Or teach my struggling thought to live;
What hand my bleeding bosom bind,
What MOSELEY medicate my mind?
What Star disperse the thick’ning shade,
That bids my restless Being fade?
Yet I have seen the Lord of Day
Dart from his car the burning ray,
And rush a hero to the fight,
Across the pendant plains of light:
I’ve seen the bashful Moon aspire
To bind her brow with mimic fire,
And o’er the calm translucent air
Diffusive shake her silver hair.
I’ve paus’d enraptur’d at the tone
That from the Evening Copse is thrown
By the wild Poet of the glade,
Who rests his wing beneath the shade,
And I have prov’d th’ unequal bliss
That burns upon the crimson kiss,
When true adoring souls unite
To perish in the proud delight.
These now are lost to me — I stand
Alone in ev’ry peopled land,
No pleasure now my cold heart cheers,
The future points a vale of tears —
Love rends my name from his bright page,
And yields it to approaching age —
Then lead me, LAURA! to the bow’r
Where sadly droops each with’ring flow’r,
Where pois’nous shrubs disease exhale,
And fev’rish vapours load the gale;
There sink me to the sordid grief
That meanly supplicates relief;
There tell me I am most despis’d,
E’en by thyself, whom most I priz’d,
So shall I gladly welcome fate,
And perish in thy perfect hate:
So shall I better bear th’ eternal pain,
Never to see thy Form, or hear thy Voice again.
TO RINALDO.
SOFT is the balmy breath of May,
When from the op’ning lids of day
Meek twilight steals; and from its wings
Translucent pearls of ether flings.
MILD is the chaste Moon’s languid eye,
When gliding down the dappled sky
She feebly lifts her spangled bow,
Around her glitt’ring darts to throw.
SWEET are the aromatic bowers,
When Night sends forth refreshing showers
O’er every thirsty fainting bud,
That drinks with joy the grateful flood.
Yet, can the deeply wounded Mind,
From these, no lenient balsam find.
What can the force of anguish quell,
Where sullen Sorrow loves to dwell,
Where round the bosom’s burning throne,
HOPELESS, the mingling PASSIONS groan?
While thro’ each guiv’ring, scorching vein,
Rolls a revolving tide of pain;
That struggling with the Storms of FATE,
Provokes her darkest, direst, HATE.
O, BARD ADMIR’D! if ought could move
The soul of Apathy to love;
If, o’er my aching, bleeding breast,
Ought could diffuse the balm of rest,
The pow’r is thine — for oh! thy lays
Warm’d by thy Mind’s transcendent blaze,
Dart thro’ my frame with force divine,
While all my rending woes combine,
And thronging round thy glorious LYRE,
In momentary bliss EXPIRE.
So, the meek ROSE, that droops forlorn,
Opes its cold breast to meet the morn,
And shaking round a brilliant show’r,
Tempts the bright SUN’S meridian pow’r;
Trembling, its blushing cheek receives
The glowing kiss warms PHOEBUS gives;
Yet, to his fire unconscious flies,
And midst his burning glances, DIES.
Why wilt thou fly? — why give thy form
To the pale phantoms of the storm,
And from the dizzy madd’ning steep
Dash thy proud harp — while o’er the deep
Each envious FIEND shall fiercely glare,
And howling, mock thy RASH DESPAIR!
Ah! wherefore, prodigal of FAME,
Damp with thy tears the MUSE’S flame?
Say, dost thou think, as the soft show’r
Checks the wing’d lightning’s fervid pow’r,
To quell the transports of Thy Lyre,
And with cold Sorrow quench its fire?
Know, BARD SUPREME! thy wond’rous song
Doth not to mortal power belong;
The flame, that to thy care is giv’n,
Owns an eternal source in Heav’n;
And like thy PURE, ILLUSTRIOUS Soul,
SHALL LIVE, beyond thy weak controul.
YES, I will lead thee to some rock,
Whose frowns the dashing billows mock;
While the fierce LORD OF LIGHT shall reign
DESPOTIC o’er th’ ethereal plain.
Or when his fiery coursers fly
On red wings down the Western sky;
While Ocean’s curling waves unfold,
In one vast sheet of liquid gold;
Then shalt thou mark CREATION’S pride
In slow and trembling tints subside,
‘Till darkness stealing o’er the globe,
Unfurls its sable spangled robe.
Then shall thy conscious feelings find
An emblem of the Human Mind;
How grand, ineffable and bright,
When all its lustrous fires unite:
But when chill sorrow spreads its snare,
And tempts its victim to DESPAIR,
All, all its proud perfections fade
In black, oblivion’s baneful shade.
O, SUN OF GENIUS! pierce the cloud
That dares thy radiant glories shroud;
Turn, turn thy course to bowers of joy,
Where rob’d in Bliss, the Angel Boy
Shall spread each witching, nameless sweet,
Thy truant, wand’ring heart to greet;
There, pour thy soul in faithful vows,
While thy own LAUREL’S deathless boughs
From each blest leaf shall drop a tear
To bathe the wounds of love sincere.
There, some chaste maid shall list thy lays
In speechless eloquence of praise;
And with her soft eye’s melting glance
Infold thee in delicious trance.
And when her heart’s celestial shrine
Shall burn with passion warm as thine,
Then, shalt thou feel the rapt’rous glow,
Which none, but souls like THINE, CAN KNOW;
Then, shalt thou hear her tongue declare,
THOU ART NOT FORM’D FOR COLD DESPAIR.
From ME the barb’rous fates unite
To wrest each vision of delight;
No gleam of joy my sad-heart knows,
No interval of calm repose;
Save, when thy LOV’D SERAPHIC Strain
Thrills thro’ my breast, with quiv’ring pain;
And bids each throbbing pulse deplore,
That “IF I E’ER COULD PLEASE, — I PLEASE NO MORE.”
“But ah, beware how thou shalt fling
“Thy hot pulse o’er the quiv’ring string,
“How thou another’s name shalt raise,
“How gild another with thy praise!”
ARMIDA TO RINALDO.
ORACLE, Jan. 5th,
1791.
TO THE MUSE OF POETRY.
EXULT MY MUSE! exult to see
Each envious, waspish, jealous thing,
Around its harmless venom fling,
And dart its powerless fangs at THEE!
Ne’er shalt THOU bend thy radiant wing,
To sweep the dark revengeful string;
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sp; Or meanly stoop, to steal a ray,
E’en from RINALDO’S glorious lay,
Tho’ his transcendent Verse should twine
About thy heart, each bliss divine.
O MUSE ADOR’D, I woo thee now
From yon bright Heaven, to hear my vow;
From thy blest wing a plume I’ll steal,
And with its burning point record
Each firm indissoluble word,
And with my lips the proud oath seal!
I SWEAR; — OH, YE, whose souls like mine
Beam with poetic rays divine,
Attend my voice; — whate’er my FATE
In this precarious wild’ring state,
Whether the FIENDS with rancorous ire
Strike at my heart’s unsullied fire:
While busy ENVY’S recreant guile
Calls from my cheek THE PITYING SMILE;
Or jealous SLANDER mean and vain,
Essays my mind’s BEST BOAST to stain;
Should all combine to check my lays,
And tear me from thy fost’ring gaze,
Ne’er will I quit thy burning eye,
‘Till my last, eager, gasping sigh,
Shall, from its earthly mansion flown,
Embrace THEE on thy STARRY THRONE.
Sweet soother of the pensive breast,
Come in thy softest splendours dress’d;
Bring with thee, REASON, chastely mild;
And CLASSIC TASTE — her loveliest child;
And radiant FANCY’S offspring bright,
Then bid them all their charms unite,
My mind’s wild rapture to inspire,
With thy own SACRED, GENUINE FIRE.
I ask no fierce terrific strain,
That rends the breast with tort’ring pain,
No frantic flight, no labour’d art,
To wring the fibres of the heart!
No frenzy’d GUIDE, that madd’ning flies
O’er cloud-wrapp’d hills — thro’ burning skies;
That sails upon the midnight blast,
Or on the howling wild wave cast,
Plucks from their dark and rocky bed
The yelling DEMONS of the deep,
Who soaring o’er the COMET’S head,
The bosom of the WELKIN sweep!
Ne’er shall MY hand, at Night’s full noon,
Snatch from the tresses of the moon
A sparkling crown of silv’ry hue,
Besprent with studs of frozen dew,
To deck my brow with borrow’d rays,
That feebly imitate the SUN’S RICH BLAZE.
AH lead ME not, dear gentle Maid,
To poison’d bow’r or haunted glade;
Where beck’ning spectres shrieking, glare
Along the black infected air;
While bold “fantastic thunders “ leap
Indignant, midst the clam’rous deep,
As envious of its louder tone,
While lightnings shoot, and mountains groan
With close pent fires, that from their base
Hurl them amidst the whelming space;
Where OCEAN’S yawning throat resounds,
And gorg’d with draughts of foamy ire,
Madly o’er-leaps its crystal bounds,
And soars to quench the SUN’S proud fire.
While NATURE’S self shall start aghast,
Amid the desolating blast,
That grasps the sturdy OAK’S firm breast,
And tearing off its shatter’d vest,
Presents its gnarled bosom, bare,
To the hot light’ning’s with’ring glare!
TRANSCENDENT MUSE! assert thy right,
Chase from thy pure PARNASSIAN height
Each bold usurper of thy LYRE,
Each phantom of phosphoric fire,
That dares, with wild fantastic flight
The timid child of GENIUS fright;
That dares with pilfer’d glories shine
Along the dazzling frenzy’d line,
Where tinsel splendours cheat the mind,
While REASON, trembling far behind,
Drops from her blushing front thy BAYS,
And scorns to share the wreath of praise.
But when DIVINE RINALDO flings
Soft rapture o’er the bounding strings;
When the bright flame that fills HIS soul,
Bursts thro’ the bonds of calm controul,
And on enthusiastic wings
To Heaven’s Eternal Mansion springs,
Or darting thro’ the yielding skies,
O’er earth’s disastrous valley flies;
Forbear his glorious flight to bind;
YET o’er his TRUE POETIC Mind
Expand thy chaste celestial ray,
Nor let fantastic fires diffuse
Deluding lustre round HIS MUSE,
To lead HER glorious steps astray!
AH! let his matchless HARP prolong
The thrilling Tone, the classic song,
STILL bind his Brow with deathless Bays,
STILL GRANT HIS VERSE — A NATION’S PRAISE.
But, if by false persuasion led,
His varying FANCY e’er should tread
The paths of vitiated Taste,
Where folly spreads a “weedy waste;”
OH! may HE feel no more the genuine fire,
That warms HIS TUNEFUL SOUL, and prompts THY SACRED LYRE.
THE ADIEU TO LOVE.
LOVE, I renounce thy tyrant sway,
I mock thy fascinating art,
MINE, be the calm unruffled day,
That brings no torment to the heart;
The tranquil mind, the noiseless scene,
Where FANCY, with enchanting mien,
Shall in her right-hand lead along
The graceful patroness of Song;
Where HARMONY shall softly fling
Her light tones o’er the dulcet string;
And with her magic LYRE compose
Each pang that throbs, each pulse that glows;
Till her resistless strains dispense,
The balm of blest INDIFFERENCE.
LOVE, I defy thy vaunted pow’r!
In still Retirement’s sober bow’r
I’ll rest secure; — no fev’rish pain
Shall dart its hot-shafts thro’ my brain,
No start’ling dreams invade my mind
No spells my stagnate pulses bind;
No jealous agonies impart
Their madd’ning poisons to my heart
But sweetly lull’d to placid rest,
The sensate tenant of my breast
Shall one unshaken course pursue,
Such as thy vot’ries never knew.
SWEET SOLITUDE! pure Nature’s child,
Fair pensive daughter of the wild;
Nymph of the Forest; thee I press
My weary sick’ning soul to bless;
To give my heart the dear repose,
That smiles unmov’d at transient woes;
That shelter’d from Life’s trivial cares,
Each calm delicious comfort shares;
While conscious rectitude of mind,
Blends with each thought a bliss refin’d,
And scorning fear’s soul-chilling pow’r,
Dares court REFLECTION’S dang’rous hour,
To scrutinize with cautious art,
Each hidden channel of the heart.
Ah, gentle maiden, let me stray,
Where Innocence for ever gay,
Shall lead me to her loveliest bow’rs
And crown my brow with thornless flow’rs;
And strew the weedy paths of time
With Resignation’s balm sublime;
While Rosy SPRING, shall smiling haste,
On light steps o’er the dewy waste,
Eager her brightest gems to shed
Around my verdant perfum’d bed;
And in her train
the glowing hours
Shall bathe their wings in scented show’rs;
And shake the fost’ring drops to earth,
To nurse meek blossoms into birth;
And when autumnal zephyrs fly
Sportive, beneath the sapphire sky,
Or in the stream their pinions lave,
Or teach the golden sheaves to wave;
I’ll watch the ruby eye of day
In awful lustre glide away,
And closing sink to transient rest,
On panting Ocean’s pearly breast.
O SOLITUDE! how blest the lot
Of her who shares thy silent cot!
Who with celestial peace, pursues
The pensive wand’rings of the MUSE;
To stray unseen where’er she leads,
O’er grassy hills and sunny meads,
Or at the still of Night’s cold noon
To gaze upon the chilly Moon,
While PHILOMELA’S mournful Song
Meanders fairy haunts among,
To tell the hopeless LOVER’S ear,
That SYMPATHY’S FOND BIRD is near;
Whose note shall soothe his aching heart,
Whose grief shall emulate his smart;
And by its sadly proud excess,
Make every pang he suffers less;
For oft in passion’s direst woes,
The veriest wretch can yield repose;
While from the voice of kindred grief,
We gain a sad, but kind relief.
AH LOVE! thou barb’rous fickle boy,
Thou semblance of delusive joy,
Too long my heart has been thy slave:
For thou hast seen me wildly rave,
And with impetuous frenzy haste,
Heedless across the thorny waste,
And drink the cold dews, ere they fell
On my bare bosom’s burning swell;
When bleak the wintry whirlwinds blew;
And swift the sultry meteors flew;
Yes, thou hast seen me, tyrant pow’r,
At freezing midnight’s witching hour,
Start from my couch, subdu’d, oppres’d,
While jealous anguish wrung my breast,
While round my eager senses flew,
Dark brow’d Suspicion’s wily crew,
Taunting my soul with restless ire,
That set my pulsate brain on fire.
What didst thou then? Inhuman Boy!
Didst thou not paint each well-feign’d joy,
Each artful smile, each study’d grace
That deck’d some sordid rival’s face;
Didst thou not feed my madd’ning sense
With Love’s delicious eloquence,
While on my ear thy accents pour’d
The voice of him my soul ador’d,
His rapt’rous tones — his strains divine,
And all those vows that once were mine.
But mild Reflection’s piercing ray,
Soon chas’d the fatal dream away,
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