by Slash, Ana
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I returned home later that day and hurried upstairs.
Mom was still mad at me. I hid away in my room not wanting to see or hear from anyone.
I turned off my phone and slid underneath my sheets. I still had no idea what dropped on me or who posted the videos on social media. I tried texting Maxim but the text would not go through. I wondered who planted the drugs in my bad. I worried about it all. I guess the girls won. I sighed. That is the moment, I heard my mom call out, “Bella.”
I said, “Yes Mom.”
She opened the door and asked if I wanted something to eat because she was headed out on a surprise trip with my step dad. I gasped. I just got out the hospital and she shouldn’t even spend one night with me. I mean why is that?
“Sure mom you go ahead. I will be fine.” I responded pleased to be alone. I tossed and turned on the bed.
“Good, well you know how to reach me. But I am sure you can take care of yourself. Plus remember no going out tonight. I don’t want to hear you did so okay? Well I instructed the security detail you must not be disturbed.”
I swallowed and thought why is mom doing this? I said, “Sure mom.”
Aright see you later. And with that she stepped out the door with my stepdad. I knew something was not right, but I couldn’t put my finger on it. I turned on my device and tried texting Maxim once again. But still nothing. I sighed. And that is the moment I received text notifications from Susan, Lisa and Ethan. I refused to read their messages. Instead I turned my device off and laid back in bed.
Moments later, I heard the sound of rocks on my window. I gasped, who could it be? I threw the covers aside and gasped. It was Maxim. I opened the window and said, “Are you insane. Why are you here? Where were you?”
“Can I come up Bella?”
I thought mom told the security no one is allowed to see me. How did he get past them.
“Bella I am coming up.”
I gasped as he climbed through my window. I pulled him in.
I said, “Are you here to judge me too?”
“Bella?” He asked with raised eyebrows.
“Did you give the video to the hot chicks or was that Killian’s doing?”
“I would never do anything to hurt you Bella…. I love you.”
“Then why did you leave? Why did you leave? Where were you? I cried in pain. Where were you when they made a fool of me in front of the entire school?”
I pounded my fists on his chest. He wrapped his hands around me and suddenly started crying.
“I love you Bella… you are the one. You have always been the one. God knows, I will fucking find out who did it and when I do they will pay Bella.”
“No,” I protested Fisting his chest. He did not stop me.
“I deserve it Bella. I am shit. I am no good. I am fucked up in the head. I am damaged. But then you came along and material things meant nothing. I dream of you Bella. I crave you with every fiber in my body. I don’t care what the others have to say. They are just jealous.
“And Helen?”
“She knows how I feel about her. I don’t love her. She is a friend…”
“With benefits? I said snarlingly.
He swallowed and stayed silent. Then he said, “I have never done it Bella. I am a virgin.”
I gasped and pulled back. I didn’t believe him how could you be a virgin? I saw you.”
“You saw me do what?”
“I saw two girls with your….”
“Going down on me? Yes.”
“But that night on the beach.”
“Yes the night on the beach happened. I knew all about you before we met. I saw you walk out of the wedding. I pretended to be something I was not that night because I thought it would make you desire me. I did not think I was good enough for you. I thought, there is no way this amazing beauty would want anything to do with me. So I played off this tough exterior.”
I gasped and stared into his eyes. He cupped my face and stared into my eyes with his dreamy gorgeous dark lens.
“Can I kiss you?” He asked in a low voice. “I am cold Bella, Please, can I kiss you?”
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I let out an audible moan and said, “Yes.”
And with that he pressed his lips on mine. He kissed me possessively like he would never let me go. I kissed him back and pressed my breast on his chest. Our tongues danced with each other. Then he pulled back and caressed the small of my back.
“Are your parents home?”
No," I responded.
“I missed you Bella,” He said.
I was still waiting for that apology. And then he said, “I am sorry Bella for all you have been through.”
I said to him, “Seeing you volunteer really tugged at my heartstrings.”
He smiled and said, “Everyone should volunteer. I did nothing special.”
I nodded and said “Everybody should do it. but most people do not.”
He said, “You're really really nice Bella, darling.”
We stared into each other's eyes.
He cupped my face, kissed my lips again. He parted my lips with his tongue. I moaned and kissed him back. I flung my hands around his neck.
I figured he must be experienced after all he's been with all the different girls in school.
He whispered, "I have a confession.”
Oh my God—
I thought what is it now?
Was he going to tell me about his dad?
No instead he said, “Bella, I want you to be my first and only.”
I gasped at his revelation.
I would never have guessed, six foot five inches tall Maxim, the ultimate alpha has never had penetrative sex?
How is that possible.
“ You have never?” I asked. “But the shower and….”
He chuckled and said, “Yes I have done everything else but not penetrative sex. I want to make you happy Bella, I want you. I don’t want anyone else.”
And with that, he crushed his lips back on mine.
He murmured into my ears, "God I want you Bella from the very first day I laid eyes on you at the private beach.”
I smiled and said “I liked you too and I still do.”
He smiled and said, “That’s a good thing.”
I said, “Yes it is.”
Holy fuck, he slid his lips lower and planted kisses down my skin to my breasts.
He cupped the left and kneaded the right. I gasped in pleasure.
He pulled back and said, " Are you okay?”
I nodded. I pushed my body up wanting more.
“Do you like this baby?” He purred drawing my left sensitive bud into his mouth.
I moaned and said, “Oh yes.”
I couldn't believe Maxim the ultimate Jock was nervous? How is that even possible? But he was.
Then I had the craziest idea. I figured why not give Brian the middle finger for what he did to mom.
Plus, their room was the only camera free bedroom in the mansion.
Every other room in the house mine had cameras installed.
I thought if I'm going to lose my virginity to Maxim, it will be private between us. No one one will know. Besides I can't leave the house.
That is the moment I slid my fingers into his hands and led him towards the master bedroom.
He asked, “Where we going?"
I said, “You will see."
And with that I led him into palatial room with the four post bed seated at the center of the magnificent luxurious room.
He gasped.
“You want to do it here?"
I said “yes I do.”
“Are you sure? Bella?”
“Yes.”
I sat down on the luxurious bed and nervously took my top off. Self-assured jock Maxim stepped around the bed.
He gasped and groaned.
Then he purred, “Fuck, Bella you are beautiful.”
I smiled nervously. I knew we had to be quick. I did not want to get
caught.
What if mom returned early?
I watched as he stepped back and slowly undressed. His slid his cufflinks off his wrists and tossed it to the floor.
He took his time as though giving me a show.
I gasped when he slid his pants down again.
I thought oh my God, Wow this is it. But would it fit?
He undressed and paced the room.
I watched as he picked up his pants and slid a condom out of the pocket.
I stared at his massive thickness as he tore open the condom wrapper ready to roll the condom over his length. I stopped him.
I thought it was only fair that I pleasure him first.
I slid down to my knees and said, “I please taste you?”
He smirked mischievously and said, “Are you sure after that video?” I said “I’m sure.”
I moved closer, fisted his base and brought my lips on his length. He hissed the pleasure. I took him in and pleasured him while staring up into his eyes. He smiled and ran his fingers through my hair. Moments later he slid out of my lips.
He leaned down kissed my lips. Then he pulled back and whispered:
“Can I make a video? I want to remember our first time.” .
I paused and thought not a great idea.
He said, “It will be between us. I promise, love.”
I sighed and then I said, “Okay.”
He picked up his phone, set it on the table directly from us.
Then he slid down and positioned his head between my thighs. He flicked his tongue on my pulsing nub. I moaned.
He murmured, “Do you like it when I do this?"
I said “Yes don’t stop”.
And he didn’t.
He kept on the pace. I thought this is insane, but both never done it all the way and I still found it hard to believe that he had never had sex before.
He murmured, “I want you tonight Bella, God I desire you baby!”
I swallowed and watched as he licked my folds until I finally let go all over his face.
He groaned, lapped me clean. Then he slid back and unwrapped the condom. He rolled it the condom on his tip and sheathed his entire length with the protective layer.
And then he lowered his body over mine.
His chest rose and fell with his arousal.
He positioned his tip at my entrance. I clutched the sheets. He played my clit for a moment.
He purred, “You like that?”
I said “yes.”
I bent my knees and spread my thighs apart.
And with that, he thrust in slowly.
I winced and whimpered the moment he slid an inch in. My intimated muscles clasped hard on him. He groaned and paused letting me adjust to his size.
He looked into my eyes and asked, “are you okay? I’m not hurting you, Bella? I can stop?”
“No don’t stop, keep going I want you. I want everything about you.”
He nodded. But then he slid out of me and got up. I groaned. I stared at the dark red spot on the bed.
“What is it?”
“Not here.” He said. And with that, he lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He slid thick tip back in and said, “Lets do it on your bed. I want you there.”
Still inside me, he carried me back to my room. Then he placed me on the bed and moved in deeper. I watched as his hips moved rhythmically with each thrust until he was fully seated. His beautiful eyes looked thankfully into mine. I felt okay. I felt alive. He held my body close. I felt little pain because I was soaked and he was so tender with me. He whispered, “you are gorgeous darling, you feel good. I am yours forever darling.”
Little gasps of pleasure escaped my lips. I raked his back with my fingers and pushed my body up to meet his deep thrusts.
We didn’t care about the cameras.
We stared at it as he growled and stroked into me.
It felt as though we were giving the camera the finger.
Soon he spun me around so I was now on top of him. He murmured, “Ride me.”
I have done nothing like this before. It was new to us.
I clumsily tried moved as I had seen in the movies.
He said, “Does it feel good darling, are you okay?”
I nodded.
Then he purred, “Do You like it when I kiss you here?”
He slid up and kissed my breasts.
I nodded. He slid the hair off my face as he thrust up into me. He stared into my eyes.
He said, “I want you to know this, Bella I don’t care what anyone says, I love you.” Keep around and then he spun me around so he was back on top.
He increased the pace moving inside of me.
I dug my fingers into his back arching my back and pushing my body up to him wanting more!
He stared at the mark he gave me back on the beach. He’s smiled and kissed it.
I slid my legs around him pulling him in I felt pleasure like I’ve never felt before until finally he growled and grunted. Soon he tensed up unable to stop the urge to let go.
Our bodies shuddered. Sweat beads dripped down from his body onto mine.
We couldn’t hold back much longer. Impaled by him, I looked down to see us joined as one. The slapping sounds of both our bodies filled the air. He kept telling me how much he loved my curves.
He murmured, “How did I score a beauty like you. I love you, Bella!”
He growled.
And with that, I screamed in pleasure bowing to an intense, relentless feeling. My intimate muscles clenched hard on him sending him spinning hard over pleasures edge. He let go spilling his warmth into the thin barrier between us. I heard a popping sound but ignored it. I screamed as I came in mutual surrender. The moment that happened, I heard the clicking sound of the camera above the bed. But I did not care. Maxim kissed my lips, held me close and stayed inside me for a little while.
He whispered, “You okay Bella, I did not hurt you did I?”
“No Maxim you were perfect.”
He sighed and held me close.
And that’s the moment his device buzzed.
He glanced at it.
“Holy fuck!” He cursed. “I have to go Bella. It is important. But just so you know, thanks for letting me experience both our first times together. I will protect you from now on Bella. I promise.”
He groaned as he eased out of me, rolled off the condom and tossed it.
I didn’t want him to leave. I don’t know what it was but I had a feeling something bad might happen. I was already in trouble for letting him in when mom said I couldn’t have any visitors.
Maxim got dressed, kissed my lips and stepped towards the window. I slid out of bed and hurried to his side.
He smiled and said, “I promise dinner tomorrow?”
“Sounds like a plan. I would like that.”
“Here,” he said taking his jewelry off. He placed it in my palms. “You are my girl now. I never take this off, but I want you to have it. It was my moms.”
I clutched the jewelry and smiled. He kissed me once more and then in a flash he was gone.
I sighed and stared at the delicate gold neck necklace.
“Yes Maxim. I am yours.”
I glanced between my legs oh no, did the condom break? I shook that thought out my head.
* * *
Once Maxim left, I tossed and turned in bed. I felt alive. I felt ready to get back to dealing with the world and its problems. I slid out the bed, got in the shower and danced. I couldn’t believe it, everything I wanted was falling into place. I did not worry about the video. I will return to the Academy. They could not keep me away. I fell fast asleep. Hours later I woke up and turned on my phone. I checked my messages. Shocked, I noticed Susan sent over two hundred messages back to back to me.
Her final message read:
“Call me now! Bella!”
I called her.
She said, “ Are you alright? I have been trying to reach you?”
“Yes I am
perfectly happy.”
“Why?”
“Oh no reason?”
“No tell me did you … loose your virginity?”
I couldn’t hold back. I said, “Yes I did!”
She gasped and said “With who? I thought you already did.”
“No I just did. Now the bad girls can write whatever they want about it,” I said between fits of laughter.
“Okay I hope it was not filmed.”
I swallowed.
It was and it was because I wanted it. But I was not going to tell her that. I stayed silent.
She asked in a pensive voice, “Was it Maxim”
I said, “Why?”
“I am curious, there is something you must know”
I asked, “What is it? Please don’t tell me it has something to do with Maxim?”
“It does. You never listen. Bella you are playing with fire. Maxim’s dad and I had…”
She paused and wouldn’t say another word.
I gasped.
What is it? Tell me Susan?
“Remember I told you I fucked his dad and Brian,” She blurted out. “He was not the only one.”
I gasped what are you saying?
I did not understand. Now it made sense why she warned me about Maxim and why she seemed to want revenge too.
“But here is more,” she began. I swallowed.
“What is it?” I asked trying to process what I heard, how could my best friend have kept this secret from me all this time? I was not okay with that at all.
“Bella… Maxim, Killian and Matteo’s moms all died in a plane crash. They never got over that and became deviants. The belles want their guys all to themselves. They are not done with you yet. Maxim’s dad handed me to Maxim, one night but I was drunk out of my mind.”
“Did you?”
“I don’t remember Bella. I was drunk. I am sorry Bella to tell you all this. But…”
“Are you still having an affair with Brian and his Dad?
She did not respond.
I took that as a yes.
“Listen I am an adult. I can do what I want. I was with them that night of the party. We were at his other multi million dollar yacht.”