The Emotional Wound Thesaurus

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by Becca Puglisi

Being responsible for someone being hurt again

  Being manipulated or easily led by others

  Making the wrong choice or failing again

  Putting their own desires above the needs of others

  Being punished for their failure

  People discovering what they did

  Losing their prestige, power, or otherwise being punished if they don’t “toe the line”

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Relying on others to make important decisions out of a belief that one’s instincts are flawed

  Refusing to see or acknowledge injustice so one can avoid responsibility

  Turning inward; pulling away from family and friends

  Doubting oneself and feeling unworthy

  Negative self-talk; berating oneself for being a coward

  Becoming apathetic or lackadaisical to avoid being put in charge

  Overachieving in an effort to prove one’s worth to others

  Becoming callous to the needs of others so one can avoid making difficult moral decisions

  Ignoring problems rather than trying to fix them and failing

  Becoming very black-and-white in one’s beliefs so it’s easy to make decisions

  Loosening one’s opinions about right and wrong so one can act without experiencing guilt

  Playing the blame game to avoid responsibility

  Becoming more cautious; carefully considering decisions in order to come to the right conclusions

  Getting second opinions before taking action

  Working hard to ensure one doesn’t make a mistake in the same area again

  Having increased empathy for others

  Becoming an advocate for others

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Alert, ambitious, cautious, discreet, easygoing, honest, honorable, just, merciful, observant, protective

  Flaws: Addictive, apathetic, callous, controlling, cowardly, cruel, defensive, devious, evasive, gullible, hypocritical, ignorant, insecure, irresponsible, manipulative, morbid, needy, reckless, resentful, self-destructive, selfish, stubborn, subservient, temperamental, timid, uncooperative, unethical, weak-willed, withdrawn

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Running into the person who was hurt by one’s mistake

  Always being reminded of the lapse because one was “made an example of”

  Being exposed to the courageous acts of others (through media, social networks, friends, etc.)

  Watching movies where the hero or heroine sacrifices to save the day

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Seeing someone in need who is being ignored

  Being asked to be responsible for others (at work, with one’s family, with a friend’s child, etc.)

  Being asked for an opinion about an important matter and having to find the courage to voice it

  Being forgiven by the victim’s family members but struggling to forgive oneself

  Seeing someone headed down the same road that led to one’s own failure

  Being the one in need and having to ask someone to make a sacrifice to help

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  FAILING TO SAVE SOMEONE’S LIFE

  EXAMPLES

  A failed water rescue

  Not stopping a suicide in time

  Going for help but returning too late

  Unsuccessfully preventing someone from choking

  Aiding someone after a car accident (e.g., trying to stop the bleeding) but being unable to save them

  Intervening during a mugging or physical attack

  Failing at reasoning with a criminal during a hostage situation

  An unsuccessful domestic dispute intervention

  Failing to protect a child in a school shooting

  Being unable to revive a loved one after an overdose

  Being unable to prove child abuse to authorities until it’s too late

  Failing to save someone from a fall because one wasn’t physically strong enough

  Losing a patient in the ER or at the site of an accident

  Failing to rescue a victim from a fire

  Being unable to convince an impaired friend not to drive

  Being unable to stop a friend from taking stupid risks

  Failing to see the signs of a violent situation until it was too late

  Being unable to protect a friend from bullying, racism, or another hate-motivated attack

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Love and belonging, safety and security, esteem and recognition, self-actualization

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  I can’t protect the people I love.

  I am weak and ineffective.

  It should have been me instead.

  It’s better to avoid love than to love and lose it.

  I am responsible for this death.

  I failed the victim, so their responsibilities and burdens must become my own.

  People are inherently evil.

  You can’t rely on the system for justice.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Being responsible for others

  Making the wrong decision or cracking under pressure

  Failing a loved one in need

  Dying suddenly

  Not knowing critical information when it’s needed

  Love and connection

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Difficulty sleeping

  Flashbacks

  Obsessing over what happened, trying to figure out one’s mistake

  Crying frequently or wanting to cry but being unable to

  Stomach issues and a lack of appetite due to feelings of guilt or shame

  Avoiding responsibility

  Believing everyone is talking about one’s failure

  Making excuses as to why one cannot commit to things

  Second-guessing one’s decisions

  Refusing to act impulsively, or acting extremely impulsively

  Avoiding the family members of the victim

  Frequently visiting the site of the event

  Avoiding the site of the event

  Pulling back from family and friends

  No longer finding joy in activities and events

  Sticking to routines and avoiding spontaneity

  Becoming risk-averse

  Questioning one’s instincts

  Downplaying or degrading one’s abilities to others

  Assessing the dangers and risks for every activity

  Being obsessed with death statistics

  Digging into the victim’s life to understand him or her better

  Trying to bubble wrap loved ones to keep them safe, thereby smothering them

  Being on constant alert for danger

  Becoming safety conscious

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Alert, analytical, cautious, disciplined, focused, independent, industrious, introverted, meticulous, protective, responsible, sentimental, socially aware

  Flaws: Antisocial, controlling, fanatical, humorless, impatient, indecisive, obsessive, perfectionist, subservient, temperamental, uncommunicative, withdrawn, worrywart

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  A specific place tied to the event (such as water or boats, if a drowning occurred)

  Seeing a weapon or item that was used in the event (e.g., a rickety stair railing)

  The sight of blood

  A sound tied to the event, such as glass smashing or tires squealing

  Watching a movie or reading a book that has a similar situation to what one experienced

  Having to visit a loved one in a hospital

  Needing to enter a police station or speak with an officer

  Seeing a picture of the person one failed to save

  Having to attend a funeral or memorial

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Being in a life or death situa
tion by happenstance

  Being put into a position where one is responsible for someone else

  Being in the unique situation where one can make a big difference in another person’s life

  Experiencing a close call and having to react by instinct

  Dissuading someone from doing something risky, thereby preventing tragedy and enabling one to forgive oneself for what happened in the past

  RETURN TO THE TABLE OF CONTENTS

  MAKING A VERY PUBLIC MISTAKE

  EXAMPLES: Public mistakes are nothing new, but in today’s technologically advanced world, they are often recorded for posterity—on YouTube, Facebook, and on websites set up with the purpose of never letting others forget. This kind of reminder makes it even more difficult to move on after an embarrassing gaffe like…

  Backing a person, cause, or organization that turns out to be fraudulent

  Getting caught having an affair

  Getting arrested

  Being overheard saying something one would like to keep private

  Being caught in a public lie

  Losing one’s temper and making comments one later regrets

  Getting drunk and acting inappropriately

  Flubbing one’s lines during a performance

  Literally dropping the ball at a critical moment during a sporting event

  Experiencing a wardrobe malfunction

  Making public promises that one is unable to keep

  Being responsible for a high-profile project or product that fails

  Saying something that makes one look stupid or ignorant

  Making an accusation that turns out to be unfounded

  Accidentally sending a private email to a group of people instead of only the intended recipient

  Passing out naked or semi-naked in a public place

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Love and belonging, esteem and recognition, self-actualization

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  I’m a public joke. No one will let me forget what I did.

  I can’t be trusted not to screw up.

  I’m terrible under pressure.

  My judgment is faulty.

  I’m always going to fail.

  If I get in front of an audience, I’m going to mess things up.

  My career is over (if one has a highly visible career or is a household name).

  People are ugly inside, always wanting to tear others apart for making a mistake.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Failures and screw-ups

  Speaking or performing in public

  Letting others down

  Further tarnishing their reputation

  Saying the wrong thing

  Stating their true beliefs and opinions

  Going out on a limb for someone only to learn their trust has been misplaced

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Shying away from ambitious or challenging opportunities

  Becoming very private and withdrawn

  Becoming overly cautious or even obsessive-compulsive in an effort to avoid the same kind of mistake (repeatedly checking one’s work for errors, over-planning, etc.)

  Doubting one’s abilities

  Trying to forget through alcohol or drugs

  Developing an anxiety disorder

  Being prone to angry outbursts from suppressing one’s emotions

  Becoming secretive to keep one’s weaknesses from being exploited

  Having panic attacks when one is forced into the spotlight

  Not doing anything without a partner; relying too much on others and not enough on oneself

  Avoiding the humiliating scenario (public speaking, online interviews, debates, etc.)

  Giving up one’s career for something that is lower profile; underachieving

  Going into hiding (becoming reclusive, moving to a new place, changing one’s name, etc.)

  Embracing the false perception caused by one’s mistake (becoming promiscuous, flaky, etc.)

  Feeling judged by the peripheral people in one’s life

  Googling one’s name to see if others are still obsessed with what happened

  Avoiding social networking platforms where one might be reminded of one’s mistake

  Taking greater care before committing; acquiring information before acting

  Becoming highly ambitious or driven in an attempt to overcome one’s mistake

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Ambitious, cautious, discreet, humble, merciful, private, proactive, responsible, tolerant

  Flaws: Defensive, evasive, inhibited, insecure, irresponsible, perfectionist, pessimistic, rebellious, resentful, self-destructive, timid, withdrawn, worrywart

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  Watching a video of another person’s embarrassing gaffe

  Running into old co-workers or teammates who were close to or witnessed the incident

  Seeing a TV news van drive by

  Randomly being stopped by a reporter and asked to weigh in on a public issue

  People who are holding up cell phones to record or take pictures

  OPPORTUNITIES TO FACE OR OVERCOME THIS WOUND

  Becoming a target of online bullying

  A public recording of one’s mistake becoming so popular one is encouraged to monetize the situation

  Being threatened or extorted by someone willing to drag what happened into the spotlight again

  Being faced with a similar situation and almost making the same mistake again

  Feeling passion for a cause disdained by narrow-minded people, and needing to decide to support it or give in to the fear of being ridiculed for one’s beliefs

  RETURN TO THE TABLE OF CONTENTS

  POOR JUDGMENT LEADING TO UNINTENDED CONSEQUENCES

  EXAMPLES

  A dive off a bridge that results in serious injury

  Peer pressure that leads to a bad accident

  A prank or dare gone wrong

  Being arrested after a stupid stunt or foolish choice

  Drinking and driving that results in a car being totaled

  Drinking too much and falling into a bonfire

  Irresponsible drinking on a boat that ends in an accident or drowning

  Purposely not telling others where one is going and ending up in trouble, far from help

  Street racing that leads to injury or death

  Taking drugs without knowing what they are and ending up in the hospital

  Ditching a friend who is then attacked or injured

  Attempting a stunt (jumping off a roof, car surfing, etc.) and ending up with head trauma

  Playing with fire and causing a destructive blaze

  Fooling around with a chainsaw or axe and getting hurt

  Driving underage and accidentally hitting someone

  Messing around with a gun and accidentally shooting oneself or another

  Shoving or wrestling that causes the other party to fall down stairs or out a window

  Filming oneself doing something humiliating or inappropriate and having it uploaded to social media

  Investing money in an unknown venture and losing it all

  Gambling more than one can afford to lose

  BASIC NEEDS OFTEN COMPROMISED BY THIS WOUND: Safety and security, love and belonging, self-actualization

  FALSE BELIEFS THAT COULD BE EMBRACED

  I can never make up for this.

  One stupid mistake nearly ruined my life—I can never screw up again.

  Risk-taking is a fast track to the grave.

  Others should make the decisions, not me.

  Planning for every contingency is the only way to keep my loved ones safe.

  Knowing the consequences before acting is the only right choice.

  Fun is only safe if it is carefully controlled.

  Freedom leads to anarchy.

  THE CHARACTER MAY FEAR…

  Making decisions

  Los
ing control

  Being in charge and, therefore, responsible

  Change, risk, and danger

  Making another mistake

  Letting loved ones down

  That they’re unreliable and a danger to others

  Someone discovering the role they played in the incident

  POSSIBLE RESPONSES AND RESULTS

  Deep guilt; pulling away from friends and those involved

  Difficulty making decisions

  Using alcohol or other crutches to cope

  Avoiding decision-making (e.g., not responding so someone else will make the choice)

  Seeking out opinions because one doesn’t trust one’s gut

  Being obsessive about research and having all the facts

  Bubble-wrapping one’s children and spouse to protect them

  Making choices and decisions for those in one’s care so they will not make mistakes

  Having a hard time relying on other people; wanting to be in control of things

  Allowing others to be in charge and dictate what one should do

  Avoiding risky behaviors and being judgmental of those who take risks

  An inability to be spontaneous

  Overthinking everything

  A pessimistic mindset where one expects things to go wrong

  Avoiding stepping outside one’s comfort zone

  Choosing what is safe and known over what is not

  Being the wet blanket of the group because one can’t let go and have fun

  Steering the hobbies and interests of one’s children to keep them safe from possible risks

  Resisting change

  Being highly organized and prepared

  Adhering to routines

  PERSONALITY TRAITS THAT MAY FORM

  Attributes: Analytical, cautious, disciplined, focused, honest, independent, industrious, introverted, mature, merciful, meticulous, nurturing, obedient, observant, organized

  Flaws: Controlling, cowardly, defensive, humorless, indecisive, inflexible, inhibited, insecure, irrational, judgmental, know-it-all, nagging, nervous, obsessive, pessimistic

  TRIGGERS THAT MIGHT AGGRAVATE THIS WOUND

  The sight of blood, a cast, a scar, etc.

 

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