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by Issam Garrouri


  Laurie lifted his eyebrows and followed at a leisurely pace as she ran downstairs, but when they got into the carriage he took the reins himself, and left little Baptiste nothing to do but fold his fingers and fall asleep on his perch.

  The two by no means quarreled. Amy become too nicely-bred, and simply now Laurie become too lazy, so in a minute he peeped beneath her hatbrim with an inquiring air. She spoke back him with a smile, and they went on collectively inside the most amicable manner.

  It turned into a adorable force, along winding roads wealthy inside the picturesque scenes that satisfaction beauty-loving eyes. Here an historical monastery, whence the solemn chanting of the clergymen came down to them. There a bare-legged shepherd, in wooden footwear, pointed hat, and tough jacket over one shoulder, sat piping on a stone whilst his goats skipped the various rocks or lay at his toes. Meek, mouse-coloured donkeys, laden with panniers of freshly reduce grass exceeded through, with a pretty female in a capaline sitting among the green piles, or an vintage lady spinning with a distaff as she went. Brown, smooth-eyed children ran out from the old fashioned stone hovels to offer nosegays, or bunches of oranges still on the bough. Gnarled olive timber covered the hills with their dusky foliage, fruit hung golden in the orchard, and incredible scarlet anemones fringed the roadside, while past inexperienced slopes and craggy heights, the Maritime Alps rose sharp and white towards the blue Italian sky.

  Valrosa nicely deserved its call, for in that weather of perpetual summer time roses blossomed everywhere. They overhung the archway, thrust themselves among the bars of the notable gate with a candy welcome to passers-by way of, and covered the street, winding via lemon bushes and feathery fingers up to the villa at the hill. Every shadowy corner, in which seats invited one to prevent and rest, was a mass of bloom, every cool grotto had its marble nymph smiling from a veil of plant life and each fountain reflected red, white, or pale crimson roses, leaning down to smile at their personal splendor. Roses blanketed the partitions of the residence, draped the cornices, climbed the pillars, and ran rebellion over the balustrade of the huge terrace, whence one seemed down on the sunny Mediterranean, and the white-walled metropolis on its shore.

  "This is a everyday honeymoon paradise, isn't it? Did you ever see such roses?" requested Amy, pausing on the terrace to experience the view, and a high priced whiff of fragrance that came wandering by means of.

  "No, nor felt such thorns," returned Laurie, together with his thumb in his mouth, after a useless try to seize a solitary scarlet flower that grew simply past his reach.

  "Try lower down, and pick out those that have no thorns," said Amy, collecting three of the tiny cream-colored ones that starred the wall at the back of her. She positioned them in his buttonhole as a peace supplying, and he stood a minute searching down at them with a curious expression, for in the Italian part of his nature there has been a hint of superstition, and he become just then in that kingdom of half of-candy, half-sour despair, while ingenious young men find significance in trifles and meals for love everywhere. He had concept of Jo in attaining after the thorny red rose, for vibrant flowers became her, and she had regularly worn ones like that from the greenhouse at home. The pale roses Amy gave him have been the kind that the Italians lay in useless palms, by no means in bridal wreaths, and for a moment he wondered if the omen was for Jo or for himself, but the subsequent on the spot his American common experience were given the higher of sentimentality, and he laughed a heartier snigger than Amy had heard considering the fact that he got here.

  "It's suitable advice, you'd better take it and save your hands," she said, thinking her speech amused him.

  "Thank you, I will," he replied in jest, and some months later he did it in earnest.

  "Laurie, while are you going to your grandfather?" she asked presently, as she settled herself on a rustic seat.

  "Very soon."

  "You have stated that a dozen times inside the remaining 3 weeks."

  "I dare say, short answers store trouble."

  "He expects you, and also you honestly need to move."

  "Hospitable creature! I realize it."

  "Then why don't you do it?"

  "Natural depravity, I think."

  "Natural indolence, you mean. It's truly dreadful!" and Amy looked intense.

  "Not so awful as it seems, for I must only plague him if I went, so I may as nicely stay and plague you a bit longer, you may bear it better, in truth I assume it has the same opinion with you excellently," and Laurie composed himself for a lounge on the large ledge of the balustrade.

  Amy shook her head and opened her sketchbook with an air of resignation, however she had made up her mind to lecture 'that boy' and in a minute she started out once more.

  "What are you doing simply now?"

  "Watching lizards."

  "No, no. I suggest what do you propose and desire to do?"

  "Smoke a cigarette, if you may permit me."

  "How provoking you're! I don't approve of cigars and I will most effective permit it on situation which you allow me put you into my cartoon. I need a figure."

  "With all of the pleasure in life. How will you have got me, full length or three-quarters, on my head or my heels? I must respectfully suggest a recumbent posture, then placed your self in additionally and phone it 'Dolce far niente'."

  "Stay as you are, and go to sleep if you want. I intend to work hard," stated Amy in her maximum lively tone.

  "What pleasant enthusiasm!" and he leaned against a tall urn with an air of whole satisfaction.

  "What might Jo say if she noticed you now?" requested Amy impatiently, hoping to stir him up via the mention of her nevertheless greater lively sister's call.

  "As regular, 'Go away, Teddy. I'm busy!'" He laughed as he spoke, but the laugh became no longer natural, and a shade handed over his face, for the utterance of the acquainted name touched the wound that become now not healed yet. Both tone and shadow struck Amy, for she had seen and heard them earlier than, and now she regarded up in time to capture a brand new expression on Laurie's face—a difficult sour look, full of ache, dissatisfaction, and remorse. It turned into long past earlier than she ought to examine it and the listless expression lower back once more. She watched him for a second with artistic pleasure, thinking how like an Italian he looked, as he lay basking in the sun with exposed head and eyes complete of southern dreaminess, for he regarded to have forgotten her and fallen right into a reverie.

  "You seem like the effigy of a younger knight asleep on his tomb," she said, cautiously tracing the nicely-reduce profile described against the dark stone.

  "Wish I turned into!"

  "That's a silly wish, except you've got spoiled your lifestyles. You are so changed, I occasionally think—" there Amy stopped, with a half of-timid, 1/2-wistful look, more big than her unfinished speech.

  Laurie saw and understood the affectionate tension which she hesitated to express, and searching instantly into her eyes, said, just as he used to say it to her mom, "It's all right, ma'am."

  That glad her and set at relaxation the doubts that had began to worry her currently. It also touched her, and he or she confirmed that it did, by using the cordial tone wherein she stated...

  "I'm satisfied of that! I didn't think you'll been a completely horrific boy, however I fancied you would possibly have wasted cash at that depraved Baden-Baden, misplaced your coronary heart to a few captivating Frenchwoman with a husband, or were given into some of the scrapes that younger men seem to do not forget a necessary part of a overseas tour. Don't stay accessible inside the sun, come and lie at the grass right here and 'allow us to be friendly', as Jo used to mention whilst we were given inside the sofa corner and told secrets."

  Laurie obediently threw himself down on the turf, and started out to amuse himself through sticking daisies into the ribbons of Amy's hat, that lay there.

  "I'm all equipped for the secrets." and he glanced up with a determined expression of hobby in his eyes.

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nbsp; "I've none to tell. You may additionally start."

  "Haven't one to bless myself with. I thought possibly you'll had some information from domestic.."

  "You have heard all that has come these days. Don't you hear frequently? I fancied Jo would send you volumes."

  "She's very busy. I'm roving about so, it is impossible to be ordinary, you know. When do you begin your exquisite paintings of artwork, Raphaella?" he requested, changing the concern all at once after any other pause, in which he have been thinking if Amy knew his mystery and desired to talk about it.

  "Never," she replied, with a despondent but decided air. "Rome took all the conceitedness out of me, for after seeing the wonders there, I felt too insignificant to stay and gave up all my foolish hopes in despair."

  "Why have to you, with so much electricity and skills?"

  "That's simply why, due to the fact expertise isn't always genius, and no amount of strength could make it so. I need to be amazing, or nothing. I may not be a common-location dauber, so I don't intend to strive any extra."

  "And what are you going to do with yourself now, if I may additionally ask?"

  "Polish up my other abilities, and be an decoration to society, if I get the hazard."

  It was a characteristic speech, and sounded daring, but audacity turns into younger humans, and Amy's ambition had an excellent basis. Laurie smiled, but he favored the spirit with which she took up a brand new motive while an extended-loved one died, and spent no time lamenting.

  "Good! And right here is wherein Fred Vaughn is available in, I fancy."

  Amy preserved a discreet silence, but there has been a conscious appearance in her downcast face that made Laurie sit up and say gravely, "Now I'm going to play brother, and ask questions. May I?"

  "I do not promise to reply."

  "Your face will, if your tongue may not. You are not lady of the world enough yet to hide your feelings, my expensive. I heard rumors approximately Fred and you final year, and it is my personal opinion that if he had now not been known as domestic so abruptly and detained see you later, some thing might have come of it, whats up?"

  "That's not for me to say," become Amy's grim respond, however her lips might smile, and there was a traitorous sparkle of the attention which betrayed that she knew her strength and enjoyed the information.

  "You aren't engaged, I wish?" and Laurie regarded very elder-brotherly and grave all of a sudden.

  "No."

  "But you will be, if he comes again and goes properly down on his knees, won't you?"

  "Very probably."

  "Then you are keen on antique Fred?"

  "I could be, if I tried."

  "But you do not intend to strive until the right moment? Bless my soul, what unearthly prudence! He's an excellent fellow, Amy, but now not the man I fancied you need."

  "He is rich, a gentleman, and has pleasant manners," began Amy, looking to be pretty cool and dignified, but feeling a bit ashamed of herself, in spite of the sincerity of her intentions.

  "I understand. Queens of society can not get on without money, so that you imply to make an excellent healthy, and begin in that manner? Quite proper and proper, as the arena is going, but it sounds unusual from the lips of one of your mom's girls."

  "True, despite the fact that."

  A short speech, however the quiet decision with which it was uttered contrasted apparently with the young speaker. Laurie felt this instinctively and laid himself down once more, with a experience of unhappiness which he couldn't give an explanation for. His appearance and silence, as well as a certain inward self-disapproval, ruffled Amy, and made her remedy to deliver her lecture immediately.

  "I wish you'd do me the desire to awaken your self a bit," she stated sharply.

  "Do it for me, there is a expensive woman."

  "I ought to, if I tried." and she seemed as though she would love doing it inside the most summary style.

  "Try, then. I provide you with leave," again Laurie, who loved having a person to tease, after his long abstinence from his preferred interest.

  "You'd be angry in five minutes."

  "I'm never indignant with you. It takes flints to make a fireplace. You are as cool and smooth as snow."

  "You do not know what I can do. Snow produces a glow and a tingle, if applied rightly. Your indifference is half of affectation, and an excellent stirring up could prove it."

  "Stir away, it will not do any harm me and it is able to amuse you, as the huge man stated when his little wife beat him. Regard me within the light of a husband or a carpet, and beat until you are tired, if that kind of exercise has the same opinion with you."

  Being decidedly nettled herself, and longing to look him shake off the apathy that so altered him, Amy sharpened both tongue and pencil, and commenced.

  "Flo and I have got a new name for you. It's Lazy Laurence. How do you want it?"

  She notion it would annoy him, however he only folded his palms beneath his head, with an imperturbable, "That's not horrific. Thank you, ladies."

  "Do you need to recognize what I surely consider you?"

  "Pining to be informed."

  "Well, I despise you."

  If she had even said 'I hate you' in a petulant or coquettish tone, he would have laughed and rather preferred it, however the grave, nearly sad, accessory in her voice made him open his eyes, and ask quick...

  "Why, in case you please?"

  "Because, with each risk for being good, beneficial, and happy, you are defective, lazy, and depressing."

  "Strong language, mademoiselle."

  "If you like it, I'll go on."

  "Pray do, it's pretty thrilling."

  "I idea you would discover it so. Selfish humans continually like to speak approximately themselves."

  "Am I egocentric?" the query slipped out involuntarily and in a tone of wonder, for the only virtue on which he prided himself become generosity.

  "Yes, very selfish," continued Amy, in a calm, cool voice, twice as powerful simply then as an irritated one. "I'll display you the way, for I've studied you while we have been frolicking, and I'm not at all glad with you. Here you have been overseas almost six months, and carried out nothing however waste money and time and disappoint your buddies."

  "Isn't a fellow to have any delight after a 4-12 months grind?"

  "You don't look as in case you'd had tons. At any fee, you're none the higher for it, as a ways as I can see. I stated whilst we first met that you had stepped forward. Now I take all of it lower back, for I don't assume you half of so high-quality as once I left you at home. You have grown abominably lazy, you like gossip, and waste time on frivolous things, you're contented to be petted and sought after through stupid human beings, instead of being cherished and respected via clever ones. With money, expertise, role, health, and splendor, ah you want that antique Vanity! But it's the reality, so I can not help saying it, with these types of extraordinary matters to apply and revel in, you may find nothing to do however dawdle, and as opposed to being the person you need to be, you're handiest..." there she stopped, with a glance that had both pain and pity in it.

  "Saint Laurence on a gridiron," brought Laurie, blandly finishing the sentence. But the lecture started to take impact, for there was a extensive-wakeful sparkle in his eyes now and a half of-indignant, half-injured expression changed the former indifference.

  "I meant you would take it so. You guys tell us we're angels, and say we can make you what we will, but the instantaneous we simply attempt to do you good, you snort at us and may not pay attention, which proves how tons your flattery is really worth." Amy spoke bitterly, and grew to become her back at the exasperating martyr at her feet.

  In a minute a hand came down over the web page, so that she couldn't draw, and Laurie's voice stated, with a droll imitation of a penitent infant, "I can be desirable, oh, I may be top!"

  But Amy did no longer snicker, for she become in earnest, and tapping at the outspread hand together with her pencil,
said soberly, "Aren't you ashamed of a hand like that? It's as tender and white as a girl's, and seems like it by no means did anything however wear Jouvin's satisfactory gloves and select plant life for women. You aren't a dandy, thank Heaven, so I'm glad to see there are not any diamonds or big seal rings on it, handiest the little antique one Jo gave you goodbye in the past. Dear soul, I desire she turned into right here to help me!"

  "So do I!"

  The hand vanished as all of sudden as it got here, and there has been power enough inside the echo of her want to fit even Amy. She glanced down at him with a brand new idea in her thoughts, however he was lying with his hat 1/2 over his face, as though for shade, and his mustache concealed his mouth. She handiest noticed his chest upward push and fall, with a protracted breath that could have been a sigh, and the hand that wore the ring nestled down into the grass, as if to cover something too valuable or too tender to be spoken of. All in a minute various guidelines and trifles assumed shape and significance in Amy's thoughts, and instructed her what her sister by no means had confided to her. She remembered that Laurie by no means spoke voluntarily of Jo, she recalled the shadow on his face simply now, the trade in his man or woman, and the sporting of the little vintage ring which was no decoration to a good-looking hand. Girls are quick to study such signs and symptoms and feel their eloquence. Amy had fancied that perhaps a love problem was at the lowest of the alteration, and now she changed into certain of it. Her eager eyes stuffed, and when she spoke again, it was in a voice that would be superbly gentle and kind whilst she selected to make it so.

 

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