His eyes were pleading as he looked at her, but he had nothing to fear.
“Of course I will,” she said, a grin spreading on her face. “I will wait for you as long as I must, August, I promise you that, and it means more than anything that you trust me enough to ask. But August, I will come with you wherever and whenever that may be, in whatever life we have to lead together. I love you, August Williams, and I cannot imagine life without you. For a moment when I thought I might have to, I… I simply couldn’t bear it. There is no other man for me but you.”
The smile spread on his face as she spoke, and now he began to laugh, a low laugh that warmed her to her very soul. He leaned in and kissed her now, a kiss she felt radiate throughout her body.
“I love you, Iris Tavners,” he said, taking a moment to lean back away from her, “will you be my wife?”
“Yes,” she breathed, “a thousand times yes.”
And the kiss they then shared was one of the promise of all that the future held for them.
18
The General arrived the very next day. He looked very regal riding into Southwold, a town that was now becoming used to a wide array of military figures visiting them. The stables became an interrogation room of sorts, and while Iris’ father told his daughters to stay far from the military men, Iris, of course, couldn’t help herself.
She snuck in the back door and found the stall of one of her family’s horses, Sally.
“Hi, girl,” she said as the horse gave a whinny, “don’t tell anyone I’m here.”
She settled herself in the straw, where she had to make herself comfortable, for it was a long wait until anything of importance was revealed.
Comtois was not a particularly strong man, and when he was offered the chance for a lighter sentence, he quickly turned over all of the information the English wanted from him. As far as he was aware, only one other man, his superior, knew anything about August’s true identity. Ernest was nothing more than a bitter man seeking revenge, and the General cared little about him.
After the interrogation, the military men left to discuss the situation in Elias’ study, which Iris, unfortunately, no longer had any access to, so instead, she had to wait with Violet in their own sitting room as Marigold had returned home.
“Well, I have some news,” August said as he entered the room and took a seat next to Iris. She reached between them and squeezed his hand, which he responded to with a small side smile just for her. “Fortunately, it seems that Comtois was one of only a few men who knew of my identity. The General has commissioned a special team to ensure that those who are aware of who I truly am will be taken care of. Once that mission is over, I will be able to return home, but in the meantime… here I will stay, as will Ridlington for added protection.”
He returned Iris’ hand squeeze.
“On that note,” he looked around at her family before his gaze stopped on her father. He lifted his hand, joined with Iris’, onto his lap. “I would like to marry Iris, as soon as possible, if you are in agreement. We would stay here as long as we must before we would return to London and my estate. I have not yet acted as Earl, but I’m sure with Iris, I can do anything — or she will do it for me.”
“Well, of course, my boy!” Elias said, and Iris cringed at how he addressed August, but he didn’t seem to mind. “I’ll speak with the minister.”
“Very well,” August said with a smile, and Iris didn’t think she had ever before felt such contentment as she did in this moment.
* * *
Not until, as it were, three weeks later, when she and August faced one another at the foot of her bed.
She grinned at her husband. He grinned back. She took a step toward him. He followed suit. Iris wasn’t sure who moved first, but in the next moment, they were flush against one another, then falling back on the bed behind them.
The passion they had stored inside for so long poured out as now, finally, they were able to take all that they felt for one another and act upon it. August’s hands seemed to be everywhere, his lips trailing along behind their path. The dress she had worn for the ceremony — her Sunday best — was soon over her head and on the floor, her chemise quickly joining it.
Iris had a bit more difficulty with the layers of August’s clothes, but he was happy to lend a hand.
And when it came time for them to truly join together, while the passion was still present, he gently loved her as truly and tenderly as she could ever imagine.
“I suppose this isn’t quite the comfort that you are used to,” Iris said afterward with a bit of a smile as she looked around the interior of her bedroom. She had shared it with Violet for so many years, until Daisy and Marigold moved out and Violet left for their room.
It was the room of her childhood, with her mother’s discarded floral paintings on the walls, a worn blanket on the bed, and a mattress that sagged slightly in the middle. She had always hated how much it did so when she and Violet would constantly fight to keep from rolling into one another, but with August beside her, she didn’t much mind.
“I far prefer the company here,” he said, brushing his hand over her hair before twirling one of her curls around his finger.
She smiled. “Will your mother be awfully upset, that she wasn’t here for the ceremony?”
“Oh yes,” he said drolly, “so much so that we will likely have to have another wedding when we return to London. Would that be all right with you?”
“I would marry you every day,” she said, and he answered her with a kiss.
“And what about our marriage night?”
“I suppose we could repeat that, too,” she said with a wink.
“As you wish,” he said, and when he kissed her again, it was one that promised his love forever more.
* * *
THE END
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THE DUKE SHE WISHED FOR
HAPPILY EVER AFTER BOOK 1
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Begin the Happily Ever After series with the story of Tabitha and Nicholas…
Chapter 1
The creak of the shop’s front door opening floated through the heavy curtains that separated Tabitha’s workshop from the sales floor. She tensed over the silk ribbon she was attempting to fashion into a flower shape and waited for the sound of her stepsister Frances to greet whoever had just walked into the Blackmore Milliner shop.
She paused, waiting a little bit longer before pushing out a frustrated breath and standing. These velvet ribbon flowers she had learned to fashion were part of the reason Blackmore hats sat atop some of the finest female heads in polite society — she had a knack for creating new ways to adorn the same old bonnet or beaver hat styles so that a woman of a certain class stood out among her peers.
This ability was both a blessing and a curse, it turned out. Her creativity meant Tabitha brought customers through the front door, to the shop she and her father had built after her mother died when she was seven years old. It had brought Tabitha and her father, the baronet Elias Blackmore, closer together in their time of immeasurable grief, and the shop had flourished.
The relationship between father and daughter remained strong, and when she was twelve years of age, he approached her and told her he wanted to marry a baroness from the North Country. The baroness had a daughter about her own age, he’d added. Tabitha had been happy for her father and excited at the prospect of having a sister. She had welcomed her new family with an open heart and open arms.
What a silly little fool she’d been, Tabitha thought with derisive snort as she pushed herself to her feet and through the brocade curtains to greet the newcomer. Lord only knew where Frances had gone off to. Likely shopping wit
h her mother, Ellora.
Upon the untimely death of Sir Elias Blackmore three years after the marriage, Tabitha had been utterly devastated. Lady Blackmore, however, hadn’t wasted much time in putting Tabitha in her place. No longer the family’s most cherished daughter, Tabitha had been shoved into the workroom and largely ignored, but for her skills as a milliner — they kept just enough of her stepmother’s attention on her.
The more she stood up to Ellora, the more her stepmother threatened to throw her out on the street. Knowing it was within Ellora’s nature to follow through on her threat, Tabitha did her best to ignore and avoid her stepmother, focusing instead on her work and her ambitions.
It was better, Tabitha supposed, than staying in their townhome all day long worrying about social calls that never came or invitations that would never arrive. The family name had suffered greatly under Lady Blackmore and Miss Frances Denner, her daughter from a previous marriage.
In truth, Tabitha was little more than a servant with no money to speak of, no family to lean on, and no real prospects other than her creations on which to pin her hopes of ever escaping the lot she’d been given after her father died.
In the showroom, Tabitha scanned the floor in search of the new arrival. It took a moment, but her eyes finally landed on a small, older man in a fine suit. He had a slip of paper in his hand, and he approached Tabitha with the air of someone who didn’t waste time.
“Good afternoon, Miss,” the man began with perfect, practiced speech. “My name is Mr. McEwan. I serve as the steward in the house of Her Grace the Duchess of Stowe. I have a receipt for a series of hats I believe she had ordered, and she is requesting that they be delivered tomorrow afternoon.”
Tabitha felt her stomach sink. If this was the order she was thinking of, the one currently on her worktable, there was no way under the stars that the three hats would be ready by tomorrow. She was only one flower (out of seven) into the first bonnet, and it was a slow process to convince the requested velvet ribbon to behave.
“I am sorry, sir,” she began, trying to get his eyes off the wilder ostrich-plumed hats next to her and back on her. “That is almost four days before we agreed upon. I’m certain there is no feasible way the work can be done, and done well, by tomorrow.”
That got the older man’s attention. He huffed, turned a bit pink around the cheeks, and sputtered.
“There is simply no choice, my dear,” he said abruptly but not unkindly. “His Grace is arriving home from his trip to France early and therefore the parties his mother has planned for him will be adjusted accordingly. And so, her wardrobe must be ready — she said so herself. She is willing to pay handsomely for your ability to expedite the process.”
Tabitha drew in a breath at that and considered. She was having such a difficult time scrimping a small savings together to buy herself a seat at the Paris School of Millinery that this “bonus” money might perhaps get her there that much quicker. Assuming, of course, that Ellora didn’t catch wind of the extra earnings. She was quick to snatch up all but the barest pennies.
Tabitha closed her eyes for a moment and drew a steadying breath. If she worked through the night and her needle and thread held true, there was a slight chance that she could finish in time. She said so to Mr. McEwan, who beamed brightly at her.
“I knew it,” he said with a laugh. “I have faith you Miss — er, I apologize, I did not hear your name?”
Tabitha sighed.
“Tabitha Blackmore,” she said, noticing how quickly he’d changed the subject on her. “I did not exactly say that I would be able to—”
She was cut off again by Mr. McEwan, who gave her a slight bow and provided directions to the home of the Dowager Duchess of Stowe on the other side of the city.
“I shall see you tomorrow, then, my dear,” he said with a quick grin. “Be sure to pack a bag to stay at least one evening, maybe two. I am certain Her Grace’s attendants will need proper coaching on how best to pair the hats. You will be paid, of course!”
With that the short man with wisps of white hair on his head that stood up like smoke was gone, disappearing into the streets of Cheapside.
Tabitha leaned back against the counter behind her and blew out a breath, a little overwhelmed at the entire encounter.
On the one hand, she had found a way to increase her savings and take a step closer to the education her father had wanted for her. On the other, getting through the night in one piece was not guaranteed. She would have to return to the shop after dinner and do so without rousing Lady Blackmore’s suspicions, which would not be easy.
Tabitha kicked at a crushed crepe ribbon flower that hadn’t been tossed out properly. Another evening down the back drainpipe it was, then.
“Time away from the witch, I suppose,” she muttered as she returned to her worktable, a new fire of inspiration lit beneath her.
* * *
Dinner was more complicated than usual, thanks to the fact that Ellora, Tabitha’s stepmother, was having one of her moods. They could be brought on by anything — the weather (too foul or too pleasant), the noisy street they lived on, memories of her life when she was the daughter of an earl and had endless opportunities for money and titles, or even an egg that had too much salt.
Today’s mood, however, had more to do with the fact that her daughter Frances had been recently snubbed. Officially, Ellora was considered a member of the ton and her daughter’s first season the previous year had nearly cost them the roof over their heads. However, Frances was an ill-tempered, sharp-tongued girl who did little to ensure repeat invitations to dances and parties.
“A true-and-true witch,” their housekeeper, Alice, called her. Alice was the only servant left on staff besides Katie, the lady’s maid Ellora and Frances shared, so it was up to both Alice and Tabitha to make sure that meals were made and rooms were kept clean. Being an indentured servant in her own home was trying enough, but much worse was having to tidy the room that once held every memento of her father’s. It was now completely devoid of every memory of him.
It was as though Baronet Elias Blackmore had never existed. No portraits. No personal belongings. Nothing but the small locket he’d given Tabitha when she was nine years old, which she still wore around her neck.
This evening’s dinner was a morose affair, and Tabitha sat silently while Ellora ranted and raved about the social snub of her angel, Frances.
Tabitha looked across the table at her stepsister. Frances was very pretty, she’d give her that much. But her mouth was drawn thin and her blue eyes were more steely than pleasant. Frances had brown hair that one could call more dishwater in color than brunette. However, Ellora spent high sums of money on beauty products and bits and bobs for Katie to fashion Frances’ hair into something resembling high fashion each day.
Frances was pouting into her soup while her mother railed beside her. When she glanced up and caught Tabitha looking at her, she scowled.
Tabitha quickly looked away, but Frances jumped on the opportunity to take the attention off her.
“I saw a servant go into the shop this afternoon when I was returning from tea with Adela,” Frances said to her mother, her flinty eyes on Tabitha, who inwardly groaned.
So much for secrecy.
Ellora paused in her ranting and raised an eyebrow at her.
“Who was it?”
The words were clipped, and her nose was high in the air while she peered along it at Tabitha.
“A servant for the Dowager Duchess of Stowe,” Tabitha replied. “He came to inquire about an order the Duchess sent over a week ago.”
It wasn’t exactly a lie and it helped her corroborate her story because Ellora had already received the money sent over for the original order.
“And was the order ready?”
Tabitha swallowed hard. She wasn’t in the clear yet.
“Almost,” she said and lowered her eyes to take a sip of the soup as she inwardly seethed.
“Unacceptable,” he
r stepmother ground out between her teeth. “You lazy, no-good hanger-on. It is no wonder your father’s ridiculous hat shop is dying off. He had the laziest cow this side of the river working behind the curtains.”
She banged a fist on the table, making Frances jump.
“You get up from this table and you finish that order right this instant.” Ellora pointed a long bony finger in the direction of the door, ending Tabitha’s dinner before she had progressed past the soup. Tabitha’s stomach rumbled in protest, and her fists clenched beneath the table as she longed to tell Ellora what she really thought, but Tabitha knew this was a gift. She would nab a roll from Alice later.
“I am going to stop by in the morning to check your ledger and work progress to make certain you are being completely honest with me,” Ellora announced. “And woe be to you if I find that you have been neglecting your work and you have a backlog of orders.”
In reality, Tabitha was of legal age and the threats should be harmless. But she was also lacking any real money, any job prospects, and had no titles her father could have passed down to her. Running her father’s milliner shop was the closest thing she would have to freedom for the near future, and it would be much better for her if she allowed Ellora the illusion of control for the time being, since the dreadful woman had inherited the shop upon her father’s death.
Ellora’s threat put Tabitha in a bind. She was due at the Duchess’ estate first thing in the morning. As it stood, she’d have to have those pieces done, as well as the other orders on her workbench before then. She closed her eyes and blew out a heavy breath.
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