Facing The Pain

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by Vera Quinn


  “Charlie, you may not remember that I am your brother but trust me. The night you left, your only agenda was to get you and your child away from Duke. Duke and Jules were trying to make a power play to take the club away from Dad and you were determined to stop it.” I look at the man’s patch on his cut. His name is Sinister. This is all too much. I hear Stormy waking up on the monitor and I know I don’t want my daughter hearing any of this. I pick the monitor up.

  “I don’t know what to think of any of this. I need time to think and I need to get Stormy up and give her a snack. I would appreciate it if none of this is discussed in front of my daughter,” I tell the men who all have their eyes on me.

  “Our daughter,” Deacon speaks up. I say nothing but look at the man I don’t even know anymore. The only thing running through my head is all the lies.

  “After I feed Stormy, I am going to take her home for the night. I would appreciate it if you would give me some space to get this all straight in my head. I would like for you to stay at the clubhouse until I do that.” Deacon is shaking his head.

  “Nope, not doing that. That house is our home, and I don’t care if you want me sleeping on the sofa, but I will be staying under the same roof as my family. You’re pregnant with our child and you never take care of yourself when you are worried about something else. I will be there to take care of what is mine, end of story.” Deacon is determined. I hear it in his voice.

  “We won’t be leaving town until this is taken care of,” Tracker says with just as much determination. I don’t wait for anyone else to say anything. I walk away from them all and leave them watching me walk away. I walk down the dark halls to the brother’s rooms. They need to add some lighting down this hall.

  I walk in the door and I see Stormy sitting up in her toddler bed. I need time to settle this all in my head before I try to explain everyone to my daughter. I see her bag sitting beside her bed and I walk over to it and look inside and then go to the drawers on the dresser and stuff the bag full of clothes for both of us. I grab my purse. I know I don’t have a lot of cash in my purse but enough for a room for a couple of days. I was running when I arrived here and looks like I’ll be running when I leave.

  I change Stormy and grab her sippy cup. I open the door to the hall and it’s clear. I pick up Stormy, my purse, and our bag and I sneak out the door at the end of the hall. I see my car and it only takes a few minutes for me and Stormy to be in it and on our way. I drive into town and pull into a parking lot. I get out and crawl under the car, and it doesn’t take long to find two trackers. I get them off the car and throw them as far as I can. I get back in the car and take the battery out of my phone. I keep telling myself this will only be for a couple of days and I hope that will be it. I look at Stormy and she is as happy as she can be playing with the toys on her car seat. How did I get us into this? I turn my stereo up and listen to The Wheels on the Bus. It’s mindless music that will keep my daughter entertained so I can think.

  My mind can’t process everything as fast as I try to figure it all out. I’m going to be branded as a whore. I’m having children with brothers. Am I Eve or am I Charlie as Tracker said? Does my family love me and who is my real family? There are too many questions and “Facing the Pain” is too hard. No, I will be “Stepping Away from the Pain”, even if it is for a little while.

  The End For Now…

  Notes From The Author:

  I know everyone hates cliffhangers, but this isn’t a cliffhanger. This is a prequel to Stepping Away from the Pain. I stated that on the first page. Facing the Pain gives you all the backstory you will need going into the full book. I have not decided whether to make this a series or not. It depends on what happens when I get into Stepping Away from the Pain. I can’t give you a timeline on when Stepping Away from the Pain will be released. If 2020 has taught me anything it is all good plans have a way of getting delayed so all I can say is that sometime in 2021 you will be getting Stepping Away from the Pain. I am wishing you each a happy holiday season. Be safe, stay healthy, and be happy.

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