by Shan R. K
Table of Contents
Beggar (The Satan Sniper's Motorcycle Club, #1)
A Satan Snipers MC novel
For the full experience:-
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Acknowledgments
For the full experience:
Prelude
Chapter 1
Note From Author
Prologue
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The Satan Sniper's Motorcycle Club
“When I was younger I was a beggar by circumstance,
When I got older I remained a beggar by choice.”
Beggar
A Satan Snipers MC novel
Copyright © 2017 Shan R.K
ISBN 10 : 1546926992
All rights reserved. This is a work of fiction from the Author’s imagination.
No part of this book may reproduced, scanned or distributed in any manner without written permission from the author except in the case of brief quotations for reviews or fan made articles. Any names resembling any living person is purely coincidental.
Cover by Desynger
Photographer : Di K
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Acknowledgment:
A huge thank you to d. The continuous support you’ve shown me from the time I started this adventure is my courage in my darkest hour. You've always pushed me to be better, achieve greater. You are my biggest fan and my own personal hero.
For all those people who had
A rough start in life and never
Gave up!!!
For the full experience:-
Play list:
The Chain smokers ft Rozes – Roses
Dorothy – Raise hell
Dustin Lynch – Mind Reader
Brentley Gilbert – kick it in the sticks
The Civil Wars - Barton Hollow
Eli young band - Crazy girl
Gavin James – Bitter pill
Florida Georgia – Stay
Jake Owen - don't think I can't love you
John Newman – losing sleep
Chapter 1
Beggar
THE WIND IS COLDER today, makes me wish I had something warmer than the thin hoody I nipped off some kid two years back. I shiver in the small space between the bins hearing the raucous coming from the building I'm leaning on.
A year ago it was just a run down three storey dump. From today, It'll be known as a club called, Lazer's.
The people scream and cheer and their loud laughs echo in my dead soul.
I've never known a day of being normal or having a hot plate of food to eat. I don’t even know what it feels like to have a bath. The streets of Washington has been my home since the day I was born.
I think I stayed in the hospital a few times but I'm not sure, I was too young to remember.
It's safe to say my mother loved me a little too much, because she wouldn't give me up. She rather I be born without a blanket to keep me warm than abort me or give me up for adoption. Many times she explained things to me, she’d say that I was a love child, and my daddy would one day find us and take us to his home. But he never came, and my mother didn't seem too beat up about it either. As the years went on by, I learnt to survive on these streets, I even learnt to smile.
Somehow by sheer luck my mother managed to get me in a school when I turned seven.
I was the dirty kid.
The one with lice in her hair.
The pity child who was always taking the lunch or scraps other kids left on the back wall during break.
By the end of the first year they called me Street girl. No one played with me, but I never let their words or actions bother me.
I kept my eyes on my school work.
My mother told me that if I focused on my grades and finished school I'd be able to get a job when I got older. I remember just thinking that, we wouldn't have to stay on these streets.
Shelters weren't an option, they were the worst place we could go. We once ended up in the one on 16th Street.
We both had nothing to eat for two days. We were starving and I was getting weak. There was no other choice.
My mother tried everything to get a buck but no one was feeling generous,
not even for some scraps to eat. It was during my summer break.
While most kids ate their bellies full in those weeks, I was lucky if I got one meal a day. I never had a full belly then, didn't even imagine what it could feel like, but I didn't complain. I was alive, had all my fingers and toes.
Whenever I did complain about hunger pangs or frozen fingers my mother said I could've been a lot more unlucky, I could've been born without my arms or legs.
My mother's sanity had been questionable from time to time but she never let me beg though, even when I asked. She always stashed me in some corner behind a bin or in an alley. Sometimes on weekends I'd sit on the pavement watching the cars go by.
But the day we went to the shelter was a bad day. I’ll never forget that day, the nip in the air sent chills in my body, my small feet tripping over itself trying to keep up with my mother's hurried steps.
Her grip on my hand was so tight, it pained.
We got there just as they were finishing up, and she rushed us straight to the queue for the free sandwiches. I think I was around eight.
A group of those people who ran the shelter saw me that day. They tried taking me away from my mother by locking me in some storage room. I was screaming and crying.
I remember how I bit the lady that pulled me away. I think I scratched her too, I'm not sure, it was a while ago.
Somehow my mother managed to get me out of there and we kicked down, and didn't stop until we were at the river. We sat in silence and ate a slice of the tuna sandwich she had with her.
She stole three sandwiches that day. I was old enough to know they always gave one per person. I wasn't sure how she managed that, but grateful, it kept us fed for three days.
It was the first and last time we ever sort out a shelter.
That was also the first time she warned me about the system. I remember her words, “You listen to me kid. Those houses they’ll put you in are far worse than living on the street. You can never get caught, you hear me.”
I stared at her crazy green eyes, and knotted black hair, then I nodded. My mother’s face was hollow, and her wrist so fragile, sometimes I feared she might just break and shatter into thousands of pieces. But she was tough and kept me safe.
She said bad things happened to the kids in the system. Many people thought she was crazy. Mad. But I believed her.
After that my mother always spoke to me about her life when she was younger, and the dangers she faced after entering a foster home.
At the ripe age of ten, I knew the horrors I’d face if I was taken away from her.
The rape and the abuse was what I dreaded the most.
But I was born unlucky, because my mother got sick.
She was diagnosed with stage three lung cancer and didn't last two months after we found out.
I was just twelve when she died.
There was no parting touchy words she passed on to me.
No tears.
She just looked at me from the hos
pital bed.
And carried on looking at me even after the monitors blared through the room, even after the nurse lifted me up off the ground and carried a struggling me out of the room.
I could've maybe told myself that she smiled a little but I couldn't bring it to the forefront of my mind to have such foolish thoughts.
It was the same day, November 8th, that the system swallowed me in. I had no choice. Forced into it and for two weeks like any other twelve year old faced with shit luck I stuck it out for a peanut butter sandwich in the morning and stale crackers at night.
But when your foster dad rapes you, you get the fuck out of dodge.
I did. But only after I took a tin opener to his throat.
I left the other kids in that shit hole and took my chances alone on the streets. I was bleeding and violated. My private places ached, but I didn't seek a hospital or anyone's help.
Instead I made my way to the train station that night and cleaned myself up in the public bathroom that smelled like shit and puke. But to me, it was just another day of surviving; just another day in this fucked up-ness we called life.
The tissue paper I used to wipe the evidence away as the tear leaked silently down my cheek, was the one thing I made sure of to never let happen again.
Nine years have past since then. Not much has changed in my life. No magical happenings or great jobs.
I didn't even finish school.
I’m still living on Washington streets. Still begging for scraps, because no one wants to hire a homeless twenty one year old with no I.D. I tried, many, many times.
I even tried stripping; apparently you need a ‘P H D’ to do that too.
Only now the cold is making it fucking hard to even breathe. But nothing is making me come out of my spot in-between the dumpsters. This is like a fucking luxury hotel in my world. I could get a good three or four hours sleep here.
The owner of Lazer's saw me around a few times, he said he wanted to talk to me tonight when the place closed. I only agreed because he offered me a hot meal, something I’ve never had before. And I'm sure I can take him if he tries anything. I haven't lived this long being nice.
To survive years on the streets, you need rules. The first, never trust anyone, you do that you’d have no one to identify your body. You’d be lucky it even made it to the morgue. Or worse, you could end up sold as a fucking prostitute for small pocket change, there’s no way out of that one. Those pimps get you hooked on any crap they feel like sticking up your veins and it isn't always drugs.
Second, if you're a female, always stink, even if you manage to get to the river or a tap, you never clean up too nicely. Smelling bad, keeps fuckers away.
Three, don't think someone is your friend, there's no fucking friends in this place, everybody wants something. I made that mistake a few times and almost got shot by a street gang last year, when this girl Tally told them I stole her drugs, the same drugs she shot up her veins.
And the fourth, and this is an important one, never steal. Many of us do, well most. I did it one time, just once, to a kid two years ago. I was fucking cold and hadn't eaten for days. I saw him stash a ten in the front pocket of his hoody and thought fuck it. I got the hoody, but only after he beat the fuck out of me. It turned out he was only short and was actually seventeen.
After he beat me, he took pity on me and gave me a hundred, it was sick, but I took the cash and it kept me fed for months. Since then, I hadn't had any problems. No run ins with trouble, well at least not anything worth adding to my nightmares. I never said I'm innocent.
You'd think I went through hell to survive on the street. Truth is, us homeless folks are all trying to survive. We spend more time fighting against nature and saving our strength until our next meal than we do fighting each other. Not to say that I have a clean slate or it's all peachy.
The back door next to the red dumpster’s I'm resting between bangs open, “I'm fine Zero,” a sweet female voice says, “Den and Spade’s with us.” The heels click so close to me. I still.
“I didn't want you to worry, I wanted to come.” There’s a pause, no footsteps, “You know I will,” Her voice softens.
I roll my eyes, it's obviously a guy. I liked a boy once, blue eyes, red Curly hair. He worked by the supermarket down town, he was cute, around my age now. I think I was fourteen or fifteen.
I used to beg three blocks away from the supermarket and instead of saving for a loaf of bread, the moment I had enough cash I went to the store to buy a lollipop. This happened on average- twice a day. I’d wash my face and tidy myself up before I got there and I’d smile, I hated smiling, but he was cute.
The first few times I went, he scowled, looking at me like I'm gonna steal, as if.
About a week later a sign was posted on the display window, ‘no homeless folks allowed’.
I didn't think it meant me, I made sure to clean up before I entered the place. I didn't have my always stink rule at that time, so I didn't think I looked homeless.
So I was surprised when a few steps into the supermarket later, he came storming up to me with a security guy trailing behind him screaming, “Didn't you see the sign. No beggars, get your dirty ass outa here.”
People stopped and watched but nobody said a thing. I never liked a boy again, in fact when I see them I look the other way except one time. One other time I liked a man. One other time I thought I loved him with all my heart. One other time and it was the last.
This girl is obviously lucky; I bet she's dating some guy in one of those fancy suits. I can't see her face, but just hearing her voice, I can tell she's a softy that wouldn't survive an hour in my world.
She’s still talking to the person on the phone, but I can't hear much anymore because she's moved further away from me. I shift into my corner, my body still covered by a cardboard box I found in the dumpster. It’s a few minutes later that I hear her heels drumming closer to the club, closer to me. She's going really fast now by the way her heels are clicking on the tar. Maybe she's upset. I listen quietly because I ain't got nothing better to do, it's not like I have a tv or radio.
What's that sound. Other people's feet, heavy footsteps. My heart begins to race as I recognize those heavy footfalls, it's a man, shit, not man, men.
Scream bitch, scream for help, but she doesn't.
She’s going to get herself in some deep trouble now. There's a struggle, I can hear a muttered curse and the sound of her shoe dropping, “I'm a Satan Sniper you fuckwad, let me go.” Her screech sounds like she's struggling. They must have her against a wall, or in a strong hold, shit.
I don't see anything, only hear one of the men reply, “I don't give a fuck. After I'm done with you bitch my friend here is gonna fuck you until you bleed and then I'm gonna slit your fucking throat.”
I listen to the swearing and her weak wails, shit, she's going to get raped, should I help. I wanna scream for her but what if they have friends around the alley just keeping watch, damn it to hell.
With a pounding heart I remove the cardboard box off my body. Once I'm sure they can't hear me, I crawl slowly out of my nest. They don't notice me, but I ain't surprised by this. I give it a good few seconds then I peep around the dumpster.
The one guy is African American, bald and meaty. He's holding her neck in a chokehold with a gun pointed to her head. The blonde guy is trying to get her jeans down, and struggling. Her make up is running down her cheeks, red locks sticking up in all directions, God, she’s so tiny and short.
I creep closer, sure not to draw attention to myself.
Blondy finally gets pissed when her jeans don't come down and slits it open with a knife.
Wrong move.
Her spiked heel of her right boot gets him first in the nuts, then in the face when he bends down, at the same time she does some twisty move and gets out of the other guys neck hold. The men make a quick recover and both start hitting her.
Blondy slaps her across the face as the other guy upper cuts her. S
he screams and bends down, weaving.
Fuck, I know that if I don't help, they gonna kill her. I go closer, still keeping to the dark. Her elbow makes contact with the throat of the man holding the gun, cutting off his oxygen.
The girl got moves.
His hands instinctively go for his neck causing him to drop the weapon a few feet away from me.
I don't think, just act.
Running out of the shadows I sprint to the gun, pick it up, click the safety off, and pull the trigger.
First bullet to the African Americans head, then to the blonde fuckers heart. Both kill shots, both drop dead.
How I managed to do that, is another story I don't wanna remember, my nightmare, the reason why I still beg on the streets for scraps,
why I never finished school, why I can't even get a fucking ID.
And why the world would always just know me as Beggar.
Chapter 2
Zero
I SPEED UP THE INCLINE at seventy miles per hour, my bike is killing it. The smell of burning rubber is doing no justice to the actual heat my Harley’s taking. If the cops flashed me now, I'd be fucked. Not only did I leave my license back at the room we’re staying in, but the club has no jurisdiction in DC.
The old deputy, Willis was shot a few weeks back. Although the bullet grazed him, he took his family up North for some desk job. The Prez didn't wanna bust the mans balls. We don't even have a chapter this side and hardly spend time in DC to really care enough to bribe him to stay.
The women wouldn't stop nagging about seeing the new club that opened up tonight which is only reason we're here now.
I was in no way driving twenty three hours so they could dance in some club because some punk ass rockstar was attending.
My first vote was no but Chadley talked my woman, Falon into going.
I waited for her to say something, but she didn't.
Den, one of the new prospects brought it up the next day after church. When he announced Falon was joining the girls, I was fucking angry. She didn't say shit when I asked about it again the same night.