" ...... Haa ...... fired It was a cure at that time
. ” “ Goodbye. There is no medicine to use for the elusive illness of psychosis.NinginsectIt should be a thorough treatment. ”
I felt like I could not laugh or cry.
That's why Dr. Wakabayashi's pale eyes, who looked down at me, caught me still for academic purposes, and the cruelty that could lead to black bakingbasketThis tooBecause ... I said that I greeted him with a palm and stroked my face.
“The madman born in this world is happy,” said
Dr. Wakabayashi with a smile on his left cheek.
"... No ... not necessarily. OroneHiThe old psychiatrist who was killed in thought may have been happier. ”
I again regretted that I said something extra. While wiping his face with a handkerchief while avoiding Dr. Wakabayashi's spooky gaze, I noticed a large black wooden frame on the left front wall.
It's foreheadbaldnessIsLifted up,Sesame salted riceBearded beardA long-lasting, gorgeous sixty-six-year old gentleman's crest, with a generous smile and a smile湛TatterIt is. The first time I noticed the photo, I thought it was Dr. Masaki, and I went to the front of it and tried to face it correctly, but I felt that it was different, so I looked back at Dr. Wakabayashi again.
“Who is this photo?”
Dr. Wakabayashi's face asked me,AuthorFigIt seemed soft and soft. I don't know why, but slowly lowered her head while showing her unprecedented shine.
"... High ... Is that a picture? Hi ... It's Dr. Toshihachi Saito. As I mentioned before, I had this psychiatric classroom in front of Dr. Masaki. In the
meantime, Dr. Wakabayashi is light and sentimental.SighAliveAfter a while, I came closer to me with a deep impression on the long face.
"... I finally stopped it."
"... Eh ..."
I was surprised and looked up at Dr. Wakabayashi's face. I didn't understand the meaning of Dr. Wakabayashi's words ... However, Dr. Wakabayashi, regardless of how close he approached me, kept his upper body leaning forward, comparing my face and photos, and continuing his words in a more serious and humorous tone.
“I ’m telling you that this photo has finally caught my eye. For some reason, this photo must be the one that has the deepest relationship with your past life. Because I ’m here… ”
I realized when I was told this. I remembered that I had forgotten the first purpose of entering the room. And at the same time, I felt something light, but deep heart palpitations in my heart.
But at the same time, I don't feel like I have remembered anything yet. When I think about the state in my head, I feel somewhat relieved or disappointed and shook one shoulder. Raised. And then have a heartGooseneckUnadaWhile listening, Dr. Wakabayashi listened to the words.
"... The memories of the past hidden in you seem to be awakening very delicately from the very beginning. You are now, from this manuscript of Dogra Magura, this madmanSlaughterHuntsatsuAs you come to see this picture, your own subconscious mind that came to stare at you now seems to have led you and brought you before this photo. . If you say why,heOrThere is no other person who puts the masterpiece of the madman's slaughter and the portrait of Saito-sensei side by side here. This is because you are an experimenter of your mental consciousness, Professor Masaki. ...... Masaki has been dealing with cruel and psychic illnesses as depicted in the picture of the madman slaughter as an open secret even today in the 20th century. I was deceived by the facts and decided to devote my life to studying psychosis ... That
’s why,
with the guidance and assistance of Dr. Saito, I was able to achieve that purpose. ” “ Madness of madman… is the genocide still going on? ”MonologueAlonelike呟MutterIt was. Once again, in a mysterious fearPrisonerTigerWhile being ... But Dr. Wakabayashi nodded with peace.
“… It is done. It ’s done as it used to be.焚AndThe cruelty beyond killing is taking place at psychiatric hospitals all over the world. ...... "even now today
" ...... its ...... it is so much ...... "
the words I and is called theSwallowingofI looked into it. not reallyOutrageBadI thought it was a good idea ... But Dr. Wakabayashi did not move. Side by side with me, he told me in a cool tone while comparing the oil painting of the madman and Dr. Saito.
“Not very much.StunnedGenzenThere is no difference in the fact. The fact isFollowingHey heyAs you can see, Prof. Masaki has made great efforts to save the masses of ill-fated mad people who have been abused.TreeTheIt was decided to be. The basic principle of this amazing new theory is, as I said a bit earlier, an interesting and familiar kind of thing that is extremely easy to understand and understandable to girls ... In order to actually prove the principle, we started an experiment of “Freedom of Madness” ... but that experiment was no longer possible, thanks to your own offering.AllegationAlreadySince it has been completed, the only remaining work I can say is that you have restored your old memory and set up the test report as a sign. Oru of the jewels you, "
I also became stunned.OpenAhMouth wasFortressBushI looked up at Dr. Wakabayashi's profile, standing side by side, without being disappointed. Such a serious and terrible relationship that I ca n’t describePrisonerTigerI felt like I was being drawn into this room and faced with the two frames that made it, so I couldn't move. However, Dr. Wakabayashi continued to say “slurry” regardless of my feelings.
“... I ’m here, so if you talk to Professor Saito and Professor Masaki about the causal relationship between the murder of the madman, that story will touch on your past career. Dr. Masaki, how carefully prepared you were to come to Kyushu University in order to put you in a mental science experiment at the Liberation Treatment Center ... For the preparation and research related to this experiment, What terrible pains and efforts have been made ... "
" Eh, eh, so scary preparations to experiment with me ... "
" Yes, Mr. Masaki is indeed a long time, more than 20 years the, spent of the jewels you "in preparation for this experiment
" ...... twenty years ...... "
my voice multiplied by this cry, while still not a voice, to such things as seen growl of a kind Become,throatThroatI turned back to the back. Dr. Masaki's 20 years of painCervical muscleNeckI felt like I was coming to ...
Then Dr. Wakabayashi nodded again slowly, as if I had thought about my feelings.
"That's right. Masaki teacher, still you, from before that are not in your birth, your I came to prepare this experiment to"
"...... not born yet ...... for me"
"is If you say this, it may seem like you're doing something strange, but it's never the case.Ms. Masaki is certainly before you're still born. I was expecting you to be today, and you have restored your past memories.rearLaterN .... No .... Even if you don't remember your past memories, you can simply guess your name based on the facts I will provide. On that factCollationTeraashiwaIf so, what I say is not an exaggeration,ConfirmationGoshI believe you can. ...... Also ... I do so, but I believe that it is the best and last resort that really reminds me of your name ... "
Dr. Wakabayashi , While explaining thistabletableI turned back and looked back at me, pointing to the small swivel chair facing the stove. Like a patient undergoing an operation according to the order, when I approach the chair,WholesaleGratedI did wholesale, but I didn't feel like sitting down. Hold the chest that became suffocated by the weirdness and wonder,salivaBrimI was just ingesting.
In the meantime, Dr. Wakabayashi turned around Gururi and Daikuko and sat on a large swivel chair on the other side. It looked like it looked in Room 7 at the front, but it was getting smaller and bent, but this time the hands and legs in the morning figure are removed because the coat is taken off,DewOhLong while it is bentneckNeckI could clearly see that the long and narrow body was shrinking. And in the middle of it, only the faceOldOriginallyIn the street sizeStationaryYouI felt like a monster. For example, a large, big white human facespiderSpiderBut now I tatter from the large fireplace behind itp
reyfeedTo wear a morning coatcrawlIsIt has changed to the feeling of coming out.
When I see it, it ’s on the swivel chair.ResidenceIzumaiWas corrected. Then, Dr. Wakabayashi, the captain, stretched out his long hand and pulled something like the binding of the document that had been left in the middle of Daikuko from the forefront. WhendustrefuseWhile I was paying, I made a small cough.
“…… By the way, Mr. Masaki,BetWhenI will talk about the pre and post experiments.TakeJustI am very sorry to hear that, but I must give you an inquiry about my request. Prof. Masaki and I were originally from Chiba prefecture in the same country and called Kyoto Imperial University and Fukuoka Medical University, which were the predecessors of this university, in Fukuoka Meiji 36. The desk was arranged as a first-time student when it was remodeled and newly established. And since I graduated at the same time in the Meiji 40's, I was told that it was a relationship that I should say with my peers. Moreover, until now, both of us have lived single lives and have put their life into one of the academic researches, so it is exactly the same as it was ... but the extraordinary mind of Professor Masaki, Totemo wasn't the place that we thought of in reaching the two points of that asset. For the time being, only the academics would say, but our research at that time made every effort to prevent foreign books from being freely obtained. I borrowed a book from the school library and copied it day and night, but only Mr. Masaki was Tatta alone.頗HumpEven books that are ordered from foreign countries at their own expense, once you look through them, there is no hesitationothersPersonIt was lent to me. Then, he himself searched for fossils of paleontology that should be called the half-drug, and investigated the auspices of the shrines and temples, which have nothing to do with medicine.AroundMaIt was as if I had been lost. ......LikelihoodMoreHowever, collecting fossils by Mr. Masaki and investigating Shinto shrines and temples were never worthless. …… It was a deliberate job that had a serious relationship with the experiment of “madman release treatment”. ... Twenty years later today, I was finally able to understand only me, so like Mr. Masaki's mind,AstonishmentTodayIt depends on what you are allowed to do. Anyway, for that reason, Mr. Masaki has been attracting attention among student professors as an unusual person since then, and that is how great Mr. Masaki is. It wasn't an exaggeration to say that Mr. Toshihachi Saito, the lord of this photo, was the first to recognize the brains of.
I say ......LikeLikeIt depends on your needs. My name is Prof. Saito, and I have been working for this university since its inception. The majority of the specimens currently in this room have been collected by myself. Although I was an ardent person, it is a very passionate speaker and an anecdote, but this anecdote remains.嘗AndWhen the University's founding three-year anniversary celebration was held at the Auditorium, Prof. Masaki, who was represented by a student, gave such a speech.
“Recently our students and teachers oftenFlower willowKaryuof巷ChimataGo in and out, or for gambling耽DandruffIt seems that the rumored rumors are in the newspapers, but I think this is not a problem. In the first place, the first guilt of a student or a scholar is not to be rosy,FuckToyIt's not a bug. When you become a bachelor or doctor, you quit academic research as you forgot.
When I was defeated, “I think this is the biggest evil in Japanese academia.” The face of the student professor in Mando changed completely. However, I am still impressed by the fact that Mr. Saito, Tatta alone, stood up from his seat and sent enthusiastic applause and shouted Bravo. But part of that personality窺UkagaLet ’s be enough.
...... But when the teacher first served at the universityDuring ~homeThere is still no special psychology department in Kyushu University, and Professor Saito is the only person who specializes in mental illness on the campus as an assistant professor and has held a few courses. Because of this, it seemed very uneven for this point. Mr. Masaki, my favorite teacher, and me, who had been seeking guidance since that timeCatchTsukasaBefore that, I was obsessed with modern material science universalism, and I was worried about the future of the national body, but in such a case I didn't know what to answer Despite this, Mr. Masaki always had a fantastic counterattack and closed Saito-sensei ... Among them, the words that are particularly memorable are mysterious words. It was.
“... So-La, again, the teacher ’s top-notch bitterness was first introduced.Wax pipeBranHow about replacing? All human beings today are Western worshipers and are addicted to material science.DiseaseHeelsSo, if you inject the teacher's bitches, you won't heal Nakanaka. ...... Okay, don't be so jealous, wait about 20 years from now. Twenty years have passedDuring ~homePerhaps, there may be a single person with psychosis in this country in Japan. ...... Then, the patient records and announces in detail the cause of his or her illness and the process of recovery from his mental illness, and at the same time upsets scholars all over the world. Naturalism, emptiness, anarchism, and other Ayaryu materialistic cultural thoughts, as well as religion, morality, art, law, science, etc., created by humanity.in small piecesKonamijinInstead, it begins to make noise in order to bring out the exhilarating spiritual culture that has released the human soul to the bottom. ...... The mess of Dr. Kitchigai succeeded successfully with Mamma暁DawnThen, as you wish, mental science will become the best study on earth. At the same time, the psychology departmentstepchildMamakoThe school that you treat becomes completely worthless. ...... So look forward to it,At bestAt bestPlease wait for a long time. I
remember that it was something like "There is no retirement for scholars."ReallyAs expectedProfessor Saito alsoBlisterAutumnIt seemed like I was listening ... I was listening to it, and I was surprised. First, I wasn't sure if Mr. Masaki really said what such a prophet had done ... Professor Masaki already had such a mentally ill person himself at this time. I was trying to create and amaze the academic world ... how can I imagine what that riddle would be in that era? It wasn't unusual for Dr. Masaki to be surprised by the fact that Mr. Masaki had no such sudden momentum, so both Saito and I were involved in this. There was no particular suspicious question, and there were no questions that went deeply.
... but soon,LikeLikeMr. Saito's dissatisfaction with Masaki's genius brainConflictAimaSo there was an opportunity to wake up an unusual wave in the university department at that time. It was just when we graduated from our university, and Prof. Masaki had published a mysterious research titled “Fetus Dream” as a graduation thesis.endTanFrom the HIC has been "issued
Is" ...... fetus ...... fetus is a dream, "
I issued a suddenly Tonkyo voice and. The less dream of fetal word is, the strange sound was gave to my ear ...... is ...... But Wakabayashi Dr.YahariYahaI wasn't surprised. I nodded as a matter of course that I was surprised. Carefully roll out the documents you got one by one, and look into them with pale eyes ...
"... Sayoude ... The content of the paper called" The Dream of the Fetus "Follow-upOtsuYou know that you are touching the eyes, but just looking at the title shows that it is not an ordinary paper. Even ordinary dreams that ordinary people see, until todayObviousWakaI do n’t know,SituationMaAnd now 20 years agoRetroactiveRetrospectiveIt was because such a title was chosen as an academic research paper when you were born or not. ...... Not only that Mr. Masaki's brain is unusual,ForecastOrSince there was a reputation for a long time, the title of this paper fell, it became a general reputation in the university, and I thought that it would be the contents of Donna瞠MihaThere were no strangers.
...... But Sate When this paper is set up to be reviewed by all professors on campus according to the provisions of the time, the style of the paper is completely broken from the conventional type, and the teachers are confused. There was something to peel off. Originally, Mr. Masaki was also blessed with an excellent language philosophy, so what was written in the three languages of English, German and French is a difficult and unprofessional. It was so popular among students that it was easy to read through literary documents. So, of course, my graduation thesis was called an academic term until then.GermanyGermany
Although it was expected that it was written in the language, it was different from the plan, and it was a grammatical language and dialect that was not yet popular until then.MixedseriouslyIt was written in On top of that, the asserted gist is also extremely extraordinary and, like the title,tauntsGuroSo it looked likeReallyAs expectedAll the professors of the new university, which covered the new knowledge at that time, were also taken away. Among themHakkeYamakamaShiyaLess thanMoThe professor who sings is too
fierce ... "... I'm mistaken for the president who reads such a serious paper swiftly. Masaki's guy is obsessed with his head, so this thing The university's first graduation thesisPhilosophyTeacherThe sacred穢InjuryThe person who is a young man named MasakiOutsideOthersDon't be. These students say that I'll be Direction for the future of lesson "
and敦 圉ClearanceIt was in the rank that the reputation of being in a class was communicated to fellow students. Of course I think this was true ...
......LikeLikeBecause of the circumstances, the general public's tense ears were concentrated on the professor's conference for graduation thesis, but Sate,AwkwardFinallyOn the day, all the professorsRoughlyAlmostIn the same opinion, whether or not to go to school, passing this paper as a graduation thesis was in the form of a prompt decision. Then, at that time, Saito-sensei, who was the youngest person at the time, stood up at the end of his seat, suddenly stood up and gave a famous objection that still remained popular.
"... I want you to wait for a while. I think it's a long time from the end of the seat, but I dare to speak because I think it's unavoidable for academic purposes. The reasons for
this are as follows: First of all, those who criticize this paper arebodyWantIs not made. It does not meet the regulations. It seems to be argued that this is an argument that is hardly controversial and I don't think there is any need for defense. However, academic papers are completely different in nature from application forms submitted to the government office, such as “Please graduate” or “Please do”. I think that it is enough to add a word that there is no such thing as a prescribed format or style.
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