“Did you say you’re dating four men?”
Shit. I said four, didn’t I? Her question makes me realise my slip. I bite the inside of my cheek, holding back a curse. Should have known my nerves would betray me. I wasn’t thinking and it messed me up, damn it. Too late to back-pedal now.
“I did.”
“So which of them is the serious relationship?” she asks, quirking one eyebrow skyward.
“Oh, they’re all serious.” I flash a winning smile, the one that always makes people laugh.
Peals of laughter begin in the audience. Some of it sounds nervous, but who cares? At least they’re not booing. They still want to like me. It’s all good.
“So you’ve been busy,” Gina quips, boosting the audience’s amusement.
“I guess so,” I say with a careless shrug.
The rest of the interview breezes by with questions about the new album and the tour. I’m mentally kicking myself for my slip when I announced my big secret. There was nothing I could have done once it was out there. Any correction would have sounded like back-tracking, which only would have made things worse. It’s out now. There’s no taking anything back.
I rush to my dressing room to grab my stuff and get the hell out of the studio, and I find Logan inside alone, back to the wall. His gaze drifts my way and dips to the ground. I try to calm my racing heart. He couldn’t have seen my mistake. There are no screens in this room.
“Where’s Skyler?”
“She’s using your private washroom.” He nods towards the closed door. “How’d it go?”
We’re doing small talk now? “Fine.”
His gaze moves back to my face and know he can tell I’m freaking out. My voice tightens when something happens that I don’t want to talk about. Lucky for me, he probably just thinks it’s his presence that’s getting to me. Maybe it did.
Three. You have three lovers, Eden. Not four. How hard is that to forget?
I pick up my things and go back to the door. If he’s concerned he isn’t asking. I need to just get the hell out of here. “Tell Skyler not to steal anything.”
Getting the hell out of there seems like a wise idea so I bolt, not slowing down until I catch up with Nick and Eli in the corridor. Nick gives me a sympathetic smile as I take his arm.
I open my mouth and he shakes his head. “It’s okay, Eden, but we should probably leave off talking about it for someplace private.”
Shit. He’s right. I glance at Eli. His expression is guarded. He was worried about Logan becoming a problem. He’s not going to be happy I accidentally added him when I admitted to the world that I’m seeing more than one man.
I follow them out to the limo and blow out a breath only once we’re safely inside. The handful of cameras and shouted questions from a few paparazzi asking if these were two of my boyfriends makes me cringe.
Nick clicks down the lock and puts the barrier up between us and the driver, once he tells the guy to take a long drive through a remote area. Then he turns back to me.
“I was wound up, and I just said the wrong thing...” I start to explain. “I didn’t even realise I’d done it right away.”
“Ssh,” Nick tells me as Eli puts a hand on my thigh and tugs until my legs open. Nick’s green eyes sparkle as he leans in to kiss me. “We know. Relax, Eden. We need to take care of you.”
His lips land on mine and I sink into his kiss, feeling Eli move away from my side. I don’t get the chance to wonder where he went. He’s moving between my legs, getting his shoulders up under my knees as his hands push my skirt up to my waist. I hear the lacy panties tear and feel them fall away just before his hot mouth opens my lips. His hands grasp my ass firmly as he begins to lick.
My gasps are muffled by Nick’s tongue filling my mouth. His kiss is firm and insistent. I stroke the back of his head until he takes one hand away and places it on his pulsing shaft. I moan as Eli’s tongue slicks over my swollen clit, squeezing Nick’s hard cock and beginning to pull my fingers along the length. His soft groan into my mouth makes me work him harder.
He moves back, resting his head on my shoulder and reaching out to squeeze one hard nipple through the thin leather of my dress. “Oh, fuck, Eden. Slow down. I don’t want to come until Eli’s done making you ready for us.”
My racing heart skips a beat. “Making me ready?”
“We’re opening that sweet pussy wide enough to take us both.”
Holy hell. The desire in his voice pushes me over the edge. I come on Eli’s eager tongue and he starts pushing fingers inside my pulsating cleft while I gasp and try to keep myself from pulling harder on Nick’s cock. I relax my grip and my thumb strokes through the liquid wetting the tip before I move my hand away. Nick lets out a relieved sigh.
“Two fingers isn’t nearly enough, Eden,” Eli tells me, pushing in a third and making me cry out his name.
“She’s really wet,” Nick says, watching Eli’s fingers closely.
“She’s also really tight,” Eli tells him, licking his lips as he looks up at me. “Relax, Eden. We can drive around all night until you’re ready.”
“Fuck me with your hand, Eli,” I tell him. I don’t know how else they’re going to make me open wide enough to take them both. But I remember taking four of his fingers and feeling my head spin. His hands are so big and he wasn’t gentle. Just thinking about it makes my legs shake.
“You’re barely taking three fingers right now.”
“Just push them in harder,” I insist. “Fuck me, hard.”
He starts to do it and I lean back in the seat. Part of me wants to pull him closer and the other part wants to push him away. It’s like every nerve in my body is on fire, I’m so incredibly sensitive to his rough touches. I feel damn close to coming and I can tell he’s making me raw at the same time. My body might hate me for this later, but right now I couldn’t care less.
“Yes,” I breathe. “Like that.”
I feel it when his pinkie pushes inside as he thrusts, and his whole fist makes it inside when I start to come. He keeps pushing and pulling as I lose it on feeling his fingers curl, moaning out my ecstasy for a few intense minutes. I buck against him uncontrollably until he removes his hand.
His gaze is insatiable as he looks me over.
“She’s ready.”
“Holy hell,” Nick whispers.
I push off the dress and Nick lays down on the ground, pulling me onto him when he grasps my thighs and tugs. I fall forward, unsteady in my high leather boots, landing on his chest and feeling him pull my ass until my soaked pussy is at his lips. Oh, hell. It makes me gasp out a sharp breath. I’m so fucking raw, still pulsing through the aftershocks of my climax. It feels so good I can barely handle it, wriggling while his tongue slides from my clit and slips between my lips.
“Oh, Nick.”
He lets go after a taste and I move down to tease his rock hard cock with my mouth a little. His stifled moans tell me when to stop. I don’t want this to be over before we get to the main show. My legs tremble as I push myself up to get into position to slide down onto Nick’s straining shaft.
Eli moves to help when I sway back. It’s a little disorienting with the car moving while we’re doing this. His strong arms keep me steady as I move to impale myself onto Nick before Eli moves in front of us to get ready to enter me too. My legs are spread wide in this reverse cowgirl position and even though I can feel there’s some slack, I know how awkward it’s going to be to get this right.
“I don’t know if I’m really ready,” I admit, watching Eli take a bottle of lube from his pocket.
Every other time I’ve been in this position, I’ve had one dick inside my ass. That felt easier, somehow. This feels almost impossible.
“Give me your hand,” Eli commands.
I hold my palm out to him. He squirts lube onto my fingers. It’s cold and makes me gasp. Nick thrusts upwards and I moan.
“Think how good it’s going to feel when we’re both doing that,” Nick
whispers, sending delicious shivers down my spine as his hands stroke down my sides.
“Lean back a little and put your fingers into your pussy,” Eli instructs, his eyes dark and his voice demanding. Oh, hell. He’s gone into commanding mode. This is the first time that’s happened when we’ve been with someone else. My stomach starts to flutter.
I do as told, taking it slowly. My fingers fit, and the lube actually feels kind of nice. I have to resist stroking my fingers over my clit. I gaze at Eli as he lubes up his thick cock. “What now?”
“Push your fingers in and out. Keep that pussy open for me.”
I swallow as I move my fingers. They’re pretty tight to Nick’s cock. I don’t know how Eli’s big dick is going to push inside here.
“Lay back,” Eli orders.
“I can try.” I inch back, leaning on the arm I’m not using to keep my pussy stretched wide.
“Take your fingers away.”
He sounds tense now. The tip of his shaft presses at my entrance and I shiver at the cool touch of the lube. “Fuck,” Eli whispers as he pushes slowly inside. “You’re so tight.”
He’s halfway there and I already feel full to bursting. Then the car hits a pot-hole and he thrusts in all the way. A gasp tears through me. My body is throbbing with desire, intense and heady.
“Are you okay?” Eli gazes at my face, his brow furrowing.
“I’m fine. Better than fine.” I shudder and Nick’s arms go around my waist.
“I’ve never done this before,” he whispers to me.
“It’s a first for me too,” I tell him, making him snort.
Then Eli starts to move and holy hell. If we weren’t in a car, I’d swear his dick made the earth move under us. I’m so damned close to shattering I can barely handle it, and that’s when Nick starts to tease my nipples with his fingers. Being filled by two huge cocks at once is intense enough. His stroking of my breasts only pushes me further until I’m soaring over the edge. I come moaning between them, holding on to Eli’s shoulders.
I’m still riding the tail of that orgasm when the second hits and makes stars swirl around us. I groan in complete ecstasy as my men keep me filled to breaking point.
“I’m never going to walk again,” I murmur.
Nick kisses my head. “Like we told you before, we’ll carry you wherever you need to go.”
“Oh fuck,” Eli says, right before he speeds up and spills his seed inside of me.
Nick isn’t close behind, gasping as Eli comes and losing it seconds later.
Eli moves back and helps me up after he steadies himself. My legs are useless, and I’m so wet my thighs are slippery. “Might need a little help with this,” I mention as Eli sets me down on a warm, fluffy towel. “How did you...?”
He sits next to me and starts to dry my legs gently. “The seats are heated. We kind of planned this.”
“Of course,” I say with a laugh. There’s an ache between my legs now, and it’s the delicious kind. I’m going to want more of what we just did and I damn well know it. I know we can’t just drive around all night fucking, but right now the thought of that is intoxicating.
Nick gets up with a grin on his face. “That was fucking awesome.”
“It was. I love you both. Whoever’s idea it was.”
Chapter Twenty-Five
Logan
I convince my heart to slow its thumping once Eden’s out of my sight. My blood was starting to flow straight to my dick. That takes longer to correct, but I’m used to walking around with a semi. I tell myself it’s nothing new, that Eden has always had this affect on me. But the truth is everything feels raw again since we screwed in the back seat of that car. It’s like she reached into my chest and wrapped her fingers around my heart. It only beats now on her insistence.
Even though I’m sure she’d rather it didn’t. She couldn’t stand to be around me. Couldn’t even wait a few minutes for Skyler in my presence. Lawson forced us together, and she didn’t want it. There’s nothing I can do to make it right.
“Did I just hear Eden?” Sky asks as she walks out of the bathroom.
She’s re-done her make-up. Red lipstick is now green and her eye-shadow has been replaced with thick liner. I don’t know what she’s up to, but I know there’s something. Torturing Eden, most likely. She’s never been a conventional kind of friend. I can’t say I ever really understood their relationship.
“She just left. We should go.”
“She left?” she asks, blowing out a breath. “Damn it. Where was she headed?”
“I don’t know.”
“Ugh. I planned on dragging her out after the show.”
“I think she was tired.” She’s been lost in thought when she came back into the room. I wonder what had been on her mind. Forget it, Logan. None of your business. “We should leave.”
Skyler rolls her eyes as she heads toward the door. “Fine.”
Her phone is already in her hand as she leads us out. I yank it out of her hand and she gasps.
“Leave her alone, Skyler. You can call her in the morning.” I slip the phone into my pocket.
“Who are you, my dad?” She snorts. “Anyway, I was going to call Lawson.”
“Really?” I doubt it, but I check the phone. She has Eden’s number on the screen. I shake my head and pocket it again. “You can call him tomorrow too.”
She frowns at me.
I smile. “It’s almost one a.m. Am I driving you to your place, or Lawsons?”
She blows out a breath. “My place, asshole. Get moving.”
Chapter Twenty-Six
Eden
The hotel room suite is incredible, but I barely get the chance to enjoy it. Eli and Nick’s attempts to relax and distract me worked wonders to begin with, but there’s an elephant in the room that isn’t going to just disappear if we all ignore it. Especially since Skyler has hired Logan for our tour.
Eli lays me down on the huge bed and I get a second to wonder what size it is because it’s definitely perfect for four. Then my thoughts slide back to the problem I know I need to fix. I clear my throat as Nick sits next to me and starts unzipping my boots.
“I know I messed up when I made my confession on the show,” I start, feeling their gazes on me and starting to feel sick inside. I know what they must be thinking, and I’m starting to wonder if they’re right. “I care about Logan. It doesn’t mean I want to be with him. I know I can’t pretend I don’t have a fourth. I thought it didn’t matter if I didn’t want it to, but I know now it does.”
Nick’s expression makes me want to curl into a ball and die. He’s pissed but he’s trying to think before he speaks. His hands have dropped from my boots and his fists are tightly drawn.
“I’m not saying I need to be with Logan. He doesn’t want to be a part of this. I don’t want him to be either,” I tell them quickly. “My guide told me I had other potentials for a fourth. I’m going to find one and undo the connection I made with Logan.” I take a breath.
Nick’s mouth drops open and the tension drops right out of his body. “Oh.”
Eli still looks pensive. “Are you sure?”
I gaze into his serious dark eyes and nod. “I want what’s best for all of us. I know that’s not Logan.”
My heart sinks a little to admit it. In spite of everything, I know I’m never going to stop loving him.
Nick removes my boots and places them on the floor. “We can talk about it in the morning. You need to sleep.” He kisses my forehead and I smile.
“Well, I am pretty damned tired.”
“I wonder why,” Eli says, smiling back at me. His lips land on my cheek before he moves back and away from the bed. “We’ll let you get ready for bed. I’m just going to check in with your security guys.”
“And I’m just going to check out the mini-bar,” Nick tells me, with a grin. “I’m hungry for some brutally expensive chips and nuts.”
The temptation to lie down is strong. I force myself to get up and
head for the en-suite. I get ready for bed as quickly as possible. Miraculously my make up hasn’t melted. I expected clown-face after sweating my ass off sandwiched between my men in that limo. Apparently the fixing spray my make-up artist used really is as amazing as she’d told me it was.
“You want your other potentials.” Cupid’s sudden entrance makes me jump.
“Seriously, stop sneaking up on me,” I snap at him, dropping the make-up remover and losing half the bottle to the sink. Damn it. I hope there’s enough left or I’m in for a bad skin episode right in the middle of two weeks of bullshit promo for the tour.
“You were looking for me to come tell you who your other potentials were. I’m here now, so let’s not waste time.”
“Fine,” I tell him, putting the cap back on the remover. “Who are they?”
“I’m sure you already know, if you take the time to think about it.” He sounds irritable.
Hilarious, considering I’m the one he snuck up on in the middle of the damned night. “I don’t know what you mean.”
“You’ve met them before. Do you need me to give you a list?”
I roll my eyes at him. “So I met them before I became a Goddess? Yes, a list would actually be perfect, thanks.” I hold out my hand. “Well? Cough it up.”
He huffs out a breath. “I’ll give you the names of the potentials you’re most likely to bump back into in the next few weeks. The rest might as well be on the other side of the world.”
“That many?” It kind of boggles the mind. I’ve met more than a few other guys who could be like a soul-mate to me? Crazy.
“Fifteen, to be precise, but let’s not get bogged down here. I’ve got other Goddesses to look after.”
“At two a.m.?”
He just frowns at me from behind the dark glasses. I shrug and lean against the sink.
“So who are they?”
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