Faded Sun Trilogy Omnibus

by C. J. Cherryh

  “Answer.”

  Sochil’s head went back. Her glistening eyes nictitated and shed their tears, and she turned her back and stalked off.

  Her people stood silent. They might have done something, Duncan thought, might have shown her support. But Melein would claim them; they would remain Sochil’s only if Sochil would return challenge.

  Sochil stopped in her retreat, among the ranks of her Kel, turned suddenly. “A’ani!” she cried. It was challenge.

  Melein turned to Niun, and carefully he shed the belt of the zahen’ein, handed the modern weapons to Duncan; then with a bow to Melein, he turned and walked forward.

  Likewise did Merai s’Elil.

  Duncan stood still, the belt a weight in his hands. Melein laid her hand on his sleeve. “Kel Duncan: you understand . . . you must not interfere.”

  And she veiled herself and walked away through the enemy kel’ein, and likewise did Sochil, in her wake. The wall of kel’ein reformed behind them.

  There was silence, save for the whistling of the wind.

  In the center of the circle and Niun and Merai took up their positions, facing one another at fencers’ distance and a half. Each gathered a handful of sand and cast it on the wind.

  Then the av’ein-kel, the great-swords, whispered from sheaths.

  A pass, in which they exchanged position; the blades flashed, rang lightly against each other, rested. A second pass: and kel Merai stopped, and seemed simply to forget where he was; and fell. The blade had not seemed to touch him.

  But darkness spread over the sand beneath him.

  Niun bent and gathered dust on his fingers, and smeared it across his brow . . . began, as if there were nothing else in the world, as if there were no watching ring of strangers, to cleanse his blade with a second handful of sand.

  Then he straightened, sheathed the av-kel, stood still.

  For a time there was only the flutter of robes in the wind. Then came a wail from the People beyond the ranks of the kel.

  Duncan stood still, lost; he saw, he heard, he watched the shifting of ranks: Niun also left him. He was forgotten in the confusion.

  Men bore away the dead kel’anth, quietly, toward the desert. Soon enough came kel’ein bearing a bundle wrapped in white, and that shook Duncan’s confidence: Sochil, he thought, hoping that he was right. How she had died, by whose hand, he had no means to tell. Many kel’ein attended that corpse away. Others spread black tents and made a camp.

  And the wan sun sank, and the wind grew cold; Duncan stood, in twilight, at the camp’s edge, and watched the return of the burial parties . . . sank down to sit finally, for his legs grew numb and he had no more strength to stand in the cold and the wind.

  There was a breathing near him: soft-footed, the dusei, when they chose to be. He felt them, and they came and nosed at him, identifying him. One ventured away; he called it back, Niun’s dus. It came and settled uneasily with him. He was glad of their presence, less lonely with them, less afraid.

  And after full dark he saw a tall shadow come out of the camp, and saw the gleam of moonlight on bronze-hilted weapons and on the zaidhe’s visor, and knew Niun even at great distance.

  He rose. Niun beckoned, and he came, the dusei padding behind him.

  There was no explanation, nothing. The dusei caught Niun’s mood, that was still tense. They walked, they and the beasts, into the midst of the strange camp, into the largest of the tents.

  Black-robes filled it, heads and bodies alike swathed in kel-cloth, veiled and expressionless; at one side was a small cluster of the eldest gold-robes, unveiled, and one ancient blue-robe, that sudden surmise told Duncan would be the kath’anth, senior of the Kath.

  And one whiter, veilless figure seated at the end, that was Melein.

  Golden skins, golden, membraned eyes, all alike—and only the beasts and himself were alien. Duncan walked the aisle Niun and the beasts made toward Melein, his heart beating in a lost, forlorn terror, for the dusei gathered the tension they felt and cast it back to him, and he forbade it to swell to rage: no enemies these, not now.

  Nor friendly to him.

  The dusei came to Melein’s hand before they turned, as Niun took his place by her side and Duncan took the shadowed place behind her; the beasts began to pace back and forth, back and forth, eyeing the crowd with hostility scarcely contained.

  “Yai!” Niun forbade them. The little one half-reared and came down again slowly, no play this time. The company did not flinch, but waves of fear were intense in their midst. The dusei snorted and came and settled between Niun and Duncan.

  Hlil s’Sochil, in the front rank of the Kel, rose and unveiled; so did others. Hlil came bringing a handful of small gold objects, offered them into Niun’s hands, and Niun unveiled and took them, bowed; there was an easier feeling in the company then.

  J’tai. Honor medals—Merai’s. Duncan listened, watched, as there came two kel’e’ein, a woman of years and another younger: to each Niun surrendered one of the j’tai—kinswomen of Merai, they were, proud and fierce: they touched Niun’s hands, and bowed, and walked away, to settle again among their comrades.

  More veils were put aside, all the Kel, eventually, yielding their faces to the sight of the Mother that had taken them.

  Duncan kept his own, ashamed of his strangeness in this company, and hating his shame for it.

  Kel’ein came, nine of them, old and young, to press the hand of Melein to their brows and give their names: Husbands, they proclaimed themselves, of Sochil.

  “I accept you,” Melein said, after all had done; and then she rose and touched Niun’s arm. “This is born of a birth with me, and he is the she’pan’s kel’en, and kel’anth over my Kel. Will any challenge?”

  There was an inclining of heads, and no challenge.

  And to Duncan’s dismay, Melein took his hand, bringing him forward.

  “There are no veils, Duncan,” she whispered.

  He dropped his, and even kel-discipline could not prevent the looks of shock.

  “This is kel Duncan. Duncan-without-a-Mother. He is a friend of the People. That is my word. None will touch him.”

  Again heads inclined, less readily. Released, Duncan retreated into the shadows again and stood next the dusei. Challenge: if it came, Niun must answer it, would answer it. He was not competent for his own defense among them, Duncan-without-a-Mother, the man with no beginnings.

  “And listen to me now,” Melein said softly, settling again to her chair, the only furniture in the tent. “Listen and I will open a Dark to the understanding of my companions; tell me where you remember. These are the things that I know:

  “That from this world came mri and elee and surai and kalath, and in the passing of years, the elee took the surai and kalath, and the mri lived in the shadow of the elee . . .

  “That since Ah-ehon has stood, mri and elee knew the same cities, and shared . . .

  “That the elee built and the mri defended.

  “That as the sun faded and wealth declined, the ships went out. They were slow, those ships, but with them the mri took worlds. There was wealth . . .

  “And war. Zahen’ein wars. Strangers’ wars.”

  “This is so,” said the Sen, and the Kel and the kath’anth murmured in astonishment.

  “We would have made the folk of Kutath masters. The elee rejected us. Some mri rejected us. We continued the war. Whether we won or not, I do not know. Some of us stayed and some of us parted this world. Slow ships, and ages. Sometimes we fought. We took service with strangers eighty and more times. What we have seen in our returning . . . the track of People that went out, ja-anom, is desolation.

  “We came home. We thought that we were the last, and we are not. Eighty-three Darks. Eighty-three. We are all that survive, of all the millions that went out.”

  “Ai,” the People murmured, and eyes mirrored struggle to understand.

  The eldest sen’en arose then, a man bent with age. “We have known Darks. That into which
you went was one. That in which we remained was another. Tsi’mri came. We did not fall to them, and they did not come back. We had strength then, but it faded. No tsi’mri came again. And the cities died, and in the last years even the elee fought, elee against elee. It was a burden-bearer’s war, and wasteful. We had a she’pan then named Gar’ai. She led us out into the mountains, where the elee could not live. Even then some of the People denied her Sight and would not come, and stayed in the elee cities, and died, fighting for bearers-of-burdens. Now the elee are fading, and we are strong. That is because we cannot be held in the hand. We are the land’s wind, she’pan; we go and we come and the land is enough for us. We ask you, do not lead us back. There is no water enough for cities. The land will not bear it. We will perish if we leave it.”

  Melein was silent for a long moment, then swept a glance about the assembly. “From a land like this came we. We do not fold our hands and wait to die. That is not what the she’pan of my birth taught.”

  The words stung like a blow. Kel’ein straightened, and the sen’anth looked confused, and the kath’anth sat twisting her hands in her lap.

  “Tsi’mri are following us,” Melein said. “Armed.”

  The dusei surged to their feet. Duncan moved for them flung his arms about them both, whispering to them.

  “What have you brought us?” cried the sen’anth.

  “A thing that must be faced,” Melein snapped, and bodies froze in the attitudes that they then occupied. “We are mri! We were attacked and challenged, and will this remnant deny that you are also mri, and that I am she’pan of this edun, and of all the People?”

  “Kel’anth,” breathed an old kel’en, “ask permission to ask . . . who, and when, and with what arms.”

  “I answer,” said Niun. “The People have another chance. Another life. Life is coming across this desert of dead worlds. We have it in our wake, and it can be seized!”

  Duncan heard, and clenched his fists the tighter on the dusei’s loose skin, close to shivering in the fever-warmth of the tent. They had forgotten him. Their eyes were on Niun, on the stranger-kel’anth, on a she’pan that promised and threatened them.

  Hope.

  It glittered in the golden eyes of the black-robed Kel, ventured timidly into the calculating faces of the Sen. Only the old kath’en looked afraid.

  “An-ehon has given me its records,” Melein said. “I have poured into An-ehon and into all the cities linked with him the sum of all that the People have gathered in our wanderings. We are armed, my children. We are armed. We were the last, my kel’anth and I. No more. No more. A last time the Kel goes out, and this time we are not for hire. This time we take no pay. This time is for ourselves.”

  “Ai-e!” cried one of the Kel, a shout that stirred the others and tightened on Duncan’s heart. Dus-feelings washed about him, confused, threatening for his sake, stirred for Niun’s.

  Kel’ein came to their feet with a deafening shout, and the sen’ein folded their arms and stood too, stern eyes gleaming with calculation; and lastly the kath’anth rose, and tears flowed on her face.

  Tears for the children, Duncan thought, and something welled up in his throat too.

  “Strike the tents,” Melein shouted. “We will rest a time in the city, recover what we have left there, ask questions of each other. Strike the tents.”

  The tent began to clear, rapidly; there were shouts in the mu’ara of the ja’anom, orders conveyed.

  And Niun stood watching their backs, and when Melein had walked out into the night, Duncan rose and followed with him, the dusei padding after.

  Melein went apart from them, among the Sen. It was not a place for kel’ein. Duncan stood shivering in the chill wind and at last Niun drew him over to a clear space where they could watch the tents come down, where they could breathe easily.

  The dusei crowded close to them, disturbed.

  “Do not worry for yourself,” Niun said to him suddenly.

  “I do not.”

  “The killing,” said Niun, “was bitter.”

  And he settled on the sand where they stood, with a mri’s disregard for furniture. Duncan knelt down beside him, watched as Niun drew from his robes a folded cloth that held the j’tai that he had received of Merai’s death, watched as Niun began to knot them to the belt that should hold them, so that their cords let them hang freely in his robes.

  Complicated knots. Mri knots. Niun’s slender fingers wove designs he had not yet mastered, meanings he had not yet learned, intricacies for intricacy’s sake.

  He tried to think only of that, to shut from his mind what he had seen in the tent, the shout that still echoed in his ears, hundreds of voices lifted, and himself the enemy.

  About them appeared blue-robes, striking the tent of assembly, the oldest boys and girls taking the poles down, bearing the brunt of the work, and the women and middle-years children aiding. Only the littlest children in their mothers’ arms sometimes raised a whimper in all the confusion, and the little ones that could walk finally slipped discipline and began a game of tag among their busy elders, uncomprehending what changes had turned their world upside down.

  “The Face that Smiles,” said Niun of them. “Ah, Duncan, it is good to see.”

  A cold closed about Duncan, a foreboding heavy as the she’pan’s alleged Sight . . . the children’s voices in the dark as the tent came down, laughter . . .

  The towers that had fallen on Kesrith . . .

  “Let me go back,” Duncan said suddenly. “Niun, ask the she’pan. Now, tonight, let me go back to the ship.”

  The mri turned, looked at him, a piercing and wondering look. “Fear of us?”

  “For you. For them.”

  “You left your markers. The she’pan has already said that it was enough. She gave you her word on the matter. If you go back, they will take you back, and we will not permit that.”

  “Am I a prisoner?”

  Niun’s eyes nictitated. “You are kel’en of this Kel, and we will not give you away. Do you wish to go back?”

  For a moment Duncan could not answer. The children shouted, laughed aloud, and he winced at the sound. “I am of this Kel,” he said at last. “And I could serve it best there.”

  “That is for the she’pan to decide, and she has already decided. If she wishes to send you, she will send.”

  “Better that. I am not wanted here. And I could be of use there.”

  “I would die a death myself if harm came to you. Stay close by me. No kel’en that has won the seta’al would challenge you, but the unscarred might . . . and no unscarred will trespass with me. Put such thoughts out of your mind. Your place is here, not there.”

  “It is not because I would run from them that I ask. It is because of what I hear. Because you have not learned of all that you have seen. Dead worlds, Niun.”

  “Sov-kela,” said Niun, and his voice was edged, “have care.”

  “You are preparing to fight.”

  “We are mri.”

  The beast beside him stirred. Duncan held to it, his blood pounding in his ears. “The survival of the species.”

  “Yes,” said Niun.

  “For that, you would—do what, Niun?”

  “Everything.”

  There was long silence.

  “Will you,” asked Niun, “seek to go back to them?”

  “I am at the she’pan’s orders,” he said at last. “With my own kind, I can be damned no more than I am. Only listen to me sometimes. Is it revenge you want?”

  The mri’s nostrils flared, rapid breathing, and his hands moved over the dus’s velvet skin, long-fingered and oddly graceful. “Species survival. To gather the People. To have our homeworld. To be mri.”

  He was answered. The human in him would not understand it; but kel-law did . . . to be the sum of all things the mri had ever been, and that meant to be bound by nothing.

  No agreements, no conditions, no promises.

  And if it pleased the mri to strike, they w
ould strike, for mri reasons.

  Peace was four words in the hal’ari. There was ai’a, that was self-peace, being right with one’s place; and an’edi, that was house-peace, that rested on the she’pan; and there was kuta’i, that was the tranquility of nature; and there was sa’ahan, that was the tranquility of strength.

  Treaty-peace was a mu’ara word, and the mu’ara lay in the past, with the regul, that had broken it.

  Melein had killed for power, would kill, repeatedly, to unite the People.

  Would take the elee, their former allies.

  Would take Kutath.

  We will have ships, he could hear her saying in her heart.

  And they knew the way, to Arain, to human and regul space.

  It was not revenge they sought, nothing so human, but peace—sa’ahan-peace, that could only exist in a mri universe.

  No compromise.

  “Come,” said Niun. “They are almost done. We will be moving now.”

  Chapter Twenty-One

  The house murmured with voices, adults’ and children’s. The People stared about them, curious at this place that only sen’ein had seen for so many hundreds of years . . . marveling at the lights, the powers of it—and, mri-fashion, unamazed by them. The forces were there; they were to be used. Many things were not for Kath or Kel to understand, but to use, with permission.

  And the Shrine held light again: lights were lit by Melein’s own hands, and the pan’en was brought and set there behind the corroded screens, to be moved when they moved, to be reverenced by the House while they stayed. There were chants spoken, the Shon’jir of the mri that had gone out from Kutath; and the An’jir of the mri that stayed on homeworld.

  We are they that went not out:

  landwalkers, sky-watchers;

  We are they that went not out:

  world-holders, faith-keepers;

  We are they that went not out:

  and beautiful our morning;