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by Laurell K. Hamilton

Chapter 5

  The hotel was nice. Very nice. Too nice. There were people in uniforms all over the place. Not police--hotel employees. They sprang forward to get doors. To try to help with luggage. Micah actually let a bellman take our bags. I protested that we could carry them. He'd smiled and said to just enjoy it. I hadn't enjoyed it. I had leaned against the mirrored wall of the elevator and tried not to get angry.

  Why was I angry? The hotel had surprised me, badly. I'd come expecting a clean-but-nothing-special room. Now we were going up in a glass and gilt elevator with a guy in white gloves pressing the buttons, explaining how the security on our little key cards worked.

  My stomach was a tight knot. I had crossed my arms under my breasts, and even to me, I looked angry in the shiny mirrors.

  Micah leaned beside me but didn't try to touch me. "What's wrong?" he asked, voice mild.

  "I didn't expect this kind of. . . place. "

  "You're mad because I booked us into a nice hotel with a nice room?"

  Put that way, it sounded stupid. "No, I mean. . . " I closed my eyes and leaned my head back against the glass. "Yes," I finally said, voice soft.

  "Why?" he asked.

  The elevator doors opened and the bellman smiled and stood so he held the doors open but left us plenty of room to move past him. If he'd figured out we were fighting, it didn't show.

  Micah waved me in front of him. I pushed away from the elevator wall and went. The hallway was what I'd expected from the rest of the hotel; all dark, expensive wallpaper with curved candlelike lights at just the right intervals, so it was both well-lit and strangely intimate. There were real paintings on the wall, not copies. No big-name artists but real art. I'd never been in a hotel so expensive.

  I ended up in front with Micah close behind and the bellman bringing up the rear. I realized halfway down the dark, thick carpeting that I didn't know what room I was looking for. I looked back at the bellman and said, "Since I don't know where I'm going, should I be in front?"

  He smiled, as if I'd said something clever. He walked faster without seeming to hurry. He took the lead and we followed him. Which made more sense to me.

  Micah walked beside me. He still had the briefcase over one shoulder. He didn't try to hold my hand; he just put his hand down where I could grab it if I wanted to. We walked like that for a few steps. His hand waiting for mine, my arms crossed.

  Why was I mad? Because he'd surprised me with a really nice hotel room. What a bastard. He hadn't done anything wrong, except make me even more nervous about what he expected from me on this trip. That wasn't his bad, it was mine. My issue, not his. He was behaving like a normal civilized human being. I was being churlish and ungrateful. Dammit.

  I unwound my arms. They were actually stiff with anger and holding so tight. Shit. I took his hand without looking at him. He wrapped his fingers around mine and just that little bit of touch made my stomach feel better. It would be all right. I was living with him, for God's sake. He was already my lover. This wouldn't change anything. The tight feeling in my chest didn't get better, but it was the best I could do.

  The hotel room had a living room. A real living room with a couch, a marble-topped coffee table, a comfy chair with its own reading lamp, and a table in front of the far picture window that was big enough to seat four. And there were enough chairs to do that. All the wood was real and polished to a high shine. The upholstery matched but not exactly, so that it looked like a room that had grown together piece by piece instead of being bought all at once. The bathroom was full of marble-and-gleaming everything. The tub was smaller than the one we had at home, let alone Jean-Claude's tub at his club, the Circus of the Damned, but other than that, it was a pretty good bathroom. Better than any I'd ever seen in a hotel before.

  The bellman was gone when I wandered out of the bathroom. Micah was putting his wallet back in that little pocket that good suit jackets have for wallets, if your wallet is long enough and slender enough not to break the line of the suit. The wallet had been a gift from me, at Jean-Claude's suggestion.

  "Whose credit card did you put this on?" I asked.

  "Mine," he said.

  I shook my head. "How much are you blowing on this room?"

  He shrugged and smiled, reaching for the bag with the clothes in it. "It's not polite to ask how much a gift cost, Anita. "

  I frowned at him as he moved past me to a pair of huge French doors on the far wall. "I guess I didn't think of this as a gift. "

  He pushed one side of the doors inward and moved through it, talking over his shoulder. "I was hoping you'd like the room. "

  I trailed behind him but stopped in the doorway. The bedroom had two dressers, an entertainment center, two bedside tables with full-size lamps, and a king-size bed. The bed was piled high with pillows, and everything was white and gilt and tastefully elegant. And way too bridal suite for me.

  Micah had the suiter in the lid of the carry-on unrolled. He unhooked the hangers from the loops and turned to the large closet.

  "This place is bigger than my first apartment," I said. I was still leaning against the folded door, not quite in the room. As if, by keeping one foot in the other room, I'd be safer.

  Micah still had his sunglasses on as he unpacked us. He hung up the other suits we'd bought so they wouldn't wrinkle. Then he turned to me. He looked at me, shaking his head. "You should see the look on your face. "

  "What?" I asked, and even to me it sounded grumpy.

  "I'm not going to make you do anything you don't want to do, Anita. " He sounded less than pleased. Micah seldom got upset about anything, and almost never with me. I liked that about him.

  "I'm sorry this is weirding me out. "

  "Do you have any idea why it's bothering you this much?" He took off the glasses and his face looked finished, with his eyes showing. The kitty-cat eyes had bothered me a little at first, but now they were just Micah's eyes. They were an amazing mix of yellow and green. If he wore green, they looked almost perfectly green. If he wore yellow--well, you get the idea.

  He smiled, and it was the smile he used only at the house. Only for me and Nathaniel, or maybe just for me. At that moment, it was just for me.

  "Now, that is a much better look. "

  "What?" I said again, but couldn't keep the smile off my face or out of my voice. Hard to be sullen when you're staring at someone's eyes and thinking how beautiful they are.

  He walked toward me, and just that--him walking across the room toward me--sped my pulse, made my breath catch in my throat. I wanted to run to him, to press our bodies together, to lose the clothes and what was left of my inhibitions. But I didn't run to him because I was afraid to. Afraid of how much I wanted him, of how much he meant to me. That scared me, a lot.

  He stopped in front of me, not touching me, just looking at me. He was the only man in my life who didn't have to look down to meet my eyes. In my heels, I was actually a little taller.

  "God, your face! Hopeful, eager, and afraid, all there on your face. " He laid his hand against my cheek. He was so warm, so warm. I curved my face into his hand and let him hold me.

  "So warm," I whispered.

  "I'd have had flowers waiting, but since Jean-Claude sends you roses every week, there didn't seem to be a reason for me to send you flowers. "

  I drew back from him, searching his face. It was peaceful, the way it could be when he was hiding his feelings. "Are you mad about the flowers?"

  He shook his head. "That'd be silly, Anita. I knew I wasn't the top of your dating food chain when I hit town. "

  "So why bring up the flowers?" I asked.

  He let out a long breath. "I didn't think it bothered me, but maybe it does. A dozen white roses every week, with a red rose added since you started having sex with Jean-Claude. And now there are two more red roses in the bouquet; one for Asher and one for Richard. So it's like the flowers are from all three of them. "

 
; "Richard wouldn't see it that way," I said.

  "No, but he's still one of your lovers, and you still get something every week that reminds you of him. " He frowned, shook his head. "This room is my flowers to you, Anita. Why won't you let me give it to you?"

  "The flowers are a lot less expensive than this room," I said.

  He frowned harder and it wasn't a look I'd seen much on his face. "Is it money that makes the difference for you, Anita? I draw a decent salary from chairing the Furry Coalition. "

  "You've earned the salary, Micah. You average, what, sixty hours a week?"

  "I'm not saying I don't deserve the money, Anita. I'm just asking why you won't take this from me, when you take gifts from Jean-Claude?"

  "I didn't like the flowers at first either. You got to town just after I'd given up fighting about it with him. "

  He smiled then, but it wasn't a really happy smile. More rueful. "We're going home tomorrow, Anita. I don't have time for you to get used to the idea. " He sighed. "I was looking forward to spending some time, just us, and you aren't happy about it. I think my feelings are hurt. "

  "I don't want to hurt your feelings, Micah. " I really didn't. I touched his arm, but he stepped out of reach and went back to unpacking. The tight feeling in my stomach returned, but for a different reason.

  Micah never fought with me. He never pushed about our relationship. Up until that moment, I'd have thought he was happy. But this didn't feel happy. Was that my fault because I wasn't enjoying the room? Or was this a talk that had been coming, and I just hadn't known it?

  "You know," he said from the bed, "you are the only woman I know who wouldn't be asking me questions about how I met Agent Fox. "

  The change of topic was too fast for me. "What? I mean, do you want me to ask?"

  He stopped with the toiletries kit in his hands, as if he had to think about his answer and moving would have interfered with the thinking. "Maybe not, but I want you to want to ask. Does that make any sense?"

  I swallowed past my rapidly speeding pulse. This felt like the beginnings of a fight. I didn't want to fight, but without Nathaniel or someone else to help me talk my way out of it, I wasn't sure I knew how to derail it. "I'm not sure I understand, Micah. You don't want me to ask, but you want me to want to ask. " I shook my head. "I don't understand. "

  "How can you, when even I don't understand it?" He looked angry for a moment, and then his face smoothed out to its usual handsome, pleasant neutrality. It had only been in the last month that I'd realized how much pain and confusion he hid behind that face. "I want you to care enough about me to be curious, Anita. "

  "I do care," I said, but I kept myself pressed against the open French door. My hands were behind my back, fingers clutching the door like it was an anchor to keep me from getting swept away in the emotional turmoil.

  I puzzled for a way out of the fight that was coming and finally had an idea. "I thought you'd tell me when you were ready. You've never asked me about my scars. " There. That was a valid point.

  He smiled, and it was his old smile, the one I'd almost broken him of. The smile was sad, wistful, self-loathing, and had nothing to do with anything pleasant. It was a smile only because his lips went up instead of down.

  "I guess I haven't asked about the scars. I figured you'd tell me if you wanted me to know. " He had all the clothes put away, only the toiletries case still waiting on the bed. "I promised Nathaniel I'd order food when we got here," he said.

  Again the conversational switch was too fast for me. "Are we changing the topic?"

  He nodded. "You scored a point. " He said, "You didn't like the room, and it hurt my feelings. Then you didn't seem to care about meeting Fox and hearing more details about my attack. I thought, if she cared, she'd want to know more. "

  "So we're not going to fight?"

  "You're right, Anita, I've never asked how you got any of your scars. I've never asked you, just like you've never asked me. I can't get angry with you for something I've done myself. "

  The tightness in my chest eased a little. "You'd be amazed by the number of people who would still fight about it. "

  He smiled, still not happy, but a little better. "But I would really like it if you'd try to enjoy the room and not act like I've lured you here for nefarious purposes. "

  I took a deep breath and let it out, then nodded. "It's a beautiful room, Micah. "

  He smiled, and this time it reached his kitty-cat eyes. "Just like that, you'll try. "

  I nodded. "If it means that much to you, yes. "

  He took a deep breath, as if his own chest had been a little tight. "I'll put the toiletries up, then look at the room service menu. "

  "Nathaniel was pretty put out that he didn't get to make us a real breakfast," I said, still clinging to the door.

  "I remember when a bagel was breakfast," Micah said.

  "Hell," I said, "I remember when coffee was breakfast. "

  "I don't," he said. "I've been a lycanthrope too long. We have to eat regularly to help control our beasts. "

  "One hunger feeds the other," I said.

  "I'll order food. You look at the file. "

  "I looked at it on the plane. "

  "Do you remember anything you read?"

  I thought about it, then shook my head. "No. I'd hoped it would help take my mind off of the whole being hundreds of feet above the ground situation, but I guess it didn't really help. "

  "I noticed just how unhelpful it was. " He raised his hand up. There were still dim marks of my nails. Considering how fast he healed, that meant I'd actually hurt him.

  "Jesus, Micah, I'm sorry. "

  He shook his head. "I'm not complaining. Like I said on the plane, it was interesting to see you so. . . so shaken. "

  "You being there helped," I said in a small voice.

  "Glad to hear that I spilled blood for a good cause. "

  "Did I really bleed you?"

  He nodded. "It's healed, but yeah, you did. You still aren't quite used to being more than human strong. "

  "I'll read the file because I need to before tonight, but if you want to tell me about how you became a wereleopard, you can. Honestly, once you told me it was an attack, I treated you like any survivor. You don't question survivors about the trauma; you let them come to you. "

  He walked toward the doors, and for a moment I thought he'd walk by without touching me. Which would have been bad. He gave me a quick kiss and a smile, then moved past me to put the toiletries kit in the bathroom.

  I stood there for a moment, leaning against the door. We were doing the exact thing I'd feared we'd do alone together. We were raking emotional shit. I sighed and moved into the living room. The briefcase was waiting beside the couch. I got the file out and took it to the four-seater table by the big picture window. The main road was just outside, but it wound around a sidewalk that wound around a large fountain. It somehow made it seem less of a road and more of a view.

  I could hear Micah puttering in the bathroom. He had to be putting out the toothbrushes, deodorant, etc. . . I would have stopped unpacking once the good clothes were hung up. Both Micah and Nathaniel were neater and more domestically organized than I was. So was Jean-Claude I guess. I wasn't sure about Asher. But I was definitely the slob of the group.

  I opened the file and started to read. There wasn't much there. The deceased's name had been Emmett Leroy Rose. He'd had a double degree from the University of Pennsylvania in accounting and prelaw. He'd gotten his law degree at the University of Pittsburgh School of Law. He'd died of a heart attack at the age of fifty-three, while in federal custody waiting to testify at an important trial. He'd been dead less than three months. It listed his race as African American, which wasn't important to me. His religion was listed as Protestant, and that information I did need. There were a few religious persuasions that could interfere with zombie raising. Vaudan--voodoo--was the big one. It could be tricky to rai
se someone who messed with some of the same magic that I would be using. Wiccan could also make things difficult, and so could some of the more mystically oriented faiths. Straight Christian of whatever flavor wasn't a problem. And psychic abilities could mess with a zombie and make it either hard to raise or hard to control once you raised it. If there was anything less than normal human about Emmett Leroy Rose, it wasn't in the file.

  In fact, there were some important things missing from the file. Like what had he been arrested for--what illegal activity did they catch him at that was bad enough to get him in federal custody awaiting his testimony? And exactly what did an important trial mean? Was it mob business? Was it government business? Was it something else I couldn't even think of? Who did Mr. Rose have dirt on, and what had the Feds had on him that made him willing to shovel it? Did I need to know any of the above to raise him from the grave? No. But I wasn't used to going into this blind. If they'd sent me this file, I'd have told them no dice without more info. Yeah, they'd have replied it was a need-to-know basis, and I'd have said if they wanted me to raise the zombie, I needed to know. Larry had just taken the crumbs they gave him and not complained.

  I wondered how Tammy was doing. Did I call and ask? Later, I decided. I'd try to get some more info out of Fox first. Truthfully, I'd had about as much emotional angst as I could deal with for a little bit. If the news was bad it would wait, and I wouldn't know what to say anyway. I said a quick prayer that Tammy and the baby would be all right. That was the most concrete thing I could do.

  I called the number I had for Fox. No emotional problems, just business. What a relief.

  "You have everything in the file that you need to raise Rose from the dead, Marshal Blake," Fox said.

  I'd figured he'd say that, but. . . "Just tell me this. Fox, how hot was Emmett Leroy Rose?"

  "What do you mean, 'hot'?" he asked, but his tone said he knew.

  "How important a witness was he?"

  "He died of natural causes, Blake. He wasn't murdered. There wasn't a contract out on him. We just caught him doing something bad. So bad, he didn't want to go to jail over it. So he gave us more important people. Or was going to. "

  "Did he have a bad heart?"

  "No, if he had, we'd have had a court reporter in to take down his testimony, just in case. We found out later that his father had died of an unexpected heart attack at almost the same age. "

  "You see, Fox, if you'd known that, you might have gotten his testimony down sooner, right?"

  He was quiet a second, then said, "Maybe. "

  "Is anything you haven't included in this file going to bite me on the ass later? Like a father who died of a sudden heart attack. "

  He made a sound that might have been a laugh. "It's a good point, Marshal Blake, but no, there's nothing we left out that will impact you or your work. "

  "Have you ever seen someone raise the dead, Special Agent Fox?"

  He was quiet again. Then, "Yes. " Just that one word.

  I waited for him to say more, but he didn't. "So you're happy with the information I've got. "

  "Yes," he said again, and there was a tone that said this conversation was about over. "Why do I think that if I'd called you in first instead of Kirkland, you'd have been a much bigger pain in the ass?"

  That made me laugh. "Oh, yes," I said. "I'm a much bigger pain in the ass than Larry. "

  "How's his wife doing?"

  "I'm going to call them when I get off the phone with you. "

  "Give him my best. " He hung up.

  I sighed and hung up my end. Then I went for my cell phone in the front of the briefcase. I turned it on, and there was a message. I pushed buttons until the phone gave up the message. Larry's voice: "Anita, it's Larry. They've got the labor stopped. They're going to keep her overnight, just to be safe, but it looks good. Thanks for taking the run to Philadelphia. Thanks for everything. " Then he laughed. "How do you like the file? Real informative, isn't it?" He laughed again, then hung up.

  I sat down on the couch sort of suddenly. I don't think I'd realized how worried I was until it was all right. I didn't even like Tammy much, but Larry was my friend and it would have broken his heart.

  Micah was standing in front of me. I looked up. "Tammy and the baby are going to be fine. He must have called while we were in the air. "

  Micah smiled and touched my face. "You're pale. You were really worried about it, weren't you?"

  I nodded.

  "Were you hiding it from me or didn't you know either?"

  I gave him a smile that was a bit too wry to be happy. "Stop knowing me so well, dammit. "

  "Better than you know yourself, sometimes," he said softly. And that was a little too close to the truth.

 

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