Divine Evil

by Nora Roberts

  “Don't use him again,” Jean-Paul said as he watched Ernie walk away.

  Clare's brows shot up. “Excuse me?”

  “To model. Don't use him. He has bad eyes.”

  “Well, really-”

  “Humor me.” Smiling again, he kissed Clare's cheek. “They say my grandmother had the sight.”

  “I say you've had too much sun,” Clare decided. “And need a drink.”

  “I wouldn't turn one down.” He cast a last glance over his shoulder as he followed Angie and Clare into the kitchen. “Do you have cookies?”

  “Always.” She gestured him toward the refrigerator while she headed to the cupboard for a bag of Chips Ahoy. “Christ, listen to those flies. Sounds like a convention.” Curious, she turned toward the screen door and peeked out. The burger she'd consumed with such relish threatened to bolt up. “God. Oh, God.”

  “Clare?” Angie was beside her in one leap. “Honey, what-” Then she saw for herself. Pressing the back of her hand to her mouth, she turned away. “Jean-Paul.”

  But he was already nudging them aside. On the stoop outside the screen door someone had flung a dead cat, a young black cat. Dark blood had poured and pooled where its head had once been. Black flies drank and buzzed busily.

  He swore ripely in French before turning a pasty face to the women. “Go-in the other room. I'll deal with it.”

  “It's horrible.” Hugging herself, Clare kept her back to the door. “All that blood.” Still terribly fresh, too, she remembered, and swallowed hard. “It must have been a stray dog that killed it and dragged it here.”

  Jean-Paul thought of the pendant around Ernie's neck and wondered. “The boy might have done it.”

  “Boy?” Clare steeled herself to hand Jean-Paul a plastic garbage bag. “Ernie? Don't be ridiculous. It was a dog.”

  “He wore a pentagram. A symbol of Satanism.”

  “Satanism?” Shuddering, Clare turned away again. “Let's not get carried away.”

  “Satanism?” Angie reached in the refrigerator for the wine. She thought they all would need it. “You read about it now and again. Hear about rites going on in Central Park.”

  “Cut it out.” Clare fumbled for a cigarette. “Maybe the kid was wearing some kind of occult symbol-and he probably got a charge out of seeing Jean-Paul notice it. Christ, my father had a peace sign, that didn't make him a Communist.” She dragged in smoke and let it out quickly. “Lots of people dabble in the occult, especially kids. It's a way of questioning authority.”

  “It can be dangerous,” Jean-Paul insisted.

  “That kid didn't behead some stray cat and leave it on my back doorstep. It's awful, I'll grant you, but you've been watching too many movies.”

  “Maybe.” There was no use upsetting her or Angie any further, and he had to steel himself for the grisly task ahead. “But do something for me, chèrie, and be careful of him. My grandmother said that one should be wary of those who choose the left-hand path. Take the wine,” he told them after a deep breath. “Go in the other room until I'm done here.”

  The left-hand path, Clare thought, and remembered the book she had found in her father's office at the top of the stairs.

  Chapter 15

  WHAT THE HELL was going on? Cam settled back on the deck chair, a cold liter bottle of Pepsi at his side. He'd stripped down and showered since returning from the Dopper farm and now, wearing only jeans, watched the sun set, and wondered.

  Two young Angus had been brutally butchered. Decapitated. Castrated. According to the vet who had examined the corpses with him, several of the internal organs had been cut out. And were missing.

  Sick. Cam shrugged down Pepsi to wash the ugly taste from his mouth. Whoever had done it had wanted to shock and disgust-and had done a damn good job. Even Matt Dopper had been pale and pasty-faced beneath his fury. The calves had been only two months old and would have grown into hulking steers.

  To be butchered, Cam thought, but not mutilated. And Matt blamed him, at least partially. If the dogs hadn't been chained up, no one would have trespassed on the land, no one would have gotten to the stock, no one would have butchered his calves.

  Cam leaned back, watching the twilight, feeling the light chill of it on his bare skin. There was a stillness that fascinated him, a lovely kind of hush as the light faded from pearly to dim. Into the silence, like a benediction, came a whippoorwill's hopeful call.

  What was happening to his town, the town he thought he knew so well?

  A baby's grave disturbed, a man hideously murdered, calves mutilated. All of these things had occurred within weeks of each other in a town where the biggest controversy was whether to have a rock or a country band at the Legion on Saturday nights.

  Where was the connection? Did there have to be one?

  Cam wasn't naive enough to ignore the fact that city problems, and city violence, could creep down the interstate and sneak into town. Emmitsboro wasn't Brigadoon. But it had been the next best thing.

  Drugs. He took another swig from the bottle and watched the first star blink on. He would have said that whoever had taken a knife to the calves had to be wacked, or just crazy. And that person would have known Dopper's farm, and known too that the German shepherds were chained. So that someone belonged to Emmitsboro.

  The town was close enough to D.C. that it had the potential for a drug drop-off point. The fact was the state police had raided a farmhouse about ten miles south and had confiscated a couple hundred pounds of coke, some automatic rifles, and about twenty thousand in cash. With almost ridiculous regularity, mules were picked up traveling on Interstate 70, stupid enough to speed with bags of coke under the hubcaps.

  Could Biff have been picking up extra cash, screwed up a deal, or gotten greedy, then been taken out?

  He'd been beaten by someone crazed with fury-or by someone making a point.

  But neither of those incidents, nasty as they were, seemed to connect with the gruesome work in the cemetery.

  So why were his instincts telling him to look for a connection?

  Because he was tired, he thought. Because he'd come back here to escape from the ugliness and the guilt. And, he was forced to admit, the fears he had lived with since he'd held his dying partner in his arms.

  He sat back, let his eyes close. Because he wanted a drink, badly wanted a drink, he refused to move. He let himself imagine what it would be like to pick up a bottle, lift it, set those seductive glass lips against his and swallow: hot liquid searing down his throat to burn in his gut and numb his brain. One drink, then two. What the fuck, let's drink the whole bottle. Life's too short to be stingy. Let's drown in it. Drip with it.

  Then the misery of the morning after. Sick as a dog and wanting to die. Old Jack heaving back up while you sprawl in the bathroom and cling to the sweaty porcelain.

  Hell of a good time.

  It was just one of the mind games he played with himself since he'd broken off his friendship with good old Jack Daniels.

  He wanted to believe he could get up in the morning and the urge to reach for the bottle would be gone. Vanished. He wanted to think he could get up, cruise into town, hand out a few traffic violations, lecture a few kids, fill out a few forms.

  He didn't want a murder investigation or frantic farmers on his conscience. Most of all he didn't want to talk again to frightened, grieving parents like the Jamisons, who called every week, like clockwork.

  But he knew he would get up the next day, check the urge to poison himself with Jack, then do his job. Because there was no place else for him to go and nothing else for him to do.

  You think you know this town, but you don't.

  Sarah Hewitt's bitter words played back in his head. What had she been telling him? What did she know about Parker?

  Cam hadn't had any luck reaching the former sheriff. Parker had moved from Fort Lauderdale over a year before, without leaving a forwarding address. Now, Cam thought that he would add one more chore to his routine-trying to track Pa
rker down. He only wished he knew why he felt compelled to bother.

  He opened his eyes again to full dark, was soothed by it. He picked up the bottle and contented himself with the measly punch of sugar and caffeine. He lighted a cigarette, then swung his telescope around. It always soothed him to look at the stars.

  He was studying Venus when he heard a car rattling up his lane. And he knew, with a certainty that surprised him, that it was Clare. More, he knew that he'd been waiting for her.

  She'd needed to get out of the house. No, Clare admitted as she bolted out of the car, she'd been frantic to get out of the house. She knew Angie and Jean-Paul would be fine on their own for an hour or two. In fact, she was sure they'd been waiting to have some time alone to discuss Jean-Paul's theories. She couldn't think about it. Wouldn't.

  “Hey, Slim.” Cam had walked to the end of the deck to lean over the rail. “Come on up.”

  Clare took the deck steps two at a time, then threw her arms around him. Before he could react, she had fastened her mouth hard to his.

  “Well,” he managed after a moment. “It's nice to see you, too.” He stroked his hands up and down her rib cage, then settled them on her hips as he studied her in the backwash of light from the bedroom window. “What's wrong?”

  “Nothing.” She knew she had a bright smile on her face. She'd all but glued it there. “I was just restless.” She combed her hands through his hair and pressed against him. “Or maybe it was horny.”

  He might have been flattered, even amused, if he'd believed her. He kissed her lightly on the forehead. “You can talk to me, Clare.”

  She knew he would listen. That he would care. But she couldn't tell him about the horror she'd found on her back stoop, or Jean-Paul's wild suspicions, or the book she had taken from her father's office and hidden under her mattress the way a teenage boy hides a porno magazine.

  “It's nothing, really. I guess I'm wired-commissions, contracts, great expectations.” It was partially true, but she had a feeling he would sense more if she didn't wipe it from her mind. “So, what are you doing?” She pulled away from him to stroll along the deck to his telescope.

  “Nothing much.” He came up behind her to pick up the bottle of Pepsi. “Want a drink?”

  “Yeah.” She took it, sipped from the bottle. “I was hoping you'd call,” she said, then was immediately annoyed with herself. “Forget I said that. What can you see through here?”

  He put a hand on her shoulder before she could bend to the eyepiece of the scope. “I did call. Your line was busy.”

  “Oh.” She couldn't stop the satisfied smile. “Angie's been on the line to New York. Got a cigarette, Rafferty? I must have left my purse in the car.”

  He took one out. “I like your friends,” he said, striking a match.

  “They're great. I guess it was stupid, but I was really nervous about your meeting them. It felt like I was showing you off to my parents or something. Oh, Christ.” She plopped onto the arm of his chair. “I can't believe I said that. Pay no attention to me-pretend I just got here.” She let out a long breath. “God, I feel like a teenager. I hate it.”

  “I like it.” Cam put a hand under her chin to lift her face. “In fact, I think I'm crazy about it. Ten minutes ago I was sitting here feeling sorry for myself. Now I can't figure out why.”

  She looked at him. His eyes seemed almost black in the dappled starlight. There was a faint, satisfied smile on his mouth. The pull was so strong her stomach trembled with the effort to hold back. “Rafferty, what have we got here?”

  “What do you want to have?”

  “I guess I haven't figured that out yet. I was hoping you had.”

  He'd figured it out all right, but he didn't want to make it easy on her. “Why don't you think about it for a while?” He sat in the chair next to hers. “I've got Venus in the scope. Want to take a look?”

  She shifted into the chair and tilted her head. “I like being with you,” she said as she studied the bright red star. “I mean like this-not just in bed.”

  “That's a good start.”

  “But the sex is great.”

  His lips quirked. “I can't argue with that.”

  “What I'm trying to say is that even though the sex is, well, incredible, that's not why I…” Care about you, dream about you, think about you. “That's not why I'm here.”

  “Okay.” He took the hand that she was rapping against the arm of the Adirondack chair. “So, why are you here?”

  “I just wanted to be with you.” She kept looking through the scope, but she no longer saw anything.

  “Okay?”

  “Yeah.” He brought her hand to his lips, brushed a kiss over the knuckles in a quietly romantic gesture that brought tears to her eyes.

  “I don't want to screw this up, Cam. I'm real good at screwing things up.”

  “We're doing fine, Slim. Just fine.”

  They looked at the stars for more than an hour. When she left, Clare had nearly forgotten about the book she'd secreted away.

  Lisa MacDonald was pissed. She was also lost-in the middle of nowhere, as far as she could tell-and her car had definitely given up the ghost. Trying to be optimistic, she gave the engine one more shot. After all, it only had a hundred and sixy-two thousand miles on it. She turned the key and listened to the rattle-death rattle, she thought. The car vibrated beneath her, but didn't turn over.

  Disgusted, she slammed the door on her ’72 Volvo and rounded the hood. Since her forte was ballet and not auto mechanics, she knew ahead of time that it was a wasted effort.

  The moon was nearly full, and the stars were brilliant. But the light they shed only cast shadows on the long length of dark road. All she could hear was the monotonous chorus of peepers and crickets. The hood screeched when she lifted it, then fumbled with the bar. Swearing, she went around to the passenger side to search in the glove compartment. Her brother, who was a nag, a pain, and her closest friend, had bought her a flashlight and emergency kit.

  “Anyone who drives should be able to change a tire and do simple repairs,” she muttered, mimicking Roy. “Up yours, bro,” she added, but was relieved when the flashlight shot out a steady beam. Roy insisted on solid Duracell batteries.

  If she hadn't been coming to see him-and if he hadn't insisted she take the train so that she'd felt obliged to drive from Philadelphia, just to irritate him-she wouldn't be in this fix.

  Frowning, she tossed her waist-length blond hair behind her shoulders and aimed the beam on the engine. Looked fine to her, she thought. Everything was black and greasy. So why the hell didn't it run?

  Why the hell hadn't she had the car tuned before the trip? Because she'd needed a new pair of pointe shoes and her budget hadn't allowed for both. Lisa had her priorities. Even now, standing in the dark, alone, beside her dead car, she wouldn't have done things differently. She would have bought dance shoes before food, and often did.

  Tired, annoyed, and impatient, she turned a circle, shining the light as she went. She saw a fence and a field, and a scatter of lights that seemed at least two miles away. There were woods, thick and dark, and the black ribbon of road that disappeared around a curve.

  Where were the gas stations, the phone booths? Where the hell was a McDonald's? How did people live like this? She slammed the hood and sat on it.

  Maybe she should take a page out of the Boy Scout manual and stay put until someone found her. She stared up the road, then down the road, and gave a long, gusty sigh. At this rate, she'd be ready for social security before she got to civilization.

  She could start walking. At five four and a hundred pounds, she might have looked frail and petite, but the rigors of dance had toughened her body. She had as much, maybe more endurance than your average quarterback. But which way-and for how long?

  Resigned, she went back to the car for her map and the detailed directions Roy had given her-which she had somehow managed to mess up. She left the door open and sat sideways on the driver's seat as
she tried to figure out where she had gone wrong.

  She'd passed Hagerstown. That she was sure of, because she'd pulled off the interstate there for gas and a diet Coke. And a Hershey bar, she reminded herself guiltily. Then she'd come to Route 64, just as Roy had said. And she'd turned right.

  Shit. She dropped her head in her hands. She'd turned left, she was all but sure of it. In her mind, she went back to the intersection, saw the convenience store on one side, the cornfield on the other. She'd stopped at the light, munching on chocolate and humming along with Chopin. The light had changed. She'd turned. Her brow furrowed in concentration. Lisa's mental block between right and left was the joke of the dance company. When she danced, she wore a rubber band on her right wrist.

  Oh, yeah, she thought now. She'd turned left, all right.