Howards End

by E. M. Forster

  Henry was unsatisfactory at first. That she had expected. He was overjoyed to see her back from Swanage, and slow to admit the growth of a new trouble. When they told him of their search, he only chaffed Tibby and the Schlegels generally, and declared that it was “just like Helen” to lead her relatives a dance.

  “That is what we all say,” replied Margaret. “But why should it be just like Helen? Why should she be allowed to be so queer, and to grow queerer?”

  “Don’t ask me. I’m a plain man of business. I live and let live. My advice to you both is, don’t worry. Margaret, you’ve got black marks again under your eyes. You know that’s strictly forbidden. First your aunt—then your sister. No, we aren’t going to have it. Are we, Theobald?” He rang the bell. “I’ll give you some tea, and then you go straight to Ducie Street. I can’t have my girl looking as old as her husband.”

  “All the same, you have not quite seen our point,” said Tibby.

  Mr. Wilcox, who was in good spirits, retorted: “I don’t suppose I ever shall.” He leant back, laughing at the gifted but ridiculous family, while the fire flickered over the map of Africa. Margaret motioned to her brother to go on. Rather diffident, he obeyed her.

  “Margaret’s point is this,” he said. “Our sister may be mad. ”

  Charles, who was working in the inner room, looked round.

  “Come in, Charles,” said Margaret kindly. “Could you help us at all? We are again in trouble.”

  “I’m afraid I cannot. What are the facts? We are all mad more or less, you know, in these days.”

  “The facts are as follows,” replied Tibby, who had at times a pedantic lucidity. “The facts are that she has been in England for three days and will not see us. She has forbidden the bankers to give us her address. She refuses to answer questions. Margaret finds her letters colourless. There are other facts, but these are the most striking.”

  “She has never behaved like this before, then?” asked Henry.

  “Of course not!” said his wife, with a frown.

  “Well, my dear, how am I to know?”

  A senseless spasm of annoyance came over her. “You know quite well that Helen never sins against affection,” she said. “You must have noticed that much in her, surely.”

  “Oh yes; she and I have always hit it off together.”

  “No, Henry—can’t you see?—I don’t mean that.”

  She recovered herself, but not before Charles had observed her. Stupid and attentive, he was watching the scene.

  “I was meaning that when she was eccentric in the past, one could trace it back to the heart in the long run. She behaved oddly because she cared for someone, or wanted to help them. There’s no possible excuse for her now. She is grieving us deeply, and that is why I am sure that she is not well. ‘Mad’ is too terrible a word, but she is not well. I shall never believe it. I shouldn’t discuss my sister with you if I thought she was well—trouble you about her, I mean.”

  Henry began to grow serious. III-health was to him something perfectly definite. Generally well himself, he could not realize that we sink to it by slow gradations. The sick had no rights; they were outside the pale; one could lie to them remorselessly. When his first wife was seized, he had promised to take her down into Hertfordshire, but meanwhile arranged with a nursing-home instead. Helen, too, was ill. And the plan that he sketched out for her capture, clever and well-meaning as it was, drew its ethics from the wolf-pack.

  “You want to get hold of her?” he said. “That’s the problem, isn’t it? She has got to see a doctor.”

  “For all I know, she has seen one already.”

  “Yes, yes; don’t interrupt.” He rose to his feet and thought intently. The genial, tentative host disappeared, and they saw instead the man who had carved money out of Greece and Africa, and bought forests from the natives for a few bottles of gin. “I’ve got it,” he said at last. “It’s perfectly easy. Leave it to me. We’ll send her down to Howards End.”

  “How will you do that?”

  “After her books. Tell her that she must unpack them herself. Then you can meet her there.”

  “But, Henry, that’s just what she won’t let me do. It’s part of her—whatever it is—never to see me.”

  “Of course you won’t tell her you’re going. When she is there, looking at the cases, you’ll just stroll in. If nothing is wrong with her, so much the better. But there’ll be the motor round the comer, and we can run her up to a specialist in no time.”

  Margaret shook her head. “It’s quite impossible.”

  “Why?”

  “It doesn’t seem impossible to me,” said Tibby; “it is surely a very tippy plan.”

  “It is impossible, because—” She looked at her husband sadly. “It’s not the particular language that Helen and I talk, if you see my meaning. It would do splendidly for other people, whom I don’t blame.”

  “But Helen doesn’t talk,” said Tibby. “That’s our whole difficulty. She won’t talk your particular language, and on that account you think she’s ill.”

  “No, Henry; it’s sweet of you, but I couldn’t.”

  “I see,” he said; “you have scruples.”

  “I suppose so.”

  “And sooner than go against them, you would have your sister suffer. You could have got her down to Swanage by a word, but you had scruples. And scruples are all very well. I am as scrupulous as any man alive, I hope; but when it is a case like this, when there is a question of madness—”

  “I deny it’s madness.”

  “You said just now—”

  “It’s madness when I say it, but not when you say it.”

  Henry shrugged his shoulders. “Margaret! Margaret!” he groaned. “No education can teach a woman logic. Now, my dear, my time is valuable. Do you want me to help you or not?”

  “Not in that way.”

  “Answer my question. Plain question, plain answer. Do—”

  Charles surprised them by interrupting. “Pater, we may as well keep Howards End out of it,” he said.

  “Why, Charles?”

  Charles could give no reason, but Margaret felt as if, over tremendous distance, a salutation had passed between them.

  “The whole house is at sixes and sevens,” he said crossly. “We don’t want any more mess.”

  “Who’s ‘we’?” asked his father. “My boy, pray, who’s ‘we’?”

  “I am sure I beg your pardon,” said Charles. “I appear always to be intruding.”

  By now Margaret wished she had never mentioned her trouble to her husband. Retreat was impossible. He was determined to push the matter to a satisfactory conclusion, and Helen faded as he talked. Her fair, flying hair and eager eyes counted for nothing, for she was ill, without rights, and any of her friends might hunt her. Sick at heart, Margaret joined in the chase. She wrote her sister a lying letter, at her husband’s dictation; she said the furniture was all at Howards End, but could be seen on Monday next at 3 p.m., when a charwoman would be in attendance. It was a cold letter, and the more plausible for that. Helen would think she was offended. And on Monday next she and Henry were to lunch with Dolly, and then ambush themselves in the garden.

  After they had gone, Mr. Wilcox said to his son: “I can’t have this sort of behaviour, my boy. Margaret’s too sweet-natured to mind, but I mind for her.”

  Charles made no answer.

  “Is anything wrong with you, Charles, this afternoon?”

  “No, Pater; but you may be taking on a bigger business than you reckon.”

  “How?”

  “Don’t ask me.”

  Chapter XXXV

  One speaks of the moods of spring, but the days that are her true children have only one mood; they are all full of the rising and dropping of winds, and the whistling of birds. New flowers may come out, the green embroidery of the hedges increase, but the same heaven broods overhead, soft, thick, and blue, the same figures, seen and unseen, are wandering by coppice and meadow. Th
e morning that Margaret had spent with Miss Avery, and the afternoon she set out to entrap Helen, were the scales of a single balance. Time might never have moved, rain never have fallen, and man alone, with his schemes and ailments, was troubling Nature until he saw her through a veil of tears.

  She protested no more. Whether Henry was right or wrong, he was most kind, and she knew of no other standard by which to judge him. She must trust him absolutely. As soon as he had taken up a business, his obtuseness vanished. He profited by the slightest indications, and the capture of Helen promised to be staged as deftly as the marriage of Evie.

  They went down in the morning as arranged, and he discovered that their victim was actually in Hilton. On his arrival he called at all the livery-stables in the village and had a few minutes’ serious conversation with the proprietors. What he said, Margaret did not know—perhaps not the truth; but news arrived after lunch that a lady had come by the London train, and had taken a fly to Howards End.

  “She was bound to drive,” said Henry. “There will be her books. ”

  “I cannot make it out,” said Margaret for the hundredth time.

  “Finish your coffee, dear. We must be off.”

  “Yes, Margaret, you know you must take plenty,” said Dolly.

  Margaret tried, but suddenly lifted her hand to her eyes. Dolly stole glances at her father-in-law which he did not answer. In the silence the motor came round to the door.

  “You’re not fit for it,” he said anxiously. “Let me go alone. I know exactly what to do.”

  “Oh yes, I am fit,” said Margaret, uncovering her face. “Only most frightfully worried. I cannot feel that Helen is really alive. Her letters and telegrams seem to have come from someone else. Her voice isn’t in them. I don’t believe your driver really saw her at the station. I wish I’d never mentioned it. I know that Charles is vexed. Yes, he is—” She seized Dolly’s hand and kissed it. “There, Dolly will forgive me. There. Now we’ll be off.”

  Henry had been looking at her closely. He did not like this breakdown.

  “Don’t you want to tidy yourself?” he asked.

  “Have I time?”

  “Yes, plenty.”

  She went to the lavatory by the front door, and as soon as the bolt slipped, Mr. Wilcox said quietly:

  “Dolly, I’m going without her.”

  Dolly’s eyes lit up with vulgar excitement. She followed him on tip-toe out to the car.

  “Tell her I thought it best.”

  “Yes, Mr. Wilcox, I see.”

  “Say anything you like. All right.”

  The car started well, and with ordinary luck would have got away. But Porgly-woggles, who was playing in the garden, chose this moment to sit down in the middle of the path. Crane, in trying to pass him, ran one wheel over a bed of wallflowers. Dolly screamed. Margaret, hearing the noise, rushed out hatless, and was in time to jump on the footboard. She said not a single word: he was only treating her as she had treated Helen, and her rage at his dishonesty only helped to indicate what Helen would feel against them. She thought: “I deserve it: I am punished for lowering my colours.” And she accepted his apologies with a calmness that astonished him.

  “I still consider you are not fit for it,” he kept saying.

  “Perhaps I was not at lunch. But the whole thing is spread clearly before me now.”

  “I was meaning to act for the best.”

  “Just lend me your scarf, will you? This wind takes one’s hair so.”

  “Certainly, dear girl. Are you all right now?”

  “Look! My hands have stopped trembling.”

  “And have quite forgiven me? Then listen. Her cab should already have arrived at Howards End. (We’re a little late, but no matter.) Our first move will be to send it down to wait at the farm, as, if possible, one doesn’t want a scene before servants. A certain gentleman”—he pointed at Crane’s back—“won’t drive in, but will wait a little short of the front gate, behind the laurels. Have you still the keys of the house?”

  “Yes.”

  “Well, they aren’t wanted. Do you remember how the house stands?”

  “Yes.”

  “If we don’t find her in the porch, we can stroll round into the garden. Our object—”

  Here they stopped to pick up the doctor.

  “I was just saying to my wife, Mansbridge, that our main object is not to frighten Miss Schlegel. The house, as you know, is my property, so it should seem quite natural for us to be there. The trouble is evidently nervous—wouldn’t you say so, Margaret?”

  The doctor, a very young man, began to ask questions about Helen. Was she normal? Was there anything congenital or hereditary? Had anything occurred that was likely to alienate her from her family?

  “Nothing,” answered Margaret, wondering what would have happened if she had added: “Though she did resent my husband’s immorality.”

  “She always was highly strung,” pursued Henry, leaning back in the car as it shot past the church. “A tendency to spiritualism and those things, though nothing serious. Musical, literary, artistic, but I should say normal—a very charming girl.”

  Margaret’s anger and terror increased every moment. How dare these men label her sister! What horrors lay ahead! What impertinences that shelter under the name of science! The pack was turning on Helen, to deny her human rights, and it seemed to Margaret that all Schlegels were threatened with her. Were they normal? What a question to ask! And it is always those who know nothing about human nature, who are bored by psychology and shocked by physiology, who ask it. However piteous her sister’s state, she knew that she must be on her side. They would be mad together if the world chose to consider them so.

  It was now five minutes past three. The car slowed down by the farm, in the yard of which Miss Avery was standing. Henry asked her whether a cab had gone past. She nodded, and the next moment they caught sight of it at the end of the lane. The car ran silently like a beast of prey. So unsuspicious was Helen that she was sitting on the porch, with her back to the road. She had come. Only her head and shoulders were visible. She sat framed in the vine, and one of her hands played with the buds. The wind ruffled her hair, the sun glorified it; she was as she had always been.

  Margaret was seated next to the door. Before her husband could prevent her, she slipped out. She ran to the garden gate, which was shut, passed through it, and deliberately pushed it in his face. The noise alarmed Helen. Margaret saw her rise with an unfamiliar movement, and, rushing into the porch, learnt the simple explanation of all their fears—her sister was with child.

  “Is the truant all right?” called Henry.

  She had time to whisper. “Oh, my darling—” The keys of the house were in her hand. She unlocked Howards End and thrust Helen into it. “Yes, all right,” she said, and stood with her back to the door.

  Chapter XXXVI

  “Margaret, you look upset!” said Henry. Mansbridge had followed. Crane was at the gate, and the flyman had stood up on the box. Margaret shook her head at them; she could not speak any more. She remained clutching the keys, as if all their future depended on them. Henry was asking more questions. She shook her head again. His words had no sense. She heard him wonder why she had let Helen in. “You might have given me a knock with the gate,” was another of his remarks. Presently she heard herself speaking. She, or someone for her, said: “Go away.” Henry came nearer. He repeated: “Margaret, you look upset again. My dear, give me the keys. What are you doing with Helen?”

  “Oh, dearest, do go away, and I will manage it all.”

  “Manage what?”

  He stretched out his hand for the keys. She might have obeyed if it had not been for the doctor.

  “Stop that at least,” she said piteously; the doctor had turned back, and was questioning the driver of Helen’s cab. A new feeling came over her; she was fighting for women against men. She did not care about rights, but if men came into Howards End, it should be over her body.

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��Come, this is an odd beginning,” said her husband.

  The doctor came forward now, and whispered two words to Mr. Wilcox—the scandal was out. Sincerely horrified, Henry stood gazing at the earth.

  “I cannot help it,” said Margaret. “Do wait. It’s not my fault. Please all four of you to go away now.”

  Now the flyman was whispering to Crane.

  “We are relying on you to help us, Mrs. Wilcox,” said the young doctor. “Could you go in and persuade your sister to come out?”

  “On what grounds?” said Margaret, suddenly looking him straight in the eyes.

  Thinking it professional to prevaricate, he murmured some thing about a nervous breakdown.

  “I beg your pardon, but it is nothing of the sort. You are not qualified to attend my sister, Mr. Mansbridge. If we require your services, we will let you know.”

  “I can diagnose the case more bluntly if you wish,” he retorted.

  “You could, but you have not. You are, therefore, not qualified to attend my sister.”

  “Come, come, Margaret!” said Henry, never raising his eyes. “This is a terrible business, an appalling business. It’s doctor’s orders. Open the door.”

  “Forgive me, but I will not.”

  “I don’t agree.”

  Margaret was silent.

  “This business is as broad as it’s long,” contributed the doctor. “We had better all work together. You need us, Mrs. Wilcox, and we need you.”

  “Quite so,” said Henry.

  “I do not need you in the least,” said Margaret.

  The two men looked at each other anxiously.

  “No more does my sister, who is still many weeks from her confinement. ”

  “Margaret, Margaret!”

  “Well, Henry, send your doctor away. What possible use is he now?”

  Mr. Wilcox ran his eye over the house. He had a vague feeling that he must stand firm and support the doctor. He himself might need support, for there was trouble ahead.

  “It all turns on affection now,” said Margaret. “Affection. Don’t you see?” Resuming her usual methods, she wrote the word on the house with her finger. “Surely you see. I like Helen very much, you not so much. Mr. Mansbridge doesn’t know her. That’s all. And affection, when reciprocated, gives rights. Put that down in your note-book, Mr. Mansbridge. It’s a useful formula.”