Diary of a True Alpha

by C Y Jones

  “Come here, traitor wolf, and tell me about yourself,” Brannon beckons her over.

  When she gets within his reach, he pulls her into his lap and immediately starts groping her breasts, squeezing them like they’re ripe fruit. She moans, and which only excites him more. I can smell his arousal from here. Poor Rachel is left with Ebert, which she’s not happy about. I’m sure she remembers Sofie’s experience on how violent he can get when he has his dick deep in an asshole.

  “You know Alpha, you seem enamoured by the Wolfhaven Alpha. What do you plan on doing about her mates? They have put in a request to formally mate her at the next full moon which has already been approved. Council member Maxon will be there to perform the ritual,” Brannon says, dropping the bomb before taking Kassie's nipple in his mouth, his fingers are already deep in her cunt, but I don’t care about that. My ears are ringing with the news he just dropped. Aspen is mine. She wasn’t supposed to mate with anyone but me.

  “What?” I growl standing. I stomp over to Brannon and pluck Kassie from his lap and throw her across the room. Right now I’m a raging bull, and all I see is red.

  Brian, having felt my rage through the link runs in and grabs me right before I launch myself at the council member. Fuck an alliance, I want him dead. How dare they give what’s mine away.

  “Alpha, calm the fuck down,” Brian growls, with his arms wrapped around me in a tight embrace.

  “So it is true. You are in love with her,” Ebert surmises, which doesn’t help his case with me wanting to kill them. If anything, it infuriates me more, making me want to kill them far more painfully.

  “She is mine. How dare you give her away to someone else?” I shout.

  “We had no choice. They’re true mates. We had no viable reason to deny their request,” Brannon answers with fear in his voice. He should fear me. They both should.

  “Run it off,” Brian says, pushing me towards the door. Surprisingly, I listen and I’m out the door and shifted in mere seconds as my wolf takes over my mind, our thoughts remain the same. We will get her back and she will pay. She will heel to us and only after she begs, will we forgive her, fuck her, and end her once her duty is done with.

  17

  Logan

  Today has been a long ass day. So far I have splint a broken arm, went on two house calls to the elderly patients we have who are too weak to make it into the clinic, dealt with a case of pink eye, and have seen four pups with the flu. Apparently it’s going around. I don’t know how the pack’s doctor functioned before with just him and his overly eager nurse. Maybe his workload is the main reason why he’s been so helpful in speeding up me getting my doctorate. Schooling for supernaturals is a whole lot shorter than for humans and with my on the job training, about this time next year, I will be official and have my doctorate as well as the title ‘doctor’ beside my name. I know Aspen will love that. Many times she has been my naughty nurse in our role playing games, a role the current nurse in the pack would love to fill. I don’t know how many times I’ve had to keep Aspen from killing her. Stupid girl forgets as the pack’s Alpha, Aspen has a open channel to her thoughts if she wants to read them. Normally I’d think the jealousy is hot, but I don’t like anything upsetting Aspen, especially now since she’s pregnant.

  “Tommy and Payton’s test results are back, do you want me to log them into their file?” Jessie asks as she walks into my office, swinging her hips way more than necessary.

  “That’s fine,” I tell her as I turn my attention back on my computer screen. Tomorrow is the mating ceremony and I wanted to get as much done as possible since I’ll be taking off for a week afterwards. We’re set up to stay at a ski retreat not far from here. With Axil still on the loose we weren’t able to go anywhere far, just in case we had to get back home quickly.

  “Okay, is there anything else you need?” She questions as she leans over my desk. The sweater she’s wearing shows off too much cleavage to be considered professional, and right now her boobs were on full display. I remember Jessie from when we were kids. Back then she had a huge crush on Alex and would follow him around like a lost puppy, but I’m guessing that crush has long passed, probably when she treated him for his dick my brother ripped off. Doc told me he was able to sew it back on, but there was too much nerve damage done to the appendage, so he’ll never get hard again. No hard dick means no more fucking.

  “Jessie,” I sigh, running my palm down my face. I so don’t have time for this shit.

  “Yes,” she answers too eagerly as her pupils pulse with desire.

  “I’m flattered you have a crush on me, but Aspen is, and always has been, the only wolf I desire. We’re going to be mated tomorrow and she’s pregnant with my pups. If that doesn’t deter you from me, then her being your Alpha and knowing she can rip your throat out anytime should.”

  “I don’t get what you see in her. She’s nothing but a spoiled brat whose treated you like crap most of your life. You don’t even know whose pups those are. They could be your brother’s or your friend’s,” she huffs, standing there with her hands on her hips.

  “Aspen is everything,” I growl. Usually I’m laid back, but now I push my power through my eyes, pinning her with my stare. Neither my wolf or I like anyone talking shit about our mate. He’s been even more protective since finding out she’s pregnant. “Talk about my mate again, and you won’t have to worry about Aspen ripping your throat out, because I will.”

  I release her from my hold and she stumbles back right into the open door and my beautiful mate who caught the end of my threat. When Jessie sees her, she immediately lowers her eyes.

  “You know, if they didn’t need the help so badly here I would assign you another job. You better heed my mates words, or you’ll find yourself very dead. I do not have patience for those who go after others mates,” she warns. “That shite may have went on when my father was Alpha, but it sure as shite doesn’t bode well with me.” She moves aside, dismissing her, and Jessie quickly hussles through the door and out of sight.

  “Come here and lock the door,” I growl, already hard after watching her assert her dominance.

  Aspen may be my Alpha, but she knows to give up control when it matters most. Like a good girl, she listens and locks the door as she saunters in. My eyes trail slowly up her lush body as I take in her leggings and flowy shirt. Her hair is down and she looks sexy as fuck, even without makeup on.

  “You’re early for your appointment,” I tell her as I come around my desk. When I reach her, I circle my arms around her waist and squeeze her phat ass. I love her fucking ass. I especially love watching it jiggle when I’m fucking her from behind.

  Moaning, she answers in a breathy voice, “I had an appointment cancel so I left early.”

  “Hmm,” I hum, pulling her shirt over her head, revealing her sexy black lace bra. Next, I crouch down, pulling her leggings and panties with me.

  “Logan, this is your office,” she whispers yells, and it’s so cute.

  “So?” I mumble, placing my mouth right at her center and she starts to moan. All thoughts of me being at work quickly disappears as I devour her pussy. I can feel her legs shaking as I lick and suck around her clit and she holds down tight on my shoulders to keep her balance. I don’t let up, I don’t show her any mercy and soon she’s exploding on my tongue, crying out my name for all to hear. Standing, I lick my lips, and I kiss her deeply so she can taste herself.

  “Yumm my favorite treat,” I say as I fix her clothes.

  “What about you?” She asks breathlessly. I love that I have this kind of affect on her and this relationship isn’t one sided.

  “I’ll be fine. Besides, we don’t want to be late for your appointment,” I say smirking.

  Doc is going to check and see how far along Aspen is, plus he’ll make sure everything is as it should be. I’m not worried. Aspen is a very strong wolf. With the pack of wipes I keep in my office, I clean her up as best as I can and I walk her over to one of the open exa
m rooms. Usually Jessie would be in here, but I’m sure Aspen doesn’t want her anywhere near us. We only have to wait a couple minutes before Doc walks in. He’s well into his 50’s and has been caring for the pack since he was around my age. Like me, he knew exactly what he wanted to do from a young age. Most males are groomed to be fighters. Only those who don’t make it to be guards or Betas find other occupations. Like me, Doc started his training in healing early because he knew fighting wasn’t for him. I’m the exception. I’m very good at fighting, I’d just rather heal people than hurt them.

  “Hello Alpha, how are you this morning?” He greets Aspen as he comes in and washes his hands.

  “I’m fine, just a little tired,” she answers, and I frown. Did I make things worse? Maybe I should have asked her about her day first instead of thinking with my dick.

  Grabbing my hand she squeezes it, comforting me. “I had a long morning with pack disputes,” she explains and immediately I calm down, and then get pissed again. Isn’t Trevor supposed to be making sure she doesn’t overwhelm herself? He has a pregnant mate, he should understand. The Beta and I will be having a long conversation.

  Doc gets right to business. He leaves for a second so Aspen can remove her leggings, and I hand her a sheet to cover her exposed lower half. Because it’s still early, Doc will be using a probe to do her ultrasound with. Wolves are a little sturdier than humans, so we’ll be able to tell a lot more, even this early in the first trimester. When Doc returns, I watch his every move as he prepares the probe and lifts the sheet so he can stick it inside her. She scrunches her face at the foreign intrusion, but soon the screen lights up and the sound of a couple heartbeats filled the room. I watch the screen transfixed as I take in the four little balls of fur on the screen. All of them are shifted, which isn’t unusual. It just tell us they’re already in tune with their wolf.

  “Four strong heartbeats. If they all make it, I can already tell you you’ll have a couple of Alphas on your hands. Very good for the future of the pack,” Doc murmurs as he moves the probe around checking to make sure everything else is alright. “Everything looks good. I’ll say you’re about three and a half weeks along,” he says stepping away and going back to the sick to wash his hands. Taking the clipboard, he jots some things down before leaving us alone. I print out some pictures of our little balls of fur for the others to see later, and help Aspen get dressed. Once done, I walk her to the door and kiss her soundly.

  “I’ll be home late, but when I do get home, be prepared. I’m going to show you just how happy I am,” I tell her before handing her off to Trevor, who’s waiting on her out in the waiting room. My heart is filled with so much joy. I have my beautiful pregnant mate, and tomorrow she will be mine officially. What more can a wolf ask for? With all the good, I should have known the bad would seep in and ruin everything.

  Aspen

  Today is the day. This evening my mates will make me theirs forever. I’m excited and fucking nervous at the same time. If someone were to tell me this is where my life would be at eighteen years old, I'd have told them they were high. I’m pregnant and about to be mated to my childhood friends/victims and their best friend. I have a best friend of my own who means everything to me, and I’m Alpha of the Wolfhaven pack. Never would I have thought I’d kill my father either, but here I am. Life is crazy I guess. You can never predict where it will take you. I’m glad my journey led me to the people in my life that I hold close, and will do anything to protect them.

  “Are you ready for this?” My mother asks as she stands behind me curling my hair. Her and Tyler arrived late last night, luckily after my mates and my steamy sex session. Logan lived up to his promise, assisted by my other mates and showed me just how happy they are I’m carrying their offspring.

  “Yes, I love them. I’ve never been more happy than I am when I’m with them. I know it sounds cheesy,” I chuckle.

  “No, it sounds right. You’re supposed to be happy, faglia.”

  “I’m surprised Tyler is letting you help me and doesn't have you sitting down somewhere,” I say as I look at her faint baby bump through the mirror. She’s three months along with six pups. Four of them being males. It’s still unknown how many will make it, but the odds of it being a male is in their favor. Since I’m already Alpha of my own pack and Kassie has been branded a traitor and has been exiled, one of the pups she’s carrying will be the next Alpha.

  “He could try, but I’m sure he’s attached to his balls and wouldn’t want me to cut them off.”

  “Oh mum, I’m glad being a Greywolf hasn’t made you soft,” I chuckle.

  When mum is finished with my hair, she moves on to my makeup. When that’s done, April walks in with my dress. It’s absolutely breathtaking and everything I dreamed. The designer is a genius, applying everything I wanted in such a short amount of time. When I put the dress on with help from my mum and April, tears spring to my eyes when I see my reflection in the full length gilded mirror. It’s blood red, bordering burgundy, complementing my skin tone perfectly. The top part is a delicate lace with a low V in the front. The pattern on the lace continues to the satin skirt that falls to the floor. I have a hair piece with the same lace that trails in a long train behind me. I feel like the princess Ethan calls me, if she was daring enough to wear red to her wedding. Both my mum and April look like they want to cry and of course, with my stupid pregnant hormones, it sets me off, pushing my tears over the threshold.

  “You look beautiful,” April cries, and I’m glad we’re all wearing waterproof makeup or we’d look a mess and my mates would think they were marrying a raccoon.

  On my finger is the ring my mates gifted me last night before our epic sex session. A huge ten carat ruby surrounded by diamonds on a gold band. It was perfect and something I would have picked out for myself, which proves how well my mates know me. We actually sold the ring from Axil, and gave the money to the wolves my father had handed over to Axil to be killed. Most of those wolves were the providers of their family. I know the money won’t bring their loved ones back, but at least things will be a little easier without having to worry about financial issues.

  I don’t bother with shoes. After the ceremony, we’ll shift and go on the ceremonial run like I did at my mum’s ceremony. My mates also gifted me a pair of ruby and diamond teardrop earrings and a ruby wreath necklace which I’m also wearing. I don’t even want to know how much they spent at the jewelry store. Both Ethan and Logan come from a wealthy family, and Mekka has made us a fortune in the stock market, so we’re not hurting for money, I just don’t want to be compared to my father. I would never take advantage of my pack like he did. Did. I haven’t really gotten the chance to talk to mum about killing dad. I know Tyler told her when he returned home, and maybe I have been a bit of a coward by avoiding this conversation, but I feel like we need to have it and I would like it done before I’m fully mated.

  “April, do you mind giving me a sec with my mom?” I ask, and she nods, giving me a small smile before walking out and closing the door behind her.

  “I know what you’re going to say and I’m not angry with you at all. In fact, it’s quite the opposite. Tyler told me about the evil things he has done. I lived with him, slept in the bed with that monster, and never knew he was sending innocent wolves, wolves I was supposed to help protect, to be slaughtered. I don’t think I can forgive myself. If I weren’t so selfish, and stuck on what I lost, maybe I would have seen the signs and rescued those wolves myself. ”

  “Then he would have killed you and you’d be dead, or worse given to Axil for him to kill you himself,” I tell her honestly. “You can’t feel bad over something you didn’t know mum.”

  “And his brother. He knew,” she spits out hatefully.

  “Yes, he did, and he’s paying for that now. It’s a burden on his conscience, a blackmark on his soul he has to live with.”

  “Look at you, already sounding like a wise Alpha. The pack is in good paws. The best it has had in many yea
rs.”

  “Do you really mean that?” I ask. More than once I have doubted my ability to lead the pack. Fearing that I’m too young for such a responsibility.

  “Yes. You’ve already done more than your father ever has. He brought this pack nothing but ruin. Now you’ve given it strength and made it prosperous. Soon,” she says laying her hand on my still flat stomach, “you will have your own offspring running around here, passing on your legacy.”

  “How did you know?” I ask shocked. My mates and I wanted to keep the news secret until after we were mated. Plus, they were ordered by their former Alpha to not touch me until we were officially mated.

  “A mother knows,” is all she says and I raise my brow.

  “Okay,” I say slowly. As long as she doesn’t tell Tyler till after I’m mated, I shouldn’t care how she found out. As if my thoughts brought him here, a knock sounds on the door before it opens, revealing Tyler’s smiling face.

  “Here are my beautiful girls. Are you ready?” He asks.

  I take a deep breath. I’m more than ready to officially be with the wolves I love more than anything in this world. “Yes,” I nod, and he holds his arm out for me to loop mine through it. Since my father is dead, Tyler has stepped in to take on that role. Since my mother was already given away to my father by her dad, he could not do it at her ceremony to Tyler, but this is my first and only ceremony, so I asked for him to step in.

  I walk with my family toward my future with my back straight and my head held high, standing proud like the True Alpha I am. The ceremony is being held in the backyard, and just like I wanted only few chosen would be there. Council member Maxon who’s officiating the ceremony, Tyler who is giving me away, my mum who will be standing on my family's side with April. Yes, I know it's unheard of to have a witch in a wolf’s mating ceremony, but she’s my best friend and I’m all for change. My grandparents who are sitting in the front aisle, the twin’s father standing proudly on the guys side, Trevor, his mate, and my other Betas. Only one of them has a mate and she’s too far along in her pregnancy to attend. Also against better judgement, a few of the higher wolves are also here to bear witness.