Dust

by Patricia Cornwell

  The two of them move sawhorses to the side and we drive through, in first gear, then second, and Benton guns the powerful engine before shifting into third, his way of saying fuck you. It’s as close as he can get to saying it and it occurs to me that Granby may have said it first. He may be saying it to us right now.

  As I reach Lucy on my cell phone I’m already uneasy about what Ed Granby may have put into place. I feel a spike of paranoia and my thoughts begin to race.

  It’s more than possible if not a certainty he knows we’ve been here unauthorized for the past hour and he did nothing about it because he’s secretive and calculating. He’s a consummate politician and wouldn’t want to give the appearance that he escorted the chief medical examiner of Massachusetts from the scene of a triple homicide that’s all over the news.

  He would look dirty and as if he’s hiding something. He would look exactly like what he is. And while he wouldn’t have hesitated to have Benton escorted off the grounds, Granby isn’t stupid. He’d be sneakier than that with me. He’d hold off having his evidence response team or any other agents swarm Double S until Benton and I were gone and suddenly my electronic communications don’t seem safe. Nothing does.

  “We’re just leaving and I’ll make this succinct.” It’s my way of letting Lucy know I intend to be careful about what I say.

  “Sure,” she answers.

  “I don’t know when we’ll be home and I’m worried about Sock.” She knows I’m getting to something else because Janet picked up my dog around five when our housekeeper Rosa left and Lucy’s already assured me of that.

  “He’s fine and by the way Rosa said if you’re not going to put up a tree, she will. That’s assuming Bryce doesn’t barge in and do it first.”

  “I’m going to take care of it,” I reply.

  “And Sock can’t go home tonight.”

  What she’s saying is I can’t and Benton shouldn’t either. The killer has been on our property before and we can’t predict how deranged he is but he’s deranged enough. Right now Sock is probably napping at Lucy’s house, which isn’t far from here, and I wish there were time to drop by. I wish life were settled and safe enough to have a nice late supper with my family and my dog.

  “Who’s still at the office?” I ask.

  “Bryce, security, me. Marino’s out with Machado. The docs are done and have left.”

  “Anne’s gone home?”

  “She and Luke went to get something to eat and I don’t know where she’ll go after that but both of them said they’ll come back in if you need them.”

  I’ve had my suspicions Anne might be sleeping with the handsome, womanizing Luke Zenner. I don’t care but it won’t last and that’s fine as long as she doesn’t care either.

  “It won’t be necessary,” I reply, “but let them know they need to be very careful. There’s reason to be concerned about the stability of the person the FBI is looking for.”

  “I guess so since he murdered four people in a twelve-hour period and no telling what’s next.”

  “Are you okay?” I’m asking about what she’s doing, which is going through Double S’s server. “Any inquiries about location or status?”

  “Roger that.”

  The FBI knows we have the server and the CFC has been contacted.

  “The usual paperwork that will take a little while,” Lucy adds.

  She’s stalled them.

  “But I couldn’t be better.” She continues to follow my cue, saying nothing obvious or direct.

  “When I get there I’ll go straight into the PIT if it’s been set up.”

  “Waiting and ready. I replaced the bad projector. Tell him to see me upstairs right away.” She doesn’t mention Benton by name. “I’ve this really cool new search engine to show him.”

  She’s found more incriminating information about Ed Granby. No matter what he’s calculating, he’s not calculating this, but he’s calculating something and we need to be careful.

  Most of all we need to be cunning and smart.

  “Will do,” I reply.

  I end the call and place my phone in my lap, looking out my window at the dark night, passing Minute Man Park, a foggy emptiness now with vague silhouettes of statues and the bowed wooden footbridge the killer fled across this morning. Through the shapes of trees the distant lights of Double S seem to flicker as we move along the deserted street.

  “What you’re implying would be illegal wiretapping,” Benton says.

  “I don’t recall implying anything.” He’s going to stick up for them, it occurs to me sadly, a deeply aggravated sadness that creates a space between us whenever I feel it.

  “I know the way you talk, Kay.”

  “And you know why I would worry, Benton.”

  I’m not sure he’ll ever believe how bad it’s gotten and I feel what I’ve felt before, dismally and outrageously it gnaws at my soul. Benton idealizes the Bureau he began with in his early optimistic life when he started out a street agent, working his way up to his eventual zenith as the chief of what was then the Behavioral Science Unit at Quantico.

  I understand his dilemma. Even Lucy does. For him to accept what the FBI and the Department of Justice that owns it are now capable of would be like my believing that when I do an autopsy it’s nothing more than a callous science project on a par with dissecting a frog.

  “Whatever they can justify they will, whether it’s secretly intruding upon everyday people or journalists or even a medical examiner, and it’s not new, just worse.” It’s a truth I repeat all too often these days. “Once that gate has opened it’s a hell of a lot easier for someone like Granby to step legally out of bounds with impunity.”

  “There’s no probable cause for him to spy on us. I don’t want you getting paranoid.”

  “Don’t be so damn decent, Benton, because he’s not. He can violate whatever he wants and what recourse do we have? We sue the government?”

  “We need to stay calm.”

  “I’m quite calm, I couldn’t be calmer, and I know the cases out there and so do you, and for every one of them we hear about there are countless others we don’t. You know it better than I do. It’s your damn agency, Benton. You know what goes on. The DOJ, the FBI, decides to spy without a court order and who’s going to stop them?”

  “Granby’s not the FBI I know. He’s not the FBI either of us know.”

  “The FBI we used to know, yes. That’s for damn sure.” I don’t say it unkindly or with the vehemence I feel because it will only make Benton more defensive.

  I don’t use the phrase police state that’s on the tip of my tongue because what neither of us need right now when we’re stressed and tired is to turn on each other. Benton and I have had our fights about the Department of Defense and the Department of Justice, each of us taking different sides, and during normal times we have a peaceful understanding.

  But now isn’t a normal time and it’s inevitable he’s going to have to take down his boss Ed Granby. It has to be Benton who does it and he knows it and is principled enough to regret it would come to this and the problem is he’ll insist on doing it discreetly and with dignity. That will never work, considering the snake we’re dealing with. Lucy and I need to find a way to help Benton be a little shrewder and less honorable and it’s coming to me.

  “The Bureau’s far from perfect but what the hell isn’t?” Benton doesn’t look at me as he drives. “He’ll get what he deserves.”

  “I intend to make sure of that.” I have an idea that’s beginning to form.

  “This isn’t your battle.” He downshifts and the throaty rumble of engine drops an octave as he slows at an intersection surrounded by dense trees.

  “Your office wants us to turn over Double S’s server,” I pass along what Lucy just implied. “And I’m willing to do so tonight but Granby needs to sign for it. Otherwise I’ll make sure the process is mired down and the FBI won’t get it for days. I doubt they’ll raid the CFC.”

  “O
f course not.” Benton glances over at me and I sense his resolve, which is tainted by the deep disappointment he feels. “What you’re suggesting is a good idea. He needs to show up in person.”

  My phone glows brightly in my lap as if waiting for what I’ll do next and I know what it is. Witnesses, I think. Ones who aren’t law enforcement but are well connected to people who are powerful, lawyers who don’t give a damn about the Feds and consider them fodder as a matter of fact. Lucy’s partner used to be FBI and now is a prominent environmentalist attorney, and then there’s Carin Hegel, who’s friends with the governor and the attorney general, to name a few.

  Benton turns left onto Lowell Road, rolling slowly through a pedestrian crossing, and the two-lane road crosses a dark ribbon of river, moving us back toward the center of town, where we’ll pick up Main Street and then the turnpike. I place my hand on his arm and feel the small muscles move as he moves the titanium shifter in its leather boot. Then I get Lucy on the phone again.

  “If you could let the party that contacted you know we’re happy to cooperate fully as long as the chain of evidence is intact in a way that satisfies all of my protocols,” I tell her, “meaning I will personally receipt it to the head of their division, otherwise the process will be encumbered and slow. They can pick up this evidence as late as midnight because I’m headed in now. And on a different subject, I’d like Sock brought to the office right away.”

  My niece is silent as she tries to figure it out.

  “As skittish as he is and with a killer on the loose, I’ve decided the office is the safest place for all of us until the FBI finds who they’re looking for or gives us reassurance he’s no longer in the area,” I say for the benefit of whoever might be monitoring my call.

  Maybe no one is but I’m going to act as if it’s true.

  “No problem,” Lucy replies. “I’ll pass on the messages and we’ll take it to the next level.”

  “That’s exactly what I have in mind. I don’t think there’s a choice in light of the circumstances.”

  “I’ll get it worked out. I’ll have some food brought in.” She’ll have Janet and Carin Hegel do it, and she’ll make it clear that if the FBI wants the server, then Ed Granby will have to show up at the CFC and get it from me personally.

  “I have stew and a nice minestrone in the freezer. And lasagna and a Bolognese sauce that turned out very well.” I try to think what else. “And bring a can of Sock’s food, his pills, and also one of his beds.”

  41

  I’m alone inside the PIT, where I’m known for my sardonic, cutting quips, because to resort to such extreme technology is to admit how utterly and completely it has failed us.

  It’s moments like this when I’m keenly aware that if the world wasn’t flawed and people weren’t limited, I wouldn’t need a Progressive Immersion Theater equipped with multi-touch tables, tactile interfaces, projection mapping, and data tunnels to discover what bad or sad thing resulted in tragedies that might be better understood but not undone.

  As my father used to say when he was dying and could no longer get out of bed or eat on his own, If my wish was my reality, Kay, I’d be sitting in the backyard in the sun, peeling an orange. The dead Dr. Schoenberg wished he could stop his dead patient Sakura Yamagata from wishing she could fly to Paris on wings she didn’t have and the dead Gail Shipton wished to break through what had blocked her since she was too young to be blocked, but given a choice none of them wished to be drug-addicted, dishonest, weak, depressed, and no longer here.

  People fail, everything fails, the magic we’re born believing in and working for and then doubting and finally fearing eventually rusts, rots, fades, breaks down, withers, dies, and turns to dust, and for me the response is always the same. I clean up. It’s what I do and I’m doing it now as I stand at a long glass interactive table with data projectors under it that display computer images of documents and photographs I lightly touch with my bare hands to slide out of virtual files and move and flip through as if they’re pages of paper, to zoom in and out, as I review Gabriela Lagos’s autopsy, lab, and investigative reports.

  Nearby on a curved wall her virtual image glows hugely and grotesquely in 3-D, and I’ve been going back and forth from the glass table to a smaller one where a wireless keyboard and mouse are set up. It’s as if I’m in that room with the tub and its scummy water and bloated body and I can see every vein and artery etched greenish-black beneath translucent skin that’s slipping and underneath where it’s blistered and red from full-thickness burns. I move images in a way that gives the sensation I’m walking around and looking as if I’m there, as if it’s up to me to work the scene instead of my former deputy chief Dr. Geist, in his late seventies now and comfortably ensconced in an upscale northern Virginia retirement home.

  When I call him he’s cordial enough at first, saying it’s a nice surprise to hear from me after all these years and how much he loves retirement, consulting on a case here and there, not as many as he used to, just enough to keep his feet in it because it’s important to keep the brain young. He gets more condescending and gruffer as the conversation goes on and then he’s combative when I push him on the details of Gabriela Lagos, the same details he and I argued about in 1996. But now I know what I didn’t then.

  On the third of August, he responded to her home at one-eleven p.m. and quickly determined her death was an accident because he’d already determined it. He knew what he was going to find and how he would interpret it, and that’s the part I didn’t put together until tonight.

  “I remember her body in the tub and there was water in it, maybe filled up halfway,” he says to me over the phone and it’s about half past ten and I can tell he’s been drinking. “An obvious drowning that wasn’t suspicious. I seem to recall you and I had a professional difference of opinion.”

  “In hindsight are you sure there was nothing staged about what you saw?” I wonder if the years might have covered his lies until he can’t make out the reason for them anymore or maybe he’d like the chance to finish up his existence on earth as an honest man.

  But unsurprisingly I find him the same as I left him. He says he remembers how hot and airless it was inside her house and that flies blackened the bathroom windows, the droning of them infernally loud as they batted between the drawn shades and the glass. The stench was so terrible a cop threw up and then two others began to gag and had to escape into the yard. Gabriela Lagos had been drinking vodka before taking a hot bath and this increased her risk for an arrhythmia, which rendered her unconscious, and she drowned, Dr. Geist recites to me.

  There was nothing unusual about the scene; he says what he’s said before, his story not changing because nothing has happened over the past seventeen years to cause him to revisit or revise or cover his ass. Before I called he probably hadn’t thought about the case in almost that long.

  “And nobody straightened up the bathroom in your presence or perhaps before you got there,” I suggest.

  “I can’t imagine it.”

  “You’re absolutely sure of that.”

  “I don’t appreciate the insinuation.”

  “The kitchen door that led outside was unlocked and you must have noticed the air-conditioning had been turned off, Dr. Geist. And it wouldn’t have been turned off by her while she was still alive. It was late July and in the high eighties.”

  I go through photographs on the data table as I talk with him. The thermostat with its turned-off switch. The unlocked door and through its windowpanes a large, densely wooded backyard where it would have been easy for someone to access her house after dark and tamper with the crime scene. Someone who knew what investigators would look for, someone well informed and comfortable with conspiracies, with created perceptions and outright lies, and not even Dr. Geist would have been so brazen as to commit a criminal act. But he would have overlooked certain details if persuaded by a government official that it was in the best interest of everyone.

  “Her blood alc
ohol level of point-oh-four very likely was due to decomposition.” I move that report in front of me next. “There’s no toxicological evidence that she consumed any alcohol.”

  “I seem to remember the police found an empty vodka bottle, an orange juice carton in the kitchen trash.” His nasty tone and arrogant argument are like a recording he’s played many times before.

  “We don’t know who was drinking vodka. It might have been her son or someone else —”

  “At the time I knew nothing about the son and what he eventually was accused of, accused of largely because of your insistence to turn the case into a sensation and create a damn uproar,” he interrupts me rudely and that is nothing new with him. “It’s not the job of a forensic pathologist to make deductions and I’ve always said you’d be better served if you wouldn’t get so damn involved. I might have thought you would have learned that after you resigned, which of course was a dark day for all of us.”

  “Yes, and I have no doubt that my position in this very case had a little something to do with that dark day and its resulting in your having a few good years with no chief second-guessing you and creating uproars before you retired and made a very good living consulting on cases, mostly federal ones. I apologize for calling so late but I wouldn’t if it wasn’t important.”

  “I was always respectful in my assessments of you as hardworking and competent,” he says and I can only imagine what spiteful reviews he gave about me to whoever might have weighed in about my staying on as chief. “But you’ve always gone too damn far. The body is what you’re responsible for and not who did it or didn’t do it or why or why not. We’re not even supposed to care about that or the outcome in court.”

  He lectures me the same way he used to and my dislike of him is as fresh as it was the last time I saw his stooped gait at a meeting after I’d left Virginia for good. He greeted me with his hawkish face and yellow teeth as he pumped my hand, sorry to hear the news, but at least I was young enough to start over or maybe I could teach at a medical school.