by J. M. Walker
Shade chuckled, laying back on the bed and gripping my hips. “We want to fuck your cunt at the same time. No condom.”
“I’m down for no condom. But fucking me at the same time. Is that even possible?” I asked, my core clenching at the thought of having them both inside of me at the same time.
“It is.” Sunny reached between my legs. “And I like the idea of having you bare.”
Shade’s eyes rolled into the back of his head. “Fuck me.”
“I like that idea too.” I looked down, finding Sunny’s hand wrapped around his friend’s cock. “Holy shit.”
Sunny chuckled, the sound deep and inviting. It promised me endless hours of pleasure. “Place your hands on his chest, baby girl. This is going to fucking hurt but feel good all at the same time.” He beat the head of Shade’s cock against my pussy before helping me slide down the length of him.
I slapped my hands against Shade’s chest, a hard moan escaping the back of my throat.
Sunny left the bed and headed into the bathroom.
Shade’s grip on my hips tightened, helping me ride him.
The bed dipped behind me a moment later.
Sunny trailed his hand down the length of my spine before pushing me forward. “Just keep breathing, Meadow.”
Shade wrapped his arms around me. “We got you, little lamb.”
I nodded, licking along his bottom lip and crushing my mouth to his.
He groaned, deepened the kiss, and continued thrusting in and out of me.
Cool liquid suddenly dripped over my center followed by fingers thrusting inside of me alongside Shade’s cock.
“Such a good girl, Meadow,” Sunny whispered in my ear. “You make your daddy so proud.”
I shivered, breaking the kiss.
Shade’s deep green eyes locked with mine. “Tell us to stop and we will.”
I nodded but I wouldn’t. Not yet at least. I knew it would hurt. It wasn’t like they were exactly small, but I wanted to feel them. Both of them.
“Keep breathing, pet.” Sunny kissed my shoulder, lining up the tip of his dick with my center.
Shade cupped my ass, spreading me open.
Sunny’s cock slid into me deeper and deeper with each thrust of his hips.
I shivered, my pussy stretching and burning. I almost expected him to slam into me. Unsure if it would help or not but this teasing was enough to drive me insane.
“Please,” I blurted, gripping the blankets. “Just do it already.”
Sunny chuckled, sinking his teeth into the side of my neck. “I can’t, baby girl. If I do that, I’ll rip you open.”
“But this teasing…” I moaned when Sunny pushed farther inside me.
“I’m not going to last long.” Shade’s fingers gripped my ass tighter.
Sunny towered over me, resting his elbows on either side of Shade’s head. “Tell me to stop and I will,” he said, his voice rough.
Shade nodded.
I only panted. No words formed on my tongue as Sunny pushed and pushed. The burn of being stretched only heightened the deeper he slid into my body.
“Fucking hell.” Shade’s eyes rolled into the back of his head. “So damn tight.”
Sunny reached beneath me, his finger stroking along my clit.
I jumped, a soft cry escaping me.
“Come on, baby girl. Let me in,” Sunny coaxed, flicking his finger back and forth over the swollen nub.
My cries got louder, my body shaking between them. “Sunny.”
“That’s it, pet.” He kissed my shoulder. “Come for us.”
Shade slid a hand between us, helping Sunny rub my clit.
“God, no. Please. I can’t. Holy shit.” Jumbled words left my mouth, my sentences broken and incoherent. A blinding light suddenly flashed in front of my eyes, my body feeling like it was going to explode. Tingles shot up my spine when warm liquid left my body followed by a scream falling from my lips.
“That’s it, baby. Squirt for your men.” Sunny pushed into me in one smooth move.
Shade yelled out.
A sob escaped me.
My body felt whole and stuffed, completely and utterly filled. I couldn’t move while both of them fucked my pussy.
Together.
Shade
SOFT SNORES LEFT MEADOW. It was so damn sexy and adorable all at the same time. She had passed out after Sunny and I fucked her at the same time. Couldn’t say I blamed her at all.
When I felt Sunny’s cock sliding along mine while both of us gave her pleasure, it took every ounce of control I had not to come right away.
“I think she liked that,” Sunny murmured, his voice low enough that it wouldn’t wake her.
“I think she did too.” I was leaning against the headboard with Sunny lying beside me while Meadow slept. He had covered us with blankets, careful not to disturb her.
“Can you have feelings for someone so soon?” I asked him, running my hand in small circles over Meadow’s back.
“I think so.” He pushed onto all fours. “Move forward.”
I did as I was a told.
Sunny sat behind me, pulling me back against him. His cock twitched behind me, but he never took it further.
Meadow lifted her head, a small smile creeping on her face when she looked up at us. “Thank you.”
“No.” I lifted her until she was straddling my waist. “Thank you.”
“You have feelings for me?” she asked, her hair falling down around her beautiful face.
“Uh…you heard my question?” My cheeks burned, my dick jumping beneath her ass.
She laughed, the sound husky. “Yeah.”
“Well then…” I pinched her chin. “Yeah, I do.”
Her smile grew. “What about you?”
Sunny shifted behind me. “What about me?”
Meadow rolled her eyes.
“Careful, pet. Just because your pussy is sore now, doesn’t mean shit. I’m happy to make it worse,” Sunny growled, pinching her inner thigh.
She yelped, glaring at him.
I chuckled.
“To answer your question, Meadow, yes, I have feelings for you. But I’m not one to rush into things. Clearly. But I care about you.” Sunny pushed out from behind me and started getting dressed. “Will you go on a date with us?”
Meadow looked between us both. “Really? An actual date?”
“Yes. I want to take you out to dinner. I want to take you both out to dinner.” Sunny frowned. He reached into the pocket of his jeans. Pulling out his phone, the buzzing of it vibrating, becoming louder. He grumbled a curse. “I…” He scowled and left the room before slamming the door shut behind him.
“What was that about?” Meadow asked.
“I’m not sure.” But I had a feeling I knew who was on the other end of the phone.
***
(Sunny)
“You need to stop calling me.”
Roxanne sniffed. “I need you, Sunny. I’m sorry for everything.”
My chest tightened. Leaning against the wall, I slid down until I hit the floor with a thump. “I can’t keep doing this.”
“Baby, I can give you what you want. I promise I can. I’m sorry about before. I’m sorry for fighting with you. Please forgive me. The kids miss you. I miss you.”
My stomach twisted. “Stop using your fucking kids as bait. They have nothing to do with this. This is between us and only us, Roxanne.”
“Can she give you what I can?”
The hackles on the back of my neck rose. “What the hell are you talking about?” We hadn’t gone out in public with Meadow. There was no way she could be seen by Roxanne or anyone else that we mutually knew.
“You know, she’ll choose him over you one day. You’re a moody asshole, Sunny. She won’t be able to deal with that for long.” The sniffling was no longer there. And instead, she became the bitch that I had been married to.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” I grumbled. “If you didn’t c
all for a specific reason, Roxanne, I have to go.”
“I’m pregnant.”
I rolled my eyes. “That’s not my fault. We haven’t fucked in years.”
She let out a frustrated scream. “You’re a fucking prick. I hate you.”
I stood. “Which is it? You love me or you hate me? Fucking pick one.”
“I will make both of your toys regret taking you from me.” Roxanne hung up, letting her words slither between us.
“Fuck.” I shoved my phone back in my pocket and slammed open the door.
A soft cry shattered my heart.
Meadow cupped her nose.
“Holy shit, pet.” I rushed to her. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, baby.”
“Fucking hell, Sunny.” Shade jumped off the bed, pulling Meadow away from me and leading her into the en suite bathroom.
“It was an accident,” I reassured them.
“It doesn’t matter what it was,” Shade snapped. “You need to control your temper. Especially when it comes to her.”
Meadow leaned her head back, pinching the bridge of her nose. “It’s fine. I’m fine.”
Ignoring Shade, I went to Meadow and turned her toward me. I placed a soft peck on her nose. “I’m sorry. You know I would never hurt you intentionally. But she…”
“Has you all wired up,” Meadow added for me.
“Yeah.” I ran my thumb down the bridge of her nose. “You’re not bleeding.”
“No. Thank God for that.” She looked in the mirror, scrunching and wiggling her nose. “Tell me about this woman. You said that she’s your ex-wife but clearly, there’s more to it than that.”
Shade sat on the toilet seat, raised an eyebrow and waited. It was like he was daring me to reveal all. Every little dark and dirty secret. Everything I had usually kept to myself but wanted to reveal at the same time.
“I…” I passed a glance at Shade. He nodded in encouragement even though I was sure he wanted to kick my ass for hurting Meadow in the first place. “She likes to make my life a living hell. I don’t even know why she’s calling now. It’s been awhile since she’s reached out.” I sighed. “She got pregnant with twins after we married. She also had me convinced they were mine until I caught her cheating. I had a DNA test done and they weren’t. But I still keep in contact with them since their real father has no idea they exist. I know they’re not mine, it still doesn’t mean that I didn’t love them any less. And she’s tried getting child support from me ever since.” I shrugged. That was it in a nutshell.
Meadow stared at me. “Really?”
“Yeah. I always knew the kids weren’t mine. I had a feeling anyway. But a part of me wanted to help her in any way that I could. Especially when babies were involved. So I did what I could. I sent her money. Bought her groceries. I had her fridge stocked for weeks on end. I made sure her children had clothing on their backs and food in their bellies, no thanks to their mother. At all.”
“You did all that, for children that aren’t even yours?” Meadow asked, stepping in front of me.
“It’s not a big deal.” I didn’t do it for recognition. I did it because there was a time where I did in fact love their mother.
“I told him it was a big deal,” Shade added. “Especially when it comes to the she-bitch from hell.”
I grunted, shoving my hands in my pockets. “Well, she doesn’t deserve my niceness, but those kids have nothing to do with this.”
“Do you still talk to them?” Meadow asked, placing her hand on my chest.
“I do from time to time, thanks to Facebook. It’s the only thing I use it for. They may not be mine, but I want to keep in touch with them. But…”
“She’s using that against you.” Meadow’s brows narrowed. “I’m right, aren’t I?”
“Yeah.”
Meadow scowled. “I’ll never understand women like her.”
Shade grunted. “There are some men like her too.”
“True.” A faraway look passed over Meadow’s face. Something had happened to her. She had said already that a man tried controlling her, but she was able to get away before it became worse.
“Did that man ever try contacting you again?” I asked, not wanting to be nosy but wanting to know more about the woman we were falling for just the same.
“Uh…” Meadow sat on the edge of the tub. She pulled her messy hair up into a bun, some of the tendrils falling down around her face. “No. Because I told him that I would go to the cops and tell them he was fucking a minor.” Her cheeks reddened. “I wouldn’t because that’s not how I am. It was completely consensual. He was married, had kids. I kept my mouth shut for them. He did end up moving though, with his family. I guess he didn’t trust that I wouldn’t go to the authorities.”
“Does anyone know about this? Your father?” If I found out my kid was sleeping with an older man when they were underage, he would be dead.
Meadow barked a laugh. “Yeah, right. No. No one knows about him. Just you two now. But my sister and those closest to me did notice a change in my attitude. I had also stopped baking for a while, so they knew something was up.” She shrugged. “I wanted to talk to someone because I thought maybe it was me. He…God, I was just a kid. He tried getting me to do things and take me to clubs. I went once and…” She shivered. “He tried getting other men…”
My back stiffened.
Shade growled.
“It didn’t happen,” she said quickly. “I left before it could and that was how I knew that I needed to end things. I made sure to meet up with him in a public place. I was naïve when it came to the love I thought I had for him but I wasn’t stupid.”
“Meadow.” I blew out a slow breath. “Well, if he ever comes back to this town, you can bet your beautiful ass, that I will make him disappear.”
She smiled softly. “Thank you.”
“I agree with him.” Shade rose from the toilet seat he was sitting on. “We should go to bed. Our girl needs some rest. It’s been a long fucking night.”
A yawn trembled through her.
We chuckled.
“You guys go. I’m going to take a shower.” I stripped as they left the bathroom and stepped into the shower. Turning on the hot water, I let it rain down over me and took several deep breaths. Tonight, was a shitshow. It was like a knife had cut into our happy little family and made all of us bleed.
Seeing Eve break like that tore at my heart. It was something I never wanted to see again but I knew that I would. It would be hard not to in the line of work we did.
The door opened.
I knew it was Shade before he spoke. I could sense him. Whenever I fell into myself, he was there to pick up the broken pieces. And what did I do for him? Nothing. I led him on and made him believe for years that there was something more when it took Meadow giving me that shove I needed.
“Sunny,” came his deep voice.
“Where’s Meadow?” I asked, leaning a hand against the tiled wall and dropping my head.
“In bed. She said she was going to watch a movie, but she fell asleep rather quickly.” The shower door opened then. “Did you mean what you said? That you want to go on a date?”
I turned around and took a step toward Shade. “Of course.”
He stood taller, his eyes widening the closer I got to him.
I grabbed his arm and pulled him into the shower before pushing him up against the wall.
His breath caught. “Sunny.”
“Shut up,” I demanded. “I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what Roxanne wants besides money, but I think it’s more than that.” I had a gut feeling that we would find out the hard way. “But something I do know is that I like Meadow and I want more with her. But I’m…I’m in love with you.” I realized then that I had never actually told him that. Even after all of these years. It had always been an ‘I care about you’ but only after he told me he loved me first.
“Sunny,” he repeated, gripping my hips.
“Don’t.”
I looked away. “I just…I need to know that if this thing with Meadow becomes serious, that there’s no jealousy between us. I can’t handle that. I’ll step away first and let you have her.”
“No.” He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me tighter against him. “That won’t happen. She even said that you and I started first.”
I leaned my forehead against his. “This is weird, you know?”
He chuckled lightly. “Yeah. I’ve been in love with you for years but it’s like our relationship has only just started.”
I sighed, running my fingers down his sides, to the waist of his jeans. “Have you heard anything about Tanner wanting Meadow to go to his club?”
“No, but I’m sure he’ll contact one of us soon. Or knowing him, he’ll just show up.”
I grunted. “He must want something.”
“He always wants something, but this is off, even for him. He hasn’t been around in quite a while and now he all of a sudden is making an appearance?” Shade scoffed. “This shit doesn’t make sense.
“I know,” I bit out, brushing my finger over the bulge now showing in Shade’s soaked jeans.
“Sunny.” Shade’s voice dropped an octave. “I’m not pressuring you, but you really need to stop doing that.”
“Why?” I wasn’t sure what was coming over me. Sure, we had done some touching already but this was something else entirely. I wanted to feel him. I wanted to make love to him like we did to Meadow. I wanted him to know that I was in this for the long run but at the same time, I was scared. What if I wasn’t good enough? I knew my way around a woman’s body like the back of my own hand. Better in fact. But this was different.
“Hey.” Shade kissed the corner of my mouth. “We should go to bed. Check in with Greyson in the morning and then go on our date tomorrow night.”
All of that sounded damn near perfect but it wasn’t enough.
Before I could stop myself, I dropped to my knees, keeping my hands on his hips.
“Sunny.” Shade’s eyes burned into me but for fear that I would chicken out, I didn’t look up at him. “You don’t have to…” His voice trailed off.
I knew I didn’t. It wasn’t like I had ever been one to do something that I didn’t want to do. I would do it for him. Because I needed to prove to him that I was his. That I was both of theirs.