The one thing Jim definitely had going for him was that Andy was a bad shot.
Even so, Jim acted in order to maximize his safety. That was half the battle. He covered his head with his arms and hands, thinking that he’d rather take a bullet in the arm than the head.
Jim counted the shots as Andy fired in quick succession.
Jim’s exhausted brain was trying to take in the situation, trying to analyze it. He needed to stay as calm as he could if he wanted to stay alive. Otherwise, he’d make some error that would see him wind up dead.
It was quickly becoming clear that Andy, on the other hand, was acting irrationally. Acting out of fear. Discharging his weapon as fast as he could. And from a good distance.
One round struck the boat. Jim heard the diminutive pinging sound it made.
The other rounds must have missed widely.
The large heavy paddle lay at Jim’s feet.
It was going to be a guessing game. Guessing when Andy’s gun was empty. Guessing whether Jim could rush him with the paddle in the time it took to reload. Guessing just how spent Jim’s body really was, and whether or not he could count on himself to sprint the required distance.
Jim thought he could do it. But he also knew that his mind wasn’t right. He knew he couldn’t trust his own judgment.
But what choice did he have?
It was time to act.
Silence rang out. There were no gunshots.
Jim seized the paddle as he rose to his feet. In doing so, he was exposing himself.
The paddle was heavy. It’d be hard to run with it.
But it was the only weapon he had.
His eyes tracked onto Andy, who had apparently been walking towards Jim as he discharged his gun.
Andy’s eyes widened as he saw Jim. He had the gun in both hands, and he was fumbling, trying to load the gun.
Jim launched himself forward, putting absolutely everything that he had into it. He focused his entire being on getting to Andy. On destroying him.
Andy wasn’t going to go down without a fight.
And it was up to Jim to win that fight.
Jim’s muscles responded more than he’d expected them to. His feet were slamming into the ground. His arms were moving awkwardly from holding the paddle. He felt his head bobbing slightly in time with his pacing.
He closed the distance in no time.
Andy was raising the gun.
It seemed to be happening in slow motion.
Jim didn’t know if Andy’d gotten the gun loaded or not.
It didn’t matter. He’d already committed himself to this. There was no turning back now.
Jim brought the paddle up, holding it like a club with both hands. As he ran, he brought it back behind his shoulder.
Jim’s timing was good.
Only a few feet left now. Andy was right in front of him, each feature of his face clearly visible.
Jim started swinging the paddle back, as if he was about to hit a home run.
Andy pulled the trigger. The gun clicked.
But nothing happened.
No shot rang out.
Pure terror appeared in Andy’s eyes.
The paddle was swinging. Heavy and hard.
Andy started to bring his hands up to defend himself, either to try to catch the paddle or to cover his head.
But he didn’t get them up in time.
The wide part of the heavy paddle connected with Andy’s skull.
Jim had done well. It’d been a good swing. The timing was right. And he’d put everything he’d had into it. The fact that he’d been sprinting forward as he’d swung had only added to the total force of the blow.
There was a sickening sound as the paddle hit.
Something happened to Andy’s eyes. Jim didn’t know if they’d rolled back in his head. It was too quick to see, because the next thing he knew, Andy had collapsed to the ground.
Jim was panting heavily. He dropped the paddle and scrambled for Andy’s gun.
A guy like Andy couldn’t be trusted. Even when he was apparently passed out.
Jim held the gun in one hand as he patted down Andy’s body with the other. Most of the gear was on the improvised sled, but he found a few items that Andy had stuffed into his pockets. There was one of Jim’s own knives, a box of matches, and a couple candy bars. Jim pocketed the items, and then took a step back.
He kept the gun trained on Andy and thought about what came next.
Andy was still breathing. Shallow, sickly breaths. The hit to the head had been hard.
He was still alive.
There was a chance he’d die from the blow.
But there was also a chance he’d recover.
And if he lived, there was no doubt in Jim’s mind that after Andy had slunk off to recover, he’d come looking for Jim again.
A stern verbal warning would mean nothing. This wasn’t one of those old cowboy movies where the bad guy could simply be warned never to step foot in town again. And anyway, Jim wasn’t sure how often that’d worked in those movies.
There were obviously no cops to call. No jail to lock Andy up in.
The choice was clear.
Andy would either be alive or dead. And it was up to Jim to decide.
He didn’t mind killing. Not if it meant protecting himself, his wife, and his friends.
Killing was required of him.
But it didn’t make it any easier. Especially not when his enemy lay wounded, unconscious, on the ground in front of him.
Andy was completely helpless.
But Jim knew he had no choice. He had to do it.
He examined the gun, his exhausted and blurry mind finally registering on the fact that it wasn’t loaded.
Well, he hadn’t found any rounds on Andy’s person. They must have fallen to the ground.
A quick scan of the ground didn’t turn anything up.
Jim pocketed the weapon, and again considered his options.
He had the paddle, his hands, his feet, and his knife.
The knife seemed like the most humane method. Slit the throat. Be done with it. Quick and swift. Not as painful or as horrible as bashing Andy’s skull in further.
Maybe it was the exhaustion, but Jim had to reflect for a moment before he did the deed.
He had the knife ready in his hand.
But it seemed like such a horrible thing to do. It seemed as if circumstances had forced them all to behave like savage animals. Like people who’d lost all civility.
And in a way, that was all true.
It was every man for himself when you really got down to it.
Jim had no choice. He had to be both the judge and executioner.
Andy had crossed the line. And he’d do it again. Those were the choices he’d made, and now he’d face the consequences.
As Jim knelt down, putting his knees onto Andy’s chest, Andy seemed to almost regain consciousness.
Andy’s eye flitted open, and, for a moment, they locked right onto Jim’s.
Jim said nothing.
He ran the knife swiftly across Andy’s neck, one hand gripping the top of his head firmly.
Blood gushed out.
Andy let out a gurgling noise, and blood bubbled out of his mouth.
Jim stood up.
The fight was over. The adrenaline was already starting to fade, and his weakness and exhaustion were returning to the forefront of his consciousness.
He didn’t feel good about what he’d done. He didn’t feel good about winning the fight.
Surviving didn’t always feel victorious. It just felt like continuing to press on. Like grim determination.
Jim knew what he had to do. He had to get the supplies back to the house, check on Aly.
It was a big job. A tiring job. And he knew that it’d be best to work quickly. After all, gunshots had been fired.
It was hard to guess, given the variety of terrain, how far the sound of the shots had traveled. Jim knew from experience th
at sound could be unpredictable.
What kind of person would the sound of gunshots attract? Someone who wanted to swoop in and pick through the scraps, that’s who. Scavengers, people who were desperate and reduced to being nothing better than carrion birds.
Jim was under no illusions that he could fight off anyone else. His body felt like it was on the verge of complete collapse. He wanted nothing more than to sit down and eat the candy bars.
But he didn’t have that luxury.
Instead, he seized the improvised sled loaded down with gear, and dragged it back to the boat, which he began to survey.
“Shit,” muttered Jim, as he saw that the boat’s hull had been pierced by a round.
It was no longer seaworthy.
There was no patching up a hole like that.
He’d need a new way to get the gear back home.
Dragging that sled back around the shoreline would take hours, if not days. And he didn’t even think he’d be able to actually do it, not in his current physical state.
Jim tore the wrapper off one of the candy bars as he thought, taking almost half of it in a single bite.
The sugar quickly started to make him feel better, starting to lift his mind out of the fog, making him feel just a little bit clearer, a little more resilient.
He took a step back from the damaged boat and the laden-down sled, surveying them once again.
His only real option was to hide the gear and come back later for it with a boat. He’d hide it and then start the long walk back around the lake.
There might be boats on the shore. But it’d be easier to simply return with the Subaru, load it up, and then drive back home.
He was mad at himself for not having thought of the solution earlier. It seemed so simple.
Jim bit off another hunk of chocolate and set to work. It’d be tough dragging that sled far enough away, but he could do it.
19
Jessica
Jessica had initially gotten interested in firearms because she’d been assaulted. She’d vowed that she’d never let it happen to herself again. She wanted to be strong. Able to defend herself. Even dangerous.
And now, she was in the situation that was her worst fear.
She didn’t know what they wanted from her.
So far, they just seemed to be enjoying her struggle. It was entertainment to them. Nothing more. They didn’t see her as a human being with thoughts and concerns of her own. Or, if they did, it only added to their amusement.
When she’d broken free from the cords that had bound her, they’d pointed the gun at her, approached her, and backhanded her hard across the face.
They’d kneed her in the stomach, and she’d doubled over in pain. The next thing she knew, she was tied up again with the very same cords that she had just managed to undo.
She was trying to look at the upside of all of this. Not because she was some sort of sunny-side up Pollyanna person. But because she was practical.
If there was a way out of this, she needed to know it. And she wouldn’t find it by sulking and thinking about how unlucky she was or how unfair the situation was. No, that wouldn’t do her any good.
Her captors were nearby. She’d had a hard time seeing them, since she was lying again on the ground, immobilized, and her field of sight was limited.
But she’d seen them breaking out dirty little plastic bags filled with powders. She’d come to the unmistakable conclusion that they were drug addicts, getting ready for their next fix.
Good. That was one advantage she already had over them.
She’d heard them chuckling, out of view, chatting in low voices, presumably about how they were going to torture her just for kicks.
Or who knew. Maybe they were planning on selling her off. It wouldn’t surprise her. That kind of stuff had happened with regularity before the EMP. And after? It was a wide-open market for anyone who wanted to get interested. Sure, the old networks and lines of communication might suffer. But that sort of criminal behavior would always find a way. If it was possible to profit off the intense suffering of another human being, there’d always be some dark soul ready to take up the yoke and get to work at the dirty business ahead.
When her captors stopped talking and laughing, she assumed that they were nodding off, fully overtaken by the drugs they’d consumed.
So, she set to work.
Methodically and carefully and quickly.
She used the same methods she’d used previously.
It was faster this time. Maybe five minutes all told.
Soon, she was standing there, free once again of the cords that had bound her.
She was still in the clearing in the woods. She turned to look at her captors.
They were pathetic. Worthless lumps of nothing.
One had his eyes closed. The other, his eyes were open, but it was as if he saw nothing at all, just staring straight up at the gray sky and the tops of the trees.
Jessica waited while her legs regained feeling again. The pins and needles feeling was strong. As she waited for it to pass, her eyes scanned the ground.
She spotted a large stick.
Her legs were ready.
She strode forward, picking up the stick as she walked.
One of the men stirred. The one with his eyes open. His big dumb eyes with the small pupils turned towards her. He muttered something, drool oozing down his chin. His hand spasmed as it tried to reach for something.
But it was too late.
Jessica had the stick swinging in a long arc. She knew how to swing it, really putting her hips into it, using all her body weight, her one leg extended out as if she was playing baseball.
The stick connected with the man’s face. He let out an “ouff.”
Jessica wasn’t done. He was clutching his face as she swung again, this time making contact with the side of his head.
There was rage inside her. Rage and anger at her captors. She wanted revenge.
But she knew that she couldn’t let herself get carried away by the emotions.
After all, what she wanted most was simply to escape. To live. She wasn’t going to let herself get in the way of that. No matter what.
While his buddy slept, the man tried to fight back.
His coordination wasn’t good. His hands didn’t seem to be doing him any favors.
So he did the next best thing. He used his bulk
He launched himself forward, right into Jessica.
He hit her hard, and she fell to the ground heavily.
The fall knocked the air out of her lungs.
The man was heavy, and right on top of her. His hands were fumbling for her neck, seemingly not able to grasp on completely. So instead, he pushed his knees into her chest. Hard.
Jessica was gasping for air.
She didn’t have much longer.
She needed air.
Her head turned to the side, looking for something. Anything that could be a weapon.
A rock.
Sitting there. Heavy and perfect.
It was mere inches away from her hand.
She pushed her arm as far as it could go, shifting her body to the right.
Her fingers wrapped around the rock, and she wasted no time. She brought it up swiftly. As hard as she could.
The rock collided with the man’s skull.
His eyes opened up, his pupils rolling back.
A horrible sound.
Blood on the rock.
He started teetering, slumping off of her and onto the ground. He wasn’t yet dead, but he was close. Jessica doubted that recovery would be possible for him, even in a pre-EMP world with hospitals and attentive doctors.
The other man had been unconscious through the entire exchange.
But he stirred now, his eyes opening and latching onto Jessica.
Jessica had been lucky once. She couldn’t count on it happening again.
She turned on her heel and started sprinting as fast as she could.
She didn’t care what direction she was headed.
She just needed to get away.
She had no gun. The man, however, was armed. She had no way of knowing what state he’d been in now, whether he’d able to shoot or not.
She wasn’t going to take any risks.
The sounds of the woods became almost silent as she ran, her own sounds taking over. All she heard was the sound of her own ragged breath, and her feet pounding on the dirt.
She ran through the trees, zigzagging in case there was a gun trained on her.
She didn’t look back. Instead, she put all her effort into simply getting away as fast as possible. Getting as far away as possible.
Up ahead, there was a house.
She hadn’t been expecting it. She’d thought she was in the middle of the woods, at some campground.
But it quickly became apparent that she’d merely been in a large backyard.
The trees ended and she entered the backyard, which was mostly clear, except for some things scattered around, like a motorcycle exhaust system, and an ancient, rotting sedan.
The house had been nice once, but it had gone to seed years ago. Some windows were broken, and many decorative shutters had fallen away and never been replaced. There had once been a nice porch on the rear of the house, jutting out from what seemed to be the kitchen, but it was falling away now, crumbling into a mess of rotting, wet wood.
Jessica finally turned around.
The man was pursuing her. Running through the trees. Holding a gun. He didn’t seem to be in a stupor.
She caught just a glimpse of his expression. Nothing but rage. Rage and revenge.
Jessica kept running, her feet slapping hard on the ground, and, soon, the driveway that ran down the side of the house.
There was no point in trying to seek shelter inside the house. She’d merely trap herself. She’d be like a caged animal.
Unless she could find something to defend herself with.
What were the chances of that? Unless she found a firearm, she’d be stuck with a kitchen knife at best. Or a baseball bat.
And her pursuer had a firearm.
No. It’d be better to keep running. Get into the street. Cut across to some other house. Disappear into the woods, zigzagging once again through the trees.
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