by W Winters
A Single Touch
(Irresistible Attraction Book 3)
W Winters
Contents
Also by Willow Winters
A Single Touch
Prologue
1. Bethany
2. Jase
3. Bethany
4. Jase
5. Bethany
6. Jase
7. Bethany
8. Bethany
9. Bethany
10. Jase
11. Bethany
12. Jase
13. Bethany
14. Jase
15. Bethany
16. Bethany
17. Jase
18. Jase
19. Bethany
20. Jase
21. Bethany
22. Jase
23. Bethany
24. Jase
25. Seth
Sneak Peek at Merciless
Chapter 1
Sneak Peek at It’s Our Secret
Preface
Also by Willow Winters
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Also by Willow Winters
Merciless World Standalone Novels:
It’s Our Secret
Possessive
A Kiss to Tell
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Merciless
Heartless
Breathless
Endless
Jase & Bethany - Irresistible Attraction Trilogy
A Single Glance
A Single Kiss
A Single Touch
Standalone Novels:
Broken
Forget Me Not
Sins and Secrets Duets:
Imperfect (Imperfect Duet book 1)
Unforgiven (Imperfect Duet book 2)
Damaged (Damaged Duet book 1)
Scarred (Damaged Duet book 2)
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Standalone Novels:
Tell Me to Stay
Second Chance
Knocking Boots
Promise Me
Burned Promises
Forsaken, cowritten with B. B. Hamel
Collections
Don’t Let Go
Deepen The Kiss
Valetti Crime Family Series:
Dirty Dom
His Hostage
Rough Touch
Cuffed Kiss
Bad Boy
Highest Bidder Series,
cowritten with Lauren Landish:
Bought
Sold
Owned
Given
Bad Boy Standalones,
cowritten with Lauren Landish:
Inked
Tempted
Mr. CEO
Happy reading and best wishes,
W Winters xx
A Single Touch
A Single Touch
W. Winters
From USA Today bestselling author W. Winters comes the conclusion to the breathtaking, heart-wrenching romantic suspense trilogy, Irresistible Attraction.
Sometimes you meet someone, although maybe meet isn’t quite the right word. You don’t even have to say hello for this to happen. You simply pass by them and everything in your world changes forever. Chills flow from where you imagine he’d kiss you in the crook of your neck, moving all the way down with only a single glance.
I know you know what I’m referring to. The moment when something inside of you ignites to life, recognizing the other half that’s been gone for far too long.
It burns hot, destroying any hope that it’s only a coincidence, and that life will go back to what it was. These moments are never forgotten.
That’s only with a single glance.
I can tell you what a single touch will do. It will consume you and everything you thought you knew.
I felt all of this with Jase Cross, with every flicker of the flames that roared inside of me.
I knew he’d be my downfall, and I was determined to be his just the same.
A Single Touch is the third and final book of the Irresistible Attraction trilogy.
A Single Glance and A Single Kiss must be read first.
Prologue
“Past is a nice place to visit, but certainly not a good place to stay.”
- Anonymous
Bethany
My calculus grades are slipping. The large red D scribbled in Miss Talbot’s handwriting stares back at me. One look at it shoves the knot in the back of my throat even deeper down my windpipe. My bookbag falls to the floor in the nursing home with a dull thud as I whisper the word, “fuck.” With my hand rubbing under my tired eyes, I let out a heavy sigh and stare at the ceiling in the hallway.
There’s no way I’m going to be able to stay in college if I don’t pass. There’s no coming back from this. My grades didn’t slip like this last year when Jenny was here with me every day at four o’clock on the dot. I only have one more year to go, but this class is a core requirement. I’ll never need to know how the hell derivatives work in order to be a nurse, but I can’t fail this class. I can’t fucking fail.
“Bethany?” The soft voice belongs to Nurse Judy. She told me exactly how she got her degree and that I could do it just like she did. She’s the reason I changed my major sophomore year to pursue a nursing degree. Just as she creeps into the long hall, I shove the test into a notebook while stuffing it into my worn leather backpack, listening to the sound of the zipper rather than what she’s saying.
I’ll fail calculus, lose the scholarship that’s paid for more than half of my college education, and be left with even more debt and no degree to show for it. Perfect. I don’t know what I’m going to do. Other than work a nine-to-five at whatever minimum wage job I can get. If they’ll even hire me.
“Did you hear me?” Nurse Judy coaxes me out of my downward spiral and it’s then that I see the worried look in her dark brown eyes. “Your mother had a relapse.”
“A relapse?” The confusion leaves a deep crease on my forehead.
“We don’t know what caused it, but she’s with us, Bethany. Mentally aware.”
“Aware?” All the air leaves me with the single word.
“She woke up, not knowing what happened during the last three or so years. But she knows time has passed. She knows you and your sister have been on your own and that she has Alzheimer’s.”
“I don’t understand how that’s possible.” Fear is something I never expected to feel in this moment. I’ve had so many dreams come to me in the middle of the night where my mother would be lucid. Where she’d tell me it was okay, that she was back now. Back for good and that she remembers everything. They were only dreams though. It’s only ever a dream.
I can barely swallow as I stare past Nurse Judy and walk forward without conscious awareness. “Is she okay?” It’s the only thing I can ask. I can’t imagine what it’s like to wake
up one day to have lost years of time. To wake up and find your children look different and everything’s changed.
The oddest thing in this moment is that I hope she still loves me. I just want her to love me still.
Even if I’m failing. Even if I’m no longer her little girl. It’s been years since she’s been lucid and this is what I want most of all.
“She’ll be better when she sees you,” is the answer Nurse Judy gives me. With each step, I know I’ll always remember this moment. It’s like something flipped a switch in my head and a voice gives me reassurance. This moment will never leave you. This moment will define you.
“Are they here?” my mother’s voice calls out. Echoed in her voice, I can hear the strain of past tears. “Did they get your messages?”
My answer drowns out Nurse Judy’s as I round the corner to the living room in the home, my steps picking up pace just as my throat tightens. “Mom,” I croak.
She’s frail and thin, as she was yesterday and the day before. Somehow I thought when she came into view, she’d look like she did the last time I held her hand and she asked me again who my sister was.
She had her makeup done perfectly although she didn’t need it. Mom used to say she’d never grow old. Even joked about it that day as she brushed her blush up to her temples. That was the day we took her to the hospital. She’d forgotten who my sister was and it took me a long time to realize she’d forgotten who I was too. She thought I was her best friend from high school, the girl she named me after. A girl who had long since died.
My mother squeezes me harder today than she did back then and the tickle in the back of my throat grows impatient as I hold my breath and squeeze her back just as tight.
I don’t cry until her body wracks with sobs against mine. “Sorry,” she tells me. “I’m so sorry,” is all she can say over and over.
As if she chose this. As if she wanted to forget the life she had and let the memories fade and die. That’s what forgetting is, it’s the death of the life you had. It doesn’t just kill you though. It kills everyone else as well.
I only pull away from her for a moment, just to tell her there’s nothing to be sorry for, but the words are lost when she looks into my eyes. Her own are gray and clouded with a gaze of sorrow.
“Mom?”
Her expression changes in an instant. Confusion clouds her face, where just minutes ago there was clarity.
My mother is in there, or she was, but the moment is gone.
“Who are you?”
“Mom, come back,” I beg her, feeling my chest hollow and then fill with agony. “Where’d you go?” I ask her, not giving into the fear this time, only the loss. “Mom!” Hope is undeniable. “I’m here, Mom; I’m here!”
Her hand tightens on my forearm, too tight.
“Mom,” I gasp, trying to pry her hands off of me as she refuses to look away, refuses to react to anything at all. She’s merely a statue and the realization frightens me. I turn to look over my shoulder just as I hear the front door shut from the hall. My heartbeat races. Where’d Nurse Judy go?
“Mom,” I protest, writhing out of her grasp. “Help!” I finally call out, the fear winning.
“Everyone I loved has died,” my mother says, and her voice is ragged. Despair and loss morph her features into one of pain and her grip on me loosens.
Staring into my eyes with sincerity, she tells me, “Everyone you love will die before you do.” As if she’s talking to a stranger she only intends to bring pain, they’re the last words she speaks before her slender body relaxes into the chair. Her gaze wanders aimlessly as I stand there breathless from both fear and despair, knowing I was too late. That’s when I hear the quickened footsteps of my sister running into the room.
Running to see her mother. Who’s already gone.
Seconds pass, and I can’t look at Jenny. I brush the tears away as Nurse Judy pushes past us both, aiding my mother, whose consciousness has drifted to another place and another time.
“Mom,” my sister cries. And I don’t blame her.
That was the last time my sister cried for our mother. She didn’t even cry at her funeral nearly a year later. Jenny always held it against her that our mother didn’t wait for her. She held it against me too, knowing I at least got to hear Mom tell me she was sorry.
I never told her what else our mother said. I tried to forget it. I did everything I could to kill that memory.
It’s come back though. It refuses to die, unlike other things in my life.
Bethany
The clock doesn’t stop ticking.
It’s one of those simple round clocks. There’s nothing special about the white backing and thick black frame. Tick, tick, tick. It’s loud and unforgiving. The torture of it is all I can focus on to bring me sanity as the last hours of my life fall like dominoes in my memory.
The money in the trunk.
“You still haven’t explained where you got the three hundred thousand dollars.” Officer Walsh’s voice is hard.
The blood on Jase’s clothes and the look in his eyes when I came into his bathroom.
“Or why you were covered in blood. Whose blood is it, Miss Fawn? You need to tell us.”
Fear is what motivated me to run from him. Fear is the cause of all of this. It’s left me now, though. In its place is something more resigned.
One long, deep breath falls from me as I stare at the painted white bricks of the interrogation room’s walls and listen to the tick, tick, tick.
My piss-poor decisions have led to this point in my life.
The point of waiting. I’ve fucked it up enough; I may as well just let it all fall. When Alice fell, she landed in Wonderland. I’m thinking that’s not where I’ll land, but I’m ready to feel the weightlessness of what’s to come. I’m simply tired of fighting it.
There’s another officer in the room. He’s younger. When I first listened to their demands for me to answer their questions, I sat here hours ago with my shoulders tense and feeling the need to curl up into a ball and hide. The young cop sat across from me, his arms crossed and his gaze never wandering from me.
I don’t like him or the way he looks at me.
“We’re doing a DNA test now. You think it’s going to hit, Walsh?” The other officer, Linders, finally speaks to Walsh, even if his eyes are still pinned on me. There’s a certain level of disdain that seeps into my skin every time I meet his gaze.
“I’ll tell you what I think,” Officer Walsh answers. He’s staring at me too, even as he taps the stack of papers in his hand and continues, “I think she was in the wrong place at the wrong time and that she has names.”
Tick, tick, the clock goes on. It’s been like this for hours in this cold interrogation room. An ache in my back reminds me how uncomfortable this metal chair is.
“I don’t think so. I think she was hired for a hit or was hiring someone else and it went wrong.” Officer Linders speaks clearly, although his voice is low and rough. “A hit or drugs. There’s no other explanation. Who’d you get the cash from?” he asks me. It has to be the hundredth time they’ve asked about the cash. “Where did it all go wrong?”
“I already told you,” I start to say but don’t recognize my tired voice anymore as I lift my gaze to Officer Walsh’s and then to Linders’s. “I don’t have anything to say.”
Officer Walsh leans forward, exasperated. The metal legs grind against the floor as he repositions in his chair. “I saw how scared you were,” he says. Compassion wraps itself around every word and his gaze pleads with me to give him something. “I can help you.”
A second passes and then another.
I could let it all out. I could tell them the truth. I know I could. Maybe they’d give me a new name and send me off to some place where bad men can’t find me. Somewhere free of all these memories. A place where I didn’t have to think of my sister or my fucked up life.
Where I wouldn’t feel the presence of Jase Cross on every inch of surface I can s
ee, smell, touch.
As I swallow, the click of the the heat switching on is all that can be heard in the room.
I don’t want to live in that world. In a world where Jase Cross doesn’t hover over me. Even if he scared the hell out of me. Recalling the sight of him sitting there on the edge of the tub, tilting his head to look me in the eyes, makes me close mine tight. I don’t know what happened, but I can’t leave him.
More than anything, the incessant ticking of the clock reminds me that every second that passes, I’m not with him. He’s not okay and I’m not with him.
Let me fall to whatever may await me, and I’ll crawl my way back up to Jase. I’ll find him or he’ll find me. And when that happens, he better fucking confess. I deserve to know what happened.
Strands of my hair wind around my finger as I ignore Officer Walsh. He hasn’t charged me yet, but I know he will. I’ll be charged with obstruction of justice for not giving them information about the blood on my shirt when it comes back confirmed from a human… or maybe with a name. God forbid it comes back as from a missing person. And who knows what I’ll be charged with because of the cash in the back of my car. I don’t even know what the offenses will be, since so many have been listed off in their speculation of what I’ve done.