by Shayla Black
Shit, the picture she paints of her childhood is bleak. Against my will, I feel sorry for her. I wonder if that’s why she had so little compunction about stealing from others. People showed her no compassion or empathy, so she merely returned the favor? Maybe. Is it possible she’s bullshitting me altogether? Sure…but it seems unlikely. She’d have to be a really good actress. Not saying it’s impossible, but how could she so realistically fake the guilt and sadness pouring off her? Then again, maybe that’s how she scammed her clients in the first place.
My gut rejects that.
What if her father was the one responsible for the theft and she was swept up in the scam?
“You’re fantastic, not a freak,” I assure her in soothing tones.
“I’m pretty sure that, other than my siblings and their spouses, you might be the only person who thinks so. But…thanks.” She smiles at me with forced cheer and extracts her hand from mine to wipe away tears.
Real fucking tears.
“You don’t have to front for me.”
“I appreciate that, but wallowing is no way to start a new year. Besides, we’re almost to Maxon and Keeley’s place and I’d rather not have them see me upset.”
Good call. “Your brother seemed pretty intense.”
“Maxon is protective. Griff, too. We might not have known each other long, but they slipped right into family mode. It’s been…kind of nice. In some ways, they’re a lot like my father. But in the ways that count, they’re not.”
“So was your dad married when he had an affair with your mom?”
“Yeah. Over the decades, he’s had a lot of affairs with a lot of his assistants. I’m not his only illegitimate child. My youngest brother, Evan, came a few years after me. Dad even has a newborn by his last assistant, the daughter of a friend—who’s predictably now an enemy.” She shakes her head. “I think I overlooked a lot of his behavior for a long time, made excuses for why his wandering penis had nothing to do with his true character. But in the end, it did.”
And she’s disillusioned. That fact rings in her voice. So not only was her mom not someone to look up to, now she has to deal with the reality of her dad being a tomcatting, defrauding asshole.
The implications of everything she tells me have my head reeling. I need to think.
“Well, at least you have your siblings in your corner now.”
“Seemingly, yeah. They’ve been way better to me than I would have believed or probably deserve. I’m grateful for that.”
As we pull up in front of the bed-and-breakfast, her siblings, their spouses, and a few guests all spill out. The lights glow above the lanai. Tiki torches are lit. People laugh. Couples embrace. I see a lot of happiness.
“Speaking of…” she drawls. “Thanks for the ride.”
“You’re welcome. Looks like they’re holding the party for you. Have fun.”
She shakes her head. “I’m going to bed. They’ve got a few guests here this week, and I’d really rather not stay and be the sad third wheel. Again.”
I get that. Even at a glance I’m envious of the cheer I see among the small group of people milling around the inn. “I’m sure you’re not.”
Bethany grips the door handle. “It’s fine. They’re all happily married, and that’s something I’ll never be. I’ve made peace with it. I’m good to let them enjoy their party.” She opens the car door. “Thanks for the ride. Good night.”
Before I can say anything, a big hunk of a man saunters over with his beefy arm slung around a gorgeous brunette’s waist expanding with pregnancy. “Bethany! How are you? I saved you some champagne.” Then he peers at me through the windshield. “You’re Clint? Maxon told me about you. I’m Noah Weston.”
I debate giving Bethany privacy and peace versus making inroads with her family and gaining insider information. It’s no contest.
With a smile, I exit Ash’s sedan and stick out my hand. “Nice to meet you. I’m a fan. You’re killing it with the color commentary this season.”
“Thanks. Other than that, nothing to be a fan of these days except the dad bod I might be working on.” He pats what appears to be a flat, hard stomach. His arms definitely bulge in a tank top that leaves me little doubt he’s stronger than fuck.
The brunette laughs. “You’re so full of shit. You’re working out harder than ever—and dragging me with you. My thighs hurt after yesterday.”
“Hey, watch your language around the baby.” Looking slightly tipsy, he presses a hand to her rounded belly. “We don’t want her picking up on bad habits. Besides, if you want, I’ll really give your thighs a reason to hurt.”
When he winks lasciviously her way, the brunette laughs. She turns to Maxon. “Don’t give him any more to drink.”
“What?” Noah protests. “The night is still young! You want a drink?” he asks me.
“Sure,” I say, then I turn to Bethany.
She looks torn.
I take her hand. “I won’t stay long. I just…Ash is going to be with Montana, and I’m not ready to be alone if that’s okay.” I press my lips together and confess something that, even if it’s manipulative, has been paining me all night. “This will be my first whole year without my parents and…I’m not sure how mentally ready I am for that.”
Her face softens. “I didn’t even think of that. I’m sorry to be wrapped up in my own crap. Come on in. Meet everyone.”
Within minutes, I’ve officially met Noah’s wife and Bethany’s half sister, Harlow. She’s just like Bethany described her—confident and full of life. I like her instantly. I can tell she’s good people. Maxon shakes my hand, seemingly thawing toward me. Keeley pauses her pregnant walk to hug me and tell me glumly that the labor pains have stopped—again. Griff shuffles up next, seeming to take my measure. As we’re introduced, he shakes my hand a bit too forcefully as if to let me know he’s watching me and he’s got teeth he has no problem using if I mess with his sister. I give him my friendliest smile to assure him that’s not a problem.
By the time I’ve gotten the evidence I need from Bethany and turned it over to the authorities, I’ll be long gone and none of these people’s opinions will matter.
As unwanted guilt twinges me, Griff introduces me to his blond wife, Britta, who is also very pregnant. She’s very sweet, too.
A tall, intellectual guy saunters up next. He might be smart, but he’s clearly logged a lot of hours at the gym, as well. He introduces himself as Evan Cook. I’ve heard the tech genius’s name. I had no idea he’s Barclay Reed’s son. Then he wraps a long arm around a beautiful African-American woman and introduces me to his wife, Nia, whom he says is also pregnant. Apparently, all these newlyweds decided not to waste any time before starting their families.
Next, I meet a few of the inn’s guests just before they thank Maxon and Keeley for a great time and head off to bed. Single dad Trace, Noah’s brother, picks up his sleeping son in his infant carrier, waves at us, and heads home.
Last, Evan’s friend and CFO, Sebastian, comes out of the house with a cold one and passes it my way. “Beer?”
“I have to drive home,” I say with a shake of my head.
“Just one,” he says. “If you don’t feel comfortable driving, someone will take you or let you crash on a sofa somewhere.”
I hesitate. I probably shouldn’t stay long. I don’t know how Bethany will handle it. But I need to make inroads, get information. Plus, the idea of going back to Ash’s crappy apartment to spend the rest of the night alone really does sound depressing.
“All right. Thanks.” Then I scan the lawn for Bethany and see she’s talking to Keeley and Harlow, but she’s empty-handed. “What does Beth drink?”
He raises a brow. “I don’t know. We’ve only met once.”
“It’s cool. I’ll figure it out.” I take a swig of the ice-cold beer, then sidle up to Maxon. “What does your sister drink?”
“Sauvignon Blanc. I’ve got a good one from New Zealand chilling in the fridge for her.�
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“Mind if I grab her a glass? She’s had a rough night. It was killer at work.”
Maxon nods as we head inside, toward the white, bright kitchen. “I told her she didn’t have to take the first job that came along when she got here. She’s so damn determined to earn some money so she can ‘get out of my hair,’ as she puts it and get her own place. I’ve told her there’s no rush, but she’s so damn stubborn and independent.”
“That sounds like Beth.”
“Beth, huh?” He frowns. “Look, I appreciate you giving her a ride home after her shifts, but man to man? She’s not in a good place right now. If you’re cozying up to her simply to bang her—”
“I’m not. We’re…friends.”
“I see the way you look at her.”
That’s not good because if Maxon can tell I’d like to fuck his sister, what else can he read from me? “I won’t deny she’s beautiful. But she’s already let me know that she’s not into dating right now and that I’m apparently too young for her.”
“Pfft.” Maxon rolls his eyes. “It’s not as if you’re sixteen, but like I said, she’s not in a great place mentally to be dating…or anything else.”
Personally, I think that’s Bethany’s decision and I wonder if she’d appreciate Maxon butting in. But I don’t rebut him since I’m not actually looking to hook up with her, just make her pay for whatever sins she might have committed against my father.
Her oldest brother shows me where the wine tumblers are and opens the fridge to extract a bottle of vino when Griff walks in. He looks over his shoulder and spots his petite wife talking to Keeley and rubbing her back helpfully.
Then he focuses all his attention on me again, brow raised. Cue the interrogation.
“You’re not trying to scam Bethany into bed, I hope.”
I choke on my beer.
“Dude.” Maxon rolls his eyes. “I already asked and I was way more subtle.”
“Fuck subtle. I want information. And what’s with the bruises around her wrists?” He sends me a pointed glance.
“That’s not me. There’s a persistent, handsy patron who keeps coming back to the bar. I’ve tried to intervene when I can, but it was so busy tonight that I missed his latest stunt.”
“Why hasn’t anyone thrown this guy out?”
“I’m going to talk to Andy about it on Tuesday because it’s not right. But I gotta ask, why does Beth seem reluctant to stand up for herself?”
Maxon and Griff exchange a glance before the older takes over with what I assume is the more carefully crafted reply while he pours her a glass of wine. “She’s in the middle of a rough patch now. She needs to work through a few things.”
As answers go, it doesn’t tell me much, but we’re talking. It’s a start. “Beth mentioned that she and her dad recently had a falling-out.”
They look stunned by that admission.
“That’s one way of putting it,” Griff snorts.
Maxon hands me Bethany’s glass, then elbows his brother. “Yeah. Our old man is a massive, bleeding asshole. It was just a matter of time before she figured that out the hard way, too. We should get back to the others.”
Clearly, they aren’t going to divulge more, but it’s interesting that these two have an even less glowing opinion of their father than Bethany. Of course, I never assumed Barclay Reed was a great guy. He’s been arrested, and the victims’ stories circulating online of the clients who had trusted him for decades are heartbreaking. But he’s going to get what he deserves, so I’m focused on Bethany.
“Whatever you do, though, go easy on her,” Maxon murmurs. “She may not seem like it, but Bethany is fragile right now.”
Griff grabs my arm. “And if we find out you’ve hurt her, we’ll be all too happy to rip your balls off. Are we clear?”
CHAPTER FOUR
With that warning pinging around my brain, I head outside toward the people spilled across the lanai. Evan and Sebastian seem to be deep in an office-related conversation. Noah opens another bottle of beer, takes a swig, then wraps his arm around Harlow, who is talking animatedly with Keeley, Britta, and Nia. Bethany hovers in the periphery, hands clasped in front of her. The women do their best to draw her into the conversation. She smiles, clearly listening, but says nothing. I think that’s less because babies aren’t her thing and more because she feels out of place.
“Hey.” I approach with a cold drink in each hand before I extend the glass of wine her way. “Have a drink. You’ve earned it.”
“Thanks. I’ve got to sit. My feet are still killing me.”
I wouldn’t mind that, either, so I let her lead me to some patio furniture clustered on the corner of the lanai. She sinks onto a love seat, probably because it’s closest. I ignore the chair a few feet away and sit beside her, following suit when she props her feet on the low table.
“Hell of a night,” I say.
“I have a whole new respect for waitstaff. It’s a hard job.”
“It is. Bartending is also tougher than I remember. Or maybe I’m just rusty.”
“It might feel that way, but you have the right touch. I heard nothing but compliments on the drinks tonight.”
I smile. “Good. Since I started again, I’ve been telling myself that it’s like riding a bike.”
A smile floats across her face. “Probably. Like a lot of things, I guess.”
“Yes.” The first thing that comes to mind is sex. In fact, whenever I get close to Bethany, it’s always on my brain.
It sucks being so suspicious of the woman I’m dying to fuck.
As she sips her wine, I scoot closer—until she stiffens.
Biting back a curse, I settle back against the cushions and remind myself that I should be focused on what to say next to Bethany, how to get her to open up like she was on the drive over. I have to stop fixating on how to get into her pants. Something has raised her reserve again, damn it, and I need to relax her.
Thankfully, I know just how…
“Let’s play a drinking game.”
“Like we’re at a frat party?” She raises an arched brow at me.
“Like we’re trying to forget our problems, be silly, and have a little fun.”
Bethany glances around the gathering. “The rest of the women are all pregnant. They can’t play.”
“I meant just the two of us. We’ve got our cozy corner and some fresh drinks. Why not?”
“Or we could just call it a day and get some much-needed sleep.” She sighs tiredly.
“Where’s your New Year’s spirit?”
With a shake of her head, she laughs. “All right, but only because it’s New Year’s and only because I graduated college at seventeen, so I missed all the usual party stuff.”
“Excellent. We’re going to play a game called Drink or Dare.”
“I’ve never heard of that.”
Because I just made it up. “It’s like truth or dare, but if you don’t tell the truth, you’re daring yourself to take a drink.”
She shrugs. “Sounds simple enough. But I’m going to bore you. I’ve led a pretty sheltered life.”
I haven’t, so this should be interesting. “I’ll ask you a question first so you get the gist of it. Um…drink or dare. Have you ever had a one-night stand?”
Bethany presses her lips together. “I’m pleading the fifth.”
I shoot her a grin, but wonder why she won’t answer. “Then you have to drink.”
She lifts her glass in salute, then takes a dainty sip of the vino before setting it on the table again. If I let her play like this, we’ll be here all night.
“Nope.” I hand her the wine glass again. “You have to drink all of it.”
Her eyes flare wide. “Are you kidding?”
“Hey, every time I defer I have to drink a whole bottle of beer.” And after a few, I’ll probably be drunk as hell. But I’ll cross that bridge if and when I come to it.
“I’m a total lightweight,” she pushes back. “This is
going to be a short game.”
That definitely skews the odds in my favor, along with the fact that I probably outweigh her by nearly a hundred pounds.
With a little frown, she lifts the glass to her lips and starts imbibing. At first, the sips are small and controlled. But when she eases the tumbler from her mouth and sighs at how little she’s managed to drink, she tries again, this time gulping the wine until she manages to drain every last drop.
“Fantastic. Wait here!” Before she can ask what I’m doing, I dart into the kitchen, past Maxon and Griff, who are strolling out to meet up with the others, then grab the bottle of Sauvignon Blanc from the fridge. When I return to the lanai, I refill her glass and set the half-full bottle on the floor beside the love seat. “Now you’re ready for the next question.”
She narrows her eyes at me. “Isn’t it my turn to ask you a question?”
“Sure.”
Her jaunty little smile surprises me. “Hmm… Drink or dare. How old were you the first time you got drunk?”
She’s keeping things light, which makes this game easy on me. Me? I’ll be pressing hard, but she probably won’t figure that out until it’s too late.
“Thirteen. I went to a cousin’s wedding, and when the adults all got busy socializing and dancing, I dipped into the punchbowl. No one told me it was spiked. My mother was so pissed when my dad had to pull me out of the men’s bathroom because I’d gone in there to pee but I was too drunk to find my way out.”
Bethany laughs out loud, an artless smile brightening her face. She’s always stunning, but this expression makes her beyond beautiful. The tinkling sound of her amusement is light and feminine, and for the first time, she’s responding to me without first thinking. Right now, she’s natural. She’s real. This is her.
It’s arousing as hell.
“I can picture you as a bleary-eyed teenager stumbling around to find the exit. Oh, that’s hysterical.”
“When I recovered from the horrible hangover the next afternoon, I found the humor in it. When my dad was explaining what had happened to my mom, he was trying really hard not to chuckle. But he wasn’t terribly successful.” I take a swig of my beer. “Now it’s my turn. Drink or dare… Have you ever stolen anything?”