Nighttime Is My Time

by Mary Higgins Clark

  “Last night, Laura, I searched for prey. As a tribute to Jean, I decided to go to Highland Falls. That’s where she had her little trysts with the cadet. Did you know about that, Laura?”

  Laura shook her head in response. He became angry.

  “Laura, speak up! Did you know that Jean was having an affair with that cadet?”

  “I saw them together once when I went to a concert at West Point but didn’t think much of it,” Laura had told him. “Jeannie never said a word about him to any of us,” she had explained. “We all knew she went up to the Point a lot because even then she was planning to write a book about it.”

  The Owl had nodded, satisfied with her answer. “I knew Jean often went up on Sundays with her notebook and sat on one of the benches overlooking the river,” he had said. “I went looking for her one Sunday and saw him join her. I followed them when they went for a walk. When they thought they were alone, he kissed her. I kept track of them after that, Laura. Oh, they went to great pains not to be viewed as a couple. She didn’t even go to the dances with him. That spring, I observed Jean carefully. I wish you could have seen the expression on her face when they were together and away from other people. It was luminous! Jean, quiet, kind Jean, whom I felt was my fellow sufferer, given her tumultuous home life, my soul mate—she was living a life from which she had excluded me.”

  I thought he had a crush on me, Laura reasoned, and that he hated me for making fun of him. But he really loved Jeannie. The horror of what he had told her was still seeping into her consciousness.

  “Reed Thornton’s death wasn’t an accident, Laura,” he said. “I was driving through the grounds that last Sunday in May, twenty years ago, just on the chance that I might see them. Handsome, golden-haired Reed was walking alone on the road that leads to the picnic grounds. Maybe they were meeting there. Did I mean to kill him? Of course I did. He had everything I didn’t have—looks and background and a promising future. And he had Jeannie’s love. It wasn’t fair. Agree with me, Laura! It wasn’t fair!”

  She stammered a reply, anxious to agree with him and avoid his anger. Then he told her in detail about the woman he had killed the night before. He said he had apologized to her, but when it was Laura’s time to die, and Jean’s, there wouldn’t be any apologies.

  He said that Meredith would be the last of his prey. He said that she would complete his need—or at least it was his hope that she would complete his need.

  I wonder who Meredith is, Laura thought drowsily. She slipped into a sleep that was filled with visions of owls gliding toward her from branches, rushing at her, hooting eerily, wings fluttering softly, as she tried to run from them on legs that would not, could not, move.

  67

  Jean, help me! Please, Jean, help me! Laura’s pleading voice, which had sounded so vivid in her head as she sat in the car outside Craig Michaelson’s office the day before, began playing over and over again in Jean’s mind, as though it was an echo of the doubts Alice had expressed about the authenticity of the fax.

  For long minutes after she said good-bye to Alice, Jean sat at the desk, Laura’s voice haunting her, as she tried to decide rationally whether Sam and Alice were right. Perhaps she had rushed to accept the fax as real because she needed to believe that Lily was safe.

  Finally she got up, went into the bathroom, and for long minutes stayed under the shower, letting the water splash over her hair and face. She shampooed her hair, kneading her scalp as though the pressure of her fingers might unscramble the confusion in her mind.

  I need to go for a long walk, she thought, as she wrapped her terry cloth robe around her body and turned on the hair dryer. That’s the only way I can possibly clear my head. When she was packing for the weekend, she had impulsively thrown her favorite red jogging suit into her suitcase. Now she was grateful to be able to reach for it, but remembering how cold it had felt with the window open, she took the precaution of wearing a sweater underneath the jacket.

  She noted the time as she put on her watch. It was ten-fifteen, and she realized she had not had a cup of coffee. No wonder my brain is muddled, she thought ruefully. I’ll get a container to go from the coffee shop and drink it while I’m walking. I’m not hungry, and I feel as if the walls of this place are closing in on me.

  As she zipped up the jacket, an uneasy thought crossed her mind. Every time I leave this room, I’m taking the chance of missing a call from Laura. I can’t stay here day and night. But wait a minute! I think I can leave my own message on the room phone.

  She read the instructions on the phone, picked up the receiver, and pushed the message record button. Taking care to speak clearly, and with the volume of her voice slightly raised, she said, “This is Jean Sheridan. If it’s important that you reach me, please call me on my cell phone, 202-555-5314. I’ll repeat. That is 202-555-5314.” She hesitated, then added in a rush, “Laura, I want to help you. Please call me!”

  Jean replaced the receiver with one hand and dabbed her eyes with the other. All the earlier euphoria of thinking that Lily was completely safe had evaporated, but something inside her stubbornly refused to believe that the fax had not come from Laura. The room clerk who took the first phone call from Laura had said she sounded nervous, Jean reminded herself. Sam told me that Jake Perkins, who managed to listen in on that call, had agreed. Robby Brent’s call to me imitating Laura and saying that everything was fine was another one of his tricks. He probably talked Laura into this publicity scheme, and now she’s afraid of the fallout. And I believe that if she didn’t threaten me about Lily herself, then she knows who did. That’s why I’ve got to make her realize I want to help her.

  Jean got up, reached for her shoulder bag, but decided she didn’t want to be bothered carrying it. Instead she put a handkerchief, her cell phone, and her room key in her pocket. Then, as an afterthought, she plucked a twenty-dollar bill from her wallet. This way, if I want to stop somewhere and get a croissant when I’m out, I can do it, she thought.

  She started to leave the room, then realized she was forgetting something. Of course, her sunglasses. Annoyed at her inability to concentrate, she went back to the dresser, pulled the glasses out of her bag, walked quickly to the door, opened it, and with a decisive snap, pulled it closed behind her.

  The elevator was empty when it stopped at her floor—not like the weekend, she thought, when every time I stepped into it, I bumped into someone I hadn’t seen in twenty years.

  In the lobby, banners welcoming the Top 100 Sales Representatives of the Starbright Electrical Fixtures Company were being tacked over the front desk and dining room doors. From Stonecroft to Starbright, Jean thought. I wonder how many honorees they have, or are all one hundred of them honorees?

  The clerk with the large glasses and soft voice was behind the front desk, reading a book. I’m sure she’s the one who got the call from Laura, Jean thought. I want to talk to her myself. She walked over to the desk and glanced at the name tag on the clerk’s uniform. It read “Amy Sachs.”

  “Amy,” Jean said with a friendly smile, “I’m a good friend of Laura Wilcox, and like everyone else, I’ve been terribly concerned about her. I understand that you and Jake Perkins were the ones who spoke to her on Sunday night.”

  “Jake grabbed the phone when he heard me say Ms. Wilcox’s name.” Amy’s defensive tone raised the level of her voice to near normal range.

  “I understand,” Jean said soothingly. “I’ve met Jake and know how he operates. Amy, I’m glad that he heard Laura’s voice. He’s smart, and I trust his impression. I know you hardly met Ms. Wilcox, but do you absolutely believe you were speaking to her?”

  “Oh, I do, Dr. Sheridan,” Amy Sachs said solemnly. “Don’t forget, I was very familiar with her voice from watching her on Henderson County. For three years I never missed that program. Like clockwork, Tuesday nights at eight o’clock, my mother and I were in front of the television to see it.” She paused, then added, “Unless I was working, of course, which I tried
not to do on Tuesday nights. But sometimes they’d have to ask me to come in because someone was sick, and then my mother would tape the program for me.”

  “Well then, I’m sure you would know Laura’s voice. Amy, will you tell me yourself how Laura sounded to you on that call?”

  “Dr. Sheridan, I have to tell you she sounded funny. I mean funny different. Just between us, my first impression was that maybe she was hungover, because I know she had a drinking problem a couple of years ago. I read about it in People. But now I really think Jake was right. Ms. Wilcox didn’t sound like she’d had too much to drink; she sounded nervous—very, very nervous.”

  Amy’s voice lowered to its usual near-whisper. “In fact, Sunday night, after I talked to Ms. Wilcox, when I went home I told my mother that she reminded me of the way I used to sound when our elocution teacher in high school was trying to make me talk louder. I was so scared of her that my voice would start to quiver because I’d be trying not to cry. That’s the best way I can describe how Ms. Wilcox sounded to me!”

  “I see.” Jean, help me! Please, Jean, help me! I was right, Jean thought. This is not about a publicity stunt.

  Amy’s triumphant smile at being able to describe her reaction to Laura’s voice vanished almost before it appeared. “And, Dr. Sheridan, I do want to apologize that your fax yesterday got caught in Mr. Cullen’s mail. We pride ourselves on our prompt and careful delivery of faxes that come in for our guests. I have to be sure to explain that to Dr. Fleischman when I see him.”

  “Dr. Fleischman?” Jean asked, her curiosity aroused. “Is there any reason why you would explain that to him?”

  “Well, yes. Yesterday afternoon, when he came in from his walk, he stopped at the desk and phoned your room. I knew you were in the coffee shop and told him that he could find you there. Then he asked if you had received any new faxes, and he seemed surprised when I said you hadn’t. I could tell he knew you were expecting one.”

  “I see. Thank you, Amy.” Jean tried not to show how shocked she was at what the desk clerk had told her. Why would Mark ask a question like that? she wondered. Forgetting that she had intended to get a container of coffee, she walked numbly through the lobby and out the front door.

  It was even colder outside than she had expected, but the sun was strong and there was no wind, so she decided she would be okay. She slipped on her sunglasses and began to walk away from the hotel grounds, headed no place in particular. Her mind was suddenly filled with a possibility she did not want to accept. Was Mark the person who had been sending the faxes about Lily? Had he sent Lily’s hairbrush to her? Mark, who had been so comforting when she had confided her anguish to him, who had covered her hand with his and made her feel that he wanted to share her pain?

  Mark knew I was dating Reed, Jean thought. He told me himself that he saw us when he was jogging at West Point. Did he somehow find out about Lily? Unless he’s been sending the faxes, why would he be concerned that I hadn’t received one by mid-afternoon yesterday? Is he behind all this, and if he is, would he hurt my child?

  I don’t want to believe that, she thought, agonized by the prospect. I can’t believe that! But why would he ask the clerk if I’d received a fax? Why didn’t he ask me?

  Not thinking about where she was going, Jean walked through streets that she had known intimately as a child. She passed Town Hall without seeing it, went as far along Angola Road as the turn-off from the highway, retraced her steps, and finally, an hour later, went into a combination delicatessen–coffee shop at the end of Mountain Road. She sat at the counter and ordered coffee. Dejected and once again deeply worried, she realized that neither the cold air nor the long walk had succeeded in helping to clarify her thinking. I’m worse off than when I started, she thought. I don’t know who to trust or what to believe.

  According to the large red stitching on his jacket, Duke Mackenzie was the name of the scrawny gray-haired man behind the counter. He obviously was in the mood to chat. “You new around here, Miss?” he asked as he poured the coffee.

  “No. I grew up here.”

  “By any chance, were you with that twenty-year reunion group from Stonecroft?”

  There was no way of not answering the man. “Yes, I was.”

  “Where in town did you live?”

  Jean gestured toward the back of the store. “Right up there on Mountain Road.”

  “No kidding? We weren’t here then. Used to be a dry cleaner on this spot.”

  “I remember.” Even though the coffee was almost too hot to drink, Jean began sipping it.

  “My wife and I liked the town and bought this place about ten years ago. Had to do a complete renovation. Sue and I work hard, but we enjoy it. Open at 6:00 A.M. and don’t close till 9:00 P.M. Sue’s back there in the kitchen right now, making all the salads and doing the baking. We just do short-order stuff at the counter, but you’d be surprised how many people stop in for a quick cup of coffee or a sandwich.”

  Only half-listening to the torrent of words, Jean nodded.

  “Over the weekend some of the Stonecroft alumni dropped in here when they were walking around town,” Duke continued. “They couldn’t believe how property values have gone up. What number did you say you were on Mountain Road?”

  Reluctantly, Jean told him the address of her childhood home. Then, anxious to get away, she gulped most of the rest of the coffee, even though it was burning her mouth. She stood up, put the twenty-dollar bill on the counter, and asked for a check.

  “Second cup’s free.” Duke was clearly anxious not to lose her ear.

  “No, that’s fine. I’m running late.”

  While Duke was at the cash register making change, Jean’s cell phone rang. It was Craig Michaelson. “I’m glad you left a forwarding number, Dr. Sheridan,” he said. “Can you talk without being overheard?”

  “Yes.” Jean stepped away from the counter.

  “I have just spoken to your daughter’s adoptive father. He and his wife are coming into this area tomorrow and would like to have dinner with you. Lily, as you called your daughter, knows she is adopted and has always expressed an interest in knowing her natural mother. Her parents want that to happen. I don’t want to go into too much detail over the phone, but I will tell you this much: it is virtually impossible that your daughter ever met Laura Wilcox, so I think you have to assume the last fax is a hoax. But because of her present location, you can be assured that she is safe.”

  For a moment, Jean was so stunned that she could not say a single word.

  “Dr. Sheridan?”

  “Yes, Mr. Michaelson,” she whispered.

  “Are you free for dinner tomorrow night?”

  “Yes, of course.”

  “I will pick you up at seven o’clock. I suggested that having dinner at my home would give the three of you privacy. Then, very soon, perhaps as early as this weekend, you will meet Meredith.”

  “Meredith? Is that her name? Is that my daughter’s name?” Jean realized her voice was suddenly high-pitched, but she could not control it. I’m going to see her soon, she thought. I’ll be able to look into her eyes. I can put my arms around her. She did not care that tears were streaming down her cheeks or that Duke was staring at her and absorbing every word she said.

  “Yes, it is. I didn’t mean to tell it to you now, but it doesn’t matter.” Craig Michaelson’s voice was kind. “I understand how you feel. I’ll pick you up at the hotel tomorrow evening at seven.”

  “Tomorrow evening at seven,” Jean repeated. She clicked off the phone and for a moment stood perfectly still. Then, with the back of her hand, she brushed away the tears that were streaming down her cheeks. Meredith, Meredith, Meredith, she thought.

  “Looks like you got good news,” Duke volunteered.

  “Yes, I did. Oh, dear God, yes I did.” Jean picked up her change, left a dollar on the counter and, in a joyful trance, walked out of the delicatessen.

  Duke Mackenzie watched intently as Jean Sheridan left his shop.
She looked pretty glum when she came in, he thought, but from the way she looked after she got that phone call, you’d think she won the lottery. What the heck did she mean when she asked what her daughter’s name is?

  He watched from the window as Jean began to walk up Mountain Road. If she hadn’t left so fast, he’d have asked her about that fellow with the dark glasses and cap who had been coming in the last couple of mornings, right after they opened at six o’clock. He always ordered the same thing—juice, a buttered roll, and coffee to go. When he got back in his car, he drove up Mountain Road. Last night he came in again, just before closing time, and ordered a sandwich and coffee.

  That guy’s a funny duck, Duke thought as he wiped the already spotless counter. I asked him if he was part of the Stonecroft reunion, and he gave me a wiseguy answer. He said, “I am the reunion.”

  Duke ran the sponge under hot water and squeezed it. Maybe, tomorrow, if he comes in, I’ll tell Sue to wait on him, and I’ll sit in the car and follow to see who he’s visiting on Mountain Road, he thought. I wonder if it’s Margaret Mills. She’s been divorced for a couple of years, and everyone knows she’s looking for a boyfriend. Won’t hurt to check it out.

  Duke poured a cup of coffee for himself. Lots going on around here since those reunion people showed up last week, he thought. If that quiet guy stops in tonight for a sandwich and coffee, I’ll ask him about the gal who was just here. I mean she’s from the reunion and she’s really attractive so he must at least know who she is. It’s crazy that she had to be told her own daughter’s name. Maybe he knows what’s up with her.

  Duke chuckled as he downed another swig of coffee. Sue was always telling him that curiosity killed the cat. I’m not curious, Duke reassured himself. I just like to know what’s going on.

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