Dogra Magra

by Kyusaku Yumeno

  　At that time, Dr. WakabayashiBitumenHonoaoNopupileyesIt was a little lower than before.

  "... I would like to repeat this, but Mr. Masaki's prophecies have been focused on one by one without any madness until today.The earliestno longerFrom this morning, I have completely withdrawn from my enthusiastic spiritual state, and I am standing on the verge of restoring my old memories. ...... Because I ’m here, I asked the nurse the moment before,YouryouTo remind you of your name and give it up,LikeLikeIn jewels and as soon as you ask. "

  " ...... Bo ...... reminds me of my name ...... "

  　exclaimed I, suddenly, it was allowed to consider it as Doki as breathtaking. ...... Maybe ... Isn't I the true criminal of the mysterious case? ... While Dr. Wakabayashi seems to have paid particular attention to my name, isn't that evidence? However, Dr. Wakabayashi responded casually and quietly.

  "... Goodbye. If your name is remembered by yourself, all the other memories will come to the surface of your consciousness. How terrifying the principles of psychiatric science that consistently ruled before and after the mysterious incident, and for what reason, why such mysterious crime was carried out? At the same time, even the bottom of the truth of who the main phantom is is .... So Masaki will help you to remember it. I have taken over you from the teacher, and I am the first person to take responsibility ... "

  　I was again struck by the terrible premonition that I couldn't describe. Sit backFrenzyTokyoMade a loud voice.

  "... What is it ... my name is ..." At

  　the moment I asked, Dr. Wakabayashi恰AtakaMouth just like a machine噤TsuguWhat? I gazed at the bottom of my eyes with my shining eyes as if I was looking for something in my heart ... or as if it meant something serious.

  　When I think later, I must have been on Dr. Wakabayashi's immeasurable strategy at this time. The scientific and extremely lyrical story path that Dr. Wakabayashi has continued so far has never been meaningless. Everyone was nervous about “my attention” to “my name”, and there was no doubt that it was a spiritual acupuncture method to make sure they couldn't help but remember. ...... So I got hooked, asked my name, and at the same time, screamed, silent裡homeAnd I tried to bring my frustration to the climax of Iyoiyo. Perhaps I tried to reinvent myself by recreating the recollection of past memory that has solidified in my brain.

  　At that time, however, I couldn't even notice Mizin in such a sensitive trick. However, Dr. Wakabayashi was just staring at his raw white lips, thinking that he would soon tell me my name.

  　Then Dr. Wakabayashi, who was watching over my attitude, seemed disappointed again and closed his eyes. I swung my head slowly left and right, and I took a light sigh, but eventually I wanted to squeeze it more quietly and open my eyes.delicatePumpkinYelled.

  "... I can't do that ... I can't do anything if I tell you.ProclaimYouIf so, that's it.

  　I must have been reminded of nature and myself ... ” I felt like I was suddenly relieved, and at the same time, I was feeling down.

  “... Can you remember?”

  　Dr. Wakabayashi replied.

  “It ’s done. I ’m sure it ’s done. At that time, not only will you understand that what I ’ve said is not a fictional story. Has been fully discharged from this hospital, and your legal and moral rights ... that is, you have been well prepared for undertaking the honorable family and all the happiness that belongs to it. In other words, it is my second responsibility that Mr. Masaki has handed over all of those things to you without any difference ... "

  　Wakabayashi Dr.LikeLikeIn other words, Mou once looked at me with her blue-cooled eyes as if it were certain. I am in the power of my eyesPressureOhBeing forcedGlanceUnadaI was forced to ... I wasn't about myself anymore ...ObviousWakaWhile feeling like I'm tired without being ...

  　However, Dr. Wakabayashi changed the tone of the story without losing my feelings, with a light cough.

  "... Now ... I'd like to start an experiment that reminds you of your name from now on .... We are ... Mr. Masaki is the same, but ... I believe that you must have the deepest relationship. I looked at the various things one after another, so that your past memoriesAvocationYoI would like to test whether it was woken up or not,HowHow about“Let ’s go on,”

  　he said, “ I woke up on both sides of the wicker chair and extended his posture.

  　I bowed a little while watching the face. ...... It doesn't matter. Anyway ... voluntarily ...

  　But in my heartTrivialSukuNothinghesitationChuchoWas. No, rather I felt a kind of idiot.

  ...... The girl in Room 6 who called me from this morning and Dr. Wakabayashi, who is in front of me, are also wrong.

  ...... I don't think I'm mistaken for someone or another person, so eagerly calling or blaming me ... So I remember as much as I could, no matter how long or how much I was blamed. Isn't it possible to get it?

  ...... My past souvenirs that will be shown in the future are, in fact, not only the memento of others of red that have no connection with me. ...... Patients who are lurking somewhere, don't know what they are, cold-blooded psychiatric patients ...That guyThatMysterious and cruel souvenirs that have been drawn by ... aren't you going to be blamed for recollecting and remembering those things?

  ...... and so on, while regretting the unimaginable imagination, the neck was shrunk unexpectedly and became smaller.

  　At that time, Dr. Wakabayashi stood up from the wicker chair, quietly thanking me, keeping his scholarly elegance and humility.XuHumorRoniBehindBehindWhen I opened the door, a little boy came into the crotch and big crotch as if waiting.

  　The little boy has a black eight-shaped figure with his head trimmed by a shaved shaved head.beardBeardThe pin andRawIsWhiteTight collarNailofUpper garmentRumorsAnd black trousers and slippers made with old shoesOutfittingIdeachiI was doing. Square black leatherHandbagTezage BagAnd not dingyTatami chairTatami chairIn left and right handsOfferHissaBut the nurse who came in later was in the roomCenterMannakaA steaming bowl was placed next to it, and a tatami chair was spread out with a lively attitude next to it. Then put a black handbag next to the chair and spread it wide, and it was for the hairdressing that had been thrown into it.scissorsScissorsOr brush葢Lidon top ofGrabTsumaWhile looking out, I looked at me and bowed. Like "Sasa, please" ... Then Dr. Wakabayashi drew his eyes like “Saa, please” while drawing the rattan chair to the bedside of the bed.

  　... I thought I could mow my head here ... SoBare feetSudashi stockIf you get off the bed and get on the tatami chair, you will be almost eight characters at the same time.beardBeardLittle boy is whitePiece of clothClearPat mySurroundingsAroundI caught it. I then looked back on Dr. Wakabayashi, wrapping my towel with hot water around my head and pressing it tightly.

  “As before,How to cutHow toIn, ... "because Oyoroshii

  　Dr. Wakabayashi hear this question, it was seemed was something to with a start. I seemed to steal my face, but soonLastTheRCareBeardReplied with no tone.

  “Ah, did you ask you before this time? Do you remember? How to

  cut that time ...” “Hey, just a month ago, with a special treat. So I still know it well.WarmthAdultIt looks like a new egg shape ... the surroundings are very short, like a student in Tokyo ... " " 　Yes, I

  hope again, "

  " I'm smart. "

  During ~homeMoe screamed on my head. Dr. Wakabayashi is buried in a wicker chair at the bedside of the bed again, pulling out a book with a red cover from his jacket pocket.

  　I started thinking with my eyes closed.

  　This is my pastrabbitWhenAlsoCornerAnywayHowever, it becomes brighter each time. Dr. Wakabayashi's tremendous connection and something that seems to be a separate issue seems to have been inferred little by little, so that only the facts that I believe can be believed by myself.

  　I have been an inpatient at Kyushu Imperial University, Department of Psychiatry since the Taisho 15th (I don't know when that is)yesterdayYesterdayHowever, it seems that he had been engrossed in selfishness until yeste
rday. I don't know if it's in the middle or before, but about a monthBeforeBeforeIn addition, there seems to have been shaved head like a high school student. At that time, I'm recovering now ... Mystery ...

  　... but ... that seems to be the case, but what a meager past memory of a person is. Moreover, it was just something I heard from another red medical doctor and a barber.truthReallyAnd what I remember as my past is only what happened in the past few hours after hearing this clock sound this morning. That ... Boon ... The previous thing is totally void to me and I don't even know if I was alive or dead.

  　Where I was born and whygrowthbigHas it gone? What is that, what is this, judgment that can be distinguished one by one ... knowledge ... or academic ability to understand Dr. Wakabayashi's explanation so seriously ... where is that mine Has it come? so much夥I was scaredWhy did you forget the memories of the past that would be endless?

  　...... Close your eyes while thinking about such things, in your headcavityGarandoGazing at me, mysoulSoulfulWill shrunk small and small in time, wandering in infinite emptinessMicrobeatomIt seems to come. ...... Sorry ... I'm boring ... Sad feelings ... Somehow my eyes get hot ...

  　...... Hiyari ... touched my neck. It ’s because the barber who cut my headCollar muscleErisujiTheShavingSoSoap bubblesPaintingEggplantIt was.

  　I'm gackliGlanceUnadaIt was.

  　...... But ... If I think about it again, I had recovered my head once again from Dr. Wakabayashi a month ago. If that is the case, I may have had such a terrible experience as I had this morning before that month. Moreover, it seems that it was not just the barber who ordered my head to be restored, according to Dr. Spoken. If that is the case, I would have repeated this before and after that ...ClogTsumaI repeat such things repeatedlyPerformanceAndI think it's not like a boring sleepwalking patient ...

  　Isn't Dr. Wakabayashi a ruthless heartless scientist who is only doing such tests? ……no. From this morning until nowSurroundingsAroundIsn't the thing that happened in the past just a hallucination of a sleepwalking patient, me? ...... I'm currently dreaming that my head is cut in this way, and I'm getting my eyebrows up and down from the fir tree, so I'm really ... my body is here I'm not in Somewhere very different, not flying, crazy traveling ...

  　...... I think soDuring ~homeJumped out of the chair. ...... I thought that I started to make a straight line with a white lace wrapped around my neck ... but that was different. ...... Suddenly, a great commotion began on my head and I couldn't open my eyes and mouth, so I dropped my buttocks in my chair and shrank my neck tightly. It was.

  　that isTwo piecesTwoRoundcombCombBut my breath is lined up on my headVomitingOneIt was because I started to make a lot of money ... but ... that was a good feeling ... who I am, who is it,One inchA littleofwhileMaI didn't understand. ... happy, sad, horrible, humorous, past, present, all things in the universe were separated from everythingDeadAlreadyAs I saw, it was a good chair凭AlsoSag and bottomLifetimeHatenaUnfortunate痒GauzeI was impressed with the pleasure of being swept up to the bottom of the dong, so that it penetrated from the pores of the whole body to the bone marrow. ... It can't be helped. I don't know what it is, but I will definitely obey Dr. Wakabayashi's orders.AheadSakiIt doesn't matter what happens to me ... I felt so disappointed that I had completely given up my good.

  "Click hereOutNoDe Please "

  　young woman's voice that is, because it was near the soon ear, when you open the eye and surprised, the imperceptibly two of nursePurchaseYesI saw my hands as if they were sinners from the left and right. NeckSurroundingsAroundWhiteCloth cuttingClearThe barber before I noticedRemovalTake offAnd he was violently out of the door.

  　At that time, Dr. Wakabayashi, who was reading a book on the red cover,pagepageI stood up. Make your long face even longer,coughCoughWhile moving, I moved my hands toward the door like “Please go over there”.

  　From the hair and dandruff on the entire face,SpicyKaroI opened my eyes for the first time, and I was born with a bare foot while stepping on a cold paving stone with both hands drawn by a nurse ...? …… I went out of the door.

  　Dr. Wakabayashi came off the door but seemed to have gone somewhere along the way.

  　Outside the door is a large artificial stone corridor with five doors on the left and right that have the same color appearance as the door in my room.ToOne by one, Facing each other. Of the dim wall at the end of the corridorConcaveKuboInside, the iron bars that are the same as the windows in my roomWire meshKana AmiA wall clock about the height of a human being wrapped around is hanging, but this is probably early this morning at midnight ...唸UnaIt ’s a watch that awakened my eyes. Where to startSpiralscrewI don't know how to apply, but the long and short hands with the antique arabesque pattern pointed to the six o'clock quarter, while the cock and the huge brassPendulum ballFurikodamaIt seemed like a human being who was forced to repeat such a thing after receiving such a punishment. The left side is my room facing the clock, and the white painted paint tag that is struck by the side of the door is gorgeous black letters with “Sei, East, Daiichi” "Ward" and a small "Seventh room" are written under it. There is no patient name tag.

  　I walked with my back to the watch by the time the two nurses reached me. Soon after that, when I went out into the bright corridor, a blue paint was painted on the front and a two-story wooden Western-style building appeared. The left and right sides of the corridor are shaped like red bloody beans chrysanthemum, white dreamy cosmos, and strange red and yellow internal organs.cockscombKeitoThe white sandy ground that is in full bloomForover thereIs a dark green pine forest. The light of the morning sun shines against the thin clouds over the pine forest, and the sound of the distant ocean waves drifts quietly and quietly.

  "... Oh ... Now it's autumn,"

  　I thought. I was relieved to suck the fresh air flowing into the belly pie, but as I looked around such a landscape, the two nurses quickly pulled my hands and looked in the blue western house Took me to the dark corridor. And right handMountingSuddenlyWhen I came to the front of the room, the nurse who was waiting for me opened the door and stayed with usinternalInsideI got into a bowl.

  　The room was a fairly large, bright bathroom. Be at the windowMasonryIshizukuriofBathtubYubuneThe water vapor that springs fromglassGlassGlitter over the entire windowdropdidIt was flowing. Among them, the red nurses on the cheeks of the three teams up with the rounded arms and red legs of all three men, and catching me,Naked bodyMarukadakaInBathtubYubuneRushed into. ThenGoodNoAs soon as I got up in a warm place,BoardSpoiledI want to cool it from the front, back, left and rightSoapSoapWhile pressing the sponge, he turned around with no refuge. Then when I pressed my head against Dashinuke, I applied a soap of Hadaka.FoamAwaAfter smashing like a mountain and scratching unreasonably like a woman, and then scratching with hot water without notice, you can not open your eyes and mouth Again,PresenceUmuNot be said to be Hittate my hands,

  "we are here,"

  　while the instruction in the shrieks and, again,BathtubYubuneRushed into. That way of violence ... maybe bring me a meal this morning,OutrageBadThree nurses metDuring ~homeInExchangeseriouslyAndrevengeKatakiHowever, if you look carefully, it seems that it seems like you are accustomed to dealing with the daily mark every day, so I feel pessimistic It has been done.

  　But at the end of the process截KiGet itBamboo patternTakeeClean your mouth with a brush and salt, warm it once, and then use a new towelbodyBodyInsideWipeWipeI lifted my head up with a new yellow comb.ReallyAs expectedI felt like I was reborn. I felt so refreshed and sure, but when I wondered why I didn't remember my past, I had a strange feeling that there was no specification. 　One nurse said,

  “Please change this,” so when you

  look back, the patient's clothes you had taken off on the board had disappeared somewhere, instead of being shallow. There is a large yellow furoshiki. Untie the knot, college student uniforms in white cardboard boxes, caps, marbling over, knittedRobeshirt, Trousers, brown short socks, wrapped in
newspaperKnitted shoesAmiage shoesMystery ... Then, when I opened the small leather sack on top of it, I came up with a small wristwatch that shines in silver.

  　I immediately received it from a nurse and wore it one by one,IntroductionNextI noticed that none of these items seemed to be an acronym to represent my belongings. But none of this is almostTailoring wholesaleYou did itLike Shishi, there is a crease that is made into a Chang, and when you shake your body, it looks likeOld daysOnce upon a timeBut it feels as good as it is. Just the upperTight collarNailEven though the new color seems to be packed, the size of the brand new square cap, shiny knitted shoes, and the black ribbon of the wristwatch showing 6:23 is perfect. Was surprised. Because it is so strange, when you put both hands into the pocket of the upper garment, on the right hand is a new four-fold handkerchief and nose paper, on the left handGeometrySalmon roeI do n’t know if it ’s in a bag,SlidingYawaA small bulgeHiguchiGamaguchiButTouchSawaIt was.

  　I am again抓TsumaIt has become rare. I knew that there was no mirror somewhere,HateUnfortunately,DebrisfragmentI don't even find anything that seems to be. The three nurses opened their doors and went out, looking back at their eyes with their eyes turned.

  　Then Dr. Wakabayashi was misled with the nurse and came in a sword with a head higher than Kamoi. Just as I looked up, as if I was inspecting my clothes, I was silently taken me to the corner of the room and hung in the middle of the opposite wall.ExposureRoughShinoyukataYukataTakeRemovalofI did it. What appeared underneath was an unexpected one side,HugebigIt was a good looking mirror.