He kept hoping that maybe she’d change her mind...
“All set to go?” Cassie asked, coming outside.
“Just about,” he said. The campers were seated inside the van and the gear was loaded. He closed the back doors and turned to his boss.
“Hey,” Cassie said, “I was wondering—have you read those evaluation forms from the ice fishing excursion yet?”
“I read some of them,” he said. “Everyone seemed to have enjoyed it.” Was she still worried about his ability to lead the tour? Had someone had a concern?
“Did you read this one?” Cassie asked, extending one toward him.
He took it and his heart pounded in his chest, seeing Maddie’s name at the top of the page. He read her evaluation of the excursion, skimming her praise for the accommodations and the food and the overall tour rating.
Then his breath caught in his chest as he saw the guide evaluation section.
At first I was disappointed to learn that our guide was Mike, seeing as how I believed him to be a gruff, egocentric guy who’d broken my sister’s heart. Turns out I couldn’t have been more wrong about him. He’s kind and considerate and strong and capable and all the things I’d look for in a...guide. When my “match” didn’t show up, I thought being trapped in a fishing hut with Mike for two days would be difficult. The only thing difficult was the weekend coming to an end much too quickly. Mike is the perfect...guide. And I hope to experience more excursions with him in the future.
He released a deep breath as he raised his gaze to Cassie’s. “So, I guess she enjoyed the experience.” Her evaluation was great, but he already knew she felt those things. Trouble was, they still couldn’t be together.
Cassie grinned. “So much so that she booked another one.” She cocked her head to the side and nodded down the street.
Mike turned to see Maddie headed their way, bundled warm in a thick ski suit, knitted hat, scarf and gloves, rugged thermal winter boots on her feet, and an overnight backpack and winter sleeping bag on her back. His mouth dropped. “She’s coming?”
Cassie patted him on the shoulder. “Just keep your wits about you and bring everyone back safe, okay,” she said with a wink as she went back inside.
Maddie stopped in front of him on the sidewalk. “Hi,” she said.
“Hey.”
She was here. She was coming on the trip. They were going to spend two full days and nights together out in the Alaskan wilderness. And she looked so breathtakingly beautiful...those emerald eyes lighting up his day.
But she’d said they could only be friends, so his stomach turned at the thought that she might still be sticking to that.
“So, it turns out my sister really doesn’t have an issue with us seeing one another,” she said quickly, sounding slightly nervous. “In fact, she thought we’d be perfect together. So, if you were still wanting to ask me out or something, that would actually be okay.”
Oh, he wanted to ask her out. Over and over again.
But right now, he wanted to kiss her.
He stepped closer and pulled her into him. “Maddie, would you like to go on a real date sometime?” he murmured against her lips.
“Only if it includes the outdoors and the night sky and hours of just being together,” she said, moving even closer, wrapping her arms around his neck.
“Where have you been all my life?” he asked with a smile, touching her flushed, cool cheek.
“Waiting right here while you dated the wrong girl,” she said with a grin before kissing him, hard, her passion making his heart soar as he held her tight and deepened the kiss.
He wouldn’t be letting this amazing catch go anytime soon.
* * *
Keep reading for an excerpt from The Rancher’s Forever Family by Sasha Summers.
The Rancher’s Forever Family
by Sasha Summers
Chapter One
“Think she’s going to come inside?” Hayden asked, glancing back at the small red car—and the woman inside—that had been sitting in front of the K-9 Center for the better part of an hour.
His dog, Charley, a Belgian Malinois, answered with a part grumble, part whine and rested his chin on Hayden’s knee. As always, Hayden caved to the silent request in the dog’s tawny eyes and gave an obliging scratch behind the ear. Charley leaned in, his long tail thumping against the stained concrete floor in an unmistakable thank-you.
“Yeah, I know, you’ve got it rough.” Hayden chuckled, glancing at the clock on the wall. His appointment was already twenty-three minutes behind. Technically she was here—if sitting in her car counted. “We’ll be back on the ranch before noon.” He had to be there or he’d hear about it later. His mother didn’t mind helping out with his eleven-month-old son, Weston, but with any luck, they would be there before his son woke up from his morning nap, needing a change and a bottle. If Dr. Elizabeth Vega ever managed to exit her vehicle and actually come inside. His attention returned to the car, beyond curious at this point.
She was slumped forward, forehead resting on the steering wheel, AC blowing hard enough to keep her long dark hair dancing around her. If she hadn’t been talking minutes ago—hands flying and head shaking—he might have been worried. At one point, she’d even opened the door. He and Charley had both stood, ready to greet her. Then the car door had slammed shut, Elizabeth Vega still inside.
Because she was struggling. That was the word Dr. Mark Sai had used. Several times. Sai was very good at being diplomatic; it was his job. Hayden could remember how careful Sai had been the first few times they’d met. Sai had been the unit psychiatrist who had to determine his overall mental health after every difficult incursion. Hayden had landed on his couch a few times. He hadn’t liked it, but Mark tried to make it suck less. So, when Sai called, asking for a favor, Hayden said yes. He was looking for a therapy dog—something to help a patient process a recent trauma and support her return to daily life. Most of the dogs that came through the center were ready for retirement, needed extra care or had medical disabilities. But Sierra was a rare exception.
Hell, Sierra was a rare dog. Steady and reliable, she had a calming effect on her handlers and the people she had worked to save.
It was possible she was just what Dr. Elizabeth Vega needed. Sai hoped so. And while Hayden refused to give his comrade-in-arms a guarantee, he was willing to chance it. If, and only if, what Dr. Vega needed wasn’t too much for Sierra to shoulder. Ultimately, Hayden wasn’t in the business of healing people—that was Sai’s job. His job? Honoring and respecting the service these dogs had given their country.
Only way to know? Get this interview started.
“How about we go check on her?” He pushed himself up from the chair.
Charley jumped up, eyes on him, ears alert.
“Don’t get too excited, we’re just going outside.” With a final glance at the paperwork on his desk, he put his hat on, smoothed a hand over his shirt and headed for the door with Charley at his heels.
The heat greeted them like a punch to the chest, humid-heavy and sweat-inducing. Not that he minded. After two tours with forty-five pounds or more strapped onto his back, little things like triple-digit heat didn’t bother him. Or Charley. Considering what they’d been through together, not much got to them.
But when Elizabeth Vega looked up and he saw the raw panic on her face... Well, it got to him. A hell of a lot. So much so that he stopped walking right there, in the middle of the damn parking lot.
Maybe it was her posture, bowed up and defensive. Maybe it was how big her eyes got when she saw him standing there. Or how her grip, knuckles white already, tightened on the steering wheel. He knew fear when he saw it. Question was, what was she afraid of and what was he supposed to do about it?
She said something, shook her head and took a deep breath. The car turned off. The door opened. But she didn’t
get out.
“Well, hell,” he mumbled, doing his best to look normal. Meaning not in the least bit intimidating. His brothers and his squad agreed that was impossible—and liked reminding him of it every chance they got. He was big, stern and careful with his words. All of which served him well when he’d been in the service. Being nice and smiley and in touch with your feelings? Not his thing. At all. He was working on that. In order to do this job, to interact with people and screen adoption applicants, he needed to be approachable. Normal. Pleasant even. And he was trying. For the dogs—it was always about the dogs. They’d served honorably and had the right to a loving forever home. And today Sierra, one of the sweetest white Labs he’d ever trained, might be meeting “her person”—if this woman was worthy of her.
From what he’d seen so far, that point was up for negotiation.
With five long strides, he was by the car door, stooping to peer inside. “Need a hand?”
She shook her head, dark curls bouncing. “No.”
The rhythmic whir of cicadas grew deafening the longer he stood there, waiting. And waiting. And sweating.
Since it was rude to stare, he tried not to. But that didn’t stop him from noticing details. He was trained for that. Cues. Subtleties. The bright peach nail polish on her toes. Her perfume. Vanilla. A silver toe ring. The jingle of her earrings and necklaces when she moved. Her rapid breathing. The tap of her fingers on her steering wheel, drawing attention to her silver bracelets. Which made the total lack of nail polish and rings on her hands stand out.
“I’m fine.” She didn’t sound fine. She sounded agitated. Very agitated. Still, he caught the hint of an accent.
“No hurry.” He shot for the whole approachable-normal-guy thing. Not well enough, apparently, because she was staring at him.
She stared up at him with big hazel eyes. No, more light green than hazel. Dark smudges beneath.
A slight crease formed between her brows as she looked him over, head to toe.
“But there is coffee inside,” he offered. “Or water. And air-conditioning.”
It took effort to lift her hands from the steering wheel, he could tell. But she did it. “Coffee would be nice,” she murmured, grabbing the massive bag on the seat beside her and climbing—hurriedly—from the car. With a jingle of jewelry and a swish of skirts, she slammed the door so hard he winced.
Charley’s ears pricked forward, glancing back and forth between them with interest.
“Is that her?” she asked, cautious.
“Who?” He understood then. “Sierra? No, ma’am. We’ll go through some paperwork first, talk a little. Then, we’ll see about getting you two together.”
She frowned.
What had she expected? She’d pull into the parking lot, he’d bring Sierra out and put her in the car, and then they’d drive away? Nope. No way. The vetting process for a nonhandler or military family was more extensive. All of which was spelled out on the website and the paperwork she’d had to fill out and send in. But, since she was clearly battling with some sort of panic attack, he figured now wasn’t the time to bring that up.
Instead, he made introductions. “This big guy is Charley. We’re a team.”
Charley faced the woman, cocked his head to one side and wagged his tail in greeting. He was much better with people than Hayden was. So much so that, for a fleeting second, the woman smiled.
“Hayden Mitchell.” He held out his hand. “You must be Dr. Vega?”
“Yes.” That started the head shaking again. And her nose crinkled. It was oddly charming. And vulnerable. “I am, but, call me Elizabeth, please.” Her handshake was firm—silky-soft against his work-toughened skin.
Feminine.
From her long dark hair to the flowing top and embroidered skirt she wore, Elizabeth Vega was undeniably feminine. Strikingly so. And those eyes. Soulful. Intense. And wounded. He might not be the most intuitive member of his family, but he knew all about internal wounds. Those could fester and cause more damage than the physical kind.
That’s why she was here.
Not to have him staring, awkwardly, at her in the parking lot. She was pretty. No, more than pretty. Only a damn fool could miss that. He wasn’t a fool. But, pretty or not, wounded or not, his job was to make sure Sierra was matched with the right person. The dog had done and seen things, been passed along too many times already—it was up to him to make sure this time, it was forever.
With what he hoped was a welcoming smile, he nodded toward the door. “This way.”
* * *
Every nerve was firing distress. The sensation was so consuming it was hard to get her bearings. All this. The drive. The city. Locating the K-9 Placement Center just south of the air force base on the outskirts of San Antonio, Texas. Unfamiliar. Lovely land, ruggedly so. But no matter how lovely the view, from the rolling hills to the gorgeous man and his perky-eared dog, she couldn’t shake the unease weighing down her chest. Damn storm. She’d been fine, excited even, until she’d hit the halfway mark of her trip and a thunderstorm turned the sky black and turned her insides into a jumpy, unsettled mess.
She followed Hayden Mitchell’s broad back, breathing deep and concentrating on relaxing and reminding herself why she was here. To get my life back.
One teensy little thunderstorm wasn’t going to undo the time she’d spent with her therapist. Her progress was remarkable, according to Dr. Margot Peeler, her therapist. Three months ago, she’d have been panicking over everything. From the new surroundings, unfamiliar floor plans, and not knowing where all the doors and windows and exits were to avoid getting trapped... Since she’d started seeing Dr. Peeler, she’d learned how to find a focal point, practice mindfulness and take deep breaths to cut off her spatial-related-attacks before they reached epic proportions.
Now if only I could apply the same techniques to thunderstorms... Dr. Peeler told her to be patient. There was no way to rush this—if it was to be truly successful. She shook her head.
Lizzie, stop! She could hear her grandmother’s voice, loud and clear in her head. You can do this. You are too strong, too fierce a woman to be ruled by fear.
That’s why she was here. A promise to Grammy.
She stood taller, straighter, thinking of her beloved grandmother. Diminutive in size, but mighty in spirit. Like Lizzie. Like she had been. Like she wanted, desperately, to be again.
It wasn’t easy, but she was getting there. Today was proof of that.
“The traffic was horrible,” she started. Talking was a good way to chase off her nerves. “All the construction. Lane’s closing here, detours there. And so many rude people, honking and cutting in. And then a terrible storm.” She swallowed hard. Why mention the storm? That wasn’t going to help. She sighed, trying again. “I saw two accidents. Two. And you know what? People were slowing down to see the accident. Really slowing down, to get an eyeful. Of what? What is that?” She sucked in a deep breath. “What is wrong with people?”
Hayden Mitchell held the door open for her, one eyebrow cocked up, a small smile on his face. “I often ask myself the same thing, ma’am.”
Snap out of it, Lizzie. Focus on this. Him. The ma’am. His strong, rough hands. Big. Capable. Oddly reassuring.
Focusing on him was a way better option than thinking about the storm. He was handsome, especially now that he was smiling.
That smile helped her cross the threshold. Until she heard a rumble, far off in the distance. She came to a sudden stop—so sudden Hayden Mitchell plowed right into her.
“Sorry,” he mumbled, stepping around her.
She should say something like, “No need to apologize” or “It was my fault.” Because it was. But the words stuck and clogged her throat while she waited, listening closely. Maybe it had been a passing motorcycle? A jet? Anything that wasn’t thunder? She swallowed, clutching her bag to her chest as she gave th
e small office a once-over.
If Mr. Mitchell was thrown by her beyond bizarre behavior, he didn’t let on. “You drove up from Houston this morning?”
“Yes.” She searched the open room for something solid to focus on. Hayden Mitchell was easy on the eyes but continuing to stare at him, and his very nice smile, wasn’t exactly normal behavior. So, another focal point was needed. The room wasn’t big. A desk on either side. Military K-9 posters on the wall. A clock hung on the middle of the back wall, ticking away the hour, and a door beneath it. Another way out, maybe. A large plastic potted plant in one corner of the room. Sterile. Unremarkable. “Not too long a trip, without the traffic.” She cleared her throat and tried again. “I remember when I was little, taking long car trips. I loved them—the people and places. Now, it’s different. Maybe it was because I wasn’t driving? Back then, I would read or do Mad Libs or sing to whatever my grandmother had on the radio.” She shrugged. Breathe. Relax. It wasn’t thunder. All was well and she could stop freaking out. Her hold eased on her bag.
“You take cream or sugar in your coffee?” He crossed to the small table against the wall next to the plastic plant. A single-serving coffee maker sat waiting, a rack of brightly colored coffee pods beside it, and two plastic cups full of individual sweetener packets and creamers.
“I can manage.” She followed, determined to show him just how normal she could be. Coffee was normal. Doing something would help. And occupy her hands. If she were lucky, he wouldn’t notice how badly she was shaking. “Thank you.” But a quick glance his way told her he did notice. And that he was watching her. Closely.
That was part of it, wasn’t it? Making sure she was fit, period. And not just to take care of a dog. It was to show her boss that she was able to resume her responsibilities at the college and in the classroom. How had her boss, Dr. Rivera, dean of fine arts, put it? It was vital that she take this time for her total recovery and health before the start of the semester. Meaning, she had to stop acting neurotic and get a handle on her nerves or her job was in jeopardy.
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