In like manner, though the story of Ananias and Sapphira, struck down dead for lying, had been told her in forcible and threatening tones, yet still the little sinner thought within herself that such things must have ceased in our times, as she had told more than one clever lie which neither Miss Asphyxia nor any one else had found out.
In fact, the child considered herself and Miss Asphyxia as in a state of warfare which suspends all moral rules. In the stories of little girls who were taken captives by goblins or giants or witches, she remembered many accounts of sagacious deceptions which they had practised on their captors. Her very blood tingled when she thought of the success of some of them, – how Hensel and Grettel had heated an oven red-hot, and persuaded the old witch to get into it by some cock-and-bull story of what she would find there; and how, the minute she got in, they shut up the oven door, and burnt her all up! Miss Asphyxia thought the child a vexatious, careless, troublesome little baggage, it is true; but if she could have looked into her heart and seen her imaginings, she would probably have thought her a little fiend.
At last, one day, the smothered fire broke out. The child had had a half-hour of holiday, and had made herself happy in it by furbishing up her little bedroom. She had picked a peony, a yellow lily, and one or two blue irises, from the spot of flowers in the garden, and put them in a tin dipper on the table in her room, and ranged around them her broken bits of china, her red berries and fragments of glass, in various zigzags. The spirit of adornment thus roused within her, she remembered having seen her brother make pretty garlands of oak-leaves; and, running out to an oak hard by, she stripped off an apronful of the leaves, and, sitting down in the kitchen door, began her attempts to plait them into garlands. She grew good-natured and happy as she wrought, and was beginning to find herself in charity even with Miss Asphyxia, when down came that individual, broom in hand, looking vengeful as those old Greek Furies who used to haunt houses, testifying their wrath by violent sweeping.
“What under the canopy you up to now, making such a litter on my kitchen floor?” she said. “Can’t I leave you a minute ‘thout your gettin’ into some mischief, I want to know? Pick ’em up, every leaf of ‘em, and carry ’em and throw ’em over the fence; and don’t you never let me find you bringing no such rubbish into my kitchen agin!”
In this unlucky moment she turned, and, looking into the little bedroom, whose door stood open, saw the arrangements there. “What!” she said; “you been getting down the tin cup to put your messes into? Take ’em all out!” she said, seizing the flowers with a grasp that crumpled them, and throwing them into the child’s apron. “Take ’em away, every one of ‘em! You ‘d get everything out of place, from one end of the house to the other, if I did n’t watch you!” And forthwith she swept off the child’s treasures into her dust-pan.
In a moment all the smothered wrath of weeks blazed up in the little soul. She looked as if a fire had been kindled in her which reddened her cheeks and burned in her eyes; and, rushing blindly at Miss Asphyxia, she cried, “You are a wicked woman, a hateful old witch, and I hate you!”
“Hity-tity! I thought I should have to give you a lesson before long, and so I shall,” said Miss Asphyxia, seizing her with stern determination. “You ‘ve needed a good sound whipping for a long time, miss, and you are going to get it now. I ‘ll whip you so that you ‘ll remember it, I ‘ll promise you.”
And Miss Asphyxia kept her word, though the child, in the fury of despair, fought her with tooth and nail, and proved herself quite a dangerous little animal; but at length strength got the better in the fray, and, sobbing, though unsubdued, the little culprit was put to bed without her supper.
In those days the literal use of the rod in the education of children was considered as a direct Bible teaching. The wisest, the most loving parent felt bound to it in many cases, even though every stroke cut into his own heart. The laws of New England allowed masters to correct their apprentices, and teachers their pupils, – and even the public whipping-post was an institution of New England towns. It is not to be supposed, therefore, that Miss Asphyxia regarded herself otherwise than as thoroughly performing a most necessary duty. She was as ignorant of the blind agony of mingled shame, wrath, sense of degradation, and burning for revenge, which had been excited by her measures, as the icy east wind of Boston flats is of the stinging and shivering it causes in its course. Is it the wind’s fault if your nose is frozen? There is not much danger in these days that such measures will be the fashionable ones in the bringing up of children. But there is a class of coldly-conscientious, severe persons, who still, as a matter of duty and conscience, justify measures like these in education. They, at all events, are the ones who ought to be forbidden to use them, and whose use of them with children too often proves a soul-murder, – a dispensation of wrath and death. Such a person is commonly both obtuse in sensibility and unimaginative in temperament; but if his imagination could once be thoroughly enlightened to see the fiend-like passions, the terrific convulsions, which are roused in a child’s soul by the irritation and degradation of such correction, he would shrink back appalled. With sensitive children left in the hands of stolid and unsympathizing force, such convulsions and mental agonies often are the beginning of a sort of slow moral insanity which gradually destroys all that is good in the soul. Such was the danger now hanging over the hapless little one whom a dying mother had left to God. Is there no stirring among the angel wings on her behalf?
As the child lay sobbing in a little convulsed heap in her bed, a hard, horny hand put back the curtain of the window, and the child felt something thrown on the bed. It was Sol, who, on coming in to his supper, had heard from Miss Asphyxia the whole story, and who, as a matter of course, sympathized entirely with the child. He had contrived to slip a doughnut into his pocket, when his hostess was looking the other way. When the child rose up in the bed and showed her swelled and tear-stained face, Sol whispered: ‘There ‘s a doughnut I saved for ye. Darn her pictur’! Don’t dare say a word, ye know. She ‘ll hear me.”
“O Sol, can’t you get Harry to come here and see me?” said the child, in an earnest whisper.
“Yes, I ‘ll get him, if I have to go to thunder for ‘t,” said Sol. “You jest lie down now, there ‘s a good girl, and I ‘ll work it, – ye see if I don’t. To-morrow I ‘ll make her go off to the store, and I ‘ll get him down here, you see if I don’t. It ‘s a tarnal shame; that ‘ere critter ain’t got no more bowels than a file.”
The child, however, was comforted, and actually went to sleep hugging the doughnut. She felt as if she loved Sol, and said so to the doughnut many times, – although he had great horny fists, and eyes like oxen. With these, he had a heart in his bosom, and the child loved him.
CHAPTER XII.
THE LION’S MOUTH SHUT.
“NOW, where a plague is that boy?” said Old Crab, suddenly bearing down, as evil-disposed people are always apt to do, in a most unforeseen moment.
The fact was that there had been a silent conspiracy among Sol and Goody Smith and the hired men of Old Crab, to bring about a meeting between the children. Miss Asphyxia had been got to the country store and kept busy with various bargains which Sol had suggested, and Old Crab had been induced to go to mill, and then the boy had been sent by Goody Smith on an errand to Miss Asphyxia’s house. Of course he was not to find her at home, and was to stay and see his sister, and be sure and be back again by four o’clock.
“Where a plague is that lazy shote of a boy? he repeated.
“What, Harry?”
“Yes, Harry. Who do you suppose I mean? Harry, – where is he?”
“O, I sent him up to Sphyxy’s.”
“You sent him?” said Old Crab, with that kind of tone which sounds so much like a blow that one dodges one’s head involuntarily. “You sent him? What business you got interfering in the work?”
“Lordy massy, father, I jest wanted Sphyxy’s cards and some o’ that ‘ere fillin’ she promised to give
me. He won’t be gone long.”
Old Crab stood at this disadvantage in his fits of ill-temper with his wife, that there was no form of evil language or abuse that he had not tried so many times on her that it was quite a matter of course for her to hear it. He had used up the English language, – made it, in fact, absolutely of no effect, – while his fund of ill-temper was, after all, but half expressed.
“You ‘ve begun with that ‘ere boy just as you allers did with all your own, gettin’ ’em to be a waitin’ round on you, – jest ‘cause you ‘re a lazy good-for-nothin’. We ‘re so rich, I wonder you don’t hire a waiter for nothin’ but to stan’ behind your chair. I ‘ll teach him who his master is when he comes back.”
“Now, father, ‘t ain’t no fault o’ his’n. I sent him.”
“And I sot him to work in the fields, and I ‘d like to know if he ‘s goin’ to leave what I set him to do, and go round after your errands. Here ‘t is gettin’ to be ‘most five o’clock, and the critters want fodderin’, and that ‘ere boy a dancing ‘tendance on you. But he ain’t a doin’ that. He ‘s jest off a berryin’ or suthin’ with that trollopin’ sister o’ his’n, – jes’ what you bring on us, takin’ in trampers. That ‘ere gal, she pesters Sphyxy half to death.”
“Sphyxy ‘s pretty capable of takin’ care of herself,” said Goody Smith, still keeping busy with her knitting, but looking uneasily up the road, where the form of the boy might be expected to appear.
The outbreak that she had long feared of her husband’s evil nature was at hand. She knew it by as many signs as one foretells the approach of hurricanes or rain-storms. She knew it by the evil gleam in his small, gray eyes, – by the impatient pacing backward and forward in the veranda, like a caged wild animal. It made little matter to him what the occasion was: he had such a superfluity of evil temper to vent, that one thing for his purpose was about as good as another.
It grew later and later, and Old Crab went to the barn to attend to his cattle, and the poor little old woman knitted uneasily.
“What could ‘a’ kep’ him?” she thought. “He can’t ‘a’ run off.” There was a sudden gleam of mingled pleasure and pain in the old woman’s heart as this idea darted through her mind. “I should n’t wonder if he would, but I kind o’ hate to part with him”
At last she sees him coming along the road, and runs to meet him. “How could you be so late? He ‘s drefful mad with ye.”
“I did n’t know how late it was. Besides, all I could do, Tina would follow me, and I had to turn back and carry her home. Tina has bad times there. That woman is n’t kind to her.”
“No, dear, she ain’t noways kind,” said the old woman; “It ain’t Sphyxy’s way to be kind; but she ‘ll do middlin’ well by her, – anyway, she won’t let nobody hurt her but herself. It ‘s a hard world to live in; we have to take it as ‘t comes.”
“Well, anyway,” said the boy, “they must let us go to see each other. It is n’t right to keep us apart.”
“No, ‘t ain’t, dear; but lordy massy, what can ye do?”
There was a great steady tear in the boy’s large, blue eyes as he stopped at the porch, and he gave a sort of dreary shiver.
“Halleoah you there! you lazy little cuss,” said Old Crab, coming from the barn, “where you been idling all the afternoon?”
“I ‘ve been seeing my sister,” said the boy, steadily.
“Thought so. Where ‘s them cards and the fillin’ you was sent for?”
“There was n’t anybody at home to get them.”
“And why did n’t you come right back, you little varmint?”
“Because I wanted to see Tina. She ‘s my sister; and my mother told me to take care of her; and it ‘s wicked to keep us apart so.”
“Don’t you give me none of yer saace,” said Old Crab, seizing the boy by one ear, to which he gave a vicious wrench.
“Let me alone,” said the boy, flushing up with the sudden irriation of pain and the bitter sense of injustice.
“Let you alone? I guess I won’t; talking saace to me that ‘ere way. Guess I ‘ll show you who ‘s master. It ‘s time you was walked off down to the barn, sir, and find out who ‘s your master,” he said, as he seized the boy by the collar and drew him off.
“O Lord!” said the woman, running out and stretching her hands instinctively after them. “Father, do let the boy alone.”
She could not help this cry any more than a bird can help a shriek when she sees the hawk pouncing down on her nest, though she knew perfectly well that she might as well have shouted a petition in the angry face of the northeast wind.
“Take off your jacket,” said Old Crab, as soon as he had helped himself to a long cart-whip which stood there.
The boy belonged to that class of amiable, good-natured children who are not easily irritated or often provoked, but who, when moved by a great injustice or cruelty, are thrown into convulsions of passion. The smallest and most insignificant animal, in moments of utter despair, when every fibre of its being is made vital with the energy of desperate resistance, often has a force which will make the strongest and boldest stand at bay. The boy retreated a pace or two, braced his back against the manger, while his whole form trembled and appeared to dilate, and it seemed as if blue streams of light glared from his eyes like sparks struck from burning steel.
“Strike me if you dare, you wicked, dreadful man,” he shouted. “Don’t you know that God sees you? God is my Father, and my mother is gone to God; and if you hurt me He ‘ll punish you. You know I have n’t done anything wrong, and God knows it. Now strike me if you dare.”
The sight of any human being in a singular and abnormal state has something appalling about it; and at this moment the child really appeared to Old Crab like something supernatural. He stood a moment looking at him, and then his eyes suddenly seemed fixed on something above and beyond him, for he gazed with a strange, frightened expression; and at last, pushing with his hands, called out, “Go along; get away, get away! I hain’t touched him,” and, turning, fled out of the barn.
He did not go to the house again, but to the village tavern, and, entering the bar-room with a sort of distraught air, called for a dram, and passed the evening in a cowering state of quiet in the corner, which was remarked on by many as singular.
The boy came back into the house.
“Massy to us, child,” said the old woman, “I thought he ‘d half killed ye.”
“No, he has n’t touched me. God would n’t let him,” said the boy.
“Well, I declare for ‘t; he must have sent the angels that shut the lion’s mouth when Daniel was in the den,” said the woman. “I would n’t ‘a’ had him struck ye, not for ten dollars.”
The moon was now rising, large, white, and silvery, yet with a sort of tremulous, rosy flush, as it came up in the girdle of a burning autumn horizon. The boy stood a moment looking at it. His eyes were still dilated with that unnatural light, and his little breast heaving with waves of passion not yet tranquillized.
“Which way did he go?” said the woman.
“Up the road,” said the boy.
“To the tavern,” said the woman. “He ‘s been there before this afternoon. At any rate, then, he ‘ll let us alone awhile. There comes the men home to supper. Come in; I ‘ve got a turnover I made a purpose for ye.”
“No, I must bid you good by, now,” said the boy. “I can’t stay here any longer.”
“Why, where be ye going?”
“Going to look for a better place, where I can take care of Tina,” said the boy.
“Ye ain’t a going to leave me?” said the old woman. “Yet I can’t want ye to stay. I can’t have nothin’ nor nobody.”
“I ‘ll come back one of these days,” said the boy cheerfully, – “come and see you.”
“Stay and get your supper, anyhow,” pleaded the old woman. “I hate ter have ye go, drefful bad.”
“I don’t want any supper,” said the child; “but if you ‘ll
give me a little basket of things, – I want ’em for Tina.”
The old soul ran to her buttery, and crammed a small splint basket with turnovers, doughnuts, and ample slices of rye bread and butter, and the boy took it and trudged off, just as the hired men were coming home.
“Hulloah, bub!” shouted they, “where ye goin’?”
“Going to seek my fortune,” said the boy cheerfully.
“Jest the way they all go,” said the old woman.
“Where do you suppose the young un ‘ll fetch up?” said one of the men to the other.
“No business of mine, – can’t fetch up wus than he has ben a doin’.”
“Old Crab a cuttin’ up one of his shines, I s’pose?” said the other, interrogatively.
“Should n’t wonder; ‘bout time, – ben to the tavern this afternoon, I reckon.”
The boy walked along the rough stony road towards Miss Asphyxia’s farm. It was a warm, mellow evening in October. The air had only a pleasant coolness. Everything was tender and bright. A clump of hickory-trees on a rocky eminence before him stood like pillars of glowing gold in the twilight; one by one little stars looked out, winking and twinkling at the lonely child, as it seemed to him, with a friendly, encouraging ray, like his mother’s eyes.
That afternoon he had spent trying to comfort his little sister, and put into her soul some of the childlike yet sedate patience with which he embraced his own lot, and the good hopes which he felt of being able some time to provide for her when he grew bigger. But he found nothing but feverish impatience, which all his eloquence could scarcely keep within bounds. He had, however, arranged with her that he should come evenings after she had gone to bed, and talk to her at the window of her bedroom, that she should not be so lonesome nights. The perfectly demoniac violence which Old Crab had shown this night had determined him not to stay with him any longer. He would take his sister, and they would wander off, a long, long way, till they came to better people, and then he would try again to get work, and ask some good woman to be kind to Tina. Such, in substance, was the plan that occurred to the child; and accordingly that night, after little Tina had laid her head on her lonely pillow, she heard a whispered call at her window. The large, bright eyes opened very wide as she sat up in bed and looked towards the window, where Harry’s face appeared.
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