by Sabrina Kade
As much as I need her, I’m still unsure. “And your female companions?”
“What about them?” She seems genuinely surprised by my question.
“Do they approve of me as your mate?” The words sound funny on my tongue. Almost as though I’m asking permission from other females to be with the one I love, but I know how much her companions mean to her. I want them to approve of me. I want them to know Arizona is safe and loved with me.
“Drozass…” Her hands snake under my chin and lift it slowly, so our eyes meet. “You saved my life. You ran into the woods to save me, and you didn’t even know what you’d have to save me from. I remember the look in your eyes when you faced that rodur. Nothing could have kept us apart. My girls know that. They’ve always liked you. And you know what? Even if they didn’t, they can fuck off because I like you. I love you. I Chose you.”
My hearts warm. “I only want to be worthy of you.”
“Fuck, Drozass. You are worthy. It’s me who needs to fight to be worthy of you. I’m the star whore, remember? I’m the one who pushed you away. I’m the one who almost got my dumb ass killed for not trusting you. Not trusting that there were people out there who gave a fuck about me.”
“I gave many fucks,” I say thickly.
“And I’ll give you many fucks as a true thank you,” she promises, daring to smile. She looks so soft and seductive that my cock bobs against the fabric of my shorts. She’s always done this to me. She’s always had a hold on me. I’ve always wanted her. There was no one else. I didn’t care who she was or what she did. I knew she was mine. And I would stop at nothing to have her.
And now I do.
It’s still surreal.
“Even with the many fucks, nothing will give me more pleasure than to end Chocal’s existence,” I admit.
“I don’t have a problem with you feeling that way,” she says with a chuckle.
“I’m serious. I won’t be satisfied until I’ve spilled his blood. He tried to take you away from me. Tried to all but offer you to outsiders to get in their good graces. For reasons we don’t even know because that arslota ran away before he could be properly punished.”
Arizona grows serious. “You’ll get your chance, Drozass. Just don’t let you desire for revenge take over your being. Don’t focus on your anger.”
“How can I not? I think of when I first caught you. After that rodur threw you. Threw you! What if he didn’t? What if he ran? What if I had to chase him down? What if I didn’t get there in time? How can I not want to make Chocal pay?”
“Don’t think of what could have happened,” she begs, sitting up fully in bed despite my hand against her chest. “I’m all right. The rodur panicked. Exer said they’re not normally aggressive. The one who found me probably didn’t even care that much. He only wanted to please the alpha’s mate. But he sure as shit wasn’t going to die to bring me back. Remember. I’m okay. Don’t let Chocal win. Focus on what happened, not what ifs.” She gently pushes my hand away so she can wrap her arms around my neck. “Whatever happened to standing still together?”
Her warm, kind words settle my unease. I relax into her touch. “You are right, my mate. I will do my best not to think of him. But he will pay. Promise that you will not try to stop me from punishing him for what he has done, and I will let this go for now.”
She presses her full lips against my shoulders. “I would never stop you.”
Goddess, this female. She is not afraid of anything. She is bossy. She likes being in control. She can be difficult to the point of frustration. But she is also strong. Beautiful. Unafraid to see justice served. And justice will be served. I cannot believe she is mine. After everything we’ve been through. Her past, her companions, her insecurities, and her fears. Chocal’s lies and deception. After all of it, I have the female I wanted from the first moment I set eyes upon her.
I tilt my head slightly to capture her mouth with mine. “You own my hearts, body and soul, Ari. Even though I am settled on this day, I will avenge you. Chocal will pay for putting you through this.”
“I know you will. And I know he will. I’m not worried about that. The only thing I’m worried about is getting better.”
“Yes. That is a good idea.”
“That way… we can fuck.” Her voice turns to an enticing purr, and it takes everything I have not to mount her.
This female. Goddess, how I love her.
Epilogue
Arizona
“It’s the most, wonderful time of the year! Where me and my mate will be fucking all day, and I will be sucking his cock! It’s the most wonderful time of the year!”
“What is that you are singing, my mate?” Drozass looks perplexed, but I’m in such a good mood that nothing will stop me from singing.
“Just a good old-fashioned Christmas carol,” I say, winking. “But today is BETTER than Christmas! It’s FUCKING DAY!”
Drozass chuckles at my antics, but I don’t give a damn. Today is the day he said I’m well enough to have sex, and nothing is going to calm my libido. It’s been a long road to get here, probably the longest I’ve gone without a dick in my pussy, and it hasn’t been easy. But I’ve got a feeling it’ll be worth the wait.
I’m all but stirring in bed, horny and needy as Drozass closes the curtain at the end of the day.
“Are you done speaking to your female companions?” he asks, glancing over his shoulder.
I rip off my top. “Baby, nothing is going to stop this moment from happening.” I pat an empty spot next to me and do my best Mae West impression. “Now, when are you gonna get over here and fuck me some time?”
He stares at me strangely. “You are acting oddly. Are you sure you are ready?”
“Yes!” I purr, crawling to the edge of the bed. “Now please… before I pop. Fill me with that glorious, blue cock of yours.”
Despite looking hesitant, my man can’t resist, and he settles on the bed. “Happy fucking day, yes?”
“Happy fucking day!” That’s when I pounce, not able to wait another moment, and wrap my arms around Drozass’ thick corded neck so I can plant some ferocious kisses on his delicious mouth. He groans, and already he’s hard. Oh yes. That’s more like it.
It doesn’t take long before we’re both naked and I’m staring up into his beautiful, golden eyes. He stares back, stroking his cock one final time before he thrusts inside. We moan, joining as one. Sex never felt this good.
“You have my hearts,” he whispers.
“And your cock,” I say, snickering and wiggling around so I can feel him filling me up.
He finds a rhythm, and I rock along, enjoying every moment — even the slick sound of his cock sliding in and out of my pussy. Him kissing my breasts and sucking on my nipples. Me reaching down to cup his sack and claiming it as my own. Sex feels different for sure, but maybe not for the exact reason Drozass is expecting. This isn’t fucking for fucking’s sake.
This is baby-making fucking.
Chentan reversed my hormonal shot.
My lady parts are finally going to serve a purpose other than pleasure.
“You are smiling a lot,” Drozass notes. “Have something you need to tell me?” He pushes hard inside me, making my entire body buck. “A secret meeting with Chentan, yes?”
My expression shifts. “You know?” He nods, grinning like the sex God he is. “Sneaky bastard.”
Drozass breaks out into warms chuckles, continuing his hard, deep thrusts inside. He shifts his angle, increasing the pace, and it feels so good to be here. I love my alien, but I also love feeling him inside me. I love having sex with him. Sex with my man takes all my worries away. And having a baby with him? I can barely keep it together. I’m going to spiral out of control with joy. The sexiest alien I’ve ever seen in my entire life is now mine. And I’m going to be the mother of his children.
I’ll admit it openly to anyone who asks. This assignment is different.
Drozass is different. I could kick myself fo
r ever thinking he’s like every other male. Fuck that. He’s so different than the others that it almost hurts to think—
I lose concentration as Drozass sneaks a hand between my thighs and seeks out my clit. He’s relentless in making sure I come and feeling that desire alone makes my body stiffen. Arousal blossoms across my thighs, around my clit and pussy lips, and suddenly the world goes white. There’s nothing but the male above me and the pleasure we’re experiencing together. It’s not about making the one come first or coming together. It’s about being together.
Me and Drozass. Drozass and me.
“Happy fucking day!” I gasp as the last powerful wave of orgasm crashes over me.
And Drozass stiffens and hisses, shooting his spend through my pussy. His chilled seed washes through my body, and I can only hope that this will be remembered as the night we made a baby.
A baby. Me. A mother.
Fuck me, that’s wild.
As we gather our breaths, Drozass rolls off, staring up at the ceiling. He turns to look at me with hope in his eyes. “So… you did speak with Chentan, yes? I can fill you with my seed so you may carry our future sprog?”
I nod excitedly, still not used to feeling so happy all the time. That life is so fantastic and perfect. I want my girls to have this feeling — even Alaska. I want them to feel as happy as I do at this moment, staring at my beautiful alien mate. “I can.”
“Do you think it happened… just now?”
I break out into giggles. “Even if it did, I believe I said I owed you many fucks.” Without waiting for him to react, I roll on top of him, straddling his beautiful blue body between my thighs. “And when it comes to pleasure, I always keep my promises.”
The End
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Prologue
Alaska
I don’t like change. Let me reiterate. I. Do. Not. Like. Change. Once I’m in a schedule, I don’t really care what it is, I’m into it. It can be something I love. Something I loathe. Doesn’t really matter. As an Intergalactic Call-Girl, I don’t expect to be practicing mindfulness and appreciating the little victories in life. And honestly, I don’t mind not being in charge. I’m twenty-seven, and I’m damn proud to have made it this long with someone I trust with my life – even if I don’t necessarily agree with all her decisions. Arizona has always been known to take charge. She’s always told me, Kansas, and Dakota to never fall in love. Open your legs and close off your hearts. It made sense to me. It still does, honestly.
Except now Arizona has done the unthinkable and fallen in love with a client.
He’s a Sidyth. And somehow, she’s happy. Honestly, I barely understand the concept. From what I understand, a lot of terrible things happened to her – including being tricked by another Sidyth. But lately, she’s all smiles. It seems like a bad episode of The Twilight Zone because now Arizona is apparently telling Dakota and Kansas that she wants to see them as happy as she is with her alien mate. I don’t really know how Kansas or Dakota feel about the situation, and I’ not even sure if I care. Because I’m sure as shit not going to fall in love.
I should have known it was only a matter of time that Arizona would let me down. After all, everyone else has. My stepdad’s friend took me away from my family and forced me to sign a contract – giving my life aliens. I didn’t bother fighting. My stepdad’s friends were mean. It was easier not to fight. So I signed the papers just so I could get away from them. And now… here I am. Arizona’s the one person I thought I could trust to guide me and now she’s trying to change the rules. If I ever get out of this assignment, I’m never trusting another soul again.
As it is now, however, I have nowhere else to go. As far as anyone knows, this assignment for me and nineteen other human females could go on for another few months, years, or forever. Their leader, Prince Korben? He says we can stay here if we find a mate. Choosing is what they call it. Talk about some Avatar fanfiction coming to life. I’m not Choosing a mate. I don’t want to. Then again, if Arizona forced me to… I wouldn’t really have a choice.
She’s the one who’s always called the shots, after all.
When we first arrived on Hethdiss, I remember keeping close to Arizona, Dakota, and Kansas. We were all looking around after the Todas dropped us off. We were separated, and though I was pissed off to be separated from Arizona, I dealt with it because that’s exactly what the look on her face told me to do. I kept close to the back of the group, not wanting to interact with anyone, and simply biding my time until I received the next order from Arizona.
We were introduced to the Sidyths – who don’t exactly have a great reputation across the stars, especially when it comes to females. On their planet Sidetha, females cannot refuse a male. In any way. If they want pleasure, they can steal it. If they want a mate, they can force a female to squeeze them. If they don’t want a female’s attention, they can have her sent to something referred to as a ‘hunt’. I had a friend sent there. Washington. I don’t really want to talk about it.
But the Sidyths weren’t terrible. In fact, their prince took a liking to Blythe, one of the bustiest chicks I’ve ever seen in my life. He kept her in his room, while the rest of the females were sent to something called The Gathering Room. I guess it wasn’t terrible, either. No one was raping us, and after a few days, Blythe finally convinced her little prince that humans females weren’t cattle that he could keep cooped up until we decided we would fuck one of his supposed brothers.
By the time I was reunited with the rest of the girls, I was starting to think that maybe things here wouldn’t be so bad. I couldn’t remember the last time an alien hadn’t tried to fuck or rape me within the first twenty-four hours of an assignment, let alone a week, so I was open to seeing what was up. Arizona didn’t really give us much orders, though. Some alien named Drozass was already paying close attention to her. She was fucking him. Dakota and Kansas were fucking aliens, too. And one look from Arizona let me know that I better fall in line and do what I’m supposed to do.
That night, we were separated once again, only it hurt more than usual. I didn’t really enjoy the company of York or Ellis. The workout twins, or even Krista. I just wanted my girls. I missed being told what to do. I didn’t like the freedom. So honestly, I was just looking to take the edge off when I felt something – or rather – someone staring at me. I lifted my head.
A Sidyth was guarding the opening to The Gathering Room, but it wasn’t one of the usual suspects. I was used to the old one with silver streaks or the one with a mask over his mouth. Even the large, overly muscled one wasn’t there. This was one was different. Leaner. Younger. Unable to help myself, I lifted my head higher, trying to put a name to the face. His was longer in the front than in the back, and his chin was surprising prominent.
And he was looking right back at me.
A few of the other females in the room must have noticed the difference as well, because they’re chatting loudly behind me. But for some reason, I can’t pull my attention away from the new Sidyth. His skin is lighter blue than most of the others, and though he’s lean, that doesn’t mean he’s any less muscular. There’s an intensity in his golden cat-like eyes that doesn’t let me look away. Arizona probably wouldn’t want me to anyway.
He cocked his head to the side slightly, almost as though acknowledging the fact that he’s staring at me. And I at him, I guess. But I notice he still didn’t look away. I assumed he wanted me to fuck him. More and more of the females were pairing off with the Sidyths at the time, I remember how much I desperately didn’t want to fall behind. I rose up from the floor and smoothed out my tiny black skirt and sauntered in his direction.
Finally, he blinked. He crossed his thick arms tightly over his broad chest, and part of me wondered if he was going to walk away from me. I almost couldn’t picture it at the time, but I swear now, look
ing back on it, he looked as though he considered walking away. His golden eyes dipped down to my toes and then flicked back up to my blonde hair in an instant and then he blinked again.
He didn’t leave from his spot.
My heart thudded heavily against my thin, black top and I did everything I could to calm it, remembering Arizona’s words. Keep calm. Don’t be desperate. Give the client what he wants. Nothing else.
I stopped a few inches away from the alien, tilting my chin to meet his eyes. He’s tall, but not overly so. I allowed myself the liberty of drifting my attention up and down his frame just as he did to me. He licked his lips, slicking a long and shockingly thin-forked tongue across the surface.
“What is your name?” he asked. He attempted to sound disinterested, but I’m the queen of disinterest, so I didn’t believe for a second that he didn’t already want me.
“Alaska.”
“What is your real name?”
His question took me off-guard. My real name. That’s something I never spoke about with anyone. My girls know – Arizona, Dakota, Kansas, and Washington, but no one else. And I intended to keep things that way. “My real name is whatever you want it to be.”
A frown flickered across his strong features, and that forked tongue worked out from his lips once again. He thought he could catch me off-guard. And I suppose that he did. But I’m already back to my composed self. Clients like it when you’re composed. Or that’s what Arizona’s drilled into me.
“You want to come to my lair?” he asked next.
I shrugged and glanced over my shoulder. Krista, Rhyan, and the workout twins were in one corner. They didn’t care what I did. Layla, Celeste, Sloane, and Phoebe were in another corner. They sure as shit didn’t care what happened to me. And Blythe was off with her alien mate. Ellis and York might have been, too. Either way, they wouldn’t have cared.
No one cares about me here.