Just then the door opened, and a pale, thin woman came in, laden with packages.
She laid all down, and came to her children’s bed, clasping her hands in rapture.
“Joy, joy, children! Oh, joy, joy! Christ is coming! He will be here to-morrow.”
Every little bird in the nest was up, and the little arms around the mother’s neck; the children believed at once. They had heard of the good Jesus. He had been their mother’s only friend through many a cold and hungry day, and they doubted not He was coming.
“Oh, mother! will He take us? He will, won’t He?”
“Yes, my little ones,” she said softly, smiling to herself; “He shall gather the lambs with His arms, and carry them in His bosom.”
Suddenly again, as by the slide of a magic lantern, another scene was present.
We stood in a lonely room, where a woman was sitting with her head bowed forward upon her hands. Alone, forsaken, slandered, she was in bitterness of spirit. Hard, cruel tongues had spoken her name with vile assertions, and a thoughtless world had believed. There had been a babble of accusations, a crowd to rejoice in iniquity, and few to pity. She thought herself alone, and she spoke: “Judge me, O Lord! for I have walked in my integrity. I am as a monster unto many; but thou art my strong refuge.”
In a moment the angel touched her. “My sister,” he said, “be of good cheer. Christ will be here to-morrow.”
She started up, with her hands clasped, her eyes bright, her whole form dilated, as she seemed to look into the heavens, and said with rapture:
“Come, Lord, and judge me; for Thou knowest me altogether. Come, Son of man; in Thee have I trusted; let me never be confounded. Oh, for the judgment-seat of Christ!”
Again I stood in a brilliant room, full of luxuries. Three or four fair women were standing pensively talking with each other. Their apartment was bestrewn with jewelry, laces, silks, velvets, and every fanciful elegance of fashion; but they looked troubled.
“This seems to me really awful,” said one, with a suppressed sigh. “What troubles me is, I know so little about it.”
“Yes,” said another, “and it puts a stop to everything! Of what use will all these be to-morrow?”
There was a poor seamstress in the corner of the room, who now spoke. “We shall be ever with the Lord,” she said.
“I’m sure I don’t know what that can mean,” said the first speaker, with a kind of shudder; “it seems rather fearful.”
“Well,” said the other, “it seems so sudden — when one never dreamed of any such thing — to change all at once from this to that other life.”
“It is enough to be with Him,” said the poor woman. “Oh, I have so longed for it!”
“The great gulf,” again said the angel.
Then again we stood on the steps of a church. A band of clergymen were together. Episcopalian, Methodist, Baptist, Presbyterian, Old School and New School, all stood hand in hand.
“It’s no matter now about these old issues,” they said. “He is coming; He will settle all. Ordinations and ordinances, sacraments, creeds, are but the scaffolding of the edifice. They are the shadow; the substance is Christ!” And hand in hand they turned their faces when the Christmas morning light began faintly glowing; and I heard them saying together, with one heart and voice:
“Come, Lord Jesus! come quickly!”
BETTY’S BRIGHT IDEA AND OTHER STORIES
CONTENTS
BETTY’S BRIGHT IDEA.
SCENE I.
SCENE II.
SCENE III.
SCENE IV.
SCENE V.
SCENE VI.
DEACON PITKIN’S FARM.
CHAPTER I.
CHAPTER II.
CHAPTER III.
CHAPTER IV.
CHAPTER V.
CHAPTER VI.
CHAPTER VII.
THE FIRST CHRISTMAS OF NEW ENGLAND.
CHAPTER II.
CHAPTER III.
CHAPTER IV.
BETTY’S BRIGHT IDEA.
“When He ascended up on high, He led captivity captive, and gave gifts unto men.” — Eph. iv. 8.
Some say that ever, ‘gainst that season comes
Wherein our Saviour’s birth is celebrate,
The bird of dawning singeth all night long.
And then, they say, no evil spirit walks;
The nights are wholesome; then no planets strike,
No fairy takes, no witch hath power to charm, —
So hallowed and so gracious is the time.
And this holy time, so hallowed and so gracious, was settling down over the great roaring, rattling, seething life-world of New York in the good year 1875. Who does not feel its on-coming in the shops and streets, in the festive air of trade and business, in the thousand garnitures by which every store hangs out triumphal banners and solicits you to buy something for a Christmas gift? For it is the peculiarity of all this array of prints, confectionery, dry goods, and manufactures of all kinds, that their bravery and splendor at Christmas tide is all to seduce you into generosity, and importune you to give something to others. It says to you, “The dear God gave you an unspeakable gift; give you a lesser gift to your brother!”
Do we ever think, when we walk those busy, bustling streets, all alive with Christmas shoppers, and mingle with the rushing tides that throng and jostle through the stores, that unseen spirits may be hastening to and fro along those same ways bearing Christ’s Christmas gifts to men — gifts whose value no earthly gold or gems can represent?
Yet, on this morning of the day before Christmas, were these Shining Ones, moving to and fro with the crowd, whose faces were loving and serene as the invisible stars, whose robes took no defilement from the spatter and the rush of earth, whose coming and going was still as the falling snow-flakes. They entered houses without ringing door-bells, they passed through apartments without opening doors, and everywhere they were bearing Christ’s Christmas presents, and silently offering them to whoever would open their souls to receive. Like themselves, their gifts were invisible — incapable of weight and measurement in gross earthly scales. To mourners they carried joy; to weary and perplexed hearts, peace; to souls stifling in luxury and self-indulgence they carried that noble discontent that rises to aspiration for higher things. Sometimes they took away an earthly treasure to make room for a heavenly one. They took health, but left resignation and cheerful faith. They took the babe from the dear cradle, but left in its place a heart full of pity for the suffering on earth and a fellowship with the blessed in heaven. Let us follow their footsteps awhile.
SCENE I.
A young girl’s boudoir in one of our American palaces of luxury, built after the choicest fancy of the architect, and furnished in all the latest devices of household decoration. Pictures, statuettes, and every form of bijouterie make the room a miracle of beauty, and the little princess of all sits in an easy chair before the fire, and thus revolves with herself:
“O, dear me! Christmas is a bore! Such a rush and crush in the streets, such a jam in the shops, and then such a fuss thinking up presents for everybody! All for nothing, too; for nobody Wants anything. I’m sure I don’t. I’m surfeited now with pictures and jewelry, and bon-bon boxes, and little china dogs and cats — and all these things that get so thick you can’t move without upsetting some of them. There’s papa, he don’t want anything. He never uses any of my Christmas presents when I get them; and mamma, she has every earthly thing I can think of, and said the other day she did hope nobody’d give her any more worsted work! Then Aunt Maria and Uncle John, they don’t want the things I give them; they have more than they know what to do with, now. All the boys say they don’t want any more cigar cases or slippers, or smoking caps. Oh, dear!”
Here the Shining Ones came and stood over the little lady, and looked down on her with faces of pity, which seemed blent with a serene and half-amused indulgence. It was a heavenly amusement, such as that with which mothers listen to the foo
lish-wise prattle of children just learning to talk.
As the grave, sweet eyes rested tenderly on her, the girl somehow grew graver, leaned back in her chair, and sighed a little.
“I wish I knew how to be better!” she said to herself. “I remember last Sunday’s text, ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’ That must mean something! Well, isn’t there something, too, in the Bible about not giving to your rich neighbors that can give again, but giving to the poor that cannot recompense you? I don’t know any poor people. Papa says there are very few deserving poor people. Well, for the matter of that, there aren’t many deserving rich people. I, for example, how much do I deserve to have all these nice things? I’m no better than the poor shop-girls that go trudging by in the cold at six o’clock in the morning — ugh! it makes me shiver to think of it. I know if I had to do that I shouldn’t be good at all. Well, I’d like to give to poor people, if I knew any.”
At this moment the door opened and the maid entered.
“Betty, do you know any poor people I ought to get things for, this Christmas?”
“Poor folks is always plenty, miss,” said Betty.
“O yes, of course, beggars; but I mean people that I could do something for besides just give cold victuals or money. I don’t know where to hunt them up, and should be afraid to go if I did. O dear! it’s no use. I’ll give it up.”
“Why, Miss Florence, that ‘ud be too bad, afther bein’ that good in yer heart, to let the poor folks alone for fear of goin’ to them. But ye needn’t do that, for, now I think of it, there’s John Morley’s wife.”
“What, the gardener father turned off for drinking?”
“The same, miss. Poor boy, he’s not so bad, and he’s got a wife and two as pretty children as ever you see.”
“I always liked John,” said the young lady. “But papa is so strict about some things! He says he never will keep a man a day if he finds out that he drinks.”
She was quite silent for a minute, and then broke out:
“I don’t care; it’s a good idea! I say, Betty, do you know where John’s wife lives?”
“Yes, miss, I’ve been there often.”
“Well, then, this afternoon I’ll go with you and see if I can do anything for them.”
SCENE II.
An attic room, neat and clean, but poorly furnished; a bed and a trundle-bed, a small cooking-stove, a shelf with a few dishes, one or two chairs and stools, a pale, thin woman working on a vest.
Her face is anxious; her thin hands tremble with weakness, and now and then, as she works, quiet tears drop, which she wipes quickly. Poor people cannot afford to shed tears; it takes time and injures eyesight.
This is John Morley’s wife. This morning he has risen and gone out in a desperate mood. “No use to try,” he says. “Didn’t I go a whole year and never touch a drop? And now just because I fell once I’m kicked out! No use to try. When a fellow once trips, everybody gives him a kick. Talk about love of Christ! Who believes it? Don’t see much love of Christ where I go. Your Christians hit a fellow that’s down as hard as anybody. It’s everybody for himself and devil take the hindmost. Well, I’ll trudge up to the Brooklyn Navy Yard and see if they’ll take me on there — if they won’t I might as well go to sea, or to the devil,” and out he flings.
“Mamma!” says a little voice, “what are we going to have for our Christmas?”
It is a little girl, with soft curly hair and bright, earnest eyes, that speaks.
A sturdy little fellow of four presses up to the mother’s knee and repeats the question, “Sha’n’t we have a Christmas, mother?”
It overcomes the poor woman; she leans forward and breaks into sobbing, — a tempest of sorrow, long suppressed, that shakes her weak frame as she thinks that her husband is out of work, desperate, discouraged, and tempted of the devil, that the rent is falling due, and only the poor pay of her needle to meet it with. In one of those quick flashes which concentrate through the imagination the sorrows of years, she seems to see her little home broken up, her husband in the gutter, her children turned into the street. At this moment there goes up from her heart a despairing cry, such as a poor, hunted, tired-out creature gives when brought to the last gasp of endurance. It was like the shriek of the hare when the hounds are upon it. She clasps her hands and cries out, “O my God, help me.”
There was no voice of any that answered; there was no sound of foot-fall on the staircase; no one entered the door; and yet that agonized cry had reached the heart it was meant for. The Shining Ones were with her; they stood, with faces full of tenderness, beaming down upon her; they brought her a Christmas gift from Christ — the gift of trust. She knew not from whence came the courage and rest that entered her soul; but while her little ones stood wondering and silent, she turned and drew to herself her well-worn Bible. Hands that she did not see guided her as she turned the pages, and pointed the words: He shall deliver the needy when he crieth; the poor also and him that hath no helper. He shall spare the poor and needy, and shall save the souls of the needy. He shall redeem their soul from deceit and violence, and precious shall their blood be in his sight.
She laid down her poor wan cheek on the merciful old book, as on her mother’s breast, and gave up all the tangled skein of life into the hands of Infinite Pity. There seemed a consoling presence in the room, and her tired heart found rest.
She wiped away her tears, kissed her children, and smiled upon them. Then she rose, gathered up her finished work, and attired herself to go forth and carry it back to the shop.
“Mother,” said the children softly, “they are dressing the church, and the gates are open, and people are going in and out; mayn’t we play there by the church?”
The mother looked out on the ivy-grown walls of the church, with its flocks of twittering sparrows, and said:
“Yes, my little birds; you may play there if you’ll be very good and quiet.”
The mother had only her small, close attic room for her darlings, and to satisfy all their childish desire for variety and motion, she had only the refuge of the streets. She was a decent, godly woman, and the bold manners and evil words of street vagrants were terrible to her; and so, when the church gates were open for daily morning and evening prayers, she had often begged the sexton to let her little ones come in and hear the singing, and wander hand in hand around the old church walls. He was a kindly old man, and the children, stealing round like two still, bright-eyed little mice, had gained upon his heart, and he made them welcome there. It gave the mother a feeling of protection to have them play near the church, as if it were a father’s house.
So she put on their little hoods and tippets, and led them forth, and saw them into the yard; and as she looked to the old gray church, with its rustling ivy bowers and flocks of birds, her heart swelled within her. “Yea, the sparrow hath found a house and the swallow a nest where she may lay her young, even thine altars, O Lord of hosts, my king and my God!” And the Shining Ones walking with her said, “Fear not; ye are of more value than many sparrows.”
SCENE III.
The little ones went gayly into the yard. They had been scared by their mother’s tears; but she had smiled again, and that had made all right with them. The sun was shining brightly, and they were on the sunny side of the old church, and they laughed and chirped and chittered to each other as merrily as the little birds in the ivy boughs.
The old sexton came to the side door and threw out an armful of refuse greens, and then stopped a moment and nodded kindly at them.
“May we play with them, please, sir?” said the little Elsie, looking up with great reverence.
“Oh, yes, to be sure; these are done with — they are no good now.”
“Oh, Tottie!” cried Elsie, rapturously, “just think, he says we may play with all these. Why, here’s ever and ever so much green, enough to play house. Let’s play build a house for father and mother.”
“I’m going to build a big house for ’em when I
grow up,” said Tottie, “and I mean to have glass bead windows in it.”
Tottie had once had presented to him a box of colored glass beads to string, and he could think of nothing finer in the future than unlimited glass beads.
Meanwhile, his sister began planting pine branches upright in the snow, to make her house.
“You see we can make believe there are windows and doors and a roof,” she said, “and it’s just as good. Now, let’s make believe there is a bed in this corner, and we will lie down to sleep.”
And Tottie obediently couched himself in the allotted corner and shut his eyes very hard, though after a moment he remarked that the snow got into his neck.
“You must play it isn’t snow — play it’s feathers,” said Elsie.
“But I don’t like it,” persisted Tottie, “it don’t feel a bit like feathers.”
“Oh, well, then,” said Elsie, accommodating herself to circumstances, “let’s play get up now and I’ll get breakfast.”
Just now the door opened again, and the sexton began sweeping the refuse out of the church. There were bits of ivy and holly, and ruffles of ground-pine, and lots of bright red berries that came flying forth into the yard, and the children screamed for joy. “O Tottie!” “O Elsie!” “Only see how many pretty things — lots and lots!”
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