I don't thinkBehindBehindI staggered. ...... I was surprised at how young I was in my life.
While I was dark this morning, when I imagined it in a room 7SamuraiBeardAnd I thought it would be a terrible bad guy, but then even if I had you take care of it,palmPalm of the handI didn't think the difference between the feeling of being boiled and the real thing was so different.
I'm still standing in a life-size mirror in front of my eyes20 years oldHatsuI can only see that kind of youth. Round forehead,腮ChinShe has a thin face, big eyes, and a surprised face. If you don't have uniforms, you might be a junior high school student. When I think that I was such a blue age, the struggles from this morning seemed to go out of the way, or it seemed weird to say nothing ... joyful ... sad ... kind of strange I felt like that.
At that momentBehindBehindDr. Wakabayashi called for a reminder.
"...... you like or was reminded ...... ...... ...... His Name"
IcrownChewI struck off the hat that I was leaning on and took it off. Want to coolsalivaBrimWith a jerkSwallowingofI looked back, but at that time Dr. Wakabayashi was finally wondering why I was turning around in various mysterious ways.Turn outWakaIt was. Dr. Wakabayashi first showed me my past in the beginning of my promise to show me my own past monuments. In other words, Dr. Wakabayashi remembered my details before hospitalization in detail, so after restoring me to the streets at that time, I suddenly rammed my eyes and I must have been trying to remind you. ...... If there is this, there is no mistake. It must be my past memorial. ...... Everything else is misguided, but this is definitely not wrong, my own memories ...
However ...RewardpeelI couldn't help. Despite being surprised when I was shown for the first time, I couldn't remember anything as before ... but also when I found out that I was still such a little kid , I feel more at home than ever ... I was foolish ... I was scared ... I felt like I couldn't say anything, and I was wiping away the sweat of my forehead. .
Dr. Wakabayashi, who compared my face and the face in the mirror with a still expressionless eye, compared to Majimaji, eventually became sensitive.PointNodsIt was.
「……LikelihoodMoreIt is also. The zut color has become whiter than before, and it seems to be a little fat, so it may be somewhat different from the feeling before hospitalization ... Then go out here. I'll try the next method ... In turn, will be surely remind ...... "
I am the new seems knitted slipperWearIsAn ankleKneecapKneesTheSolidScaryBehind Dr. WakabayashiObedientKutsuAndcockscombKeitoI went back to the corridor where the flowers bloomed. Then, when I was wondering if I would go back to Room 7, Dr. Wakabayashi stopped and knocked in front of the door that hit the sign in Room 6 just before that. Then bigbrassShinchuofhandleKnobWhen I pulled the door, a half-opened apron with a pale yellow apron came out from between the doors, which opened halfway. The
niece looked up at Dr. Wakabayashi ’s face ,SleepingEase“
We are looking forward to it,” he went to the Western building where we came out.
Dr. Wakabayashi then carefully extended his neck.internalInsideI got into a bowl. Grasp my hand with one hand and gently close the door with one hand, while keeping the shoes sounding,RootNekataI approached the iron sleeper lying on the floor. Then, when I released my hand, I looked back at Girori, pointing to the face of a girl sleeping on the bed with her finger.
I wear a hat with both hands庇eavesSqueezed tightly. I doubt my eyes,MomentBlinkI was happy.
...... A beautiful girl was sleeping there.
The girlGlossyGlossydid夥I was scaredNewHairBiteA, black, bigpetalHanabiraOn a pillow wrapped in a white towelAwkwardBowI was disturbed. I'm wearing a white cotton patient's clothes that I've been wearing until now.bandageWantLooking at the place where the left and right hands wrapped in a good manner are superimposed, it is true that this girl was the one who harassed me and harassed me by hitting and calling on the wall early this morning. Of course, I couldn't find any terrible, bloody traces that I had imagined this morning on that wall, but I was crying with such a terrible, stuffy voice. Crazy human beings, the peacefulness of sleep, innocence ... the long crescent eyebrows, long darkeyelasheseyelash, High-quality nose, slightly reddish cheeks, clover-shaped lips, small lipsDouble jawTwine chinEven so, it was a sleeping figure so clean that it seemed that it would not be such a built-in doll. ……no. At that time, I was suspicious of Honto, but forgot everything and looked at the sleeping face of the doll.
Then, in front of my eyes, a mysterious change that couldn't be described in any way began to appear on the sleeping face of the doll.
In a big pillow wrapped with a new towel,RawUBhairBeardThe sleeping face of a girl who had her long ears lined up side by side with her red ears wrapped in sculptures was replaced with an expression of sadness. Moreover, the long, narrow eyebrows, dark eyelashes, and clover-shaped small lipsCircleRinkakuAll of them remained stationary in a beautiful position on the first street. However, the color of the cheeks that were innocent pink like a girl is somehow淋rustNewRoseRosesAlthough it was just a change of color, it was just that, but it was just that, and it looked like it was just 78, so that the innocent sleeping face seems to be an ordinance of the 23rd Ordinance before long. It has changed to. Then, from the bottom of the color of sorrow that can be seen through somehow transparentGodsLike thisWhat's wrong ...
I again began to doubt my eyes. But rubbing your eyes is stupid,BreathingbreathI feel like I ca n’tMomentblinkWithout one,WatchMitoSoon, the polka dots that began to bleed out began to bleed between the long double folds. As you see it's a big dewPearlTamaIt became a long eyelash, shined brightly, and it suddenly flowed to the left and right as soon as I thought.FineLendIt began to move while crouching, and words as light as a dream leaked into pieces.
"... My sister ... My sister ... I'm sorry ... I'm ...concubineII sincerely wanted to ask my brother. Knowing your older sister's important older brother ... Thank you for a long time ... So this is finally ... Oh ... I'm sorry ... Please ... please ... Forgive me, forgive me ... forgive me ... elder sister ... please ... ne ... "
That is the way you move your lips and it seems that you can finally guess. Tone. However, the tears erupted later later and left and right between the long eyelashes眥MessTo ... faintly white comedy ... and then lushBoth sidesRyobinLike, likeRawIsHuhWhenGiwaIt disappeared into.
However, the tears eventually stopped. Then, as the rosy rose that had sunk on the left and right cheeks touched the original innocent pink as the night dawns, its facial expression still does not move like a doll,healthHealthyHe has recovered to a sleeping face that looks like a girl. ...... Sadly, I was sad for 56 years. And then again, I was rejuvenated as I said ...sumNagoEven a mild smile emerged.
I was deeply sighed from the bottom of my heart. And then, with the feeling that I still cannot wake up from my dreamsBehindBehindI looked back.
Dr. Wakabayashi who stood behind meFirstA while agoI looked down at me with the expressionless expression of the street from and turning my hands behind. However, it seems that the inner spirit seems very nervous.Wax stoneBracedWhen I look back at the face I looked back in time, my white lips softly嘗NaIt ’s totally different from the past,soundEchoI gave a voice without.
"... Is this ... your name ... do you know?"
I looked back at the girl's sleeping face. Around憚FoolLike, shook his head.
...... No ... Chitmo ...
That way ... Then Dr. Wakabayashi mows once in a low voice, as if chasing after that.囁SayaIt was.
"... Then ... Wouldn't you just remember this person's face?"
I looked up at Dr. Wakabayashi's face and said it was a couple of times largerMomentBlinkI showed it.
...... I don't fly ... I didn't even know my face, why should I remember someone else's face ...
and so on ...
Then, at that moment, the color of disappointment that was once again crossed the face of Dr. Suutto Wakabayashi. With eyes t
hat seemed to be empty as it was, I stared at me for a while, but eventually I returned to the original ugly expression and thought that I nodded lightly a few times with me, , Quietly turned towards the girl. With a majestic gait, go forward half a step,恰YouI looked down at me with my hands in front of me as if I swore something in front of God. Said in an implicit, gentle tone.
"... Well then ... I would like to tell you that one of your TattaCousincousinWith youPardonGood luckOf who I is that he has become a relationship. "
" ...... up ...... "
and I have drunk the voice of surprise.amountforeheadWhile holding down, he staggered. He raised his voice with doubts about his eyes and ears.
"... So ... That's ... Ko ... So beautiful ..."
"... Goodbye to the world.rareRareA beautiful person. But no mistakes. This year ... April 26th of Taisho 15th ... Just six months ago, I was just giving you a ceremonyyouyouNo one cousin. Because of a mysterious event that happened the night before that, until todayLikeLikeI ’m sorry for you… ”
“ …………………… ”
“ …… So ... So that you and this person and you could be discharged safely ... ” the will Torihakarai ... Then to be in your way to fun marriage, again, of me have received your consignment from Masaki teacher, jewels than has become the last of the serious responsibility "
Wakabayashi of Dr. As if the tone is intimidating meLooselooseQuicklyAndOrIt was soo heavy.
But as I said,抓TsumaEyes as if瞠MihaI just looked back on the bed. ...... A girl like a heaven girl who has never been seen is pointed out to be yours… The weirdness ... Suspiciousness ... And then, the ridiculousness of the unknown ... .
"... My only one cousin ... but now ... I said ... my sister ..."
"That's a dream ..." As I said, this daughter is the first FromCompatriotsyour siblingsI don't want to come, Tatta is a young lady ... But this lady, who is an ancestor a thousand years ago, has one older sisterResidenceOhThe fact that it was recorded remains in the record. I am now dreaming of it as a direct sister ... "
" ... Why ... why do you understand ... what do you
mean ... " I trembled. Looking up at Dr. Wakabayashi's faceRecessionLaterI couldn't help it. Dr. Wakabayashi ’sbrainHeadSuddenly became suspicious ... the content of dreams that others are seeing,OutsideOthersThere ’s nothing else you can do other than a wizard ...SituationMaAnd the reasoning and imagination transcended .... The weirdness that explains the strange fact that was 1000 years ago that could not be measured by human powers. Not a natural person from the beginning. According to things, I was suspected of knowing that I was one of a kind of special patient in this mental hospital ...
However, Dr. Wakabayashi had no strange face at all. He responded with a tone of nothing that seems to be a scientist. It's still a voice that isn't sounding ...
"... That's ... this daughter, eyesAwakeningCustomerWhile I was doing this, I could say thatForShiBecauseTurn outWakaIt is. ...... Strange hairResultYuLook at who you are. This haircut is a thousand years of this daughterPreviousAllThe hair of a woman with her husband in the era when her ancestors were present, and sometimes she can be reassigned to herself ... In other words, this young lady is still a pure virgin. However, while being transformed into such a hair shape by herself, the whole mental life of this daughter was remembered as a habit of a married woman who was an ancestor a thousand years ago. It is recognized as evidence that it has returned to something like personality, so of course, from the eyes,bodyBodyEven in Nokoshima, you won't find anything like a virgin.ageageMature enough to misunderstand,EleganceMiyabiIt looks like a gentle young lady. ......LikelihoodMoreHowever, while forgetting such dreams, the attendant's conclusion is the same as that of ordinary patients.rollFirewood
I am ... "OpenAhMouth wasCloseBushI didn't get it. The mysterious hair appearance and Dr. Wakabayashi's majestic faceSuddenlyBoubozenI could n’t compare it with.
"In ...... In ...... was said that ...... brother ......"
"It'sYahariYahaYour thousand yearsPreviousAllIt is the person who hits the ancestors. Your ancestor who was the master of the sister at that time ... In other words, you were living with you who was a brother-in-law 1000 years ago.sceneState"I'm currently dreaming about it."
"... so ... so shallow ... immoral ..."
I shouted. Dr. Wakabayashi is controlled by the pale hands that have moved gently ... Dr. Wakabayashi
said, “Shhh… Quietly… If you can remember your name now, everything…”
噤TsuguWhat? Both of them looked back at the girl on the bed at the same time. ThoughThe earliestAlready,It was late.
It seems that our voice has entered the ears of the girl. While moving my small, red lips with a musum, I opened my eyes and looked at my face standing just beside me.MomentBlinkDid. Then, when I thought that the eyes of the double eyelids shined for a moment, it seemed that I was very surprised, and the color of the cheeks turned white. Its moist black eyes are big and large, and it has been shined with beauty that is almost unthinkable. in additionCommunicatingOneThe cheek color俄gardenCrab, while you think you have Moeta' and also package up to my ear,
"...... up ...... brother Sama' ...... Why here Tsu ......"
andSoulTamagiI woke up while shouting.Bare feetSudashi stockJump off the bed as it is,hemBottomAlso to me縋As expectedI tried to stick.
I was astonished. Unconscious裡homeTo payRemovalofI did it. Involuntarily skipping a few stepsWithdrawalofAnd睨LeekI found it ....
...... Then the girl stopped at that moment. It became hard as if I was struck by electricity with both hands extended. My face turned deep blue and my lips were gone.StareThreeWhile swaying, behindWithdrawalSagaI put my hands on the bedBranchOneIt was. I shook my lips and saw my face with all my heart.
Then the girl looked scarily at Dr. Wakabayashi's face and the inside of the room ... but in the meantime, she shed tears of tears on both eyes. On the stone floorCollapseKuzuoWhile sitting, white patient clothessleeveSoWhen I thought I was hitting my face, I cried and crying on the bed.
I finally ate it. While wiping the sweat that swelled up in one pie in the face,嗄ButI compared the back of the girl who crying and crying with the voice of Dr. Wakabayashi.
Dr. Wakabayashi ... but the facemuscleStreaksI didn't move one. While looking back at my stunned face coldly, I approached the girl suddenly and sat downCrookedKagaI tried. I asked my mouth to put it in my mouth.
"Did you remember? This person's name ...youyouMy name is ... "
When I heard this word, I was more surprised than the girl. ... Well, this girl, like me, has fallen into an “ego-forgotten state” that awakened from a state of excitement? Then Dr. Wakabayashi conducted the same experiment as I did now. I was thinking about whether I was trying for a girl ... but I was so nervous that the hole in my ear rang and I expected the girl to reply.
But the girl did not reply. Just a littlewhileMaHe stopped crying and just shook his head left and right, burying his face deeper in the bed.
"... Then this person is with you.PardonGood luckThe only thing about that older brotherMemoryWar"The
girl nodded." And even more than beforeFierceBaldI started crying.
Even if you listen without knowing anything,trueTrueI was extremely saddened,IntestinesHarataIt was a voice that squeezed. Because I can't remember my lover's name, I'm left with a far-off psychiatric patient world ...CornerMuch effortEven if you try to beat the other person,CareSokkeIt was a whispering voice of a girl who seemed to be even more aware of the fact that it was on her body without being separated.
Regardless of the difference between men and women, I fall into the same mental state and experience the same suffering.嗄OrI was attracted to the crying voice. What did you call this morning when it was dark?At allas ifNo ... in a suffocating position several times more than at the timeFallStrangeIt was gone. I still can't remember the face and name of this girl, but I have to remember it now and do somethingEnjoyTheA
crying voice of a girlbackBehindI can't do anything about the appearance of crying on a white bed and going crazy.FrustrationSaiBeing struck, he put his hands on his face and shed cold sweat throughout his body. I was so disappointed that I was about to stumble.
However, Dr. Wakabayashi knew and knew about my suffering and was still leaning over the girl's shoulders while leaning her upper body.
"... sa ... sa ... calm down ... fall back ... alreadystraightTimeWill be remembered. This person too ... Your brother forgets to see your face. However, it will be remembered soon. I will tell you soon. Then you will be discharged together. …… Sa …… Sleep quietly. Please wait for the time to come. That is not far away ... ”
Dr. Wakabayashi raised his face as he said. ... surprised, weakened,silent tearsAnruiWipe wipe竦SukuWhen I pulled my hand out of the door and out of the door, I closed the heavy door perfectly. At the other side of the corridor, the attending niece, who was messing with the chicken head flowers, screamed with a pom-pom, and invited me into the previous room No. 7, while encouraging me to still do something.
If you listen carefully, the crying voice of the girl seems to have calmed down. ThatsobbingsootI don't want the attendant Tsuji to say anything about the breaks in breathing.
I stood on the artificial stone floor and relieved one deep sighVomitingOneI felt calm as I was feeling. For the time being, I looked up at Dr. Wakabayashi's face and waited for an explanation.
...... Now that I have never imagined a dream, the beautiful girl who has never seen anything other than the dolls in the next room unexpectedly, Me and the wallSingleFor a momentIt is closed and given up as a patient with a serious mental illness.
... and that beautiful girl is one of my TattaCousincousinAnd not only has it become a relationship between my wife and my wife,婿MukoI'm dreaming of living with a mysterious person like me .
As well as awakening from that dream, as soon as I saw my face, I screamed "Brother" and tried to hug.
... pay it from meRemovalofTo the floorCollapseKuzuoAndIntestinesHarataI ’m so sad that I ’m squeezing ...
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