The Deed of Paksenarrion

by Elizabeth Moon

  “Your puppy? You lost your dog?” His accent was thick, but Paks thought she understood.

  He nodded. “He was mine—my very own—and he’s not here. He got lost.”

  Paks thought of the dogs she’d seen, dead in the gutters. “Lad—you stay with your sister. Find your puppy later—not now.”

  “But he’s got lost. He—he’ll be frightened without me.” Paks thought it was the other way around, but knew it would do no good to argue.

  “Even so—What’s your name?”

  “Seri. Seriast, really.”

  “Well, Seri, even though your puppy may be frightened, you stay with your sister. She’ll help you find your puppy later. Now promise you’ll stay with her—” The boy nodded finally. Paks thought he was the same age as her youngest brother, the year she’d left home. She put a hand on his shoulder and steered him toward the girl. “Come along now.” The girl grabbed him and held him close.

  “I tried to tell her, Paks, that you wouldn’t hurt him,” said Keri, sounding worried. “I don’t know why she thought—” Paks waved him to silence. The girl looked up, her eyes blurred by tears.

  “I think he’ll stay with you now,” said Paks. “But keep a close grip on him for a few hours.” The girl nodded, tightening her grasp until the boy squealed.

  “Please don’t take ‘im,” she begged. “Please don’t—he won’t harm ye none.”

  “We won’t take him. What would we want with a child that size?” But the panic on the girl’s face made Paks uneasy for days. What were these people used to, that they feared intentional harm to so small a child?

  The next day, as Halveric Company rode away to Sibili, Paks found herself hard at work in a warehouse, cataloging plunder for the Duke’s Company. This time, at least, she did not have to drag it out, but counting sacks of wool and goat hair, and barrels of wine, beer, oilberries in brine and oil was a hot, dusty, boring job. They finished this chore in one day; the next was spent loading supplies for Sibili and repairing damaged equipment. Paks got a new shield, as did Keri, and Volya had snapped a sword tip against a wall. Jenits came up while Paks was helping Volya wrap the grip of her sword; he had a lumpy bundle of shiny yellow silk.

  “Wait until you see this,” he said, dropping it on the ground. It clinked. He worked at the knot one-handed. Keri reached to help. “Thanks. There: look at that.” They looked at a miscellaneous collection of bracelets, rings, coins, and little carved disks of ivory or shell. Jenits grinned. “That’s what I get for being one-armed right now—not strong enough for the heavy stuff. Kefer had me working through the goldsmithies and jewelers’ shops with him, and he said to take this much—and to share it with my friends, if I wanted to keep any. I knew that you, Paks, were stuck in those warehouses, and Keri and Volya hadn’t found anything better than a stray silver, so here I am. Take your pick.”

  “Is it really gold?” asked Volya doubtfully.

  “I think so. It’s soft, like gold, and it doesn’t look like copper. It’s heavy.”

  Keri reached over and picked up a ring with a pale green stone. “I wonder what this is.”

  “I don’t know. But let’s split it up, before I lose my generous impulses. Paks, you choose first; you’re the veteran.”

  Paks looked over the small pile. “I could take this bracelet for my sister,” she said tentatively. It was made in a pattern of linked leaves, with tiny blue stones between them. “We’ll take turns,” she went on.

  “Go on, then. Keri?”

  “I’ll take this ring.”

  “I like this,” said Volya. She had found a little gold fish, arched as if it were leaping, with a loop formed by the dorsal fin to hold a chain.

  Jenits held out his left hand, with a heavy gold ring set with onyx on the first finger. “I cheated,” he said. “I took my favorite out first.” They laughed and went on choosing. When they’d finished, Jenits folded the square of silk and tucked it into his tunic. “I feel much safer how,” he said. “I was afraid I’d have a greedy fit, and you’ve done all the fighting. By the way, Paks—”

  “Hmm?”

  “My arm doesn’t hurt any more—when can I come back to regular duty?”

  “What did the surgeons tell you?”

  “Oh—well—six weeks altogether. But it’s been three, and it doesn’t hurt. I don’t want to miss Sibili, and I feel well enough. I thought you could say something to the sergeants.”

  Paks looked up from Volya’s sword and shook her head. “Jenits, it’s up to the surgeons. You won’t do us any good if you try to fight and it’s not healed. Likely it’d come apart at the first stroke, and you’d be worse off than ever. You can ask the surgeon—”

  Jenits scowled. “The last time I asked him, he said to quit pestering. Bones heal at their speed, he said, and not for wishing.”

  “That sounds like Master Simmitt. He’s the sharp-tongued one. You won’t miss Sibili anyway. We’re all marching—”

  “But I’ll miss the fighting. And if Siniava’s there—”

  “You wouldn’t have a chance at him anyway. You’ll see enough fighting, if you stay whole.”

  “I hope so. To break an arm, my very first—” Jenits broke off as Stammel came up; he squatted beside them with a sigh.

  “Well, Jenits, is your arm holding up?”

  “Yes, sir. I was just wondering—”

  “No, you can’t fight with us at Sibili. Not unless we’re longer taking that city than I expect. Paks, the Duke’s enrolled a few men from Cha—Andressat’s faction, of course—and we’ll have six of ‘em in our cohort. You’ve gotten these well broken in. I’d like you to take on one of the new men.”

  Paks thought of several questions, but when she met Stammel’s brown eyes she was guided by their wary expression. “Yes, sir. When?”

  “Now.” Paks rose when he did, and left the rest where they were. When they were out of earshot, Stammel had more to say. “This is new, Paks, taking new men during a campaign. The captain said it’s because he wants us at full strength. I suppose that means he’ll be recruiting all season. These men, now—the Count vouched for them, and they look like fighters, but of course we don’t know anything about them. If you start having doubts, let me know at once.” He shot her a hard glance, and waited until she nodded. “Another thing—down here they don’t have many women fighters. You heard what the Count said. Well, I thought if we take these men, they’ll have to get used to our ways. That’s one reason I wanted you to help. Clear enough?”

  Paks nodded, though she still felt confused. It was hard to imagine strangers—outsiders—southerners as part of the Company. But she could see that Stammel had no answers, and possibly even more questions, so she asked nothing. He sighed again and led her to a group of about twenty men standing with the captains. Three of them had mail shirts, and four had bronze breastplates. The rest wore leather armor. They were all muscular and looked fit enough. Several of Paks’s friends stood nearby: Barra, Vik, and Arñe. Vik raised his expressive eyebrow but said nothing. Stammel turned away, and came back in a few minutes with three more of Paks’s cohort. He spoke to Arcolin, who pointed out six of the strangers. They followed Stammel.

  “Paks, this is Halek,” Stammel said. Halek was several fingers shorter than Paks, with sandy hair and mustache, and pale eyes. Stammel went on. “Halek, she’ll show you where to eat and sleep, and what you’re expected to do—”

  “She?” Halek’s tone was derisive. Paks felt a prickle of anger. “What do you think I am, some little boy to take orders from a nursemaid?” Paks clamped her jaw shut. Stammel gave the man a cold stare.

  “Either you follow orders, Halek, or you go explain to the captain that you don’t want to join us—and why.” The man opened his mouth, but Stammel gave him no chance to speak. “No argument. Obey, or leave.”

  Halek glanced sideways at Paks and flushed. “Yes—sir.”

  “Come along,” said Paks, and walked off without looking at him. She felt his resistance,
then a slackening as he gave in and followed her. She was glad she was taller. When they had walked some strides she spoke over her shoulder.

  “Our cohort—Arcolin’s our captain—is loading today. When did you eat last?”

  “This morning. Early.” He sounded grumpy.

  “Then we’ll eat now.” Paks angled toward the cooks’ tent. “What weapons do you use?”

  “Sword,” he said. “Not like yours—longer, and not so wide. Or the curved blade Siniava’s men carry.”

  “Are you used to formation fighting? Can you use polearms?”

  “No. Where would I learn that? The only organized units around here are Siniava’s, and I wouldn’t fight for that.” The man spat, then lengthened his stride to come up with her. “Listen—are you really a soldier, not a cook or something?”

  Paks glared down at him and he reddened. “Yes, I’m a soldier—as you’ll find out soon enough. More of one than you, I daresay, if all you’ve done is play around with a dueller’s weapon. I hope you can learn formation fighting, or you won’t be any use to us at all.”

  “Your tongue’s sharp, anyway,” he said.

  “You can test my blade later,” said Paks. She led Halek through the serving line, then to a loading crew. He was strong and willing to work; Paks tried to think better of him. By midafternoon the loading was done; they went in search of the armsmasters. Siger was already working with two of the other newcomers, these assigned to Dorrin’s cohort. A number of the Duke’s men stood around watching. It was always a treat to see the wizened little armsmaster drive a much bigger opponent around the practice ring. Finally he called a halt, and the two men, puffing and sweating, moved out of the ring.

  “Not enough marching,” grumbled Siger to their backs. “More wind’s what you want, and then an old man like me couldn’t make you lose breath.” He turned to the circle of watchers. “Enjoying yourselves, eh? Well, you all need a workout. Suppose you, there—and you—” he pointed, “get busy with swords, and you four with pikes—” The crowds melted away. Paks and the others with new men stayed. “Ah yes,” said Siger when he saw them. “What have we here? Let’s see your paces.” He beckoned to Halek, who stepped into the ring. “Sword?” asked Siger. “Polearms?”

  “Sword,” said Halek. “But not that short one. I’ve used a longer one, or the curved—”

  Siger grinned at him. “You’ll learn. That’s what I’m for, and Paks will teach you a lot.” He handed Halek a blade. “Now—are you used to a shield?”

  “I’ve used one.”

  “We’ll start without. Go slowly until you get used to the length.” They crossed blades and Siger began his usual commentary. “Hmm. I see you’ve done more fencing than military—that stroke won’t work with this blade. You don’t have the length. No, and you can’t dance about like that in formation, either.” He tapped Halek’s ribs when an opening came. “When you don’t have a shield, your blade must do its work. A little faster now—yes.” The clatter of blades speeded up. “No, you’re still jigging around too much. Stop now—” As Halek lowered his blade, Siger looked around and motioned to Paks and several others. “Form a line with him,” he said. “Paks, come over here and take my shield side. Now—what’s your name?”

  “Halek.”

  “Halek, good. Now you’ll see what I mean about staying in formation—these on either side will protect your flanks, as you protect theirs. If you stay in line with them, you’ll be fine. Clear?”

  “Yes. But there’s three of us, and only two of you—”

  Siger glanced at Paks and smiled slightly. “That’s no problem to us. Paks, put a banda on; we don’t want you stiff at Sibili.” Paks stepped to the pile of bandas and returned to Siger’s side. Facing her was Sif, of Dorrin’s cohort, with Halek in the middle and Vik on the far end. She found she could hold her own against him easily, with strokes to spare for Halek. Siger, despite Vik’s aggressive attack, had breath and arm to spare, as usual. He continued his commentary on Halek’s swordsmanship and found time to correct the rest of them.

  Halek kept trying to shift to one side or the other, but found himself locked between his companions and his opponents’ swords. Finally he seemed to get the idea, and began working with Vik and Sif. Sif, now that Halek was doing better, pressed harder. Paks was acutely aware of her unprotected shield arm. She found herself countering strokes rather than pressing her own attack. Halek almost made a touch on her. He grinned. That, thought Paks, is a mistake. She slipped the leash on her anger, forcing a startled Sif back, and back again, and giving Halek two good thumps with her blade. Siger moved with her, stroke for stroke, and they pushed the others to the edge of the ring.

  “Hold,” said Siger. As they lowered their blades, he said, “Halek, you’ll need to practice this way every day. Your bladework is fair, considering your experience, but your cross-body strokes are weak; that’s why you shift so. Come back here in a half-glass with a shield, and we’ll start again.” He turned to Paks. “Tell Stammel that Halek needs the time with me, and see if they’ll release you, too.” Paks nodded.

  “Come on, Halek,” she said. “We’ll get you a shield from the quartermaster.”

  “What about a sword?”

  “Not until I say you’re ready,” said Siger.

  Paks and Halek walked back toward the quartermaster’s wagon. Halek was silent for a few yards, then said gruffly. “You’re—you’re good with a sword.”

  “I ought to be,” said Paks cheerfully. “Siger spent enough yelling and putting bruises on me.” She felt good.

  “Mmph. Well—I didn’t think you would be. I’ve never seen women fighters before.”

  “Siniava doesn’t use them at all?”

  “Oh, I hear he’s got a few girls—they duel, and that, at banquets and the like. And of course there’s women with his army, but not for fighting.” He chuckled. Paks felt herself getting hot again.

  “Things are different in this Company,” she said firmly.

  “I can see that.” He walked on a few paces in silence. “But—I don’t see how—why—a woman would want to be a fighter. It’s hard work—dirty—you can get killed—” He sounded genuinely puzzled.

  Paks found herself suppressing a laugh. “Hard work? Were you ever on a farm? Working? No, I thought not. This is no harder than farmwork I was doing at home, and it’s no dirtier than butchering sheep. As for getting killed—women die having babies, if it comes to that.” She glanced at him to see his reaction; his face was furrowed in a frown. “Besides,” she went on, “I like fighting. I’m good at it, and I enjoy it, and I get paid for it. I’d make a very bad farmer’s wife.”

  “Well, but—aren’t you going to marry someday?”

  Paks shook her head. “No. Some do, but not me. I never wanted to.”

  “I just can’t—are there many women like you in the north?”

  Paks shrugged. “I don’t know. Some. You saw Captain Dorrin, and Arñe at lunch. Maybe a fourth of us in this Company are women.”

  “I see.” He still looked puzzled.

  Chapter Twenty-five

  Early the next morning they set out for Sibili, marching along the north bank of the Chaloqueel on a wide stone road. Those three days came back to Paks later as a kind of dream—the rich valley farmlands, with fruit trees in full bloom, clouds of pale pink flowers that strewed their petals on every gust of wind, leaving the hollows of the road drifted with delicate color. On the slopes, grapevines had sprouted tufts of furry greenish-white leaflets. Rows of vegetables, plots of grain like green velvet—but all empty and quiet.

  The sun had just set on the third day when they saw Sibili’s walls dark against the glowing western sky. Rain began again that night; the next day they picked up what news they could while settling into camp and readying for the assault. Sapping teams had already started work; Cracolnya’s cohort joined a small group of men in rust-colored tunics who supervised the construction of more siege towers and catapults.

  “W
ho’s that?” asked Keri, of the rust-uniformed men. Paks shrugged.

  “I don’t know. I never saw them before.” She stopped Devlin and asked him.

  “That’s Plas Group—Marki Plas. They’re a special company—all they do is siege machines. A section of them came down with Aesil M’dierra.”

  Despite heavier rain the following day, the assault began, with Andressat and Westland troops in two siege towers. Mercenary archers scoured the wall. The Phelani and Halverics stayed back as reserves; Paks could not see much through the rain, but watched Plas Group specialists operating the two catapults, winding down the arm, loading stones into the cup. She noticed that they adjusted the ropes with each shot, to compensate for dampness. But neither the catapults nor the assault succeeded, and the attackers straggled back that evening in no mood to explain what had gone wrong.

  During the night the rain stopped. The Phelani and Halverics struggled to move a third siege tower to the walls under cover of darkness. With the others, Paks cursed angrily as its wheels sank into the mud again and again; by dawn they were still some distance from the walls, in easy range of enemy bowmen. The Duke ordered them back; Paks was glad to leave the unwieldy tower where it had stuck fast. Once out of bowshot, she finally had a chance to see what Sibili looked like. Built on a hump of ground near the river, its inner citadel stood higher than the rest; the walls were well built of buff colored stone. Although the city did not look as formidable as Cortes Andres, Paks though it would be harder to take than Cha. Overall it reminded her of a larger Rotengre, long and narrow, with heavy gates pinched between massive towers.

  During that day, both sides used fire weapons. The defenders poured oil on one of the siege towers and lit it, with a cohort of Pliuni on the way up inside. The Pliuni fled, not without casualties. Plas Group lobbed stones smeared with burning pitch over the walls. The defenders fired the second tower; Andressat and Phelani troops rushed to drag it away from the walls and managed to keep the fire from burning the lower framework, but it was too damaged to use until rebuilt.