Diary of a True Alpha

by C Y Jones

  “I should punish you for denying me. It’s against pack rules for a female to tell her mate no.”

  That snaps me out my numb state. They actually have a rule here where the females can’t say no? What a fucking wanker. “I’m not your mate, and wouldn’t you say watching you fuck someone to death is punishment enough?” I snap.

  “Watch your tone, little wolf. I’m the Alpha here. As you can see, telling me no does you no good. The human slave died, and you still had no choice but to give me what I wanted. Either you submit willingly or unwillingly. I don’t fucking care, but you will submit. I don’t care how many slaves die until you get that through your thick skull,” he roars. “Now get on your hands and knees. I think you do need that punishment.”

  With no other choice I do as he orders, and he takes a thick leather belt out the drawer and beats me with it until my arse is nice and red. He doesn’t hit me hard enough to leave a mark, but I’m still in pain and probably won’t be able to sit for the rest of the day. When he’s done, he releases himself on me and snaps pictures of my red, cum covered arse.

  For the rest of the day, Axil keeps me naked and treats me like a pet. The only time I had time to myself was when he leaves to do pack stuff. At lunch, he brought three of his Betas up with him, and their leering eyes never leave my naked body. The big Hulk one who doesn’t talk much was very interested in my candy red ass, which was starting to flake from Axil’s cum I wasn’t allowed to wash off. While they all sat around the table eating, Axil made me kneel on the floor beside him as he hand fed me my food. It was demeaning and all part of his mind games I’m learning he likes to play. All of this was nothing more than a ploy to break me. Every time his hand would find its way to my tits to grope me, his Betas would note the movement, and their lust would perfume the air, but I kept strong and didn’t break. I refused to show the arse he was getting to me. Not even when he pulled his phone out, passing around the humiliating pictures of me around the table and asked Hulk to get them made into a portrait slideshow for the room with the table full of sex toys which is where I am now.

  I realized this is the same room they all tag teamed and passed Lala around in. I don’t know what psychological bull he’s on, but he doesn’t know who he’s messing with. The mates are called up and they both strip, jumping into position without being told and both Robert and Jax don’t waste time positioning them the way they want and sinking their cocks inside them. Hulk hesitates for a second before strolling over to the redhead Sophie whose head is hanging over the couch and shoves his huge long dick down her throat.

  “You see how well she’s swallowing his cock,” Axil coos in my ear. I’m sitting on his lap facing the fuckfest going on in front of me. I wish I could go blind and lose my hearing for the duration of his next torture session, but wishes don’t exist in this hellhole. “His favorite thing to do is hold his cock so deep down their throat, he cuts off their air. He says it’s the best sensation against his balls as they choke while their face turns a brilliant shade of blue. It’s when they’re about to pass out from the loss of air that sends him exploding down their throats, until his cum leaks out their nose.” I pale at his gruesome description, even more so when I hear Hulks groans for Sophie to take it as her face turns blue.

  Whispering in my ear he says, “I wonder what your skin would look like tinted blue.” What the hell. I hope he doesn’t expect that to get done to me. I don’t care who they try to kill, I’ll bite his dick off if he comes near me.

  Moving his hands lower, he forces his finger into my pussy as he calls Rachel over. He doesn’t have to give her any further instructions when she falls to her knees and pushes my legs wide open and starts to eat my pussy, licking and sucking like a pro. With her tongue deep inside me, Axil moves his finger over my clit faster as he plucks my tits. Everyone has stopped what they’re doing to watch with their cocks in their hands, stroking themselves to the show except Sophie who’s passed out with Hulk’s cum leaking out her nose and the corner of her mouth. I cum quickly from their experienced, combined assault and Rachel licks me clean like a cat. Jax comes next, jerking his seed on Rachel’s back and my tits. When Hulk is ready to blow, he comes with hot ropes of his seed landing in my hair and the side of my face. Robert is next and he moves right in front of me, taking sick enjoyment as he spills his watery seed all over my face and Rachel’s. Pushing me off him and onto the floor, Axil grabs my jaw painfully, holding it open as he aims his thick seed in my mouth and all over my lips. On a silent command, Hulk grabs Axil’s phone and snaps pictures of me covered in all their cum before leaving, saying he’s getting the portrait done right away.

  Gathering me up, Axil takes me back to his bedroom where he ties me spread eagle to the bed. I know all this is his sick way of punishing me for defying him. He’s been humiliating me all day. Doing what he can to try to hurt me, break me, so I’ll give him what he wants. Using his Betas to mark me like some whore is just a psychological tactic with him. A practiced and well thought out move to demean me as well as show them I’m nothing but a warm body to use and spill their seed on like all the females here. Not once has he tried to fuck me. He wants me to give myself to him willingly, and that will never happen. Cold and dreached in their seed, I fall asleep thinking of my mates. For them, he’ll never willingly have me. For them, I won’t break.

  When I wake, I’m no longer tied to the bed and Axil is holding me close to his chest while his hard cock pokes my ass. I try to move away but he has a tight grip on me.

  “I see earlier today hasn’t taught you nothing,” he rumbles sleepy against my skin.

  I stiffen and lay still as he grips his dick and rubs the tip against my backhole. “I learned I’ll never give myself to you,” I tell him and he stops what he’s doing. Oh shit. I’ve done it now. I can practically feel the fury coming off him. Growling, he flips me over until his huge frame is caging me in above me.

  “If I want, I could sink myself into this tight cunt and have my cock explore where my fingers have already been. Then I’ll strap you to the stalks outside and have all my wolves line up to take you one at a time until they all have squirted their seed deep inside you. I wouldn’t push me if I were you, or that will be your future everyday of your miserable life after you bare me an heir,” he threatens.

  I have no doubt this isn’t an empty threat. I’ve gone too far. Before, he was satisfied doing other things to me, now all bets are off. He no longer cares for permission or my willing participation. As he hovers above me, his hard cock brushes my pussy. Leaning forward, he kisses and sucks down my neck until he’s kissing a trail to my tits where he takes my nipple in his mouth. Pushing forward, he enters me dry and I cry out from the pain. Tears run down my cheeks as he moves his dick inside and fucks me. Through his excitement, he gathers my arms, holding them above my head as he pounds into my body, moaning my name and how tight I am. Like the monster he is, he licks away the tears running down my face, drilling himself deeper in my pussy. I try thinking about my men so I’ll grow wet, and his dick starts to slide in me easier as I grow slick. It might have been just minutes, but it felt like hours before he finally starts to swell and pulls out, cumming all over my stomach.

  “Fuck, I knew this sweet pussy would be tight,” he says in a satisfied voice as he makes designs in his cum on my stomach.

  You think that would be the end of it, that he’d be satisfied since he’s gotten what he wanted, but no. He’s hard again far too quickly. Flipping me again, he positions himself behind me. Taking his cum from my stomach, he uses it to lube my back hole, and in one hard thrust he fills me to the brim. Gripping my hips tightly, he pounds into my arsehole with an uncontrollable hate and fury. Another game, another lesson. This one? I’m nothing more than property and have no free will. Moving his hand to my neck, he squeezes tight, choking me. He’s huge inside me, feeling like an unwanted intrusion. I look over at the wall, and on the screen is us as he shoots a live porno. Memories of Kassie’s setup floods my h
ead and I feel myself cracking.

  “You’re mine,” he shouts, his assault growing wilder at my screams. “My whole pack is watching you take my dick like a good little whore, as well as your father,” he says with sick satisfaction. This is worst than I could ever imagine, what if Ethan is watching this?

  Twisting himself in my arse, he’s impossibly deep, fucking me longer than he did when he was in my pussy. Taking his hand from my neck, he moves it to my pussy and rubs. I spur on the sensation so this can be over with. Soon I cum, and he follows behind me filling me deep in my arse. After that, all goes blank as I blackout.

  12

  Ethan

  Two days earlier

  When we get back to the hotel I introduce Kimberly to April, who calls her mage friend to help break Kimberly’s link to her pack. Within the hour, he’s there with a potion in hand and soon she’s able to take the magical cloak off. With my brother away, I move my shit in Mekka’s room so Kimberly can stay with April until we get her safely away to Alpha’s pack. I talked to him briefly on the phone, and he promised someone will be here by tomorrow to pick her up.

  I also talked to Aspen’s mother. She wanted to know how Aspen was doing. I wish I didn’t have to tell her that her daughter has been handed from one monster’s hand and into anothers. She informed me Alpha has gotten the pack straightened out and taken back full control. With no more challenges being issued, he’s cleaned up the mess left behind by the mages and Aspen’s dad. He’s proven to everyone that despite the blow he’s taken for having a traitor for a daughter, he’s still a strong capable Alpha. Aspen’s mother still has yet to move back to their rooms, but she’s helping him with the pack and showing a united front. Tomorrow is the wake and burial of the wolves that were lost, and then the next day he and a couple of wolves will be traveling here to help with the planning to break Aspen out.

  Once Kimberly is settled in her room we all come back to mine and April asks,“how is Aspen?”

  “I don’t know. I haven’t seen her since Axil Bloodmoon came to get her.

  “So he does have her,” she mumbles more to herself, and then pulls her burner cell out and types something in.

  “What the fuck is going on?” I growl, done with the cloak and dagger shit. They haven’t told me jack shit since I’ve gotten back, and now with the distraction of getting Kimberly settled in done with, I wanted answers.

  April looks at Mekka, who turns back to me. Sighing he says, “Aspen’s father is involved in some foul shit. Apparently, he’s been working with the Bloodmoon pack for years, since before Aspen was born.”

  “Working with him how?” I ask with a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.

  “Axil Bloodmoon developed a drug that can get supernaturals high as well as give humans supernatural powers for a short period of time. The drug is made from the essence of the supernatural that was killed and bleed out to make it. Aspen’s father has been providing him with wolves to make the drug, as well as assisting with having other wolves kidnapped and brought to Bloodmoon,” April explains, and I think I’m going to be sick.

  “Those missing wolves,” I say out loud as the pieces start to click together in my head. Not able to hold it in anymore, I run for the bathroom and hurl my guts out.

  After I’m done and have brushed my teeth, I come back out to their grim faces.

  “Trevor, Kimberly’s mate, said lower wolves have been going missing around the pack and that Aspen’s dad wasn’t doing anything about it. That’s why I snuck his mate out. He didn’t trust keeping her there,” I tell them softly.

  A slow burning rage starts to burn in my belly I just purged. I want to kill Dante Wolfhaven more than anything. He’s supposed to protect his wolves, not set them up to be killed for his own financial gain, but who am I kidding? This is the same man who sold his daughter off to a sadist to clear the debts he made. I don’t know what she’s going through, but I know it isn’t good. I can feel her pain and misery even with the connection closed. I’m not foolish enough to think a man like Axil Bloodmoon wouldn’t touch her. I’ve heard of his sick sexual desires. I just hope she’ll be able to hang on until we can save her. I don’t care what he does to her, she’s mine and I’ll never hold what she’s done to survive against her. I’m sure the same goes for Mekka and my brother. We just want her back.

  “That’s fucking disturbing. Not only has he turned traitor against his own species, but he’s also handing over the ones in his own pack, wolves he’s suppose to fucking protect. What does his people say? I’m sure they have to be outraged that he’s doing nothing as their family members go missing.”

  “The ones being taken are the lower wolves who stay on the outskirts of the territory. The ones no one cares about. Only they’ve noticed, and no one cares to listen to them or check it out,” I explain, which only makes Mekka even more pissed.

  “Damn, I thought witches were snobs. You wolves may have us beat,” April speaks up. She’s been so quiet I forgot she was even here.

  “So what are we doing?” I question. “We have two problems now. Aspen and the missing wolves.” Now that I know the extent of what’s happening, I can’t turn my back to the problem.

  “The plan was to keep trading you and your brother out to keep an eye on Aspen, but with her in Oregon that complicates things,” April answers.

  “But he’s supposed to be bringing her back,” I reply.

  “Do you honestly believe that?” Mekka growls. “I bet he’s using her right now, forcing her to be his perfect sex slave until the full moon where he’ll force her to mate with him.”

  “He needs her willing participation for them to do the ceremony, and I know Aspen. She will not be forced into anything she doesn’t want to do. She’s already told her father as much.”

  “He’ll torture her, rape her until there’s nothing of her mind left, and then her permission won’t be so hard to obtain,” Mekka says, trying to reason with me, and I hate that he’s right.

  “Then we need to get her out of there as soon as possible. When Alpha gets here with the others we can attack the Bloodmoon pack instead of Wolfhaven,” I suggest.

  “Or, instead of storming the castle, we can go about this the smart way,” April pipes in and we both turn our heads to her.

  “What do suggest?” I ask curious now.

  “We turn Wolfhaven against Bloodmoon,” she answers simply, like she didn’t just suggest the impossible.

  “How the fuck do you expect us to do that?” Mekka shouts.

  “From the info I gathered about Aspen’s dad, he’s not the ‘yes man’ type. For years he’s been following Axil Bloodmoon’s orders because he had to. He owed him money and had no way to pay except to go into business with him and sacrifice his own people. Now he has the upperhand. Now he has something Bloodmoon wants very badly.”

  As she explains, I start to see where she’s going with this, and the more I think about it the more I see she’s right. Bloodmoons, for the most part, are very private and with what they’re involved in, I can see why. Aspen’s father has been living in fear and it’s driven him bat shit crazy. I gathered that much from the little time I was there.

  “I need to go back,” I say suddenly, and they both shout, “what?”

  “I can help Logan get inside Wolfhaven’s head. He’s already one push away from the psych ward. I believe I can make him start challenging Axil and have him bring Aspen back,” I explain.

  “That’s risky man,” Mekka grumbles.

  “And fucking stupid,” April says and then smiles and adds, “I like it.”

  “They might kill you, you know,” Mekka says in a thoughtful voice. I know he knows this is the best plan we’ve got.

  “Not if I just show up at the front door. He’s told me he was going to fetch us anyways to keep Aspen in line. I’m just offering myself up, and it’s not like he can tell which twin he has. He’ll be overjoyed to have us both there, which will make him cocky and push him to go after Bloodmoon.�
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  “It’s a sound plan,” April coos cheerfully. “Plus it’ll help with the second phase of my plan.”

  “Which is?” Mekka and I both say at the same time.

  “Aspen will have to challenge her father for Alpha,” she answers nonchalantly.

  “Excuse me?” I blurt out. I must have heard her wrong. Did she just say Aspen should challenge her father?

  “It’s the most reasonable solution with less bloodshed to solve two of our problems,” she huffs. “Aspen challenges her father, beats him in a fight, and she will be the new Alpha. No more wolves will be taken from the pack and she won’t have to mate with the asshole Alpha from Bloodmoon.”

  She has a point, but still, are we willing to sacrifice our mate? “What if she can’t defeat him? Maybe me, Mekka, or my brother should do it,” I counter.

  “I hate to burst your bubble, macho man, but she’s way stronger than you three. More than you give her credit for. That whole time you three went after her at school, she didn’t break once. All those awful things you did to her, even when you threatened to light her on fire. I don’t know what she's going through at Bloodmoon, but I’m not naive. I’m sure it’s worse than the setup incident or anything you three could dream up, horrors of our worst nightmares. If she can survive that, she can survive anything. If anyone can defeat her father, it’s her. “

  She’s right. We did some terrible shit to Aspen that I’m not proud of. I let my hurt and pain take over my anger, and made her life hell. The day I threatened to burn her alive, I still have nightmares of the look on her face as a lone tear rolled down her cheek when she realized just how much I hated her at the time. I cracked something in her that day, and since learning the truth about her, I’ve been working on repairing it.