunicative, vindictive, volatile

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Overhearing someone say something unkind about one’s physical differences

  Visiting locations where one has been ridiculed in the past (school, a bar, etc.)

  Comparing oneself to someone “perfect” and finding oneself lacking

  Attending events where looks are on display (like an award ceremony or wedding)

  Ads, commercials, and products that reinforce physical ideals as being the key to happiness

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  W
itnessing someone being bullied for a physical shortcoming and having to decide between remaining invisible or standing up for them

  Being inspired by someone who chooses to own their differences instead of hiding them

  Discovering a strength or talent that helps or inspires others and realizing one is much more than a physical body

  Being in a toxic relationship where the other person belittles one’s appearance, and realizing that one has value and doesn’t deserve such treatment

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  INFERTILITY

  EXAMPLES: Being unable to conceive or bear children due to…

  Medical conditions (endometriosis, uterine abnormalities, ovulation disorders, etc.)

  An early hysterectomy

  A botched abortion

  Cancer and cancer treatments

  Complications from sexually transmitted diseases (STDs)

  Early-onset menopause

  Low sperm count

  Unknown factors

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Love and belonging, esteem and recognition, self-actualization

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  I’m less of a man or woman because of this.

  It’s not fair to get involved with someone because I’m defective.

  This is a punishment for something I’ve done.

  There must be a reason why I can’t have kids.

  God knows I would be a bad parent; that’s why I can’t have children.

  People will pity me if they find out, so it’s better to pretend I don’t want kids.

  Without children, I’ll never be complete or fulfilled.

  Why bother taking care of yourself if things like this are going to happen to you anyway?

  I’m going to grow old and die alone, with no one to care for me.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  A spouse dying and leaving them alone

  What others think

  That they are incapable of parenting or caring for others

  Other latent illnesses or conditions within their body

 

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