His hard finger stifles a moan and I feel the the corners of my eyes prick with burning hot tears. I need to let it out, I need to show him what he’s doing to me, I need to cry out and moan but won’t dare.
I won’t dare.
I watch, my brows knitted in the center, white-hot need burning inside me as his tongue snakes away from my hole and finds my clit again, all while he has his finger fucking my mouth with a slow, even, disciplined tempo.
“You are so damn perfect, baby,” he grunts, pushing his nose up against my clit as he breathes me in. “So damn fucking perfect.“ “Mmmmn,” I shudder against his finger, so desperate and needing to make noise that I could burst.
“Not here, I said,” he growls, “those sweet moans are for my ears only. No one else. You understand?”
I nod quickly, feeling one hot tear escape from the corner of my eye. He stands up, pulling his finger from my mouth, making my lips pop provocatively as it leaves me. His lips find my cheekbone and he kisses away my salty tear, then crushes his lips to mine again.
I hear the metallic clank of his belt and his zipper and he drags me to the edge of the desk, grasping my ass and digging into the supple, needy flesh with his strong fingertips.
“Reach down, love,” he whispers into my ear, making my belly flip over.
“Wh...what do you want me to do?” I ask, hearing a foreign tremble in my own voice.
“I want you to reach down right now and feel exactly what you’re about to have inside you.”
I bite the corner of my lower lip and reach down, and I feel his eyes watching me intently as my gaze travels from his eyes to his lips, then his chest, then to what I find when my fingers finally locate the flesh he’s told me to feel.
I feel myself clench up, my slick pussy empty and ready for him as my fingers wrap around his thickness and my eyes find his cock between us. It is mere centimeters away from my pussy, and I know he is as ready for me as I am for him - the big, fat pearls of glistening precome are already gathered at the tip, and the hot aching throb I feel in my hands is nearly unbearable.
Heaven help me.
Because...because as much as I want to - no, need to, in my body, my soul, my bones, as much as I want this man inside me and claiming me and showing me what the hell I’ve been missing out on - I can’t do it.
I can’t do this.
His eyes flash to mine and he pulls away softly, his thick, fleshy cock slipping out of my hands. God, I had both hands on him. Both sets of fingers wrapped around his thickness, both sets of hands desperately grabbing at him and wanting him to push that big thing deep inside me, slice me open with one big thrust that would make my head fall back and my eyes squeeze shut.
I’m going to have my first time be this? With my legs splayed out in this restroom after this man has licked me nearly to completion before pulling himself away from me telling me to get ready for everything he’s got to give me?
And again, for the second time, as if he can read my mind, a dark veil washes over his eyes. He takes my face in his hands and kisses my lips softly, slipping his tongue inside my mouth and swirling it softly against mine. I can feel that kiss inside me, making my belly flip over with excitement.
And he kisses lower, his teeth finding my earlobe, making a trail of kisses down my neck and then between my breasts.
His hands find my hips and he pulls me off his desk, making me slide forward in my own sticky mess. He flips me around and pushes me down softly, making my hands press on the desk in front of me.
His eyes find mine in the mirror again and he yanks my thong to the side.
“Next time I don’t want you wearing any panties,” he growls, his stern command making me bite my lower lip.
Those bright blue eyes draw me in as he slides two thick, big fingers inside me. I watch his face as his chin tips up softly, showing me his steel-cut jaw and his stern and serious eyes painting an expression of pure desire on his face. Out of the corner of my eye I can see my own face, my eyes slipping closed slightly, my brows knitted together in pure delicious want, but I don’t dare pull my gaze away from his.
“You’re untouched,” he growls, sliding his fingers deeper inside me. The fleshy pads find my g-spot and hook forward, making me stifle a scream by biting my lip. What comes out is just a little moan. “That’s good. You’re learning. Those moans are only for me.“
“That’s not...a problem for you?” I ask.
“What, baby?” he whispers, putting his lips close to my neck.
“And how did you know?”
He doesn’t answer either of my questions. His fingers slide out of my tight cunt and he slowly drags them through my folds, each finding one side of my hot clit as he scissors it between his fingers.
“Do you like this, love?” he whispers, his lips coming closer to my ear. His fingers find the back of my neck and he holds me close, his fingers slowly tracing each slide of my clit.
“Yes,” I groan thickly, my voice sounding strange in the room.
“But you don’t want to go any further, do you?” he says, kissing my neck. My head falls back as both of his fingers enter me again and his thumb finds my clit.
“I don’t know if I can.”
“That’s okay,” he says, “there’s plenty I can do to you even if you keep saying no to this.”
This is confusing, to say the least.
“I don’t want to say no to you,” I moan, unable to control my words or my body. I push my ass back against him and he groans, a guttural moan coming from deep inside his chest. He starts fingering me faster, fucking me with his hand as my head falls back.
“You can say yes to a lot of things, even if you don’t let me have your cherry.”
His thumb swirls wildly against my clit, and I feel my pussy tightening up around his fingers. There is fire inside my body, and when his eyes lock on mine in the mirror again, I know I’m completely done for.
“Come for me, love. I want to feel that sweet pussy clench up around my fingers, I want to smell you on me for days. Make that sweet thing come right now.”
This feels dirty. This feels filthy.
This feels so good.
Like a flash of lightning has hit me, I feel my body tense up around his fingers. His hand flies to my mouth and seals over my lips, making my eyes big and round with surprise as I come.
And it’s like a crack of thunder inside my body as he curls his fingers up, making me feel as though I’m being thoroughly fucked by his fingers, moving in and out of me faster and faster, his hand slapping against my ass as his thumb moves against my clit like he just knows exactly how to make me his.
And it’s almost like torture. It almost hurts. Because it feels so good, but I wish it were him inside me. His cock, perfect and big and pretty.
But it isn’t.
But this is pretty damn good.
Panting, my hands slide forward, slick with sweat as he pulls his hand away from me and kisses my neck.
And that’s when reality hits me.
It comes crashing down around me.
Shit.
This cannot happen again.
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Lauren’s Newest Release
Night Fever
I wanted my first time to be with an older, experienced man on my birthday. I wanted a one-night-stand. Fate had other plans.
Her
No names. Few words.
One look.
I was ready to give away my V-card, and the handsome older man at the end of the bar made my heart race.
Big, intoxicating, with blue eyes, a strong jaw, and expert hands.
Quick, hot, dirt
y passion.
He possessed me.
I never thought I'd see him again.
Then I found out who he was.
Him
One look was all it took.
I didn't know her name.
I knew she was perfect.
Overprotected, sheltered.
Young. Innocent.
And like two ships in the night with no light to guide them, we crashed.
I took her. Claimed her. Made her mine.
Then she ran.
But she didn't get far.
Night Fever is a sweet, very steamy insta-love romance with an HEA and no cheating. Perfect for a hot night in <3
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Claiming His Valentine Page 9