by L. V. Lane
I couldn’t take any more.
As this realization took root, my exhausted inner muscles gave a fraction, and more of Ryker’s fingers slipped inside.
I tried to steady myself. I was a rational doctor, I knew my body could take this, and more. That despite Ryker’s flippant words, they were trying to ensure I didn’t tear when I came into heat. A part of me might have applauded their dedication to my wellbeing.
It was one thing to understand the theory and another to find yourself subject to a practical demonstration.
The non-rational part, the woman and the Omega, was terrified, would have preferred to leave such an acute sexual experience for when I was deep into the throes of heat, and where the haze would block full cognizance. This wasn’t all about me, though. I had seen their hunger when Ethan first mentioned preparing me. They wanted to do this while I was still fully aware.
Sweat bathed my body, my rushing heart rate would not settle. Another shattering climax rippled through me, taking my whole body on the ride. I gasped and writhed, panting like an animal.
“God! Please.” Just when I thought I might cease to exist, Ryker let off on my clit and settled his big hand over my tummy. I sucked air into my lungs and fought to find myself under their smothering, carnal blanket.
His fingers were still buried deep inside me. I thought he might have lodged them further in. He pressed a kiss against my upper thigh. “Almost there, baby.” He settled his hand over the center of my stomach. “Take a deep breath in and let it out for me.”
I shook my head.
Ethan growled close to my ear, and a gush of slick tried to push out around Ryker’s fingers. Ethan’s thumb rubbed up and down the column of my throat. “We’re not going to stop, Princess, but if you do as you’re told, it will help.”
I sucked a deep breath in, and let it all the way out.
They both growled; the long, low one that sent a thousand little nerves fluttering to life. More slick flooded out, and Ryker’s fingers and thumb penetrated deep inside. My back arched up off Ethan, but he clamped a hand over my waist, trapping my arms underneath an immovable band. At the same time, his other hand turned my head to the side, and his mouth covered mine.
My guttural cry was swallowed as Ethan’s tongue plundered, and the hand buried inside me closed into a fist.
My body awoke, and my mind spiraled. I shuddered. My pussy tried to clench, seeking to push the invasion out. He pushed deeper, and it lodged behind my pelvic bone.
“Good girl,” Ryker said, his hand over my stomach planting me against the bed.
“Oh god.” My fingers clutched Ethan’s where they cupped my throat and Ryker’s where they rested over my lower stomach.
Time froze. My eyes were locked with Ryker’s heated ones, and I could feel Ethan’s chest rising and falling rapidly behind me. I was so open, stretched obscenely, and yet I was so intensely aroused I was sure if either of them offered a hint of further stimulation, I would unravel again.
Ethan brushed a kiss against my temple. “You okay, baby?”
“Yes. No. I don’t know. I think I’m going to come again.” The sensation of fullness was far beyond anything I had experienced before.
“I can’t wait to knot you,” Ethan said. “Imagine how it’s going to feel—stuffed full of cock and knot while I hold your sweet little body pinned inside and out. You’re going to be so well-fucked. Both of us are going to fuck you raw, and you’re going to love every minute of it.”
I didn’t doubt him. I loved everything they did, craved it—even this.
“In case you’re still confused, I’m keeping you, we both are. Our perfect little Omega to fuck, and to breed. You’re going to be dripping with my cum. And if my seed doesn’t take this time, I’m going to fuck you twice as hard during your next heat to make absolutely sure.”
I whimpered, emotionally overwhelmed by the experience and perilously close to breaking down. I could feel my blood pounding in my throat under Ethan’s fingers, and in my pussy around Ryker’s fist.
“Look at Ryker, Princess. Can you feel that? Even I can feel that. You’re open and completely vulnerable, but you know he’s going to take perfect care of you.”
Ryker began tiny in and out movements I felt with every nerve of my body from the tips of my toes to the follicles of my hair. And in my chest, like a root had taken hold in the center of my emotional core. His other hand skimmed slowly over my stomach until he found my swollen bud where he rubbed back and forth over the little bundle of nerves.
I came apart, shattering into pieces, gasping, and screaming with the intensity of the release. My pussy spasmed, gripping his hand in tight rhythmic contractions. Amid this frenzy, he slipped from within me, and a fresh, darker wave of pleasure ripped me apart.
I lost all command of my body in the wake of that physical and emotional tsunami. Tears poured down my cheeks, and I was distantly aware of being turned and jostled, and of warm bodies and strong arms wrapping me up on all sides.
I breathed. Breathing was all I could do, it consumed all my energy.
Safe.
That word rattled around in the emptiness of my mind. I was safe.
They let me settle, pressing gentle kisses, stroking my hair and flesh, and keeping me so perfectly protected between them that I didn’t ever want it to end. In my mind and in my chest, was a tingling awareness—their presence.
“I know you’re worried about going into heat, but I don’t want you to worry about it anymore. Yes, we become creatures of instinct. But it is an instinct centered entirely upon you, our Omega,” Ethan said. “Your every want and need will be obvious, your body’s reactions will trigger ours. Your scent, arousal, and desires will be apparent at the minutest level. It’s not instant. It builds slowly, and as it does, you will want different things from us. We will give you everything you want and need.”
“I’m so proud of you. If I were to hurt you during heat, it would destroy me. Do you feel it now? Do you understand now? We might push you beyond what is comfortable, but never beyond what you can take.” He pressed a kiss to the top of my head, and I felt cherished. “Will you give us your trust?”
“Yes,” I said. And I did trust them, completely. My hands searched for both of them. Ethan to my front and Ryker to my back. They pressed a tiny bit closer as if sensing I needed more. “I trust you.”
“Good girl,” Ryker said, his lips against my shoulder. “An Omega in heat can be aggressive. I have a feeling you’ll be very demanding.” He trailed kisses up my throat and nipped gently at my jaw. “I can’t fucking wait.”
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
I WOKE UP before them—squished in the best kind of way between their big, warm bodies.
Deep, lush and green, a forest had filled my dreams—it represented safety. Sunlight glinting through tall trees, and the faint drum of rushing water indicating a stream flowing just beyond my sight. The distant yak-yak or forest birds, and warm air filled with the scent of eucalyptus.
The forest was familiar to me, it was part of the shared dream.
I smiled to myself; I couldn’t wait to tell them about it later. I had trusted them with my life, and my body. Now, for the first time, I had two people whom I could trust with my biggest secret and the true nature of my singularity.
They looked so peaceful asleep that I stared in wonder at them for the longest time after I wriggled out. Relaxed, younger…and dead to the world. I was impressed with myself for getting up ahead of them…it had been a very busy night.
And I had loved every moment of it. When they were both with me, fucking me, surrounding me, touching me, holding me, and inside me, I was safe.
In a week’s time, everything would change again, but for once, I felt good about it.
Energized.
So many obstacles had been overcome, and it was time to cross the last one.
Slipping my robe on, I entered the lounge, and here I looked out across the city.
I loved Chim
era, the bustle and vibrancy, cultural diversity, and the rushing, intent people. It was funny how I hadn’t missed it until I returned.
Tolis and that fateful night when I shot that poor soldier seemed long ago. I had been on a wild rollercoaster ever since full of highs, lows, and thrills.
It had not worked out so badly, I reflected.
Only yesterday, I had discussed the project’s progress in Erison’s office, with Ryker a shadow watching from the corner of the room. Subtle differences had been made to the room. A bold art collage on the wall to the left of his desk, and the tall-backed gray chair he had sat on. But otherwise, the spacious corner office with a small conference table on one side, and a great desk from which you could view the research center gardens, was unchanged.
It used to be my office, and while this loss had once filled me with ill-use, yesterday it instilled a notion that all was well in the world. For better or worse, I was an Omega. I was a week from going into heat. There was a real possibility I might be pregnant after, and that thought no longer instilled terror.
The heat itself terrified me; it always had. But last night had gone a long way to settle me.
My fears seemed foolish on reflection, as fears of the mind often were.
Thousands of Omegas went into heat every day; they bonded, had children, and watched those children grow.
I wanted that—wanted all of it—with Ethan and with Ryker.
And it was here, waiting within my reach.
It was time for me to take it.
Glossary
CONTROLLER: THE EMPIRE uses Alpha soldiers to train and control Omega Dynamics when they are needed to join the war.
Copper virus: DNA altering virus. The virus may enhance characteristics already present in an infected individual.
Dynamic: If the Copper virus hosts, it changes the individual into a dynamic. There are twelve viral induced dynamics, Alpha through to Mu, and Omega. Each dynamic offers different physical and physiological benefits: intelligence, strength, memory, natural leaders or followers, or heightened skills such as mathematics or art.
Healer: Healers are a common Omega type who are able to heal physical and mental trauma through physical or psychic contact.
Singular: Singulars are rare Omegas with unique traits known as singularities. Predominantly psychic abilities, although other physical or physiological changes may occur.
Theta: Thetas are hyper-intelligent dynamics who are often driven toward the accumulation of wealth, prestige, or both.
Gamma: Gammas share many psychological characteristics with an Omega, but they do not experience heat, and are unaffected by pheromones.
Alphas: Alphas are aggressive and territorial. They experience a rut and can knot when in the presence of an Omega in heat. Many, but not all, retain a permanent knot after bonding.
Delta: Deltas are aggressive and territorial, like Alphas, but differ in certain physical and physiological characteristics. The most notable difference being that they have a hook instead of a knot. Unaffected by Omega heat, the hook is always present.
Empire: Governing council of the United Planet System
Non-dynamic: If the Copper virus does not host, the individual remains unaltered, also known as a non-dynamic.
Uncorrupted: A faction formed by those who fled the Empire during the first mass viral awakening. Many non-dynamics follow their cause and flee the Empire.
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